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g;uhh;j;jdh mr;rpl;L ntspapLgth; : rhtpj;hp gtd;> MNuhtpy;

,g;Gj;jfj;jpy; ntspaplg;gl;Ls;s Gifg;glq;fs;>

= mutpe;jh;> = md;id MfpNahhpd; thrfq;fis kWgjpg;G

nra;a mDkjpj;j = mugpe;Njh Mrpuk; mwf;fl;lis kw;Wk;

mwq;fhtyh; MfpNahUf;F vkJ kdkhh;e;j ed;wp

mr;rpl;L ntspapLgth; \;uj;jhtd; - rhtpj;jphpgtDf;fhf.

,J = mugpe;Njh gd;dhl;L fy;tp Ma;Tikaj;jpd;

fPo; nray;gLfpwJ

nghUslf;fk;

mUshsh; = mutpe;jh; mUspa rhtpj;hp . . . . . . . . . . . . 4

g. tp[aghyd;

Njhuz thapy; 2 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 15

gpNukh ee;jFkhh;

jpUTUkhw;wk; . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 26

rhtpj;hpgtdpd; gzpfs; . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 47

tiftif tbTfs; vtw;Wf; nfy;yhk;

ekJ tpopfs; ,ik%b csNth>

mtw;wpid czHe;J njspe;Js tpjkha;;

ek;khy; czHe;jpl xz;zh(J) mike;j

mUfhik ajid mwpe;JzH tifajha;;

Nkw;gug;(G) cWk;ek; mikg;GUit tplTk;

kpfNt Moj;(J) miktbtq; fspNy>-

mtspd; mfj;Js mUk;ngUk; Mw;wNyh

tide;jpLk; mtsJ czHTj; jpwj;Jf;F

tbtk; nfhLj;Jg; gilj;jpaw; wpaNj.

fl;Gyg; glhjNthH fjpnuhsp mtsJ

ehb euk;Gfs; cs;SNs gha;e;jd

md;wpAk;> mts(J) mwptpd; Mw;wiy>

Gtpapdhy; mwpe;jpl Kbe;jij tplTk;

kpfNt tphpe;J tpopj;jpl itj;jNthHghHit NkYy(F) MHe;jthk; gpwq;nfhspj;

jpwq;fsp dhNy epuk;gplr; nra;jNj.

mt;nthspf; fw;iw mjdpd; NeHikahy;cUtiu aplg;;gl;(L) Cw;nwd tphpe;jpLk;>

koiyia nahj;j> mtsJ rpe;jidmidj;Jk; mtsJ Md;khtpd; Mo;e;j nka;k;ikapd; xspHfpw Kd;tiu Tfsha;

tsik tifapNy khw;wplg; gl;lNtNkYk;> mts;jd; tpopfsp dpd;Wk;>

kdpjdpd; klikg; ghHitiaj; jhz;baNtnwhU tpjj;Jg; ghHitia tPrpds;

mtisr; Rw;wpYk; midj;Jj; jpirANk.

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SAVITRI

by

SRI AUROBINDO

Book One : The Book of Beginnings

Canto Three : The Yoga of the King: The Yoga of the Soul’s Release

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146..........148

,g;gb ahf Kd;dpDk; nghpjha;

mtd(J) cs;SU tsHe;jpLk; Ntisapy;>

kz;zf khdplk; mikj;jpLk; gpbg;Ngh>

nraw;gLk; mtd(J) ,af;fk; ahitAk;

nfhQ;rk; nfhQ;rkha;f; Fiwe;jplr; nra;jNj:

kpfNt cah;e;J te;jNjhh; nka;k;ik

kpfNt cah;;e;jNjhh; nrfj;jpidf; fz;lNj.

149..........151

tpz;iz Nehf;fpa vz;zg; gug;igAk;>

gue;J tphpe;j guj;jpd; CNl

Md;kh mjdpd; jiyfPo;g; gha;r;riyAk;

jLj;jplg; NghLk; rl;lk; tpjpf;fj;

jh;f;fj; jd;ik tiufpw jhd

ghJfhg;(G) cWjpaha;g; gilj;j thpfis> -

mr;rk; mw;wNjhh; mwpTrhh; jpl;gk;

Jilj;J KOjha; mopj;jplj; Jzpe;jNj.

152..........153

mtdpd; Kjd;Kiwf; fhy;itg;(G) mbfSk;

ek;kpd; kz;zfr; rpd;dQ;; rpwpa

tiufs; jk;ikj; jfh;j;j tz;zk;>

kpfNt tphpe;J gue;j jd;ikapy;

kpfNt tha;j;j fhw;W ntspapdpy;

mq;;Fk; ,q;;Fkha; miye;J jphpe;jdNt.

154..........157

Kj;jpiu nghwpj;J %lg; gl;l

kiwtlf; fj;jik Fifnahd; wpdpNy

Mo;Japy; Mfpa epiyikapy; tpl;ljhk;

mhpaNjhH Mw;ww; rpiyapidg; Nghd;W

kdpjdpd; mfj;Nj kiwtha;f; fple;Jjhd;

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cwq;;fpNa gad;gh(L) cw;wplhj; jpwq;fisj;

jpUTU khw;WNkhH ngUtyp ajdhy;

typik toq;fg; gl;l fuq;fspy;

,yF thfNt Ve;jpg; gpbj;jNd.

kiwtlf; fj;jik = ,ufrpakhd; rpiy = bow, tpy;

gad;ghL cw;wplh = gad;gLj;jg; gl;blhj unused ngUtyp = Nguhw;wy;

158..........165

,j;jid cah;j;jpapy;> Neh;j;jpaha;> ,ay;gha;>

tof;f khdNjhh; tifj;j nraypid

mw;Gjk; mtd;nfhz;(L) Mf;fp mjidAk;>

,e;j khdpl ,jaq;fs; jk;kpd;

Mw;wiyj; jfHf;Fk; Kaw;rpfs; midj;ijAk;

Gdpjg; gzpfspd; nghJKiw ahdNjhH

gFjpapd; gf;fkha;j; jpUg;gpdd; mtNd;,aw;ifr; rf;jpapd; md;whl Vw;Gilj;

jpl;gKk; vl;lhr; nrk;khe;j ,yf;Ffs;

ahitAk; kPtyp ,ay;ey thfpNdhH

kd;Dhpik jdpNy ehbr;nrd; wdd;:nka;k;ik jd;dpd; Nkd;ikg; ghpRfs;

$l;lk; $l;lkha; mtid Nehf;fpj;

Njb te;jd> Nrh;e;J Ftpe;jd;mitnayhk; mtdJ tho;T jd;dpd;

vLj;Jf; fhl;Lk; mikg;gha; ,Ue;jd>

md;wpAk; chpikg; Ngwha; mike;jNt.

nrk;khe;j = sublime, tpOkpa;kPtyp ,ay;eyk; = mighty ease; kpFjpwd; tha;e;j ,ay;G

kd;Dhpik = pattern; chpikg; NgW = privilege;

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166..........170

Gydpd; czh;thy; csj;jpy; tpise;jpLk;

J}aNjhh; fhl;rpr; Rlnuhsp tPrp

ctifr; Rfj;ij ,utyha;j; je;jJ: mjdpd; mfj;Nj Mh;e;j ghh;itNah

rpe;jid nra;jplf;; fhj;jpUf; fiyNa;xNuNahH xw;iw Nehf;fpdpy; mJTk;

,aw;rj;jp ahitAk; #o;e;Jnfhz;(L) mizj;jNj;gUg;nghUs; midj;jpd; nka;g;nghUl; $iwNa

EZfp Mo;e;jJ Nehf;fy; MdNj;Vw;wpLk; tbtpdhy; Va;f;fg; glhNj

Md;kh jd;id Nehf;fpdd; mtNd.

171..........174

capUU ahtpYk; cs;Siw(T) Mf

mwpag; glhNj mike;jd vitnad

Mq;Nf mJjhd; mwpe;J nfhz;lNj;cs;se; jdpNy cl;fUj; jpidAk;

neQ;re; jdpNy tpUg;g tpioitAk;

mJjhd; Mq;F gw;wpf; nfhz;lNj;jj;jk; ghh;it jd;dpy; ,Ue;J

khe;jh; xspj;Nj kiwj;J itj;jpLk;

cs;shH Nehf;fk; vy;yh tw;iwAk;

kiwfhg;(G) Mw;wypd; ke;jhu khd

kbg;Gj; jlq;fs; jk;kpy; ,Ue;Nj

gphpj;Jg; gwpj;;Jj; vLj;Jf; nfhz;lNj.

cs;shH Nehf;fk; = motive; kbg;Gj;jlq;fs; = folds

175..........179

kw;iwa kdpjUs; Jbj;jpLk; capnuyhk;

mtHkd epiwTld;> mtHjk; JaUld;

mtd(J) muZs; mj;JkPwp Eioe;J

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je;jpLk; njhe;jiu jd;id czh;e;jdd;;mth;jk; Nerk;, mth;jk; rPw;wk;,tha;jpwe;(J) ciuah tz;zk; Rl;Lk;

mth;jk; mthTil Mh;tq;fs; ahTk;,-epiwe;J te;jpLk; ePNuhl;lq; fshNah,rPwpg; gha;ePh;j; jpiufs; MfpNah

mtdJ njspTil mikjp vd;Dk;

mirtpyh epiyAs MopAs; GFe;jNt.

njhe;jiu = njhe;juT, njhy;iy; jpiufs; = miyfs;,waves

180..........185

mtd;jdpr; rhH;Gil vz;zq;fs; midj;jpd;

cs;SNs J}z;lg;gl;(L) xypj;jpLk; Xiria,Vida rpe;jid ahitAk; itj;Js

mofpa ftpif khlk; mjdpNy

xypnajph; xypaha; Koq;ff; Nfl;ldd;;cyfj;(J) vz;zj; njhluhk; Xilfs;

mtd(J) mwptpd; vy;iyf;(F) cs;Ns

gha;e;J efh;e;jJ, gazk; nra;jJ;VidNahh; midthpd; cs;SU ahitapd;

mUNf mtdpd; mfj;JU tsh;e;Nj

nghJtha; mike;jNjhh; nghypTW jisahk;

gz;Gj; njhlh;gpNdhH gSitj; jhq;fpa(J)

MapDk;, mJttz;; ghjpg;(G) cwhNj

jidahs; murha;j; jdpj;J epd;wNj.

xypnajpH xyp = vjpnuhypapd; xyp, re– echo; mJttz; = mJ + mtz; = mJ + mq;Nf

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186..........192

kha tpj;ij tifaNjhh; ,irT,kz;zfg; goik kzpapio ehz;fisr;

nrtpg;Gyd; Nruh(J) ,iaTnfhs; ,d;dpaq;fs;

tpirjhd; Cl;b ,irtpj; jJNt;rpe;ijapd;, caphpd; Nrtfh; jk;ik

Md;kh mjdpd; gjpw;Fwpg; gpdpNy

csepiw(T) cw;wpLk; $l;lth; Mfpl

xUikg; gLj;jpa(J) cah;j;jp itj;jNj; ahf;ifapd; ,iokKk; jirj;jis euk;Gk;

,irapDf;(F) ,irTil ehz;fs; Mfplf;

fspepiyg; gutr epiyapd;, fhe;j;;jpapd;

,irg;gjp(T) vd;Nw ,dpikaha; khwpd;khdpl CDly; toptif ahitAk;

J}a nka;k;ikapd; njhz;luha;r; nra;jNj.

,iaTnfhs; ,d;dpaq;fs; = symphonies $l;ltH = $l;lhspfs;, partners ,iokk; = tissue; fhe;j;jp = gsgsg;G, lustre

193..........196

tpz;zfk; rhh;e;j tpidr;nray; xd;W,nrg;gk; cilaNjhh; nray;Kiw Vw;W,kdpjdpd; Gwj;jik kz;zfg; gz;gpDf;(F)

mjdpd; mUshy; xspNaw; wpaNj; Moj;(J) mike;j mjd;ftr ciwfspy;

Md;kh jd;dpd; mDgtk; jhDk;,Mw;wy; tha;e;j nghUl;$(W) mjdpd;

Mjpf;fk; je;j kUe;J kaf;fhy;

,jw;Fg; gpd;dH cwq;fh(J) ,Ue;jNj.

ftr ciw = ths; - fj;jp Kjypa nrUFtjw;Fwpa

nghjp$L, sheath

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197..........203

tpopg;gha; csthk;ek; fUj;J fspDf;(F)

mg;ghy; mike;J gue;J fplf;Fk;

nja;tj; jpwDil epye;jdpy; mike;jpLk;,fhl;rp %ykha; kl;LNk fz;bLk;

cwf;fk; jd;dpNyhh; kiwfhg;gpd; cs;shf,tprhy tphpTil cs;SU tpl;Nl

ek;ikg; gphpj;J eLtpy; epd;wpLk;,Eioe;jpl VJNkhh; Gioapyhr; RthpNy;cyfpay; rhh;e;j czHTj; jpwj;jpdhy;

gw;wplg; glhj gUg;nghUs; ahitAk;

tpLjiy nra;Nj ntspf;nfhzH tpjkha;, nghUz;ik tha;e;j nghUl;$(W) mjdpd;

Mw;wyp dhNy Mf;fplg; gl;lNjhh;

ftpe;j fjtk; nky;yj; jpwe;jJ:ntspg;Gwk; Nehf;fpNa cyTk; rpe;ijapy;

ghh;f;fg; glhjJk; mwpag; glhjJk;

MdNjhh; cyfk;, Md;kh jd;dpd;

mikjp jtOk; mfy;ntsp fspNy

Kiwg;gb ahf Kd;dpiyg; gl;lNj.

204..........207

kdj;jpdhy; ghh;j;jthk; fdhg;nghUs; ahTk;

edtpdpy; vq;Nf fz;blg; gLNkh,cz;ikapy; csjha; czh;e;jplf; $LNkh,caph;jhd; tpUk;Gk; xl;L nkhj;jKk;

mjdpd; mz;ikapy; <h;j;jplg; gLNkh;gpwtp ngwhjit jkf;nfd mike;jthk;

Njnrhsp tPRkj; Njrq;fs; CNl

Ezq;fp Nehf;fpa tz;zk; jdpkiw(T)

muq;Ffs; jk;kpy; mtdkh;e;(J) ,Ue;jNd.

Ezq;fp = Ez;ikahf

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208..........211

,wj;jy; ,y;yNjhh; gbtk; jd;dpd;

Milahk; fPh;j;jpia mzpe;j tz;zk;,jdpKjy; Mfpa tuk;gpyp jd;dpd;

mikjpg; Gaq;fspy; mike;J fple;Nj,Mz;ltd; vd;fpw Mde;jg; gutrj;(J)

,jaj;(J) ,d;g czh;r;rpj; Jbg;Gfs;

mtw;wpNy Mq;F jd;tak; ,oe;juha;g;

g+uzh; jk;ikg; nghypTilj; jhuif

Nta;e;j tPLfs; jk;kpytd; fz;lNd.

212..........215

vq;Nf vz;zk; cjpj;jpL fpd;wNjh,kw;Wk; kdj;Juk; ,iwikf;(F) ,izaha;

tsh;r;rp cw;wpLk; tiuapy; thDy(F)

MHe;jNjhH mUepiy Mw;wyhy; vt;tplk;

Ngzp tsHf;fg; ngw;wpL tJld;

epiyNg(W) cilath; typikfs; jk;kpdhy;

mt;Tuk; mJTk; J}a nts;isg;

ghy;je;J ghypf;fg; ngw;wpL fpd;wNjh,Mq;Nf Md;kpf czh;Til mfy;ntsp

jdpNy mtDk; jq;fp tho;e;jNd. ghypj;jy; = fhj;jy;

216..........218

kiwf;fg; gl;l tifapdpy; mikTWk;

cl;Gwg; gFjpfs;, cs;Siw thd

,ilfop Mfpa ,tw;wpd; NkNy

vz;zk; vOg;gpa ,ilr;Rth; nfhz;lthk;,rkepiy nfhz;l rhl;rpahk; Md;kh

mjdpd; kiwtpay; rhHe;j miwfspy;,-cz;Kfg; ghh;itapd; xspr;rh suq;fs;

fhz;top fhl;bj; jpwe;J nfhz;lNt. ,ilfop = thapiyr; NrHe;j cs;eil

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219

gFj;jplg; glhj fhyr; nry;tj;jpd;

jdpf;Fb apUg;gpidj; jdnjdg; ngw;wdd;.

220..........224

jirahy; jife;j, jbj;j jpiuia

NkNy tpyf;fpj; J}f;fpa mtdhq;(F)

mutk; mize;(J) fhj;J te;jNjhh;;thapw; gbNky; te;J epd;wdd;;,d;dJjhd; vd;Nw mwpah xd;wpd;,Gj;jk; Gjpjha;j; Njhd;Wk; xd;wpd;

tUif jd;id tuNtw; gjw;fha;,-rhe;jk; jtOk; ,jak; jd;dpy;

Xir gLj;jh(J) cw;Wf; Nfl;Nl,nky;ypa xspf;fjpHf; fw;iwNa tPRk;

KbNt ,y;yh eilf;$ lq;fisf;

$h;e;J Nehf;fpg; ghh;j;jpUe; jdNd.

jife;j = nghUe;jpa

eilf;$lq;fs; = Corridors

225..........227

jj;Jtk; fle;j rj;jpa ntspapd;

neLe;njhiy ePSk; epow;nwUf; fspNy,- ntWik tputpa mirtpyh epiyfspd;

CNl cw;Wg; ghh;j;jdd; md;wpAk;,fdtpdpy; $lf; fz;lwp ahj

fUj;Jf; Nfhtpd; fhyb xypfisf;

fhJ nfhLj;Jf; ftdpf;f yhdhd;.

epow;nwUf;fs; = epow;rhiyfs;, Avenues

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228..........229

kiwtlf; fkhd jd;ik tha;e;j

nja;tf; Fuiyr; nrtpahy; kLj;jdd;;gfUk; gjNk mjdpd; nghUis

mwpe;Js tpjj;JW ,iwnkhop Nfl;ldd;;ekf;Nf ekf;fha; cw;wjhk; ekJ

kiwf;fg; gl;l Kfj;ijg; ghh;j;jNd.

230...........231

mfj;Nj mike;Js jsq;fs; jkjpd;

CLk; xspAW gbff; fy;yhy;

,ioj;j fjtk; ahTk; jpwe;jd;GJikj; jpwq;fSk;, tpidtpis jpwq;fSk;

mtDapHj; jpwj;jpid mZfpj; njhl;lNt.

232..........240

thzhs; RUf;fkha; tha;j;jkh dplj;jpDk;

Rw;W tl;lf; fl;Lg; ghl;by;

kpff;Fiw thfNt cl;gLk; nka;k;ikfs;,md;wpAk;, epiyapyh ,e;japk; khdpl

clyikg; gpdpDk; cah;epiy jdpNy

cs;shh; EZf;fk; cw;w Fuk;igjk;

tPnrhsp tpQ;rp Nktpa tpjj;jik

mbj;jsf; fsq;fSk;, mk;guq; fSkha;

Mfp mike;jNthH [Ptpaj; jpwj;Jld;,gUg;nghUs; rhh;e;Js gw;Wk; Mw;wYf;(F)

vl;blh Neh;j;jp ,iae;j nghUl;fs;;kPkh dplj;jNjhH tPwhh; xspAld;

mjph;tiy nfhz;lik Mf;f tpidfSk;,jd;kak; Mfpw jd;ika Jhpak;

vd;Dk; cah;epiy tpirapd; tPr;rhy;

,af;fg; gLfpw nray;fs; ahTk;;kho;Fk; khdpl mtaq; fspNy

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CnlhU NghJk; xOf;fha;g; gha;e;Nj

Xlf; fz;buh ctg;G epiyfSk;;kz;zfe; jd;dpd; fhl;rpfs; jk;kpDk;

kpfNt kdkfpo; tpjj;Js epfo;Tfs;;,kdepiw(T) mspj;jpLk; tho;tpay; Kiwfs;

Mfpa midj;Jk; epytp mike;jjha;,-ekij tpQ;Rk; ey;Yah; epiyAs

Ml;rp mikg;G epyq;f spdpd;Wk;

Mq;Nfhh; mfTUf; fhl;rp tpise;jNj.

241..........244

kpspnuopy; jd;dpd;, fopngUk; ctifapd;

njspe;j tifj;jNjhH [Ptpaj; jpwe;jhd;;;,-jdpNa gphpe;J js;spg; Nghd

EfHe;Jzh; jpwj;ijAk; mfj;Jzh; neQ;irAk;

khw;wPL nra;J khw;wp mikj;Nj

vg;nghUs; jd;id Ma;e;jwpe; jJNth

mg;nghUs; vd;Nw MdNjhH Qhdk;, ,aw;ifr; rj;jp ,ay;Gfs; ahitAk;

mjdpd; mizg;gpy; <Hj;Jf; nfhz;lNj.

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kdpj [hjp nja;tPf epiyia miltjw;fhd topiaj;

Njbf; fz;Lgpbg;gNj = mutpe;juJ Nehf;fk;. mjw;fhf

mth; Vw;w Nahf tho;f;ifapy; gy Njd; rpe;Jk; jhkiufs;

kyh;e;jd. Md;kpf Nahf rhjidiag; nghUj;jkhd FwpaPLfSld;

,izj;J> rhtpj ;hp kfhfhtpaj;ij mth; ,aw;wpdhh ; .

rhtpj;hp rhpj;jpuk; midtUk; mwpe;jNj. khw;wnthz;zh

tpjpapid khw;wKbAk; vd;gijf;fhl;Lk; rhtpj;hpapd;

nrt;tpa tho;f;ifia Kd; itj;J> jdJ Nahf mDgtq;fis

mRtgjp> rhtpj;hp ,UtuJ Nahfrhjid %yk; tpsf;fp>

mofpaNjhh; ngUq;fhtpak; gilj;jpUf;fpwhh;. fhg;gpa ehafp>

fztidf; fhg;ghw;Wk; ,sk; kidtp kl;Lky;y. kdpj

Fyk; gLk;ghl;bw;F ,uq;fp> ,t;Tyfj;jpNyNa kdpjDf;F

kuzkpy;yh ey;tho;T mUSk; guhrf;jpahfTk; xsph;fpwhs;

vd;gJ fz;$L.

fhg;gpaj;jpd; Kjy; ,U fhz;lq;fSk; fijg;Nghf;fpd; czh;r;rpkpF

fl;lj;ijr; Nrh;e;jit. kfhfhtpaj;Jf;F NjhuzthapyhfTk;

mike;jit. nrd;wij epidTgLj;jp> tUq;fhyj;jpw;F

ek;gpf;ifA+l;b> epfo;fhyj;ij ek;Kd; tphpf;fpd;wd. kj;u Njr

murd; mRtgjpapd; mUik kfs; rhtpj;hp. ehboe;j rhy;t Njr

murd; j;Akj;N]ddpd; kfd; rj;jpathid kze;J Xuhz;L

epiwTngWk; jUzk;. fhl;by; rj;jpathDlDk;> mtdJ

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nra;aNtz;Lk;> mt;tsTjhd;.

xU Jjp> xU cah;e;j nray;> xU rpwe;j vz;zk; $l>

mwpanthz;zhj rf ;j pAld; kdpjdpd ; Mw ;wiy

,izf;Fk;.

gpd;dh; rpj;Jfnsy;yhk; md;whlepfo;r;rpfshfptpLk;.

xU Nkd;ikahd nra;if ,aw;ifapd; newpia khw;Wk;.

xU jdpj;j rpe;jid ty;yikapy; Xq;fp tpLk;.

kdpjd; kuzj;jpd; gpbapy; ,Ug;gJ cz;ikNa. FUjpAk;

rijAkhf cs;s mtdplk; epue;jukhdJ VJkpy;iy. mtdJ

Md;khitj;jtpu mtdplk; cah;e;jJk; VJkpy;iy. Md;khtpw;Nfh

moptpy;iy.

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,e;j Md;kh nja;tPf epiyfspypUe;J gphpe;J te;jpUf;fpwJ.

,ae;jpukakhd kdpjDs;Ns caph;g;Gld; fhzg;gLk; rf;jp

,JNt. ,e;j nja;tj;ij cRg;gp vOg;gNtz;Lk;. ey;y

ghk;gpid fpsg;gpdhy;jhd; glnkLj;J fk;gPukhf nraw;gLk;.

kdpjdpd; Md;khTk; ,g;gbj;jhd;. Md;kpfg;Nghh; kdj;jpy;

elf;Fk;NghJ> mwptw;w> [l epiyapypUe;J irjd;dpaj;ij

mile;J nja;tPfj;jpw;Fj; jhtpr;nry;Yk;.

kuzk; rj;jpathid nfhj;Jtjd;%yk; tha;ikia my;yth

mopj;JtpLk;? tha;ikNa cUthd rj;jpathd; cyfpd;

Md;khthapw;Nw! ,e;j Nrhjid Neuj;jpy; rhtpj;hp Ghpe;j Nahfk;

mtis khw;wpaikj;Js;sij ehk; fhz;fpNwhk;.

rht pj ; h pa plk ; Fbnfhz;l guhrf ;j p ,g ;nghOJ

caph;j;njOe;jhs;.

Rg;gpukzpa ghujpahh; ,g;gbnahU mDgtj;ij ghQ;rhyp

rgjj;jpy; fhl;Lfpwhh;. jpnusgjpia JhpNahjdd; kd;Wf;F

mioj;Jtur;nrhd;dhd;. ,aw;ifNa Fok;gpaJ! Njth;fnsy;yhk;

fisg;Gw> guhrf;jp khj;jpuk; caph;j;njOfpwhs;.

thiy> ckh Njtp> fhfhsp> tPWilahs;>

%ykh rf;jp> nghU %tpiy Nty; ifNaw;whs;

khia njhiyf;Fk; k`hkhia jhdhths;

Ngiaf;nfhiyiag; gpzf;Fitiaf; fz;Ltg;ghs;

rpq;fj;jp Nywpr; rphpg;ghy; cyfopg;ghs;

rpq;fj;jpNywpr; rphpj; njitAq;fhj;jpLths;....

kq;fsQ; nry;tk; tsh; tho;ehs; ew; fPh;j;jp

Jq;f KW fy;tpnadr; #Ok; gy fzj;jhs;>

Mf;fe;jhdhths;> mopT epiy ahths;>

Nghf;F tunta;Jk; GJiknayhe; jh dhths;

khwp khwpg; gpd;D khwp khwpg;gpd;Dk;

khwp khwpg; Nghk; tof;fNk jhdhths;>

Mjp guhrf;jp -- mts; neQ;rk; td;ikAw.....“

,e;j epiyapNy jpnusgjp Njtp guhrf;jp Nky; MizapLtJk;>

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ghujg;Nghhpy; mtsJ rgjj;ij tPkd; epiwNtw;WtJk; ehk;

mwpNthk;. = mutpe;juJ kfhfhtpaj;jpy; jh;kNk gilf;fydhf>

ek;gpf;ifNa Jizahf> flikapdhy; ce;jg;gl;L rhtpj;hp

rhRtjj;jpd; cr;rpapypUe;J jPf;nfhOe;jhk; Nghh;tPud;Nghy;

milj;JNghd fjtpid cilj;njwpAk; rf;jp ngw;W

kuzj;jpd; Kfj;jpypUe;J mjd; Cik epr;raj;ij mopj;J

irjd;dpak;> fhyk; ,uz;ilAk; mts; fle;J epd;whs;.

gpNukh ee;jFkhh;

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[ww

nrd;w ,jopy;, m];tgjpapd; Md;kh mfe;ijapypUe;J

tpLgLtijg; ghh;j;Njhk;.

,e;j ,jopy;, m];tgjp jdJ gpuhz[Ptdpy; mike;Js;s fPo;

,aw;ifia nty;YtijAk;> ‘eph;thz epiy” mDgtj;ij

miltijAk;> gpugQ;r md;id jd;id ntspg;gLj;jp jhNd

‘cyfpd; Md;kh” vd;W $WtijAk; > ,Wjpapy; m];tgjp

nja;tPf md;idaplk; g+uz ruzhfjp miltJ tiu cs;s

gFjpfis Muha;fpNwhk;.

m];tgjpapd; Md;kh mfe;ijapypUe;J tpLgLfpwJ. ,jdhy;

mtUf;Fs;spUe;j nja;tPfj;jd;ik ntspg;gLfpwJ. ,jd;

%yk; gyg;gy Md;kpf ,uf]paq;fisf; fz;lwpfpwhh;

m];tgjp. ,e;jj; jpUTUkhw;wj;jhy;> #l;Rk cyfq;fspd;

#j;ujhhpahd ‘nja;tpf khia” ia mwpe;J> fPo; ,aw;ifia

ntd;W ‘g;uf;Ujp”iaj; jd; fl;Lg;ghl;by; nfhz;L tUfpwhh;.

,e;jg; Gtpia rpU\;bf;fNt me;j #l;Rk Nyhfq;fs;

mikf;fg;gl;Ls;sd vd;Wk;> gb epiyfshf mike;Js;s cyf

mLf;FfisAk;> kdpj [Ptpaj;jpd; gy jsq;fisAk; mwpfpwhh;.

,Wjpapy; khDl tho;it nja;tPf tho;thf;FtJ rhj;jpak;

vd;Wk;> Gtpia g;uk;kdpd; ,Ug;gplkhf;FtJ KbAk; vd;Wk;

cWjpahf ek;Gfpwhh;. mtUila Nahfg; gazj;jpy; Md;kpfr;

rpfuq;fis vl;Ltjw;F ,e;jj; jpUTUkhw;wk; mbj;jskhf

mikfpwJ.

m];tgjpapd; Nahfg; gazk; njhlh;fpwJ. jdJ Nahfg;

gazj;jpy; mth; kdpjdJ [Ptpak; (conscious) tsUtjw;fhf

kdpjDf;Fs; mikf;fg;gl;bUf;Fk; gytpjkhd [Ptpaj;

jsq;fisAk;> (conscious planes) kdpj tho;tpd; Nehf;fj;ijAk;>

kdpjDf;Fk; - gpugQ;rj;jpw;Fkhd njhlh;igAk; rhHe;j guk

,uf]paq;fs; midj;ijAk; njspthf mwpfpwhh;.

Mq;fpyk; - \;uj;jhtd;

jkpohf;fk; - Re;juty;yprha;Nkhfd;

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ekJ Muha;r;rpapy; Kf;fpakhd ,uz;L fl;lq;fis ehk;;

,q;Nf Muha;fpNwhk;.

Kjy; fl;lj;jpy;, mfe;ijapypUe;J tpLgl;l m];tgjp

jd; Kd;NdAs;;s Nghpd;g cyiff; fhz;fpwhh;. Mdhy;

mjw;fhd Eiothapiy mtuhy; fz;Lgpbf;f Kbatpy;iy.

mg;;nghOJ m];tgjp, “Vd; ,e;jj; jil? ,e;jj; jilf;fhd

fhuzk; vd;d?” vd;W Muha;fpwhh;. m];tgjp jd; Nahfj;jhy;

jilf;fhd fhuzj;ij mwpfpwhh;. Mo;kdk; vd;fpd;w ,Uz;l

ghjhsj;ijAk;> mjd; guk ,uf]paq;fisAk;> NgUz;ikiaAk;

mwpfpwhh;. mth; fz;lwpe;j cz;ikfs; ,Jtiu cyfpy;

ahUNk mwpe;jpuhj Md;kpf cz;ikfshFk;.

jdJ Muha;r;rpapy; m];tgjp, kdpjd; jd; gpuhz [Ptdpy;

mike;Js;s fPo; ,aw;ifia nty;yhky; NkNy NkNy Md;kpfr;

rpfuq;fis mila KbahJ vd;W mwpe;J jd; jt typikahy;

,e;jj; jilia nty;fpwhh;. ,e;j ntw;wpjhd; mtUf;F

mLj;jLj;J mike;Js;s Md;kpfr; rpfuq;fSf;F nry;Yk;

ntw;wpg; ghijahf mikfpwJ. gy czh;Tj; jsq;fisj;

jhz;b ,Wjpapy; m];tgjp ‘kdjpd; Md;kh” (Self of Mind) vd;w jsj;ij milfpwhh;. ,q;Nf mth; eph;thz mDgtj;ij

milfpwhh;. m];tgjp jhk; cr;rpia mile;J tpl;ljhf

epidf;fpwhh;. mtuJ Md;kh jpUg;jpAwhky; mth; ,d;Dk;

cr;rpf;Fr; nry;y Ntz;Lk; vd;W czh;j;JfpwJ. gpd;dh;

,ijAk; jhz;b gpugQ;r md;idapd; jhprdk; fpilf;fg;

ngWfpwhh;.

gpd; tUk; gFjpfspy; ehk; Mo;kdj;jpd; ghjhs ,ufpak;> mij

m];tgjp nty;tJ> eph;thz mDgtk; miltJ Mfpatw;iwg;

ghh;f;fg; NghfpNwhk;.

m];tgjp jd; jilia mwpAk; fht;a thpfs;: Mo;kd ,uf]paq;fis th;zpf;Fk; fht;a thpfs;:

This world of bliss he saw and felt its call,But found no way to enter its joy;

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Across the conscious gulf there was no bridge.A darker air encircled still his soulTied to an image of unquiet life.In spite of yearning mind and longing sense,And a vision dimmed by care and sorrow and sleepAll this seemed only a bright desirable dreamConceived in a longing distance by the heartOf one who walks in the shadow of earth-pain.Although he once had felt the Eternal’s clasp.Too near to suffering worlds his nature lived.And where he stood were entrances of Night. (p. 128)

m];tgjp mwpe;j Mo;kd ,uf]paq;fs;:

In a world where neither hope nor joy could comeThe ordeal he suffered of evil’s absolute reign,Yet kept his intact his spirit’s radiant truth.

He sounded the mystery dark and bottomlessOf the enormous and unmeaning deeps Whence struggling life in a dead universe rose.There in the stark identity lost by mind He felt the sealed sense of the insensible worldAnd a mute wisdom in the unknowing Night.Into the abysmal secrecy he cameWhere darkness peers from her mattress, gray and nude,And stood on the last locked subconscient’s floorWhere Being slept unconscious of its thoughtsAnd built the world not knowing what it built.There waiting its hour the future lay unknown,There is the record of the vanished stars.There in the slumber of the cosmic WillHe saw the secret key of Nature’s change.A light was with him, an invisible hand Was laid upon the error and the pain

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Till it became a quivering ecstasy,The shock of sweetness of an arm’s embrace.He saw in Night the eternal’s shadowy veil,Knew death for a cellar of the house of life,In destruction felt the creation’s hasty pace,Knew loss as the price of a celestial gainAnd hell as a short cut to heaven’s gates.

Night opened and vanished like a gulf of dream,Into being’s gap scooped out as empty SpaceIn which she had filled the place of absent God,There poured a wide intimate and blissful Dawn;Healed were all things that Time’s torn heart had madeAnd sorrow could live no more in Nature’s breast:Division ceased to be, for God was there.The soul lit the conscious body with its ray,Matter and spirit mingled and were one.

(p. 230-32)

fht;a thpfspd; rhuk;:

mfe;ijapypUe;J tpLgl;l m];tgjp jd; Kd;dhy; cs;s

Nghpd;g cyfpidg; ghh;j;jhh;> mjd; miog;igAk; czUfpwhh;.

Mdhy; me;j Mde;jj;jpy; Eioe;J jpisg;gjw;F ve;j topAk;

mtUf;Fg; Gyg;gltpy;iy. mbkdjpYs;s [Ptpaj;ij

miltjw;Fj; jilahAs;s ,e;jg; ghjhsj;ijf; flg;gjw;fhd

ve;jnthU ghyKk; ,y;iy. mtUila Md;khNth

,d;dKk; xU fUNkfj;jhy; #og;gl;bUg;gijg; ghh;f;fpwhh;.

mjhtJ mtUila Md;kh ,d;dKk; mikjpaw;w ,e;jg;

Gtp - tho;f;ifNahL gpizf;fg;gl;bUg;gij mwpfpwhh;.

mile;jplNtz;Lk; vd;w mthf; nfhz;l rpe;jidAk;> jhd;

tpUk;Gk; tpOg;nghUisg; gw;wpa $h;e;j mwpTk; nfhz;bUe;j

NghJk; mt;Ntisapy; m];tgjpf;F vJTk; Ghpgltpy;iy. xU

ftiy> tUj;jk;> vijAk; ftdpf;f tplhj Japy; epiy ,it

vy;yhk; Nrh;e;J mtuJ caphpyf;Fr; rpe;jidia JaUw;wjha;

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Mf;fpaJ. kz;zf Ntjidapd; epow;gbtpNyNa ele;J te;j

xUtdpd; ,jaj;jpdhNy Mirg;gl;lnthU njhiythd

cauj;jpNy> fUj;jstpy; cUthf;fg; gl;ljhd> xspHfpwjhd>

tpUk;gj;jf;fjhd> xU fdhf; fhl;rpahfNt midj;Jk; mtUf;F

NkyPlhfj; njd;gl;lJ.

m];tgjp xU fhyj;jpy; epj;jpag;Ngwhk; rj;jpa [Ptpaj;jpd;

jOty; Rfj;ij czHe;jpUe;jtHjhd;. vd;whYk;> Jauj;jpNyNa

coy;fpd;w cyFfspd; ntF mUfhikapy; mtuJ fPohd

,aw;if (jho;e;j [Ptd;) jq;fptho;e;jJ. kw;Wk; vq;nfy;yhk;

mtH epd;whNuh mit ahTk; mwpahik Mfpa ,Uz;ikf;

Nfhl;ilapd; Eiothapy;fNsahk;. ve;jnthU cyfpy;

elf;Fnkd;w ek;gpf;ifNah my;yJ fspg;Gg; gutrNkh

fpl;lg;ngwhNjh> mj;jF cyfhk; nghy;yhq;Nf #o;e ;j

cyfpy; mbikahf Ml;gLj;jg;gl;L kpff;fLk; Nrhjidf;F

cs;shdhH m];tgjp;. me;jr; rkaj;jpYk; $l mtuJ Md;kh

NgUz;ikNahL jhd; nfhz;bUe;j njhlh;ig jf;f itj;Jj;

jd;idg; Ngzpf; fhj;Jf;nfhz;lJ..

khNgusTilaJk;> gFj;jwpe;jpl KbahjJkha; ,Ue;j gLghjhs-

kha;> ,Uz;Lfple;j Mok; fhztpayhj> GjpHepiyia Mok;

fz;lwpa MuhayhdhH m];tgjp. capHj;Jbg;Ng mw;wnthU

gpugQ;rj;jpNy ve;jf; fUtiwapypUe;J ,e;jg; Nghuhl;lkhd

capHg;nghUshd tho;f;if vOe;J te;jJ vd;w cz;ikiaAk;

fz;Lgpbf;f Kide;jhH. kdjhy; Kw;wpYk; jdJ If;fpaj;ij

,oe;jpUe;j> mwpa nthz;zh ,Uz;ikapd; Mo;jlj;jpNy

QhdkhdJ Cikaha;f; fplg;gijAk;> mh;j;jkw;wjha; ;j;

Njhd;Wk; ,e;jg; Gtpapd; cz;ik mq;;Nf Kj;jpiuaplg;gl;L

%bf;fplg;gijAk; czh;e;;J nfhz;lhh;. Mok; mwpag;glhj

ghjhs ,uf]pa miwia te;jilfpwhh; m];tgjp. Mq;Nfh

,UshdJ rhk;gy; epwj;jpy;> Milapy;yhky; jdJ Kul;Lg;

gLf;ifapdpd;Wk; ntspg;gLfpd;wJ. [PtpaNkh jd;idr;

rpwpjhf;fpf;; nfhz;L> jhopl;Lf;; nfhz;L Mo;kdjpd; filrpj;

jsj;jpy; cwq;fpf;; fplf;fpwJ. ,e;j miwapd; Eiothapypy;

epw;fpwhh; m];tgjp. ,q;Fjhd; %ykhdJk;> epiyNgwhdJk;

Mfpa nka;k;ik rpe;jidfspd;wp> jhd; ;vd;d gilf;fpNwhk;

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vd;w gpuf;iQNa ,d;wp cyifg; gilj;Jf; nfhz;bUf;fpwJ.

me;j ,lj;jpy;jhd; vjpHfhyk; jdJ Kiw vg;NghJ tUnkdj;

njhpahky;> mjd; Neuj;Jf;fhff; fhj;jpUf;fpwJ mq;Nf kiwe;J

Ngha;tpl;l tpz;kPd;fspd; (fle;j fhy Ntisfspd;) gjpTf;

Fwpg;Gg; gl;laj;jfLk; cs;sJ. ,q;;Nf gpugQ;rj;jpd; tpUg;g

Mtzk; Mo;JapypypUe;jJ. m];tgjp ,q;Nf g;uf;Ujpapd;

nraw;ghLfSf;fhd ,ufrpaj; jpwTNfhiy fz;Zw;whh;. mq;Nf

,Ug;gij mtH fhzTk;> mtUf;F topfhl;lTk; mthplk;

xU tpsf;F ,Ue;jJ;. fz;Zf;Fg; Gyg;glhj ifnahd;W

te;J ‘gpio’apd; kPJk;” ‘Ntjid’apd; kPJk; njhl;lJ. me;jj;

njhLif Jbf;fitf;Fk; xU Mde;jg; gutrkhf khWk;

tiuapYk; ePbj;jJ. NjhNshL NrHj;J mizj;Jj; je;jnjhU

,dpikahd mjpHr;rpahAk; mJ mike;jJ.

(gpioAk; NtjidAk; Mde;jg; gutrkhf khw;wg;gl;lijj;

njhlHe;J> m];tgjp gy vjpHkiw - kWjiyfspd; cz;ikia

czuyhdhH:)

,Ushk; mRudpNy jdpKjyhk; g ;uk;kdpd; epoyhLk;

Kfj;jpiuiaf; fz;Zw;whH;. ,wg;gpidNah GJ tho;tpw;;fhd

epytiwf; $lkhf mwpayhdhh;. mopj;njhopj;jNyh gilg;Gr;

nraypd; Ntf eil vd;Wk;> ,og;Ngh tpz;Zyf Mjhaj;jpw;fhd

tpiy vd;Wk;> kw;Wk; eufNkh nrhh;f;fj;jpw;Fr; nry;Yk; FWf;F

top vd;Wk; mwpfpwhh;.

jpwe;J nfhz;l mlhpUl; ghijahdJ> fdhf;fhl;rpapd; xU

ePHr;Roy; NghNy kiwe;JNghdJ.

nka;k;ikapd; epug;gplj;ij File;njLj;j ngUntspapDs;Ns>

mq;F te;jpuhj jdpKjyhk; flTSf;fhf tpl;bUe;j ,lj;ij

,aw;rf;jpahk; g;uf;Ujp epug;gpapUe;jhs;. mq;Nf cs;shHe;j

,d;gepiwTila nja;tPf tpbaypd; xspahdJ kionadg;

nghopayhdJ. fhyf; flTspd; iee;JNghd ,jak; cz;lhf;fpa

midj;Jg; Gz;fSk; Fzg;gLj;jg; gl;ld. kw;Wk; g;uf;Ujpapd;

neQ;rpNy Jauk; ,dpNaJk; ,Ue;jpl topapy;yhky; NghdJ:

mq;Nf Mz;ltd; ,Ue;jjdhNy gphpT vd;gJ KbTf;F

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te;Jtpl;lJ. rj;jpa[Ptpak; nfhz;l> clypid Md;khthdJ

mjd; xspf;fjpuhNy xspHtpj;jJ;. cs;Ns ,Ue;j [Ptpa

Mw;wYk;> Mj;kdhk; ,e;jg; gpugQ;r nka;k;ikAk; fye;J

,uz;Lk; xd;wha;f; fple;jd.

NkNy ehk; Mo;kd ,uf]paq;fisf; fht;a thpfs;

th;zpg;gijAk; mjd; rhuj;ijAk; ghh;j;Njhk;. ,g;NghJ

,jw;F ,izahd =mutpe;jh; Mo;kdij tpthpf;Fk;; mtuJ

fbjnkhd;iwg; ghh;f;fpNwhk;.

= mutpe;jhpd; fbjk;

The cardinal defect, that which has been always standing in the way and is now isolated in an extreme prominence, is seated or at least is at presence concentrated in the lower vital being. I mean that part of the vital-physical nature its petty and obstinate egoism which actu-ates the external human personality,__ that which supports its surface thoughts and dominates its habitual ways of feeling, character and action. I am not concerned here with the other parts of the being and I do not speak of anything in the higher mind, the psychic self or the higher and larger vital nature; for, when the lower vital rises, these are pushed into the background, if not covered over the time, by this lower vital being and this external personality. Whatever there may be in these higher parts, aspiration to the Truth, devotion, or will to conquer the obstacles and the hostile forces, it cannot become integral, it cannot remain unmixed or unspoilt or continue to be ef-fective so long as the lower vital and the external personality have not accepted the Light and consented to change. It was inevitable that in the course of the sadhana these inferior parts of the nature should be brought forward in order that like the rest of the being they may make the crucial choice and either accept or refuse transformation. My whole work depends upon the movement; it is the decisive ordeal of this yoga. For the physical consciousness and the material life cannot change if this does not change. Nothing that may have been done before, no inner illumination, experience, power or Ananda is of any eventual value, if this is not done.

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,e;jf; fbjj;jpd; rhuk;:

ekJ g;uhz [Ptdpy; cs;s fPo; ,aw;ifahdJ> (jho;e;j [Ptd;)

jdpj;jpUe;j NghjpYk;> eL ehafkha; ekf;Fs; ,Ue;J nfhz;Nlh

my;yJ ek;kPJ xU Kidg;gl;Lf; nfhz;Nlh kpfg; nghpa Fiwahf

ek; topapy; epd;W nfhz;bUf;fpwJ. rpy;yiwj;jdkhdJk;>

gpbthjkhf khw kWg;gJk; Md mfe;ijiaNa - ekJ ngsjpf

czh;tpYs;s ,e;jg; gFjpiaNa ehd; Fwpg;gpLfpNwd;.

,JNt kdpjdpd; Gw-MSikahAk;> (external personality) nray;gLfpwJ. mjhtJ ,JNt kdpjdpd; Nky; kdr;

rpe;jidfis Mjhpg;gjhAk;> jdf;Fg; gof;fg;gl;l czh;tpd;

%yk; mtid fl;Lg;gLj;JtjhAk;> mtdJ elj;ijahAk;>

nrayhAk; ,Uf;fpwJ. ,q;Nf ehd; [Ptdpd; gpw gFjpfspy;

mf;fiw fhl;ltpy;iy. mNj Nghy; ehd; ,q;Nf cah;kdk;>

irj;jpa ,Ug;G> gpuhzdpd; cah;e;j gue;j ,aw;ifia gw;wpAk;

Ngrtpy;iy. fPo; ,aw;if NknyOk; Neuj;jpy; ,itfs;

gpd;Df;Fj; js;sg;gLfpd;wd. me;j Neuj;jpy; ,it ,e;jj; jho;e;j

[PtdhYk;> Gw MSikahYk; kiwf;fg;gl;L tpLfpd;wd. ,e;j

cah;gFjpfspy; vd;d ,Ue;j NghjpYk; ---- rj;jpaj;jpw;fhd Mh;tk;>

gf;jp> jilfisAk;> jPa rf;jpfisAk; nty;y Ntz;Lk; vd;w

cWjp> ,J Nghd;W vd;d ,Ue;jhYk; mitfs; xUq;fpiza

KbahJ. fPo; ,aw;ifAk;> Gw MSikAk; xspia Vw;W khwpl

rk;kjpf;fhj tiu ,e;j cah; ,aw;ifahdJ fyg;glkpd;wpNah>

J}a;ikahfNth> ePbj;J epiyj;J epw;gjhfNth nray;gl

KbahJ. ek;Kila Nahf rhjidapy; ,e;jj; jho;e;j gFjpfis

Kiwahf Kd;Df;Ff; nfhz;L tu Ntz;Lk; vd;gJ jtph;f;f

,ayhj xd;whf ,Uf;fpwJ. [Ptdpd; gpw gFjpfisg; NghyNt

khw;wj;ij Vw;gJTk;> kWg;gJTkhd Kf;fpa Kbit mitfNs

njhpT nra;fpd;wd. vdJ KO NtiyAk; ,e;j ,af;fj;ijg;;

nghWj;Nj ,Uf;fpwJ. cWjpahd> ePz;l> kpfTk; tUj;jf;

$ba xU Nahfkhf ,J ,Uf;fpwJ. ,e;jf; fPo; ,aw;if> Gw

MSik khwtpy;iy vd;why; [lj;jpd; [Ptpaj;ijAk;> (physical consciousness) nghUshyhd ,e;j tho;f;ifiaAk; khw;w KbahJ.

,J elf;fhjtiu cs;Siw jpU\;bNah> mDgtNkh> Mw;wNyh>

Mde;jj;ij czUk; epfo;TfNsh ,J Nghd;w vijAk; ehk;

ngw KbahJ.

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fPo; ,aw;if xspia Vw;W khwr; rk;kjpg;gJ vd;gJ ,e;j

Nahfj;jpd; Kf;fpakhd khw;wkhFk;.

fl;Liu njhlh;fpwJ:

jdJ “fPo; ,aw;ifia” ntd;w m];tgjp ,jid mbj;jskhff;

nfhz;L [Ptpaj;jpd; gy jsq;fisAk; mile;J ,Wjpapy;

“kdjpd;” Md;kh vd;w jsj;jpw;F tUfpwhh;. ,tUf;;F ,q;Nf

eph;thz epiyapd; mDgtk; fpilf;fpwJ.

Kjypy; jhd; mila Ntz;ba cr;rpf;F te;J tpl;ljha;

epidf;fpwhh;. gpd;dh; Md;khtpd; J}z;Ljyhy; jhd;

mila Ntz;ba ,yf;F ,Jty;y vd;W mwpe;J ,ijAk;

flf;fpwhh;.

,tw;iw tpthpf;Fk; fht;athpfSk;> jkpopy; mjd; rhuKk;:

He stood on a wide arc of summit SpaceAlone with an enormous Self of MindWhich held all life in a corner of its vasts.…..

In the still self he lived and it in him;Its mute immemorable listening depths,Its vastness and its stillness were his own;One being with it he grew wide, powerful, free.…..There he could stay, the Self, the Silence won:His soul had peace, it knew the cosmic Whole.……..

Then suddenly a luminous finger fellOn all things seen or touched or heard of feltAnd showed his mind that nothing could be known;That must be reached from which all knowledge comes.…..A shadow seemed the wide and witness Self,

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Its liberation and immobile calmA void recoil of being from Time-made things,Not the self-vision of Eternity.Deep peace was there, but not the nameless Force:Our sweet and mighty Mother was not thereWho gathers to her bosom her children’s lives,Her clasp that takes the world into her armsIn the fathomless rapture of the Infinite,The Bliss that is creation’s splendid grainOr the white passion of God-ecstasyThat laughs in the blaze of the boundless heart of Love.A greater Spirit than the Self of MindMust answer to the questioning of his soul.

(p. 283-288)thpfspd; rhuk;:

(Vzpg;gb xOq;fpNy gbg;gbaha; NkNywp te;j m];tgjpf;F

,q;NfhH ,il Xa;T fpilf;fpd;wJ). xspHe;jpLk; Mj;kdpd;

khNgusTila gpugQ;r nka;k;ikAld; (Self of Mind) jd;de;

jdpNa m];tgjp tpz;zshtpa ntspapdpy; mike;j

mfykhdnjhU tpy;YU ghfj;jpd; NkNy epd;whH. me;jg;

gpugQ;r nka;k;ik ve;j msTf;F tphpe;J gue;jpUe;jJ vdpd;>

mjd; VnjhnthU %iyapd; XuNk xl;Lnkhj;j capUk;

,lk;ngwg; NghJkhdjhf ,Ue;jJ. mirtpyhJ mike;jnthU

cs;SUjdpNy mtH trpj;jhH. me;j cs;SUNth mthpDs;

trpj;jJ. mjd; re;jbapy;yhjJk; jlk;fhz ,ayhjJkhd

Moq;fisAk;> tphptpidAk;> mikjpiaAk; jdf;Nf nrhe;jkha;

mDgtpf;fyhdhH. cs;SUTk; mtUk; xd;Nwnad Mdjhy;>

KOikahd Mw;wy; nfhz;ltuhAk;> Rje;jpukhd epiyiar;

Rfpj;jtuhAk; nghpjhf tsHe;jhH.… … mtH jq;fNtz;ba ,lj;Jf;F

xUtopahf te;Jtpl;lij m];tgjp czHe;jhH;. me;jg; gpugQ;r

nka;k;ikiaAk;> g;uk;k Nkhdj;ijAk; jhk; ntd;Wtpl;lij

mwpe;Jnfhz;lhH. fyf;fkpy;yhj mikjpg; ghq;fpid mtuJ

Md;khTk; mile;jpl;lJ. gpugQ;rk; KOijANk mJ

mwpayhapw;W.

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m];tgjp fz;Zw;w> njhl;LzHe;j> nrtpkLj;j> czHe;jwpe;j

midj;jpd; NkYNk mg;NghJ> jpBnud;W> xspgilj;j

xU fukhdJ tpOe;jJ. mt;tpjk; te;j njhLifahdJ>

ve;jnthd;iwANk mtuhy; mwpe;jpl KbahJ vd;gij mtuJ

kdj;Jf;Ff; Fwpg;ghy; czHj;jpaJ. midj;J Qhdj;ijAk;

mspj;jplty;y %ykhk; rj;jpa [Ptpaj;ij mtH vl;blNtz;baJ

mtrpakhFk;;> mjid mile;jhy;jhd; mtUf;F vy;yhKk;

Gyg;gLk;. tp];jhukhAk;> rhl;rpAkha; ,Ue;jgb midj;ijAk;

ftdpg;gjhfTk; cs;s gpugQ;r nka;k;ikNah mjd; njspthfj;

njhpaNtz;ba cz;ikj; jd;ikia ,oe;jjhy; xU epow;gbthfj;

Njhw;wkspj;jJ. epj;jpag;Ngw;W nka;k;ikapd; - mjw;Nf chpj;jhd

mwpT tpsf;fkhk; - tpLjiyahd Nghf;Fk;> mirtpyhj

njsptikjpAk; vd;dthapw;W? fhyNjtd; epHzapj;j Ntisapy;

nka;k;ikia ntspf;fhl;Lk; ghq;fpdpd;Wk; gpd;Df;F

ce;jg;gLnkhU vjpHj;jhf;F tpirahfNt mJ ntWikaha;j;

Njhw;wkspj;jJ.

mq;Nf jlk; fhzKbahj mikjp fhzg;gl;lNj jtpu> nrhw;gjk;

fle;j mjpHfpw Mw;wiyf; fhztpy;iy:

vts; jd; Foe;ijfspd; capHfisnay;yhk; jdJ kbapNy

xUq;F NrHj;J itj;jpUg;gtNsh> vtsJ mizg;ghdJ

cyifNa jdJ Njhs; NrHj;J itj;J> Mok;fhz Kbahj

msTf;F tuk;gpypahd gpugQ;r nka;k;ikapd; Mde;jg;

gutrj;jpy; Mo;j;jpLNkh> vts; jdJ vy;iyNa ,y;yhg;

Ngud;gpdhy; Nghpd;gj;ijAk;> nja;tpfg; gutrj;ijAk; nghope;J

mw;Gjkhd tpj;jpidg; guhkhpg;gtNsh… me;j ,dpik epiwe;j>

ty;yik kpf;f ek; nja;tPf md;idia mq;F fhztpy;iy.

m];tgjp te;J NrHe;j ,lj;Jg; gpugQ;r nka;k;ikapdhy; mtuJ

Md;khitj; jpUg;jpg;gLj;j Kbatpy;iy. mtuJ Md;khtpd;

Nfs;tpf; fizfSf;F ,jdpDk; nghpanjhU nka;k;ikahy;

kl;LNk gjpyspf;f ,aYk;.

… … …

To be was a prison, extinction the escape.(p. 288)

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,q;Nf tho;jNyh rpiwg;gl;lnthU epiyaha; ,Ue;jJ;

kiwjNyh jg;gpLk; eOtyha;j; njhpe;jJ.

,q; ;Nf gpugQ;r md;id> ‘ cyfpd; Md;kh” thf

ntspg;gLfpwhs;. mtSila mUshYk;> Mw;wyhYk;

rpU\;bapd; cr;rpia milfpwhh;. m];tgjpapd; kdk;

md;idaplk; ruzilfpwJ.

m];tgjpapd; ruzhfjpia tpsf;Fk; fht;a thpfs;:

Ever disguised she awaits the seeking spirit;Watcher on the supreme unreachable peaks,Guide of the traveller of the unseen paths,She guards the austere approach to the Alone.At the beginning of each far-spread planePervading with her power the cosmic sunsShe reigns, inspirer of its multiple worksAnd thinker of the symbol of its scene.Above them all she stands supporting all,The sole omnipotent Goddess ever-veiledOf whom the world is the inscrutable mask;The ages are the footfalls off her tread,Their happenings the figure of her thoughts,And all creation is her endless act.His spirit was made a vessel of her force;Mute in the fathomless passion of his will He outstretched to her his folded hands of prayer.Then in a sovereign answer to his heart A gesture came as of worlds thrown away,And from her raiment’s lustrous mystery raisedOne arm half-parted the eternal veil.A light appeared still and imperishable.Attracted to the large and luminous depthsOf the ravishing enigma of her eyes,He saw the mystic outline of a face.Overwhelmed by her implacable light and bliss,

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An atom of her illimitable selfMastered by the honey and lightning of her power,Tossed towards the shores of her ocean-ecstasy,Drunk with a deep golden spiritual wine,He cast from the rent stillness of his soulA cry of adoration and desireAnd the surrender of his boundless mindAnd the self-giving of his silence heart.He fell down at her feet unconscious, prone.

(p. 294-95)

fht;athpfspd; rhuk;:

Ntz;b mioj;jtz;zk; jd;id ehbtUk; Md;khTf;fhf>

khWNtlj;jpy; kiwe;Js epiyapy; mts; vg;NghJk; fhj;jpUf;fpwhs;.

NtnwjidAk;tplr; rpwg;Gld; jpfo;tjha; cs;sdthk;>

vl;bl ,ayhj rpfuq;fis tpopg;NghL fhj;JtUk; nja;tPff;

fhtyhspaha; ,Uf;fpwhs;;. ,Jtiu ghHj;jpuhj ghijfspNy

NjbtUk; ahj;jphpfHfSf;fhd Md;kpf topfhl;baha;j;

jpfo;fpwhs;;. jd;de;jdpaha; tPw;wpUf;Fk; jdpKjiyr; nrd;wilAk;

topj;jlq;fis mts; ghJfhf;fpwhs;.

ntFnjhiyT tiuapYk; gutpf;fplf;Fk; xt;nthU jsj;jpd;

njhlf;fg; gFjpapYk;> ,aYyfj;Jr; #hpaiunay;yhk;

jdJ jpwj;jpdhy; CLUtpg; gutplr;nra;j tz;zkha; …

mjd; gd;klq;Fr; nraw;ghLfSf;fhd mfj;J}z;Ljiy

mspg;gtshAk;> me;jr; nraw;fsj;jpd; FwpaPLfisg; gw;wpa

rpe;jidr; rpw;gpnadTk; mts; Ml;rp nrYj;Jfpwhs;.

mts; vy;yhj; jsq;fl;Fk; NkNy epd;wgbNa> mtsJ

rHtty;yikapdhy; mtw;Wf;F Mjhuk; jUfpwhs;;. jdpnahU

rj;jpahd vy;yhk; ty;y Njtpahdts; vg;NghJk; Kfj;jpiu

NghHj;jgb cs;shs;;. mtSf;F ,e;j cyNf xU Muha;e;jwpaf;

$lhj Kf%baha; mikfpd;wJ. mts; NghLk; eilapy;

tpOfpd;w fhybg; gjpTfNs fhyNjtdpd; Afq;fshfpd;wd.

rk;gtpf;Fk; epfo;r;rpfs; ahTk; mtsJ rpe;jidj; njhlHfspy;

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Kd;dNk tphpe;j fhl;rpfshFk;;. KOnkhj;j rpU\;bANk

cz;ikapy; mtsJ Kbtpyh yPiyNa.

jpUTUkhw;wk; nra;tpf;f ty;yjhk; md;idapd; Mw;wyhdJ

m];tgjpapd; nka;k;ikahk; fyj;jpDs;Ns te;jpwq;fpaJ.

mthpDs; Moq;fhz Kbahj Moj;jpNy fdd;Wnfhz;bUe;j

MHtf;fdypdhy;;> Ngr;rpyh epiyapNy> md;idia Nehf;fp

tzq;fpf; $g;gpa iffis tphpj;J ePl;bdhH.

,iwQ;rpa m];tgjpapd; ,jaj;Jf;F> ,iwik rhd;w gjpyhf>

cyfidj;ijAk; tPrpnawpAk; tPr;rpid xg;gnjhU czHr;rpf;

Fwpg;G mtiu Nehf;fp te;jJ. NkYk;> mtsJ gsgsg;ghd

cLg;gpdpd;Wk; xU Kd;dq;if ePz;L> rh];tjkhd Kfj;jpiuia

tpyf;fpLk; tpjkha;r; rw;Nw tphpe;jJ.

mirtw;wjhAk;> Kbtpy;yhjJkhd xsptpsf;F xd;W mq;Nf

Njhd;wpaJ.

mtsJ fz;fspd; gutrg;gLj;Jfpwjhd GjpHg;nghUs; Rl;ba –

kpfg; nghpaJk;> xspHtJkhd – Mo;jlq;fspdhy; m];tgjp

<Hf;fg;gl;lhH. xU tjdj;jpd; nja;tj;jd;ika cUtiuia

mtH mq;Nf fz;lhH.

jtpHf;f KbahjjhAk;> fl;lisapLk; ghq;fpYk; mike;j

md;idapd; xsptPRk; ghHitahy; kw;Wk; mts; cz;lhf;Fk;

kfpo;r;rpg; gutrj;jhy; m];tgjp jhq;fnthz;zhj czHr;rpg;

ngUf;fpy; %o;fbf;fg;gl;lhH. mtsJ vy;iyapy;yhj gpugQ;r

– nka;k;ikapd; kpfkpfr; rpwpanjhU mZf;$whfj; jd;idg;

ghHj;jhH m];tgjp. mtsJ Mw;wypd; Njdpdpikg; ghq;Fk;>

kpd;dnyhsp tPr;Rk; mtiuf; fl;bg;Nghl;L mlf;fptpl;lJ! Mde;jg;gutrj;Jg; ngUq;flypd; fiuNahuq;fspy; ,q;Fkq;Fkha;

miyf;fopf;fg;gl;Lk;> mlHj;jp kpFe;jJk; nghd;dpwk;

nfhz;lJkhd mfepiy rhHe;j kJtpid mUe;jpj; jhq;fKbahj

msTf;Ff; fpsHr;rpa+l;lg;ngw;Wk;> mtuJ Md;khtpd; Xiraw;w

epiy ePq;fpajd;gpd; topghLk; NjlYk; NrHe;J nra;j NgnuhypNa

Nfl;lJ. mtuJ vy;iyapy;yhr; rpe;jidj;njhlH ruzile;jJ.

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mtuJ Nkhd ,jaj;jpd; Ra - mHg;gzpg;Gk; ele;NjwpaJ.

nghwpAzHnty;yhk; gwe;Njhbl> m];tgjp md;idapd;

ghjq;fspNy neLQ;rhz;fpilahf tpOe;J gzpe;jhH.

,e;j ,jopd; ,Wjpg; gFjpahf> m];tgjp jd; Md;khitf;

fz;lwptijAk;> jd; Md;khit md;id FbapUf;Fk;

Nfhtpyhf khw;Wtjw;F Ntz;ba midj;Jr; nray;fisAk;

mwptijAk;> nra;tijAk; ghh;f;fpNwhk;.

fht;a thpfs;:

He stood compelled to a tremendous choice.All he had been and all towards he grewMust now be left behind or else transformInto a self of That which has no name.

(p. 307)

fht;a thpfspd; rhuk;:

md;idaplk; ruzile;j m];tgjp Kbthd xd;iwj;

Njh;e;njLf;f Ntz;ba fl;lha epiyapy; ,Uf;fpwhh;.

mth ; vtw ;iwnay ;yhk ; itj ;j pUe ;jhNuh > ve ;j

,yl;rpaj;jpw;fhfnty;yhk; jd;id tsh;j;Jf; nfhz;lhNuh

mit midj;ijAk; mth; tpl;Ltpl Ntz;Lk;; my;yJ>

mth; ngaNuJk; ngw;wplh me;j ‘mJ” thfj; jpUTUkhw;wk;

nfhz;bl Ntz;Lk;. ,e;j ,uz;by; xd;iwj; Njh;e;njLf;;f

Ntz;ba fl;lha epiyapy; ,Uf;fpwhh;; m];tgjp.

m];tgjp jpUTUkhw;wj;ijNa Njh;e;njLf;fpwhh;. m];tgjp

jd;; Md;khitf; fz;lwpfpwhh;.

fht;a thpfs;:

Self’s vast spiritual silence occupies Space;Only the Inconceivable is left,

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Only the Nameless without space and time:Abolished is the burdening need of life:Thought falls from us, we cease from joy and grief;The ego is dead; we are freed from being and care,We have done with birth and death and work and fat.

(p. 310)

fht;a thpfspd; rhuk;:

Md;khtpd; gue;j Md;kpf nksdk; guntspia epiwj;jpUe;jJ.

ngahpy;yhjjhk;> fhyKk; ,lKk; mw;wjhk;> fpilg;gjw;fhpa

me;j ‘xd;W” kl;LNk mq;fpy;iy. ghuk; kpFe;j tho;tpd;

Njitfs; mq;Nf ,y;iy. vz;zq;fs;; mw;Wg;; Nghapd. Rf

Jf;fk; midj;ijAk; fle;Njhk;. mfe;ij mope;jJ. kdpjdha;

,Ug;gjpypUe;J tpLjiy mile;Njhk;. gpwg;G> ,wg;G> Ntiy>

tpjp vd;w midj;ijAk; fle;Jtpl;Nlhk;.

m];tgjp rpfuj;ij vl;btpl;ljhf epidf;fpwhh;. Mdhy;

mtuJ Md;khNth jdJ jhfk; jPutpy;iynadTk;> ,d;Dk;

jdJ ,yf;if vl;ltpy;iynadTk; mtUf;F czh;j;Jfpd;wJ.

fz;lwpa KbahjtdplkpUe;J vijNah rhjpf;f te;jha;;

Mdhy; vJTk; Kbf;fg;gltpy;iy. cyfNkh mjd;; Nghf;fpy;

Ngha;f; nfhz;bUf;fpwJ> Vnddpy; gpugQ;rj;jpy; flTspd;

Ntiy ghjpjhd; Kbe;jpUf;fpd;wJ> vd;W m];tgjpapd;

Md;kh $WfpwJ.

,tw;iw th;zpf;Fk; fht;a thpfs;:

Something thou cam’st to do from the Unknown,But nothing is finished and the world goes onBecause only half God’s cosmic work is done.

(p. 310) ,e;j epiyapy; ve;j Mw;wy; kpFe;j rf;jp m];tgjpia ,d;Dk;

,d;Dk; mjpTau cr;rpf;F mioj;Jr;; nry;Yk;?

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tpthpf;f ,ayhjjpd; gpwg;gplj;jpypUe;J nja;tpf md;idapd;

rhe;epj;jpaj;ij czh;fpwhh; m];tgjp. nja;tpf md;idNa

jpUTUkhw;wj;jpw;fhd Mw;wy; vd;gij mwpfpwhh;. jhd;

nra;a Ntz;baJ vd;d vd;gijAk; mwpe;J nrayhw;wj;

njhlq;Ffpwhh;.

,tw;iw tpsf;Fk; fht;a thpfs;:

Even while he stood on being’s naked edgeAnd all the passion and seeking of his soulFaced their extinction in some featureless Vast,The Presence he yearned for suddenly drew close.……..The Mother of all godheads and all strengthsWho, mediatrix, binds earth to the Supreme.…….All here shall be one day her sweetness’ homeAll contraries prepare her harmony;Towards her our knowledge climbs, our passion gropes;In her miraculous rapture we shall dwell,Her clasp shall turn to ecstasy our pain.Our self shall be one self with all through her,In her confirmed because transformed in her,Our life shall find in its fulfilled responseAbove, the boundless hushed beatitudes,Below, the wonder of the embrace divine.

This known as in a thunder - flash of God,The rapture of things eternal filled his limbs;Amazement fell upon his ravished sense;His spirit was caught in her intolerant flame.Once seen his heart acknowledged only her.All aims in her were lost, then found in her;His base was gathered to one pointing spire.

(p. 314-15)

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fht;athpfspd; rhuk;:

VJkw;w [Ptdpd; tpspk;gpy; epd;W nfhz;bUf;Fk; Nghjpy;>

mtuJ Md;khtpd; Ntl;ifAk;> czh;r;rpg; ngUf;Fk;

capNuhl;lkw;w me;j vy;iyaw;w gug;gpy; jq;fs; mopit

vjph; Nehf;fpapUe;j Nghjpy;> ve;j xd;Wf;fhf mtuJ Md;kh

Vq;fpf; nfhz;bUe;jNjh me;j ,iwikapd; rhe;epj;jpaj;ijj;

jpBnud;W jk; mUfhikapy; czUfpwhh;.

midj;Jj; nja;tPfj; jd;ikahAk;> rh;t ty;yikAk;

nfhz;ljhAk;> g+kpia mde;jNdhL ,izf;fr; nrayhw;Wk;/

rf;jpahAk; cs;s nja;tPf md;idapd; rhe;epj;jpaj;ij

czUfpwhh; m];tgjp.

,q;Nf ,Ug;git midj;JNk mtsJ ,dpa ,y;ykhFk;.

vy;yh Kuz;ghLfSk; mtsJ RKfj;ij ehLk;. mtis

Nehf;fp ekJ mwpT tsUk;. ghrk; ngUFk;. mtSila

mstw;w Mde;jj;jpy; ehKk; %o;fpj; jpisg;Nghk;. mtsJ

jOty; ek; typia Mde;jkha;j; jpUTUkhw;wk; Mf;fpLk;.

mtSk; ehKk; xd;wha;f; fyg;Nghk;. mtshy; khw;wkile;j ek;

tho;Nth NgUz;ikfis tho;tpd; vjpnuhypaha;r; re;jpf;Fk;.

mJ NkypUe;J tUk; mikjpahd vy;iyaw;w Mde;jkhAk;>

fPopUe;J fpilf;Fk; ,iwtdpd; Mde;j mutizg;ghAk;

,Uf;Fk;.

,e;j midj;ijAk; kpd;dyha;j ; njhpe ;J nfhs;fpwhh ;

m];tgjp. mq;fq;fs; Mde;jj;jhy; epuk;Gfpd;wd. Gyd;fNsh

tpag;gpy; jpf;FKf;fhbd. mtuJ Md;kh mtsJ ngU

neUg;gpy; ,ize;jJ. mtis jhprpj;jjhy; mtuJ

,jak; mtis kl;LNk ehbaJ. NkYk; NkYk;

mthTWk; Mde;jNk mq;F ,Ue;jJ. mtUilaJ

midj;Jk; xd;wha;j; jpul;lg;gl;L rpfuj;jpd; cr;rpapy; fyrkha;

itf;fg;gl;lJ.

,g;nghOJ m];tgjp jhk; nra;a Ntz;baJ vd;d vd;gijj;

njsptha; mwpfpwhh;.

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,ij tpsf;Fk; fht;a thpfs;:

All he had done was to prepare a field;His small beginnings asked for a mighty end:For all that he had been must now new-shapeIn him her joy to embody, to enshrineHer beauty and greatness in his house of life.But now his being was too wide for self;His heart’s demand had grown immeasurable:His single freedom could not satisfy,Her light, her bliss he asked for earth and men.But vain are human power and human loveTo break earth’s seal of ignorance and death;His nature’s might seemed now an infant’s grasp;Heaven is too high for outstretched hands to seize.This Light comes not by struggle or by thought;In the mind’s silence the Transcendent actsAnd the hushed heart hears the unuttered Word.A vast surrender was his only strength.A Power that lives upon the heights must act,Bring into life’s closed room the immortal’s airAnd fill the finite with the Infinite.All that denies must be torn out and slainAnd crushed the many longings for whose sakeWe lose the One for whom our lives were mad.

(p. 314-316)

fht;athpfspd; rhuk;:

m];tgjp ,g;nghOJ xU fsj;ijj; jahh; nra;a

Ntz;bapUf;fpwJ. mtuJ rpwpa njhlf;fk; Mw;wy; kpf;f

Kbit ehLfpwJ. md;idapd; moifAk;> Mw;wiyAk;

jd;Dila tho;f;if vd;Dk; tPl;by; itj;J> mtSila

Mde;jj;jpw;Fj; njspthd cUtk; nfhLj;J mij mq;Nf

Nfhapy; nfhs;sr; nra;J Nghw;wp;g; NgZtjw;fhf jd;dplk;

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cs;stw;iwnay;yhk; Gjpjhf khw;wpf; nfhs;fpwhh;. Mdhy;

mtuJ [PtNdh mtUf;fhf kl;Lkpd;wp midj;jpw;Fkhf

gue;J tphpe;jpUe;jJ. mtuJ ,jaj;jpd; Nfhhpf;ifNah

vy;iyaw;wjha;; ,Ue;jJ. jdf;F kl;LNkahd Rje;jpuj;jpy; mJ

jpUg;jpg;gltpy;iy. mtSila xsp> Mde;jk; Mfpatw;iw

cyfpw;Fk;> kdpj Fyj;jpw;Fkhff; Nfl;fpwhh;.

Mdhy; Gtpapd; mwpahik> epiyaw;w jd;ik ,tw;iwj;

jfHg;gjw;Nfh kdpjdpd; Mw;wYk;; md;Gk; gad;glh.

kdpjdpd; Mw;wy; rpW Foe;ijapd; ifg;gw;wyha; ,Uf;fpwJ.

mtdJ ePl;ba fuq;fSf;Nfh nrhh;f;fk; vl;lhj; njhiytpy;

,Uf;fpwJ. ,e;j xspahdJ Nghuhl;lj;jhNyh rpe;jidahNyh

tUtjy;y. kdjpd; Nkhdj;jpy; guk;nghUs; nrayhw;Wk;.

mikjpaile;j cs;sk; cr;rhpf;fg;glhj me;j thh;j;ijapidf;

Nfl;Fk;. g+uz ruzhfjpNa mtdJ typik. rpfuj;jpd;

cr;rpapYs;s khngUk; Mw;wy; nrayhw;w Ntz;Lk;.

tho;f;ifapd; %lg;gl;l miwfspy; epj;jpadpd; Rthrj;ijf;

nfhz;L tuNtz;Lk;. kdk; mde;jdha; khw Ntz;Lk;.

kWg;git ahTk; fpopj;njwpag;gl Ntz;Lk;> mbikg; gLj;jg;

glNtz;Lk;. ve;j xd;Wf;fhf ekJ tho;T gilf;fg;gl;lNjh>

me;j xd;iw ehk; mila Ntz;Lk;. ve;j xd;W mij

,of;ff; fhuzkhapUe;jNjh me;j Mirfs; midj;Jk;

nehWf;fg;glNtz;Lk;.

m];tgjpapd; Md;kh md;idia miljy;:

fht;a thpfs;:

Now other claims had hushed in him their cry:Only he longed to draw her presence and powerInto his heart and mind and breathing frame;Only he yearned to call for ever downHer healing touch of love and truth and joyInto the darkness of the suffering world.His soul was freed and given to her alone.

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m];tgjp> md;idapd; rhe;epj;jpakhdJ jd;Dila

kdj;jpDs;Sk;> ,jaj;jpDs;Sk; jPapd; Rthiy Nghd;w

Rthrkha; tuNtz;Lk; vd;W Vq;Ffpwhh;. me;j rhe;epj;jpaj;ij

epue;jukha; g+kpf;Ff; nfhz;Ltu Ntl;ifAWfpwhh;. mtSila

,jkhd ];ghprKk;> md;Gk;> cz;ikAk;> Mde;jKk; cyf

Ntjid vd;w ,USf;Fs; tuNtz;Lk; vd;W Vfkha;

Ntl;if nfhs;fpwhh;.

mtuJ Nguhh;tk; fhuzkha; mtuJ Md;kh tpLjiyAw;W

md;idiaj; jQ;rkilfpwJ.

(Nahfk; njhlUk;)

,e;j fl;Liuapy; rpy gFjpfis nkhopngah;f;f cjtpa

kh.tp[a; mth;fSf;Fg; “g;uhh;j;jdh” jdJ ed;wpiaj; njhptpj;Jf;

nfhs;fpwJ.(vbl;lh;)

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tsikahd epfo;Tfs;:

vg;NghJk; Nghy; gpd; tUk; epfo;r;rpfs; ,e;j fhyfl;lj;jpy;

ele;Njwpd.

QhapW fhiy - 10.30 - 12.00 - rhtpj;hp tl;lk;

(gbj;Jzh;jy;)

QhapW khiy - 5.00 - 6.00 - ‘,e;jpa fyhr;rhuj;jpd;

m];jpthuk;” fpl;L nul;b

jpq;. & nrt;. khiy - 3.00 - 4.00 - xUKidg;gLjiy

tsh;g;gJ - n[a;rpq;

nrt;tha; khiy - 6.00 - 7.30 - Xq;fhuf; $l;bir

tpahod; khiy - 4.00 - 5.00 - rhtpj;hpapy; Mq;fpyk; -

n\uj;jhtd;

nts;sp khiy - 5.00 - 6.30 - Nahf xUq;fpizg;G -

\;uj;jhY uhdNl

,tw;NwhL $Ljyhf ‘rhtpj;hp” jkpo; nkhopngah;g;igg; gbj;J

tpsf;fk; jUk; tFg;ig nrd;w Mf];L khjk; Kjy; Rjh;]d;>

GtdRe;jhp ,UtUk; elj;jp tUfpd;wdh;. ,th;fs; ,UtUk;

kJiuapy; = mugpe;Njh nrhi]l;bapd; fpisia eph;tfpj;J

te;jdh;. jw;NghJ MNuhtpy;ypy; trpf;fpd;wdh;. ,e;j tFg;ghdJ

rhtpj;hpia mwpa tpUk;Gk; Mh;tKs;s jkpo; kf;fshy;

nghpJk; tuNtw;fg;gl;Ls;sJ. gyh; jtwhky; gq;Nfw;Wg; gad;

milfpd;wdh;.

2008 [dthp Kjy; md;id mth;fspd; gjpT nra;ag;gl;l

ciufs; kWgb xypgug;gg;gl;L tUfpd;wd. nrt;tha;f;fpoik

khiyfspy; kjh; $wpa jk;kgj (Dhammapada) tphpTiufs;

xypg;gug;gg;gLfpd;wd. ,e;j mUikahd ciufs; 1950-y; gpnuQ;R

nkhopapy; md;idahy; khzth;fspilNa $wg;gl;ljhFk;.

,e;j mhpa tpsf;fq;fspd; Mq;fpy nkhopngah;g;Gk; gpnuQ;R

ciuapd; $lNt mspf;fg;gl;L tUfpd;wJ.

b2007?2008

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kw;w Gjpa eltbf;iffs;: tpshbkph; $wptUk; ‘= mutpe;jh;

vLj;Jf; fhl;Lk; cgep\jq;fs;”> ep\;jh vLj;J tUk; rk];fpUj

nkhop ,yf;fz tFg;Gk; MFk;.

fl;Lkhdg;gzpfs;:

,f;fhyfl;lj;jpy; ekJ rhtpj;hp gtdpd; Gjpa fl;bl tshfk;

KbAk; jWthapy; cs;sJ. MNuhtpy; epWtdj; jiyth;

lhf;lh; fuz;rpq; mth;fshy; khh;r; 29-k; Njjp 2008 -y; Kiwahf

,f;fl;blj; jpwg;G tpoh elj;jg;gl cs;sJ. Vg;uy; khjk; Kjy;

Gjpa tshfj;jpy; rhtpj;hp gtd; ,aq;fj; njhlq;Fk;.

= mutpe;jhpd; rpiy:

rhtpj;hp gtdpd; Eiothapypy; = mutpe;jhpd; ntz;fyr;

rpiyapid epWtyhk; vd lhf;lh;. fuz;rpq; nrd;w tUlk;

nrg;lk;gh; khjk; 2007> MNuhtpy;Yf;F tUif je;j NghJ

$wpapUe;jhh;. ,e;jr; rpiyahdJ by;ypapy; ghh;ypnkz;l;

tshfj;jpy;> nfhy;fj;jhtpy; = mutpe;jh; mtjhpj;j ,lj;jpy;

kw;Wk; GJr;Nrhpapy; GNuhkNdl; vd;w ,lj;jpy; mike;jpUg;gJ

Nghy; ‘epw;fpd;w Njhw;wj;jpy;” jpwik tha;e;j fiyQh;fshy; jpU.

yypj; th;kh mth;fspd; Nkw;ghh;itapy; mike;j xd;whFk;.

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md;idapd; gpwe;j ehsd;W FU G+h;zpikahf mike;j

2008 gpg;uthp 21-k; Njjp rpiyahdJ rhtpj;hp gtDf;F

nfhz;L tug;gl;lJ. ,g;Gjpa tbtj;jpy; = mutpe;jh;

ek;kpilNa te;jpUg;gJ ekf;F Gj;Jzh;r;rp mspg;gjhAk;>

Mo;e;j mh;j;jk; nfhz;ljhfTk; cs;sJ. gpg;uthp 28-k; Njjp

= mutpe;jh];ukj;jpypUe;J mjd; eph;thf ,af;Fdh; jpU. kNdh[;

jh]; Fg;jh> =kjp [{%h; gl;lhr;rhh;ah kw;Wk; gy nghpNahh;fSk;;

te;jpUe;jdh;. midtUk; rpiyapd; Kd;ghf kuj;jbapy; mkh;e;J

rhtpj;hpapypUe;J gy gFjpfis Rkhh; miukzp Neuk; thrpj;jdh;.

mjd; gpwF ekJ tpUe;jpdh;fs; Gjpa fl;blj;jpy; MNuhtpy;ypd;

40-tJ gpwe;j ehisnahl;b mikf;fg;gl;bUe;j fz;fhl;rpapid

fz;L fspj;jdh;. ,e;epfo;r;rp vy;NyhUf;Fk; kdepiwitAk;>

re;Njh\j;ijAk; mspj;Js;sJ vd;gjpy; IaNkapy;iy.

Kf;fpa epfo;r;rpfs;:

etk;gh; - brk;gh; 2007 - `{jhtpd; ‘rhtpj;hpapy; jpahdk;”

(Gj;jfk; 9 - ‘KbTwh ,uT” Gj;jfk; - 10 ,U tpbay;fs;)

vd;w Xtpaf; fz;fhl;rp.

etk;gh; - 11 - ‘ekJ ,dpa md;idia epidT $h;jy;” vd;w

jiyg;gpy; gpuhd;Rth fha;jh; kw;Wk; fphp]; f;Nu kw;Wk; gyh;

jq;fSila ,dpa epidTfisg; gfph;e;J nfhz;ldh;.

etk;gh; - 18 - ‘rhtpj;hpiag; gw;wp” - 35 epkpl FWk;glk;

jpiuaplg;gl;lJ. md;id mth;fs; Njh;e;njLj;Jg;

gbj;jpUe;j rhtpj;hp thpfNshL> ̀ {jhtpd; Xtpaq;fSk;>

mjw;fhd md;idapd; tphpTiufSk; mlq;fpa xd;whd

,f;FWk;glj;ijj; jahhpj;jth; gPl;lh;. v];.

etk;gh; - 22 - lhf;lh; mNyhf; ghz;Nl mth;fspd; ciu - jiyg;G -

‘,wg;gpd; rthYk; mkuj;Jtj;ij ntw;wp nfhs;sYk;”.

[dthp 5 - 14 - 2008 - ‘fphpNfd; fiy” - fz;fhl;rp ,f;fiy

[g;ghd; ehl;bd; njhd;ik tha;e;j xd;W. N[hjp

,hp vd;w MNuhtpy; thrp apd; jhahh; (kiwe;j)

rNahNfh ,hp mth;fspd; Ez; (ifj;) jpwikahy;; etPd

Kiwapy; gilf;fg;gl;l nghUl;fSk;> Gifg;glq;fSk;

fz;fhl;rpapy; ,lk; ngw;wpUe;jd.

[dthp - 7 - \;uj;jhtd; ciu - nghUs; ‘= mutpe;jhpd; Kf;fpa

Kjy; Md;kPf mDgtk;”.

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gpg;uthp 9 - khh;r; 4 - MNuhtpy;ypd; 40-tJ gpwe;j ehisnahl;b

Nyhnul;lh mth;fshy; Vw;ghL nra;ag;gl;bUe;j

fz;fhl;rp - ‘md;idAk; MNuhtpy;Yk;”.

gpg;uthp 18 - ‘epynthspapy; ,d;dpir epfo;r;rp” - rhtpj;hpapypUe;J

Njh;e;njLf;fg;gl;l 8 gFjpfSf;F ,iraikj;Jg;

ghbath; nejh;yhe;ijr; Nrh;e;j N`d;]; th];.

gpg;uthp 21 - ‘md;idapd; jhprdk;” - 27 epkpl FWk;glk;. etk;gh;

1967 Kjy; gpg;uthp 1973 tiu md;id mspj;j jhprdf;

fhl;rpfis Rjh Re;juk; mth;fs; Gifg;glq;fshf

vLj;jpUe;jdtw;wpd; njhFg;G. Fsph;epytpd; xspapy;

fhl;lg;gl;l jhprdf; fhl;rpfs; fz;nfhs;shf; fhl;rpahf

mike;J kdijAk; epiwj;jJ. me;j ,utpy;> Rkhh;

10 kzpf;F Nky; rhtpj;hp gtDf;Ff; nfhzug;gl;l

= mutpe;jhpd; ntz;fyr; rpiyAk; gPlj;jpy; epWtg;gl;lJ

Fwpg;glj;jf;fjhFk;.

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gpg;uthp 24 - ‘\phpd;te;J tp\;Nt mk;Uj];a Gj;u” - vd;w

jiyg;gpy;> M];uk ,irf; FOtpdNuhL> uj;dh rf;uth;j;jp>

RNu\; Nl ,ize;J mspj;j ,d;dpirapypUe;J.

gpg;uthp 28 - = mutpe;jh];uk eph;thfp kNdh[; jh]; Fg;jh>

[{%h; ghl;lhr;rhh;ah kw;Wk; gy M];uk md;gh;fSk;

MNuhtpy;iyr; Nrh;e;jth;fSk; xd;W $b = mutpe;jhpd;

rpiy Kd;ghf mkh;e;J ‘rhtpj;hp” apypUe;J gy Kf;fpa

gFjpfisj; Njh;e;njLj;J thrpj;jdh;.

gpg;uthp 29 - = mutpe;jhpd; rpiy Kd;ghf ‘xUkpj;j jpahdk;”.

mjd;gpwF fl;blf;fiyQh; n`y;Kl; mth;fs; Gjpa

fl;blj;jpid te;jpUe;NjhUf;Ff; fhl;b tpsf;fpdhh;.

‘gpuhh;j;jdh” ,jiog; gbg;Nghh; midtUk; MNuhtpy;ypy;

,Uf ;Fk ; gl ;rj ;j py ; rhtpj ;h p gtdpd; e pfo ;r ;r pfspy ;

gq;Nfw;Wf;nfhs;s tuNtw;fpNwhk;.

jkpopy; Gjpa gjpg;G:

mz;ikapy; \;uj;jhY uhzNl mth;fs; ‘MNuhtpy; G+uz

Nahfk; kdpj ,dj;jpd; tUq;fhyk;” vd;w jiyg;gpy; epfo;j;jpa

Mq;fpy ciuapd; jkpohf;fk; r. kfhypq;fk; mth;fshy; nkhop

ngah;f;fg;gl;lij. Gj;jf tbtpy; mr;rpl;L ntspapl;L cs;Nshk;.

Fiwe;j mstpNyNa Gj;jfq;fs; cs;sjhy;> Njitg;gLNthUf;F

Ntz;LNfhspd;gb mspf;fg;gLk;.

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rhtpj;hp gtd; vDk; fdT

MNuhtpypy; xU #oiyg; gw;wpa vq;fs; fdT mJ

rhtpj;hpNa mjd; %r;R.

cyfpd; midj;J ghfq;fspy; ,Ue;J tUk; rhtpj;hp

md;gh;fis mJ tuNtw;Fk;.

rhtpj;hp Muha;r;rpia Cf;Ftpf;Fk; ikakhf mJ

tpsq;Fk;.

=mutpe;jhpd; rj;jpag; ngUntspg;ghlhd rhtpj;hp vDk;

kfhfhtpaj;ij mDgtpf;f> Ghpe;J nfhs;sj; Njitahd

midj;J cgfuzq;fisAk; nray;ghLfisAk;

jd;dfj;Nj nfhz;bUf;Fk;.

#hpadplkpUe;J ntspg;gl;l cz;ik vdg;gLk;

rhtpj;hp ghpkspf;Fk; gtdkhf tpsq;Fk;.

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rhtpj;hp gtdpd; NtiyfSf;F Jiz epw;wy;

rhtpj ;h p gtd; Kw;wpYkhf ed;nfhilfs;> kw ;Wk;

nghUSjtpahy; kl;LNk ,aq;fp tUfpwJ. mt;thwhd

cjtpfs; nghpJk; tuNtw;fg;gLfpd;wd. rhtpj;hp gtdpd;

fdit edthf;f jq;fshy; vd;d nra;a ,aYk; vd;gij

kdjpy; nfhs;s Ntz;LfpNwhk;.

2006 mf;Nlhgh; 1-k; Njjp Kjy; nfhLf;fg;gLk;

fhNrhiyfis/tiuNahiyfis fPo;f;fz;l ngahpy; vLj;J

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MNuhtpy; 605 101>

jkpo;ehL.

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