ar giwinaswarmetyvelebia Sen, nostradamus isini Seqmeni...

“... ar giwinaswarmetyvelebia Sen, nostradamus

dedami wa ze saSineli kataklizmebis TariRebi. Sen

isini Seqmeni fiqriT da adamianTa fiqri saSinelebis

ganxorcielebisTvis CarTe. ai, axlac dafarfatebs

igi dedamiwis Tavze, gamouvali mdgomareobiT aSinebs

adamianebs. magram igi axla ar ganxorcieldeba.

me - adamiani var anastasia var! da Senze Zlieri var!”

vladimir megre

anastasias mtkicebiT, teqstSi Cadebulia

asoTa SeTanwyoba da sityvaTa kombinaciebi, rom-

lebic keTilmyofel gavlenas axdens adamianze.

am gavlenis SegrZneba SeiZleba kiTxvis dros,

roca smenaze ar moqmedebs xelovnuri sagnebisa

da meqanizmebisagan gamocemuli bgerebi.

bunebrivi bgerebi _ Citebis galoba, wvimis

xmauri, xeebze foTlebis Sriali _ xels uwyobs

dadebiT zemoqmedebas.

wignis gamosvlis Semdeg, anastasias

gamonaTqvamebi xuTi aTasze metma mkiTxvelma

daadastura Tavis werilebSi.

ISBN-978-9941-0-2272-2 UDC(uak) 821.161.1-3ISBN-978-9941-0-2298-2 M-419

vladimir megre

siyvarulis sivrce

wigni mesame

Tbilisi

2010

ББК 84.Р7 М41

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qalze, winaparT a niWisa da codnis

pirvelsawyisTa WeSmaritebaze

gamomcemeli: ciuri garuCava

redaqtori: lia lomTaZe

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© qarTuli Targmani “ ruseTis mogugune kedrebi “

ratom unda waikiTxos

qarTvelma “anastasia”

imitom, rom uZvelesi eria;1.

imitom, rom aTaswleulebs iTvlis misi yofa;2.

imitom, rom uyvars laRi da Tavisufali cxovreba;3.

imitom, rom individia da gamorCeuloba axarebs;4.

imitom, rom uyvars ojaxi, Svilebi, megobrebi da 5.

samSoblo;

imitom, rom anastasias cxovrebis da Sexedulebebis 6.

gacnobis Semdeg, yoveli adamiani vinc gaacnobierebs

vladimir megres mier dawerili wignebidan gadmosul

sibrZnes - nebismier asakSi da umokles droSi

aucileblad moipovebs bednierebas pirvel rigSi

TavisTvis, Semdeg ki, ojaxisaTvis, SvilebisaTvis da

samSoblosaTvis;

Cemi mizani ki, martivia: vTargmne imitom, rom mSob-7.

liur enaze ufro iolad da swrafad waikiTxoT,

xolo im adamianebisTvis, vinc am wignebis gamosacemad

Tqvendami didi siyvarulis gamo daSvra, bedni erebis

momtani iqneba Tqveni sixaruli, romelic am wignis

wakiTxvis Semdeg dageuflebaT.

pativiscemiT,

ciuri garuCava

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ratom unda waikiTxos qarTvelma “anastasia” 5

morigi momlocveli........................................................7

fuli sisulelisaTvis?............................................... 15

daupatiJebeli stumrebi.............................................18

samyaros notebi..............................................................31

winapari dedis suli...................................................35

naTeli Zalebi.................................................................48

Sepyroba.............................................................................52

ra aris jojoxeTi........................................................57

roca sityvebi beds cvlis........................................69

Seqmeni Seni bedniereba...............................................78

vina varT Cven?...............................................................88

mutantebi, adamianebi s mier Seqmnilni................94

axali dila rogorc axali cxovreba................. 107

raSia mamis misia.........................................................116

frinveli sulis Sesacnobad...................................127

sistema.............................................................................136

ganaxorcieleT cxovrebaSi.......................................141

akademikosi SCetinini................................................153

ras daeTanxmo, ra irwmuno?....................................159

kontaqtorebis Sesaxeb...............................................169

yvelani tyeSi wavideT?.............................................174

“anastasias” centrebis Sesaxeb.............................176

kidev SeqmeniT Sambala..............................................182

vin xar, Sen, anastasia?...........................................194

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morigi momlocveli

ai isic! Cems winaSe, isev cimbiris didi mdinare obia.

mivaRwie CrdiloeT dasaxlebamde, sadac regularuli sa-

transporto kavSiri wydeba da obis napirTan vdgavar. im

adgilamde misasvlelad, saidanac taigis gavliT, anasta-

sias mdelomde, fexiTaa SesaZlebeli misvla, aucilebelia

navis an kateris daqiraveba. napirTan mdgar uamrav navs

Soris erTerTTan, sami mamakaci saTevzao mowyobilobas

alagebda. mivesalme maT da vuTxari, rom mzad var kargad

gadavuxado mas, vinc miTiTebul adgilamde mimiyvans.

_ CvenTan egoriCia mag saqmiT dakavebuli. naxevar

milions iRebs gadayvanaSi, _ mipasuxa erT-erTma mama kacma.

me, amis gagonebaze, SeSfoTebiT vcqvite yurebi. Cans, viRa-

cas mizanmimarTulad gadahyavs xalxi taigis miyru ebul,

patara cimbirul soflamde. aqedan anastasias mdelomde

ocdaxuTi kilometria da aseT cecxlis fass ratom Tx-

ouloben? maSasadame, arian msurvelebi. moTxovnileba gan-

sazRvravs fass. SevaWreba, CrdiloeTSi uxerxulia da

mamakacs vkiTxe:

_ sad vnaxo es egoriCi?

_ sadme dasaxlebaSi. ufro maRaziasTan. ai mis kater-

Tan Rlapebi TamaSoben da egoriCis SviliSvili vasiatkac

maTTanaa. sTxove da gagegzavneba.

vasiatkam, Tormetiode wlis mkvircxlma biWunam,

misalmebisTanave sxapasxupiT momayara:

_ Tqven gamgzavreba gsurT? anastasiasTan? axlave, am

wamSi babuas davuZaxeb! da arc ki daeloda Cems pasuxs,

xtunva-xtunviT dasaxlebisken gaiqca. CemTvis cxadi gax-

da _ mas pasuxi ar sWirdeboda. Cans, aqaurebisTvis, yvela

ucnobs, erTi mizani aqvs.

mdinaris piras Camovjeqi da davelode. saqme ara feri

mqonda, wyals gavcqerodi, Tan vfiqrobdi.

aq, mdinaris sigane, iqneba erTi kilometri. Sua tai gaSi,

romlis napirebi TviTmfrinavidanc ar Cans, saukuneebis

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ganmavlobaSi mdored miedineba wyali da rac warsulidan

wamoiRo, kvalic ki ar datova. ra axsovs dRemde obis wy-

als? iqneb cimbiris dampyrobi ermaki? romelic, maxviliT

xelSi, martoka, mtrebis mier obis napirs mimwyvdeuli

maT Setevas igeriebda, sasikvdilo Wrilobidan ki misi

sisxli wyalSi wveTav da. Semdeg wyalma Zalagamoclili

sxeuli sadRac waiRo... SesaZloa, misi qmedebebi Tana-

medrove reketul saqmeebs hgavda. Sedareba, albaT, dRes

mxolod mdina res SeuZlia.

iqneb, mdinarisTvis ufro mniSvnelovani, Cingisxanis

jarebis TareSia? Zvelad, misi urdo, udidesad miiCneoda.

novosibirskis olqSi raionuli centria, ordin ski ewode-

ba, xolo masSi erT sofels, Cingizi hqvia. iqneb am wyals

axsovs Cingizxanis urdo, naZar cvi nadavliT rogor ix-

evda ukan, rogor gakoWes axal gazrda cimbireli qali da

yovlisSemZle veziri vnebiani sityvebiTa da Seyvarebuli

TvalebiT rogor eved reboda, Tavisive nebiT, winaaRmdego-

bis gauwevlad gah yoloda mas. Tvalebdaxrili qali ki,

dumda. veziris yvela qveSevrdomi ukve gaiqca, is ki qals

isev raRacas emudareboda, siyvaruls sTxovda. mere cx-

enis gava ze qali da oqros qisa Seagdo, moaxta unagirs

da obis napirisken gahqusla. mdevari daedevna. is is iyo

miswvdnen kidec. veziri oqros uyrida. roca qisa dacar-

ielda, sxvadasxva qveynebis dapyrobisTvis miRebuli jil-

doebi Seixsna da isinic mdevars miugdo, mxolod cimbirel

qals ver Seelia. gaqafuli cxeni mdinare obis napirTan

miagdo, magrad gakoWili ymawvi li qali frTxilad Camosva

da navSi Casva. TviTonac Caxta navSi, magram mtris isarma

miuswro da daWra igi. navi dinebas mihqonda. daWrili

veziri iwva da iqiT arc ki iyureboda, saidanac mdevarTa

sami navi uaxlovdeboda. igi alersiT Sescqeroda qals.

Tavadac dumda, Zalac ki ar Seswevda raime eTqva misTvis.

qalic mSvidad, Cumad ijda. isic vezirs uyurebda. Semdeg

erTxel gaxeda, odnav gauRima, xelebze moWerili Tokebi

gawyvita da niCbebs mousva cimbirelma ymawvilma qalma.

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da veRar daewia mdevari navs cimbireli qaliT, romel-

Sic daWrili veziri iwva.

romel adgils, romel droebSi waiRo isini wylis

mdinarebam? da axla ra, am wamSi, Tavis mexsierebaSi ra

miaqvs Cvenze mdinaris amRvreul wyals?

SesaZloa, mTavarad Sen did qalaqebs Tvli, mdina rev?

amJamad obis napiras, saTavesTan axlos uzarmazari qalaqi

novosibirskia gaSenebuli. mdinarev, Sen grZnob mis zomeb-

sa da didebulebas? ra Tqma unda, CemTvis naTelia, rasac

ityvi, _ qalaqidan bevri sibinZure Caedineba im mdi na reSi,

romelic adre macocxlebeli iyo, axla ki dalevac ar

SeiZleba. ra vqnaT, sad waviRoT Cveni qarxnebis WuWyi?

Cven xom vviTardebiT, Cven xom, Cveni winaprebiviT ar vcx-

ovrobT? axla CvenSi bevri swavlulia, novosibir skis

garSemoc bevri patara samecniero qalaqia. maTi WuW yi

da sibinZure Tu Sens wyals ar gavataneT, TviTonve gavi-

gudebiT. isedac Wirs sunTqva Wvartlisgan qalaqSi, zogi-

erT raionSi ki, saerTod ver gaigeb risgan, yars yvelaferi.

Cemo mdinarev, Seecade es yvelaferi gaigo. xom ici,

axla rogori teqnika gvaqvs? uxmauro navebis dro wav-

ida. mdinareze dizelis Tbomavlebi dagruxuneben. Sens

wylebSi Cemi Tbomavalic dacuravda.

ai, sainteresoa, neta vaxsovar am mdinares? rogor

davcuravdi TbomavliT, romelic yvelaze didi samgzavro

Tbomavlia Cvens sanaosnoSi. ra Tqma unda, Tbomavali axa-

li ar iyo. sruli svlis dros yvela dizeli da xraxni

ise raxraxebda, rom barSi musikis mosmena Wirda.

ras miiCnevs mdinare Tavis maxsovrobaSi yvelaze mniS-

vnelovnad da ras inaxavs? winaT mis napirebs Cemi gem-

banis kiCodan da baris sarkmlidan gavcqerodi mali ninis

simRerebisa da romansebis musikis bgerebis qveS.

Хотел в город я въехать на белом коне,Да хозяйка корчмы улыбнулась мне,На мосту, видно, мельник взгляд бросил косой,И остался я на ночь с хозяйкою той.

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maSin napirze mofusfuse adamianebi patarebad da umni-

S vneloebad meCvenebodnen. axla ki mec maT Soris aRmovCndi.

kidev imazec vfiqrobdi, Tu rogor damerwmunebina

anastasia, raTa xeli ar SeeSala Cems vaJiSvilTan ur-

Ti er TobaSi. saerTod ucnauri viTareba Seiqmna. mTeli

cxovreba vaJiSvilze vocnebobdi. warmovidgendi, rogor

vTamaSobdi masTan, rogor vzrdidi. vfiqrobdi, roca gaiz-

rdeba mxarSi amomidgeba, saerTo biznesi gveqneba-meTqi.

axla, myavs vaJi da Tumca Cems gverdiT ar cxovrobs, mainc

sasiamovnoa imis gacnobiereba, rom am qveyanaze arsebobs

SenTvis yvelaze axlobeli, mSobliuri da sasurveli ar-

seba. gamgzavrebamde, Cemi patarisTvis, udidesi siamovnebiT,

viyide uamravi sabavSvo nivTi. yidviT ki viyide, magram

sakiTxavia, movaxerxeb gadacemas Tu vera. Cemi vaJi, rom

normaluri, sul erTia sofleli Tu qalaqeli qalisgan

yofiliyo gaCenili, yvelaferi naTeli da martivi iqnebo-

da. nebismier qals siamovnebs, roca mama Svilze zrunavs,

cdilobs uzrunvelyos yovelive aucilebliT, monawileo-

ba miiRos mis aRzrdaSi. Tu amas nebiT ar akeTeb, bevri

qali alimentsac ki iTxovs. magram anastasia taigeli

gandegilia. masac cxovrebaze sakuTari Sexedulebebi aqvs,

faseulobebze Taviseburi gageba aqvs. jer kidev bavSvis

dabadebamde ganmicxada: “Seni Sexedulebisamebr aranairi

materialuri sikeTe bavSvs ar sWirdeba. mas yvelaferi

eqneba Tavidanve. Sen gagiCndeba survili, pataras moutano

raRac JRarunebi, magram es mas sruliad ar esaWiroeba,

es mxolod saku Tari TviTkmayofilebisaTvis gWirdeba:

`rogori kargi var, mzrunveli.~

aba, kacma unda Tqva aseTi ram: “araviTari mate-

rialuri sikeTeebi mas ar sWirdeba”. maS, risi micema

Se uZ lia mSobels axalSobilisTvis? gansakuTrebiT ma-

mas? Cvilis mamobrivad aRzrdaze laparaki jer kidev

adrea da rogor gamovxato Cemi misdami damokidebuleba?

rogor gamovxato Cemi zrunva? deda Svils ZuZus awovebs,

misTvis iolia, igi ukve saqmeSia, mamam ki ra qnas? civi-

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lizebul sayofacxovrebo pirobebSi ojaxs bevrnairad

SeiZleba daexmaro. magram anastasias ara feri msgavsi ar

sWirdeba. mas xom taigis mdelos garda araferi aqvs? misi

meurneoba TiTqos Tavis Tavs uzrun velyofs da mTlianad

mas emsaxureba, anu patarasac moemsaxureba, rogorc ki

Sexedavs, rom igi anas tasias Svilia. ai, sainteresoa, ra

TanxiTaa SesaZlebeli aseTi ramis SeZena adamianisTvis.

xuTiode heq tari miwis Sesyidva an xangrZlivi droiT

ijariT aReba dRes arc ise Zneli saqmea, magram, rogor

da ra TanxiT SeiZleba mglis, daTvis, mumlis da arwivis

siyva rulisa da erTgulebis yidva? dae Tavad anastasias

nu sWirdeba Cveni civilizaciis miRwevebi, magram bavSvma

ratom unda itanjos dedis aseTi msoflmxedvelobiT?

bavSvi normalur saTamaSoebsac ki moklebulia. dedamisi

aqac yvelafers Taviseburad xedavs: “ar sWir deba bavSvs

es uazro JRarunebi, vnebs isini mas, WeS maritebisgan ax-

vevinebs...” _ ambobs anastasia.

rogorc Cans, mis gamonaTqvamebSi seriozuli ga dax-

rebia, an sruli crurwmenaa. kacobriobam bavSvebi sTvis

amdeni saTamaSo tyuilad moigona? magram, anastasiasTan

rom ar medava, JRarunebis magivrad sabavSvo konstruq-

tori viyide, romlis yuTzec aseTi warweraa: “TamaSi bavS-

vTa inteleqtis ganviTarebisaTvis” agreTve erTjeradi

safenebic viyide. maT mTeli msoflio iyenebs. bavSvis

kvebis produqtebic viyide. maTi mom zadebis simartivem

da moxerxebulobam ubralod gamaoca: xsni kolofs, masSi

hermetulad daxuruli, wyal gaumtar-folgiani paketia

mo Tav sebuli. pakets makra tliT Tavs moaWri, fxvnils

Tbil wyalSi Cayri, mourev da mzad aris! fxvnili sxvada-

sxvagvaria: wiwi buras, brinjis, marcvleuli kulturebi s.

kolofze isic aweria, rom produqts damatebuli aqvs

sxvadasxva vitaminebi. maxsovs adre, roca Cemi qaliSvili

polinka sul patara iyo, sakvebisaTvis, saojaxo samza-

reuloSi mixdeboda yoveldRe siaruli. aq ki uprob-

lemod bavSvis iseT sakvebs vyidulobdi, romlisTvisac

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aduRebuli wyalic ar iyo saWiro. ubralod wyalSi

gaxsni da morCa! vicodi, anastasia TavisTvis wyals ar

iduRebs, amitom sanam bevrs SeviZendi, jer mxolod erTi

kolofi SeviZine. fxvnili Cveulebriv oTaxis tempera-

turis wyalSi Cavyare. igi gaixsna. gavsinje _ normaluri

gemo hqonda. oRond marili aklda. magram bavSvisTvis

albaT umariloa saWiro. CemTvis gadavwyvite, rom am fx-

vnilis sawinaaRmdegod anastasia veranair arguments ver

monaxavda. imitom, rom uazrobaa aseT rameze uaris Tqma.

amitomac anastasiasac mouwevs, pativi sces Cvens teq-

nokratul samyaros. igi, marto iaraRs ki ar amzadebs,

bavSvebzec fiqrobs. magram, yvelaze ufro, anastasias naTq-

vamidan, erTi ram mawuxebda, upirveles yovlisa CemTvis

gaugebari. igi meubneboda: sakuTar vaJTan urTierTobis

damyareba rom SevZlo, CemTvis aucilebelia azrebis gan-

sazRvrul sisufTaves mivaRwio, Sinaganad gavsufTavde.

oRond erTi ram ar mesmis, konkretulad CemSi, SigniT ra

unda gavasufTao?

gasagebi iqneboda, Tu metyoda: gaiparse, bavSvTan nu

mowev, tansacmeli gaisufTaveo. magram igi Segneba-Segneb-

ulobaze, Sinagan ganwmendaze laparakobda. sad iyideba is

jagrisi, romliTac Sinagani gasufTavebaa SesaZlebeli?

da ra aris aseTi WuWyiani CemSi? iqneb sxvaze ukeTesi ara

var, magram arc uaresi gaxlavarT. Tu yoveli qali ma-

makacebs aseT moTxovnebs wauyenebs, erTi uSvelebeli gan-

sawmendeli unda moawyo kacobriobisaTvis. ukanonobaa es.

amitomac mimqonda anastasiasTan samoqalaqo kodeqsidan

amonaweri, sadac naTqvamia, rom arcerT mSobels ara aqvs

ufleba usafuZvlod aukrZalos meore mSobels bavSvis

naxvis ufleba, Tundac isini ganqorwinebulni iyvnen. ra

Tqma unda, Cveni kanonebi bevrs arafers niSnavs anastasi-

asTvis, magram es mainc naklebmniSvnelovani argumenti ar

gaxlavT. kanonebs xom xalxis umravlesoba icavs. anas-

tasias ki ufro mkacradac SeiZleba daelaparako. bavSvze

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ufleba Cven orives Tanabari unda gvqondes. adre amaze

mec mindoda masTan mkacrad melaparaka. magram axla Tav-

dapirvel gadawyvetilebaSi SeveWvdi. Cems zurgCanTaSi,

sxva raRaceebTan erTad, mqonda mkiTxvelTa werilebi. Tan

yvela ar wamomiRia, radgan werilebi bevri momdioda da

zurgCanTaSi arc Cameteoda. bevri mkiTxveli Tavis weri-

lebSi gagebiT ekideba anastasias. arqmeven mas mesias, tai-

gis ferias, qalRmerTs, uZRvnian leqsebsa da simRerebs.

zogierTi, rogorc uaxloes megobars, ise esaubreba. am

werilebis mozRvavebuli nakadi iZulebuls mxdida Cems

moqmedebasa da gamonaTqvamebze didi Zalisxmeva damexarja.

sami saaTi lodini momiwia egoriCis katerTan mdi-

naris piras. saRamovdeboda, roca davinaxe Cemsken moma-

vali ori mamakaci da egoriCis SviliSvili. erTi, Sedare-

biT xandazmuli, romelsac brezentis labada da rezinis

Ceqmebi ecva, samociode wlis iqneboda. SewiTlebuli saxiT,

aSkarad SemTvrali, imitom, rom odnav barbaciT modioda.

meore, ufro axalgazrda, mkvrivi aRnagobis kaci, daaxloe-

biT ocdaaTi wlis iqneboda. roca isini momiaxlovdnen,

davinaxe, axalgazrda cimbirels, muq-JRal TmebSi Wa-

Rara kululebi eria. ufrosma mamakacma moaxloebisTanave

miTxra: gamarjoba mgzavro! anastasiasTan midixar? Cagiy-

van. xuTasi aTasi unda momce da zed ori boTli arayic

daumato.

ukve gasagebi iyo, rom me erTaderTi ar viyavi, vinc

cdilobda anastasiamde miRwevas, amitomac iyo fasi aseTi

maRali. amaTTvis me morigi momlocveli viyavi anastasias

sacxovrebel adgilebSi, magram me mainc vikiTxe.

_ ratom gadawyviteT, rom viRac anastasiasTan mivdi-

var da ara ubralod sofelSi?

_ Tu sofelSi midixar, sofelSi iyos. sul erTia, xu-

Tasi moamzade, Tu xuTasi ara gaqvs, sofelSi ar wagiyvanT.

egoriCi maincdamainc megobrulad ar melaparakeboda.

gadayvanaSi ase did Tanxas iReben da ase mtrulad ki me-

laparakebian, _ gavifiqre CemTvis _ neta ris gamoa es?

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TumcaRa arCevani mainc ar mqonda da momiwia davTanx-

mebodi, magram egoriCi, nacvlad imisa, rom fuli da rac

mTavaria, ori boTli arayi gaxareboda, kidev ufro mtru-

lad ganewyo Cems mimarT. Camojda gverdiT qvaze da Tav-

isTvis aburtyunda:

_ sofelSi... romel sofelSi? eqvsi dafexvili qo-

xia... mTeli sofeli. arc aravis ar unda es sofeli.

_ xSirad giwevT xolme stumrebis gadayvana anas-

tasiasTan? kargi biznesi gamogdiT am gadayvanebiT? _

SevekiTxe egoriCs, raTa saubari gamegrZelebina da Semer-

bilebina misi Cemdami mtruli ganwyoba. magram egoriCma

mainc gaRizianebulma mipasuxa:

_ vin dapatiJa isini? sulelebiviT daupatiJeblad

etenebian. veraferi maT ver aCerebs, dapatiJa isini anasta-

siam? dapatiJa? ar daupatiJia. marto erTs uambo Ta vis

cxovrebaze. man ki wigni dawera. kargi. dawere, magram adg-

ilis gacema ra saWiro iyo? Cven xom ar vamxeldiT. igi ki

anastasias erTxel Sexvda, wigni dawera masze da adgilic

gaamxila. dedakacebic ki xvdebodnen, rom mas, simSvide

ar eRirseboda, Tuki mis sacxovrebel adgils gaamxeldi.

_ ese igi anastasiaze wigni Tqvenc waikiTxeT?

_ wignebs me ar vkiTxulob. wignebs, Cemi mewyvile saSka

kiTxulobs. Cven pirdapir sofelSi ar migiyvanT. Sorsaa. ka-

teris Zrava sustia. meTevzeTa qoxamde mivideT _ Rame iq ga-

vaTioT. diliT, sanam Cven viTevzavebT, saSka migiyvans iqamde.

_ ase iyos _ daveTanxme da Tan gavifiqre: “kidev kargi

egoriCma ar icis, rom me var anastasiaze wignis avtori”.

saSkam, egoriCis mewyvilem, arayi moitana. Semdeg maT

saTevzao mowyobiloba Caalages navSi da am dros, egori-

Cis SviliSvilma vasiatkam, kinaRam CagviSala mgzavroba.

man, axali radiomimRebisaTvis fuli sTxova egoriCs.

_ me ukve antenis Woki movaTrie, movifiqre rogor

davdga, _ ambobda vasiatka _ mavTulic maqvs antenisaT-

vis. roca antenas mimRebs mivuerTeb, bevri sxvadasxva

sadguris daWeras SevZleb.

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fuli sisulelisaTvis?

_ xedav ra azriani SviliSvili myavs _ waitrabaxa

egoriCma da xmaSi siTbo Seepara, _ cnobismoyvarea, xel-

marjve, yoCaR, vasiatka. saWiroa misTvis fulis micema.

qaragma naTeli iyo da fulis amoReba daviwye, qebiT

waqezebuli vasitka ki ganagrZobda:

_ kosmonavtebze yvelaferi unda movismino. Cvens ko-

smonavtebzec da amerikelebzec. roca gavizrdebi, kosmo-

navti gavxdebi.

_ ra? ra Tqvi? _ uceb yurebi cqvita egoriCma.

_ rom gavizrdebi, kosmonavti gavxdebi.

_ ai aseTi warmoudgeneli sisulelisTvis, vasiatka,

aranair fuls Cemgan ar miiReb.

_ sulac ar aris sisulele iyo kosmonavti. kosmo-

navtebi yvelas uyvars. isini gmirebia, maT televizoriT

aCveneben. isini uzarmazar kosmosur xomaldebiT dedami-

wis irgvliv mudam dafrinaven. sxvadasxva mecnierebs

pirdapir kosmosidan esaubrebian.

_ ra sargebeli aqvs maT laybobas? isini dafrinaven,

mdinareSi ki Tevzi sul ufro da ufro naklebia.

_ kosmonavtebi adamianebs aminds atyobineben. maT wi-

naswar ician, rogori amindi iqneba mTels dedamiwaze xval

_ ganagrZobda mecnierebis dacvas vasiatka.

_ damixedeT winaswarmetyvelebs. Sen, bebia marTasTan

midi erTi da hkiTxe mas amindis Sesaxeb. igi zustad getyvis,

xval, zeg, mazeg da momaval welsac rogori amindi iqneba.

fulsac ar gamogarTmevs. Seni kosmonavtebi ki? petkas

fulebs flangaven Seni kosmonavtebi, mamaSenis fulebs.

_ kosmonavtebs saxelmwifo uxdis did fuls.

_ eg Seni saxelmwifo fuls saidan iRebs? erTi

magisic... saidan iRebs? mamaSen petkasgan iRebs fulebs

saxelmwifo. me Tevzs viWerdi, petka qalaqSi yidda, in-

teligenturi biznesmenoba mounda. saxelmwifo ki eubneba:

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“gadaixade gadasaxadebi, mogveci mTeli fuli, Cven bevri

xarji gvaqvs.” dumaSic layboben da layboben, parmaRTan

Sekrebil dedabrebze uaresad. moifiqres da gamoigones

raRa yvelaferi, Tavi Wkuis kolofebad miaCniaT. moiwyves

yvelaferi, TavianT gakrialebul tualetebSi dadian, mdin-

areSi ki wyali sul ufro binZuri xdeba. vasiatka, fuls

manam ver miiReb, sanam Tavidan sisuleles ar gamobertyav.

da mec meti aRarsad aRar waval, sisuleleSi aRar gava-

keTeb fuls.

albaT simTvralisgan egoriCi ise gaRizianda, kinaRam

uari Tqva gamgzavrebaze. Semdeg, rogorc ki saSkas mot-

anili arayi pirdapir boTlis piridan mosva da gaabo-

la, cotaTi dawynarda da katerSi gadavZveriT. vasiatkas

fuli mainc ar misca, Tanac sisulelis Sesaxeb mTeli gza

cxvirSi raRacas burtyunebda.

kateris Zveli Zravi ise raxraxebda, saubari Zalzed

Wirda. ase, dumiliT mivaRwieT monadiris Zvel, erTsarkm-

lian qoxamde. Ramis caze pirveli varskvlavebi gamoCnda.

egoriCma, napirze dawyebuli aryis sma katerSi daasrula,

Casvlisas Tavis saSkas Cauburtyuna:

_ wavedi dasaZineblad. Tqven iq koconTan, an qoxSi

iatakze daiZineT. gaTendeba da igi Cvens adgilamde miiy-

vane. egoriCi is iyo daixara, raTa qoxis pawawina karSi

Sesuliyo, magram Cvensken Semobrunda da mkacrad gaimeora:

_ Cvens adgilamde! gaige saSka?

_ gavige, _ mSvidad upasuxa saSkam.

roca Cven koconTan visxediT da naxSirze Semwvar

Tevzs vWamdiT, egoriCis am damaeWvebel naTqvamze saSkas

vkiTxe:

_ aleqsandr, SegiZlia miTxra ras niSnavs es “Cveni

adgili”, sadamdec Cemi miyvana dagavala egoriCma?

_ Cveni adgili... es aris im soflis mopirdapire na-

piri, saidanacaa SesaZlebeli anastasias mdelomde misvla

_ mSvidad mipasuxa aleqsandrem.

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_ es rogor? ase did fuls iRebT da iq ar migyavarT

sadac minda?

_ ho, ase vakeTebT. Cveni danaSaulis gamosasyidad

meti sxva araferis gakeTeba ar SegviZlia.

_ ra danaSaulze laparakob? ratom gamomitydi, axla

rogorRa Camomsavam “Cvens adgilze”?

_ me katers iq mivayeneb sadac metyvi. rac Seexeba

fuls, Cems wils ukan dagibruneb.

_ ratom mikeTeb aseT SeRavaTs?

_ me Sen gicani. Tavidanve gicani, vladimir megre!

wakiTxuli maqvs Seni wigni da Seni fotoc minaxavs

wignis garekanze. sadac metyvi iq migiyvan. magram unda

giTxraT... rasac getyvi mSvidad momismine. ar girCev tai-

gaSi wasvlas. ver miaRwev... anastasia wavida. vfiqrob

taigis siRrmeSi wavida. an sadRac CvenTvis ucnob adgi-

las. axla ukve veRar miaRwev. daiRupebi. an monadireebi

mogklaven sadme, monadireebi ver itanen ucxoebs TavianT

savargulebSi. ucxoebs isini Soridanve uswordebian, rom

Tavi zedmet safrTxeSi ar Caigdon.

garegnulad aleqsandre TiTqmis mSvidad laparako-

bda, mxolod joxi, romliTac kocons drodadro urevda,

uxerxulad ucaxcaxebda xelSi da RameSi naperwklebis

foierverki SemaSfoTeblad ifanteboda.

_ aq raRac moxda? ra? Sen, rogorc sTqvi micani: ra

moxda? ratom wavida anastasia?

_ me Tavadac msurs movyve... _ moguduli xmiT mipa-

suxa aleqsandrem, _ vinmes movuyve, vinc gaigebs. ar vici

saidan daviwyo, gasagebi rom iyos da, rom Tavadac gaverkve...

_ Cveulebrivad momiyevi, rogorc ici.

_ Cveulebrivad? marTlac rom yvelaferi sru li ad

Cveulebrivi da martivia. magram es simartive Tavzar-

damcemia. Senc, mSvidad momismine, Tu SegiZlia, _ ar Semaw-

yvetino.

_ me arc gawyvetineb. Sen ki arsebiTad moyevi. nu

aWianureb.

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daupatiJebeli stumrebi

aleqsandrem mSvidad, cimbirulad daiwyo saubari, Tum-

ca, axalgazrda, magram gaWaRaravebuli cimbirelis xmaSi,

mainc igrZnoboda Sinagani mRelvareba.

_ roca Seni wigni `anastasia~ wavikiTxe, moskovis

universitetis aspiranti viyavi. gatacebuli viyavi filo-

sofiiTa da fsiqologiiT. vswavlobdi aRmosavleTis re-

ligiebs. da ai, uceb anastasia!.. ara sadRac dasakargavSi,

aramed aqve, Cemi saxlis gverdiT, cimbirSi, sadac davibade.

didi Zala, logika da azri vigrZeni mis sityvebSi. raRac

mSobliuri vigrZeni, raRac mniSvnelovani. am uCveulo

SegrZnebis winaSe gafermkrTalda Soreuli moZRvrebebi.

mivatove yelaferi da Sin davbrundi. TiTqos sibnelidan

sinaTlisken viswrafodi. anastasias naxva, masTan saubari

mominda. Sin davbrundi da Sens wignSi aRwerili adgilis

mixedviT egoriCTan erTad daviwye adgilis Zebna. me da

egoriCma gamovTvaleT igi. drodadro, sxvebic cdilobdnen

anastasiasTan Sexvedras. gvekiTxebodnen im adgilis Ses-

axeb. magram Cven iq vinme, arasodes migviyvania. adgilobriv

mosaxleobas mixvedriloba eyo da stimuls ar aZlevdnen

momlocvelebs. magram erTxelac Cven, ufro sworad ki me,

egoriCis gareSe im adgilas mTeli jgufi miviyvane.

_ ratom gaakeTe es?

_ maSin megona, rom sworad viqceodi, sikeTisTvis. isi-

ni eqvsni iyvnen. ori didi swavluli iyo da yvelafridan

Canda maTi didi SesaZleblobebi. an ki maT ukan vinc idga

da vinc isini gamogzavna, maT hqondaT didi SesaZleblo-

bebi. danarCeni oTxi, dacva iyo. dacva pistoletebiT iyo

SeiaraRebuli. Tumca arsenalSi sxva iaraRic hqondT, maT

Soris raciebi. me gamcileblad mimiwvies. davTanxmdi. fu-

lis gamo ara. Tavidan maTTan bevri visaubre. ar malavd-

nen rom eqspediciis mizani anastasiasTan Sexvedra iyo.

maT xelmZRvanels, WaRara, saTno kacs, boris moiseeviCs,

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esmoda, rom anastasias, marto erTs, mecnierebisTvis metis

gakeTeba SeeZlo, vidre erTad aRebul mraval samecniero

instituts.

maT undodaT anastasia taigidan gamoeyvanaT, misTvis

nakrZalSi SeeqmnaT cxovrebis pirobebi, mieCinaT dacva.

boris moiseeviCi ambobda:

_ amas Cven Tu ar gavakeTebT, maSin sxvebi gaakeTeben.

SeuZlebelia rom yvelaferi moxdes. anastasia araCveu-

lebrivi movlenaa. Cven valdebulni varT gavufrTxildeT

da SeviswavloT igi.

boris moiseeviCis TanaSemwes, stanislavs, axalgazrda

inteligent adamians, marTalia dauswreblad, magram mainc

uyvarda anastaia. imaT daskvnebs me daveTanxme. iqiraves

kooperativis mflobelebisagan momcro Tbomavali. Tboma-

valze manqaniT moitanes saaviacio sawvavi. roca Cven ad-

gilze mivediT, maT napiris SemaRlebul adgilze karvebi

dadges da raciiT gamoiZaxes Sveulmfreni.

Sveulmfreni aRWurvili iyo aerofoto gadaRebiT,

aparaturiT, videokameriT, da kidev raRac uCveulo mowy-

obilobiT. Sveulmfreni yovel dRe, taigis Tavze dabal

simaRleze dafrinavda da yovel kuTxe kunWuls firze

asaxavda.

orive mecnieri gadaRebul masalas yoveldRe naxu-

lobda. zogjer TviTonac mifrinavdnen saintereso ad-

gilis sanaxavad. isini anastasias mdelos eZebdnen, sadac

daSveba igegmeboda. me warmovidgine, vertmfreni anasta-

sias mdeloze rogori gruxuniT daeSveboda da rogor

daafrTxobda iq yovelive cocxals. gamaxsenda anastasias

patara Svili da gavifiqre, rom mogugune Sveulmfrens

isic SeiZleboda SeeSinebia. amitom mecnierebs SevTavaze

aRmoCenis SemTxvevaSi, vertmfreni ar daesvaT mdeloze.

aramed gadaeRoT, Semdeg SeedginaT mdelosTan misasvleli

gzebis ruka da fexiT wasuliyvnen anastasias mindvrisken,

magram stanislavma amixsna, rom boris moiseeviCs taiga-

Si aseTi grZeli manZilis fexiT gavla gauWirdeboda.

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stanislavic iziarebda Cems SiSs taigis binadarTa simS-

vidis darRvevis Sesaxeb, magram marwmunebda, rom boris

moiseeviCs SeuZlia anastasiac da bavSvic nel-nela daamS-

vidos. meoTxe dResaa rom yvelaferi moxda.

_ ra moxda?

_ roca vertmfrenidan morigi videofotogadaReba

mimdinareobda, Cven ki raRac sxva saqmeebiT viyaviT dakave-

bulni, dacvis erT-erTma TanamSromelma SeniSna, rom Cvens

banaks taigis mxridan martoxela qalis figura uaxlov-

deboda. man amis Sesaxeb boris moiseeviCs acnoba. male,

mTeli banaki Seacqerda moaxloebul qals. mas msubuqi

kofTa da grZeli qvedatani ecva, Tavze, Sarfi ise hqonda

moxveuli, rom Sublsa da yels ufaravda. Cven jgufad

videqiT. win boris moiseeviCi da stanislavi idgnen. qali

movida. arc SiSi etyoboda, arc uxerxuloba. Tvalebi...

misi araCveulebrivi, keTili Tvalebi, alersiT gvicqerda.

misi mzerisgan siTbos vgrZnobdiT. meCveneboda, rom igi

yvelas erTad ki ar gvxedavda, aramed TiToeuls cal-cal-

ke. raRac gaugebari mRelvareba dagveufla. TiTqos yvel-

aferi dagvaviwyda, TiToeuli Cvengani am araCveulebrivi

Tvalebis siTboTi ivseboda da netarebda. misTvis aravis

SeuTavazebia, ubralod Camomjdariyo da daesvena.

da pirvelmac man daiwyo saubari. mSvidi da uCveu-

lod keTili xmiT warmosTqva:

_ mSvidobiani dRe gqondeT, adamianebo!

Cven ki vdgavarT da vdumvarT. bolos boris moisee-

viCma Cvens Soris pirvelma daiwyo masTan saubari:

_ gamarjoba! _ miesalma igi yvelas magivrad, _

gviTxariT, geTayva, vina xarT?

_ me anastasia mqvia. TqvenTan TxovniT movedi. gamoix-

meT, Tu SeiZleba, vertmfreni ukan. is arakeTilsasurvelia

am adgilebisTvis. Tqven me meZebT. ai, mec aq var. me yvela

Tqvens kiTxvaze gipasuxebT, razec ki SemiZlia pasuxi.

_ diax, ra Tqma unda, Cven geZebdiT Tqven. gmadlobT,

rom Tavadve moxvediT. amiTi bevri problema mogvarda,

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_ Tqva boris moiseeviCma. man anastasias dajdoma isev

ar SesTavaza, Tumca, idga karavTan, magida da gasaSleli

savarZlebi, arc gverdze gaixmo salaparakod. etyoba ana-

stasias moulodnelma gamoCenam igi daabnia. maSinve dai-

wyo laparaki Cveni aq Camosvlis mizanze. _ diax, Zalian

kargia... rom Tqven Tavad moxvediT CvenTan, kacma rom

Tqvas Cvenc aq, Tqvens gamo CamovediT. Tqven nu iRelvebT,

Sveulmfrens axlave ukan davabrunebT.

boris moiseeviCma ubrZana dacvis ufross, raTa raci-

iT dakavSireboda Sveulmfrenis ufross da igi banakSi

dabrunebuliyo. misi gankarguleba dauyovnebliv Sesrul-

da. Semdeg igi miubrunda anastasias da ukve SedarebiT

mSvidad, damajereblad mimarTa mas:

_ anastasia, Sveulmfreni axlave mofrindeba. Cvens

TanamSromlebTan erTad Tqvenc CajdebiT masSi. aCvenebT

maT mindors, sadac SvilTan erTad cxovrobT. sadac mi-

uTiTebT, Sveulmfreni iq dajdeba da wamoiyvanT Tqvens

Svils. orives ki moskovTan axlos nakrZalSi gada-

giyvanT. yvelafers ise movawyobT, rogorc Tqven ity-

viT. asea saWiro. iq aravin ar SegawuxebT. geyolebaT

mudmivi dacva. mxolod, xandaxan, TqvenTvis mosaxerxebel

dros, Segxvdebian mecnierebi. isini sakmaod momzadebu-

li adamianebi arian. TqvenTvis saintereso iqneba maTTan

urTierToba. maTTvisac saintereso iqneba, zogierTi bu-

nebrivi da socialuri movlenis Tqveneuli ganmarteba,

Tqveni filosofia. Tu isurvebT, geyolebaT Rirseuli

TanaSemwe, kaci, romelic mudam Tqvens gverdiT iqneba, vinc

usityvod gagigebT. miuxedavad axalgazrduli asakisa, igi

seriozuli, niWieri mecnieria, miT umetes rom mas ukve

dauswreblad uyvarxarT. da Tqven, rogorc me vfiqrob,

erTmaneTis Sesaferisebi xarT da SegeZloT kargi, bednie-

ri wyvili gamxdariyaviT. igi, Tqveni Rirsia ara marto

Tavisi ganswavlulobiT, aramed Tavisi cxovrebis wesiTac.

igi aq aris. _ boris moiseeviCi mibrunda stanislavisken,

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TavisTan mouxmo. _ modi stanislav, ra mogivida, warud-

gine Tavi...

stanislavi movida, dadga anastasias win, cota uxerx-

ulad grZnobda Tavs.

_ mokled boris moiseeviCma Tqvens ukiTxavad pirda-

pir jvari damwera. anastasia, es SeiZleba TqvenTvis mou-

lodneli iyos, magram me marTlac mzad var xeli gT-

xovoT. mzad var viSvilo Tqveni vaJi da movepyra mas

ise rogorc sakuTar Svils. mzad var bevri problemis

mogvarebaSi dagexmaroT, gTxovT miguloT da mimsaxuroT

rogorc Tqveni megobari.

stanislavma anastasias winaSe eleganturad daxara

Tavi, aiRo misi xeli da eambora. is eleganturi da la-

mazi iyo. anastasias rom sxvagvari samosi scmoda, maTgan

marTlac mSvenieri da Rirseuli Sesaxedaobis wyvili

iqneboda. anastasiam stanislavs alersianad da seriozu-

lad upasuxa:

_ gmadlobT, Cemdami aseTi keTili damokidebulebisad-

mi... gmadlobT rom CemTvis ase wuxdebiT, _ da daumata: _

Tu ki Tqven danamdvilebiT sakmaod Zlierad grZnobT Tavs,

imisaTvis raTa mimarTuleba misceT Tqvens siyvaruls, ga-

xadoT sxva adamianis cxovreba ufro metad bednieri

da savse, maSin gaixseneT, _ SesaZloa, Tqvens irgvliv

myof adamianebs Soris, nacnob qalebs Soris, aris Tavisi

cxovrebiT ukmayofilo, raRaciT ubeduri qali, miaqcieT

mas yuradReba, SeiyvareT da gaxadeT igi bednieri.

_ magram me msurs Tqven miyvardeT, anastasia.

_ me sxva adamianiT var bednieri. nu daxarjavT Cemze,

Tqvens Zalisxmevas. arian qalebi, romelTac ufro sWir-

debiT.

boris moiseeviCma gadawyvita daxmareboda dadumebul

stanislavs:

_ es is sxvaa, visTanac Sexvedra mogiwiaT, anastasia?

Tqven albaT vladimiri gyavT mxedvelobaSi. is Cveni sa-

zo ga doebis arc Tu maincdamainc saukeTeso egzemplaria.

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_ msgavsi Sefasebebi Tqveni mxridan ver Secvlian Cems

grZnobebs. me, grZnobebis marTvis Zala ar Semwevs.

_ magram, Tqven raRa maincdamainc vladimirs SexvdiT.

adamians, romelic Sors aris sulierebisgan, mecniere-

bisgan, ubralod cxovrebis normaluri wesisganac ki. is

xom erTi Cveulebrivi mewarmea. ratom maincadamainc igi

SeiyvareT?...

_ raRac momentSi me mivxvdi _ ganagrZo aleqsandrem,

_ rogorc Cans boris moiseeviCs, stanislavs da maTTan

erTad Camosul jgufs mkafiod Camoyalibebuli mizani

hqondaT _ anastasia waeyvanaT nebismieri xerxiT, SeepyroT

da gamoeyenebiaT igi mxolod, sakuTari interesebisaTvis,

misi nebis sawinaaRmdegod. ara aqvs mniSvneloba, es visi

idea iyo, _ maTive sakuTari Tu viRac maTze maRla mdgo-

mis brZaneba. isini ecdebian Canafiqris ganxorcielebas da

veraviTari, yvelaze safuZvliani mosazrebac ki, ver SeaCe-

rebT. SesaZloa anastasias es esmoda. rasakvirvelia, ar

SeiZleba mas ar scodnoda, ar egrZno, maTi ganzraxva. da

mainc, anastasia, mis win mdgom mamakacebis mTel am jgufs,

bolomde ise eqceoda, rogorc keTil, axlobel adamianebs.

igi gulwrfelad da gaxsnilad gvelaparakeboda Tavis

yvela idumal, farul grZnobebze da es misi damokidebu-

leba, gulwrfeloba boWavda, ufro sworad, aWianurebda

maT Zaladobas. man ise dasabuTebulad gaabaTila boris

moiseeviCisa da stanislavis mcdelobebi gaenelebinaT

Sendami misi damokidebuleba rom maTi mxdiran am Temaze

msjeloba uazro gaxda.

amboben, Seyvarebuli qali, masSi vinc uyvars, mxolod

kargs xedavs, rac ar unda gaakeTos man da vinc ar unda

iyos igi sinamdvileSi. magram misi argumentebi sxvagvari

iyo. roca anastasias gamoCenis gamo pirvelma aRelvebam

gamiara, me SevZeli Cumad CamerTo diqtofoni. mogvianebiT

xSirad vismendi da vaanalizebdi anastasias naTqvams. me

yvelaferi maxsovs da es “yvelaferi” Tavdayira ayenebs

mTels cnobierebas.

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_ ra ayenebs yiraze cnobierebas? _ me mainteresebda,

ras fiqrobda anastasia Cemze.

aleqsandrem ganagrZo:

_ CemTvis aseTi kiTxvis dasma uazrobaa. Seyvarebul-

Tagan veravin ver SesZlebs axsnas, ratom uyvars saxel-

dobr is, vinc uyvars. yoveli gamijnurebuli qalisTvis

am qveyanaze, yvelaze kargi da mniSvnelovani, mxolod misi

rCeulia. CemTvisac Cemi Seyvarebuli yvelaze ukeTesia.

_ da mainc, Tqven, anastasia, ver uaryofT Tqveni arCe-

vanis absurdulobas, dae SemTxveviT momxdars, magram mainc

absurduls. Tqveni nebisyofa, niWi, analizis unari unda

dagexmaroT, Tavdapirveli aRtkinebis dacxromaSi, gagage-

binoT am kacis sxvebTan SedarebiT sruli ugergiloba.

amazec ifiqreT.

_ fiqrebi swored sawinaaRmdegos meubneba. mocemul

SemTxvevaSi maTze drois xarjva fuWia. isini mxolod

aZliereben momxdaris idumal aucileblobas. yvelaferis

miReba saWiroa ise, rogorc aris.

_ miiRo uazroba? paradoqsia?

_ yvelaferi es mxolod erTi SexedviT gamoiyureba

ase. Tqven moskovidan grZeli gza gamoiareT. gaWirvebiT

moaRwieT am sanapiromde. mekiTxebiT Cems siyvarulze da

arc ki fiqrobT, rom paradoqsi swored es aris. didi

sicxade am siyvarulTan mimarTebaSi Seitana swored im

movlenebma, rac moskovSi moxda. TqvenTis ukeTesi iqnebo-

da amaze iq gefiqraT. amisaTvis saWiro ar iyo ase Sors

Camosvla.

_ ra ambebi moxda moskovSi?

_ garegnulad isini martivia, magram mxolod garegnu-

lad. vladimiri, rogorc Tqven ambobT, ubralo da arafriT

gamorCeuli, uzneo kacia, magram CemTan Sexvedris Semdeg

man miatova yvelaferi, Cavida cimbiridan moskovSi. igi iq

Cavida, raTa CemTvis mocemuli sityva Seesrulebina. mas

undoda keTil, patiosan mewarmeTa sazogadoeba daearsebi-

na. fuli ukve aRar hqonda, magram mainc moqmedebda.

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moskovSi, misamarTze: tokmakovis Sesaxvevi, nomeri

ToTxmeti, dgas orsarTuliani Senoba. iq adre mewarmeTa

pirveli gaerTianebis damaarsebeli adamianebi muSaobd-

nen. mogvianebiT gaerTianebis liderebi wavid-wamovidnen.

gaerTianeba nel-nela wyvetda saqmianobas.

vladimiri Sevida am SenobaSi da mis dacarielebul

did da patara kabinetebSi muSaoba gamococxlda. is iq

werda sxvadasxva werilebs, mimarTavda mewarmeebs. gam-

Teniidan gvian Ramemde ar gamodioda kabinetidan. xSi-

rad RamiT, dasaZinebladac iqve rCeboda. masTan midiodnen,

gamoCndnen adamianebi, romlebic exmarebodnen. daujeres

mas da isic irwmunes, rasac igi akeTebda. me vTxove mas

amis Sesaxeb, roca is Cems mindorze imyofeboda. me avux-

seni vldimirs, Tu ramdenad mniSvnelovania es.

me avuge da Camovuyalibe mas moqmedebis gegma. miznis

miRweva SesaZlebeli iyo Cems ocnebaSi agebuli gegmis

Tanmimdevruli ganxorcielebiT. jer, Tavdapirvelad saWi-

ro iyo wignis dawera. misi meSveobiT mravali ramis axsna

da informaciis gavrceleba SeiZleba. wigns unda epovna,

gaeerTianebina sufTa zraxvebis mqone mewarmeebi. miecaT

misTvis saxsrebi am gegmis gansaxorcieleblad.

magram vladimiri yvelafers ise akeTebda, rogorc

TviTon esmoda da sworad miiCnevda. igi TiTqmis saerTod

ar migonebda me. igi mixvda Canafiqris mniSvnelovnebas da

amiT cxovrobda. igi Tavisi gziT midioda, daarRvia ra

Tanamimdevruloba.

amitomac gaxda miznis miRweva SeuZlebeli. magram man

es ar icoda da warmoudgeneli SeupovrobiTa da gamom-

goneblobiT moqmedebda. mas exmarebodnen sxva adamianebi,

vinc daijera da irwmuna idea. nel-nela izrdeboda mewar-

meTa axali gaerTianebis morCi. es gasaocari iyo, magram

mas mainc gamouvida cota ram. isini ikribebodnen erTad.

eseni iyvnen SedarebiT sufTa zraxvebis mqone mewarmeebi.

maTi misamarTebis sia arsebobs, SegiZliaT darwmundeT.

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_ Cven wavikiTxeT es sia. igi gamoqveynda wignis pir-

vel gamocemaSi. magram me imedi unda gagicruoT, anasta-

sia. siaSi miTiTebuli iyo iseTi sawarmoebic, rogoric

magaliTad “kristali”-a _ spirtiani sasmelebis qarxa-

na moskovSi, romlis produqciac sulier miswrafebebTan

SeuTavsebelia.

_ qveyanaze yvelaferi SefardebiTia da “kristalic”

iqneb sxvebTan SedarebiT yvelaze cudi ar aris. miT ume-

tes, roca saubaria zraxvebze, romelTac yvelafris Secv-

lis unari aqvT. dRevandeli dRis materia _ guSindel

zraxvaTa nayofia.

_ SemiZlia Tqvens naTqvams daveTanxmo, magram Tqvenma

vladimirma ver SeZlo im mewarmeTa gaerTianebis organi-

zeba, visac sufTa zraxvebi hqonda. garwmunebT anastasia,

Tqven arCevani Sesafer adamianze ar gaakeTeT.

_ daarRvia ra vladimirma movlenaTa winaswar agebu-

li da Camoyalibebuli sqema, mas ukve ar SeeZlo miznamde

misuliyo. mas elementaruli SesaZlebloba da saxsrebi

ar hqonda, moskovis gareT mainc rom gaevrcelebina in-

formacia. arakeTilsasurveli mdgomareoba Seiqmna. man

muSaobis gasagrZeleblad saWiro kabinetebi, kavSirgabmu-

lobis saSualebebi da Ramis gasaTevi dakarga. man datova

Senoba romelic moskovSi, tukmakovis SesaxvevSia. datova

moskovelTa mcire jgufTan erTad, romelic exmareboda,

darCa saxsrebisa da saarsebo saSualebebis gareSe. mas

ar hqonda Tavis TanaSemweTa muSaobis asanazRaurebeli

saxsrebi, sacxovrebeli bina da zamTris tansacmelic ki.

miatova ojaxi da ojaxmac miatova igi. da iciT, raze

saubreboda igi moroznois quCaze, metrosken mimaval Ta-

namoazre moskovelTa mcire jgufTan? is maTTan erTad

ganixilavda, yvelaferi Tavidan rogor daewyo. igi aseT

mdgomareobaSic ki, gegmebs awyobda, cdilobda raRac gae-

keTebina. igi mewarmea. isini, moskovelebi, mihyvebodnen, us-

mendnen da sjerodaT misi. maT igi uyvardaT.

_ neba momeciT gkiTxoT, risTvis uyvardaT?

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_ midiT, maT hkiTxeT, im moskovelebs, risTvis uyvar-

daT, an ra naxes vldimirSi. midiT im SenobaSi tukmakovis

quCaze da Senobis dacvas hkiTxeT, ratom mihqondaT maT

Tavisi morigeobis dros sxvadasxvagvari qilebiT sakvebi,

raTa vaxSami miewodebiaT. cdilobdnen es ise moegvarebi-

naT, rom vladimirs guli ar stkenoda. dacvis TanamSrom-

lebi mis daqvemdebarebaSi ar iyvnen da mainc, miuxedavad

amisa, isini Sin, misTvis amzadebdnen wvnianebs, borSCs da

mihqondaT masTan, rom mcire ram ojaxSi damzadebuli

cota ram mainc eWama. maT uyvardaT igi. ratom?

roca iq mixvalT, daelaparakeT lamaz qals, yofil

msaxiobs, romelic im SenobaSi mdivnad muSaobda. man mTa-

vari roli Seasrula filmSi “ekliani gziT varskvlave-

bisaken”. filmSi man ucxoplaneteli keTili qaliSilis

roli iTamaSa. Zalian kargad iTamaSa. Zalian karg filmSi,

romelic mogviwodebda, gavufrTxildeT da gviyvardes de-

damiwa. es qali, amave SenobaSi, magram sxva firmaSi muSaob-

da. hkiTxeT mas, ratom cdilobda sxvebisTvis SeumCnevlad

daxmareboda vladimirs da exmareboda kidec. igi vladi-

miris mdivani ar iyo, magram exmareboda mas. hkiTxeT mas,

ratom cdilobda mietana CemTvis sayvareli adamianisTvis

yava an Cai sadilad? am yvelafers ise axerxebda, TiTqos

firma amaragebda mas SaqriT, namcxvrebiT, CaiT. sinamdvi-

leSi qalbatons yvelaferi Tavis saxlidan mohqonda. igi

ar iyo mdidari. mas uyvarda vladimri. ratom?

is ki, vladimiri, Zalebs mainc kargavda da kvdeboda.

mas eleoda fizikuri Zala. magram sikvdilis wina mdgoma-

reobaSic ki, miznis miRwevas cdilobda. diax, igi mewarmea

da Zlieri suli aqvs.

_ anastasia, Tqven alegoriebiT laparakobT. ras niS-

navs sityvebi “mainc kvdeboda”. es gadataniTi mniSvnelo-

biTaa?

_ ara, es pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT. ramdenime dRe, mos-

kovSi misi sxeuli TiTqmis mkvdari iyo. Cveulebriv, aseT

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mdgomareobaSi adamianebi, gaunZrevlad wvanan. igi ki dadi-

oda da moqmedebda.

_ SesaZloa Tqveni wyalobiT iyo ase, anastasia?

_ mTeli im ormocdaori saaTis ganmavlobaSi me erTi

wamiTac, Tvalis erTi daxamxamebiTac ki ar Semiwyvetia

Cemi sxiviT misi gaTboba. magram es ar iyo sakmarisi. Cemi

sxivi ver SesZlebdaa sicocxlis SenarCunebas sxeul-

Si, sadac suli sustdeboda. magram vladimiris sulic

ibrZoda. Tavis swrafvebSi suli momdgar sikvdils ver

amCnevda. igi sxivs daexmara. Semdeg, Cemi sxivis dasaxma-

reblad sxvebic gamoCndnen. sruliad, sruliad sustni da

gaucnobierebelni magram isini iyvnen. es imaTi sxivebia,

vinc gars exvia vladimirs moskovSi da uyvardaT igi.

TiTqmis mkvdari misi sxeuli, nel-nela sicocxliT iv-

seboda. gulwrfeli siyvarulis winaSe, Tuki igi sakmari-

sadaa, sikvdili ukan ixevs. siyvarulSia _ adamianis ukvda-

veba, unaris mqoneSi, sakuTar TavSi aRanTos siyvaruli.

_ mkvdar sxeuls siaruli ar SeuZlia. Tqven isev

qaragmulad, aramecnierulad laparakobT.

_ adamianuri kriteriumebis mecnierebas yovelTvis

droebiTi xasiaTi aqvs. WeSmaritebebi, ara mxolod dRevan-

deli dRisTvis arian.

_ aba maS, dRevandelma mecnierebma rogorRa unda

dairwmunon Tavi? CvenTvis aucilebelia miukerZoebeli

xelsawyoebis maCveneblebi.

_ kargi. kurskis vagzali. iq metroSi dgas fotoav-

tomati. erTxel, swored im dReebSi saSvisaTvis feradi,

patara fotosuraTi gadaiRo. es fotosuraTi am misa-

marTze SesaZloa jer kidev darCa. leninis prospeqti,

ormocdaori. daakvirdiTYam fotos yuradRebiT da Tqven

naxavT mkvdari sxeulis yvela niSans. avtomatma, saxeze

gvamuri laqebic ki daafiqsira. magram TvalebSi SeamCnevT

sicocxlesac, brZolis Jinsac.

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_ da mainc, mxolod Tqven SegeZloT misi Svela, ana-

stasia. miTxariT, saxeldobr misTvis ratom xarjavdiT

amden Zalisxmevas, ratom?

_ mxolod me ar var misi gadarCenis monawile. hkiT-

xeT im sam moskovel students, ratom dauqiraves sakuTari

fuliT oTaxi mas? rodesac igi, bolosa da bolos mixvda

da wignis wera daiwyo, studentebi, sadac mouxdebodaT,

sesiis drosac ki, muSaobdnen, Ram-RamobiT SehqondaT Ta-

vis kompiuterebSi, vladimiris dawerili teqsti, ratom?

Tqven SegiZliaT am kiTxviT mraval moskovels mimarToT,

vinc mZime wamebSi mis gverdiT iyo. saidumlos amoxsna

maTSia da ara CemSi. ratom marto moskovi, adamianebi

ufrTxildebodnen mas, exmarebodnen da sjerodaT misi?

es moskovia, aseve, wigns rom swerda. me aRfrTovane-

buli var am qalaqiT! Seviyvare kidec igi. araviTar rki-

nis moTuxTuxe manqanebs, Wkuidan SemSlel kataklizmebs,

teqnokratuli samyaros mier CamoyalibebulT arasdros

ar SeuZliaT waSalon qalaqSi mcxovreb adamianTa su-

lebSi sikeTisa da siyvarulis aRqma. am qalaqis uamravi

adamiani eswrafvis keTil, naTel siyvaruls. meqanizmebis

Rmuilsa da fusfusSi isini grZnoben mis udides Zalasa

da madls.

_ magram anastasia, imas rasac Tqven ambobT, marTlac

warmoudgenelia da sulis SemZvreli. es ar SeiZleboda

TavisTavad momxdariyo. es erTxel kidev adasturebs Tqvens

gaugonar unar-niWs, im sxivis arnaxul SesaZleblobebs,

rasac Tqven flobT. Tqven aSkarad unaTebdiT sxiviT vla-

dimirTan kontaqtSi myof moskovelebs. Tqven xom ver ua-

ryofT, rom unaTebdiT? da yvela saswauls Tqven qmnidiT.

_ siyvaruli qmnida saswaulebs. xolo Cemi sxiviT

marTla frTxilad vexebodi yvelas, visac urTierToba

hqonda vladimirTan. magram me sul odnav gavaZliere

ukve maTSive arsebuli sikeTis, siyvarulis, naTelisad-

mi ltolvis grZnobebi. mxolod is gavaZliere rac ma-

TSi iyo. wignic moskovis mier iqna gamocemuli. pirveli

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tiraJi mcire iyo, wignic Txeli. magram adamianebi mas

yidulobdnen. igi swrafad vrceldeboda. vladimirs ar

daumaxinjebia taigaSi momxdari movlenebi. man patiosnad

aRwera aq gancdili SegrZnebebi. bevri mkiTxvelis Tval-

Si Wkvianad da kargad me, xolo vladimiri _ briyvad

da gonebaSezRudul adamianad gamoiyureboda. adamianebi

romlebic TavianT saxlebSi imyofebodnen gadmocemulis

kiTxvisas ar iTvaliswinebdnen, rom vladimiri cimbiris

miyruebul taigaSi CemTan pirispir imyofeboda marto

erTi-erTze. misTvis maSin yvelaferi Zalze uCveulo iyo.

isic ucnobia sxva vin SesZlebda ase Sors Sesuliyo

taigaSi yovelgvari aRWurvilobis gareSe. da rogor moi-

qceoda igi, is rom enaxa, rac vladimirma naxa. man patios-

nad aRwera movlenebi. bevrisTvis ki amis gamo uWkuod

warmoCinda. ai Tqvenc mekiTxebiT: ratom maincdamainc igi?

da mec, ratom miyvars aseigi?

roca wigni iwereboda, vladimiri ukve bevr rames

sxvagarad iazrebda. is yvelafers Zalian swrafad imec-

nebs. maT visac masTan uxdeboda saubari, ar SeiZleba, es

ar SeemCniaT. magram vladimiri ar eswrafvoda sakuTari

Tavisa da warsulis Selamazebas.

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samyaros notebi

Senze, anastasia siTboTi laparakobda _ ganagrZo

aleqsandrem, _ man yvelaferi icoda adamianebsa da movle-

nebze. igi ambobda: vladimiris dawerili wignis pirveli,

jer kidev mcire tiraJi moskovSi gamovida da maSinve

daimsaxura aRfrTovanebuli gamoxmaurebebi, leqsebi, nax-

atebi, simRerebi.

gulwrfeli gadmocemis wyalobiT wignSi Semonaxul

iqna samyaroSi Cems mier moZebnili SeTanawyobebi da sim-

boloebi. ai, esenia rom, iwvevdnen adamianebSi araveulebriv,

keTilismyofel, yovlisganmkurnebel grZnobebs”.

anastasias am sityvebze boris moiseeviCi awrialda,

uceb karvis win mdgom magidasTan dajda. me davinaxe:

is Seecada SeumCnevlad, CaerTo diqtofoni. rogorC Cans

raRac mniSvnelovan informaciaze gamodevnebuli, garSemo

myofT saerTod aRar aqcevda yuradRebas. man arc ki

SesTavaza anastasias, raTa damjdariyo. mxolod imaze

fiqrobda, rogorme, rac SeiZleba swrafad da rac SeiZle-

ba meti informacia mieRo misgan. Relavda, WaRara mecn-

ieri SekiTxvebs aZlevda:

_... msoflios sxvadasxva qveynebis mecnierebi Zvi-

radRirebuli specialuri xelsawyoebiT cdiloben sam-

yaros uCveulo xmebi daiWiron. isini arseboben. mec-

nierebisTvis es cnobilia. SesaZloa, jerjerobiT ara

yvelaferi, mxolod zogierTi maTgani. SesaZloa memil-

iardedi nawili. rogori xelsawyoTi iWerT Tqven maT,

anastasia? romeli xelsawyoTia SesaZlebeli im xmebis

SerCeva, romlebsac SeuZliaT mizanmimarTulad imoqmedon

adamianis fsiqikaze?

_ aseTi xelsawyo didi xania arsebobs. misi saxelia

_ adamianTa suli. sulis ganwyoba da sisufTave Rebu-

lobs an ukuagdebs bgerebs...

_ maS ase. keTili. maS ase. davuSvaT. Tqven SesZeliT.

SesZeliT samyaros miliardi bgeridan saukeTeso bgerebi

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mogenaxaT da SegerCiaT, amasTan kidev maTi SeTanawyobebic.

magram bgera SesaZloa mxolod xelsawyos, daxmarebiT

warmoqmna gansazRvruli musikaluri instrumentiT. ra

SuaSia aq wigni? mas xom JReradoba ar SeuZlia?

_ diax, wigni ar JRers. igi sanoto furceliviT

emsaxureba. wamkiTxveli, Sinaganad, wakiTxul bgerebs

uneburad warmoTqvams. amgvarad, teqstSi Cafluli

bgeraTa SeTanawyoba, sulSi daumaxinjeblad, pirvelqmnili

saxiT JRers. zustad maTaa rom moaqvT WeSmaritebac

da gankurnebac. suls STagonebiT avseben. xelovnur

instruments ar ZaluZs sulSi aJRerebulis gadmocema.

_ ra saxiT Semoinaxa vladimirma yvela Tqveni niSnebi,

roca amis Sesaxeb TviTonac araferi icoda.

_ me vladimiris metyvelebiTi mimoqcevebi Sevicani. da

CemTvis winaswar iyo cnobili: movlenebs, mosmenilis arss

vladimiri ar daamaxinjebda, is ki ara da Tavis Tavsac

iseTad warmoadgens, rogoric aris. magram SeTanawyobaTa

niSnebi yvela ar gadmoucia mas. misTvis saWiro iyo, wera

gaegrZelebina. man xom mxolod mcire nawili Camoayaliba

imisa, rac icoda, risi gacnobierebac SesZlo, roca wera

daiwyo. mas wera unda gaergZelebina. masTan ukve didebac

iwyebda Sexebas. arnaxuli dideba, kidev cota Zalisxmevac

da mewarmeebis gaerTianeba iqneboda organizebuli. da

moulodnelad vladimirma Cemi ocnebis mier gauTval-

iswinebeli nabiji gadadga. man, mis irgvliv Semokrebil

moskovelebs ukve qira gadaxdili moskovis bina dautova,

dautova SesaZlebloba mkiTxvelTa komplimentebi maT mi-

eRoT, dajda matarebelSi da moskovidan gaemgzavra.

_ ratom gaakeTa man es?

_ mas yovelTvis undoda Cemgan mosmenilis mtkicebu-

leba moeZebna. mecnierebis mier damtkicebuli, sxvadasxva

sagnebis utyuari arseboba, romelTa Sesaxebac me vlapa-

rakobdi. Sexeboda maT. amitomac gadawyvita man wera ar

gaegrZelebina. da gaemgzavra kavkasiaSi. vladimiri gaemg-

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zavra moskovidan, raTa Tavisi TvaliT exila kavkasiis

mTebSi dolmenebi _ Zveli nagebobebi, sadac, aTi aTasi

wlis winaT, cocxali adamianebi Sediodnen sikvdilTan

Sesaxvedrad. amis Sesaxeb me vuyvebodi mas. me imazec vuy-

vebodi, Tu dRes mcxovrebTaTvis rogori mniSvnelovani

funqcionaluri daniSnuleba aqvs am dolmenebs.

vladimiri Cavida qalaqSi, romelsac gelenjiki hqvia.

krasnodaris, novorosiiskisa da gelenjikis muzeumebSi,

masalebi Seagrova dolmenebis Sesaxeb. Semdeg igi im mec-

nierebs, arqeologebs, mxareTmcodneebs xvdeboda, romlebic

sxvadasxva dolmenebs ikvlevdnen. masTan ufro meti in-

formacia aRmoCnda dolmenebze, vinem, calke aRebul mu-

zeumSi. ra Tqma unda, mec SeumCnevlad vcdilobdi davx-

marebodi mas. vladimirTan misuli adamianebis bageTagan

naTqvamis meSveobiT me, bevri axali informacia Cavde masSi,

raTa mas Sejerebis saSualeba hqonoda da Tavisi daskvne-

bi gaekeTebina. TumcaRa igi TviTonac moqmedebda swrafad

da mtkiced, mas Semdeg roca man mTeli mogrovili infor-

macia Seadara imas, rasac me vuyvebodi, roca arqeologebma

aCvenes gzisgan uaxloesi dolmeni da man Seityo, rom

sxva dolmenebic arsebobda magram isini daangries, radgan

adgilobrivi macxovreblebi ar aniWebdnen maT saTanado

mniSvnelovnebas. saerTodac isini maT naklebad ainte-

resebdaT. vladimirma gaakeTa is, rac SeiZleboda war-

moudgenlad mogCvenebodaT. sam TveSi man Secvala adgi-

lobrivi macxovreblebis damokidebuleba dolmenebisadmi.

maT daiwyes am ZeglebTan yvavilebiT misvla. gelenjikis

mxareTmcodne qalTa iniciativiTY Seiqmna sazogadoebrivi

gaerTianeba. Cems pativsacemad mas daarqves “anastasia”. am

gaerTianebam gaxsna skola eqskursiamZRolebisTvis, raTa

am ukanasknelT CamosulebisTvis dolmenebis Sesaxeb mo-

eTxroT, raTa maT daecvaT dolmenebi, mofrTxilebodnen

da ar daengriaT isini. amasTan, maT axali eqskursiebis

momzadeba daiwys, daarqves mas “eqskursiebi gonSi”.

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glenjikSi eqskursiamZRolebma daiwyes saubari pir-

velwyaroTa mniSvnelovnebaze da Semoqmedis diad qmnile-

bebze _ bunebaze.

_ anastasia, Tqven miiCnevT, rom es yvelaferi misi wy-

alobiT moxda? Tqveni roli aq ar aris?

_ me, mis gareSe ase bevris gakeTeba rom SemZleboda,

maSin adrec gavakeTebdi. me Zalian mindoda amis gakeTeba.

erT-erT im Soreul dolmenSi, im mTebSi, kvdeboda Cemi

winapari dedis nayofi - xorcSesxma...

_ magram rogor? rogor SeiZleba, rom erTma kacma,

jer kidev yvelasTvis ucnobma, ase mokle droSi Secvalos

adamianebis damokidebuleba? da SeZlos moqmedi gaerTia-

nebis organizeba? Tqven ambobT, rom samecniero masalebi,

sxvadasxva publikaciebi cnobili iyo adgilobrivi mc-

xovreblebisTvis, radgan amis Sesaxeb muzeumebSi icodnen.

magram isini adamianebs ar aRelvebdaT.

_ diax. cnobili iyo da ar aRelvebdaT.

_ maSin, saxeldobr mas ratom ujerebdnen? rogor

SesZlo man es? SeuZlebelia ase uceb Secvalo adamianTa

cnobiereba.

_ vladimirma es ar icoda. ar icoda, rom, SeuZlebe-

lia cnobierebis swrafad Secvla. da amitomacaa, rom igi

moqmedebda da cvlida kidec mas. gaemgzavreT Tqven, am

qalaqSi, hkiTxeT sxvadasxva adamianebs, romlebic am gaer-

TianebaSi Sevidnen. gaigebT, vladimirs warmatebam, rogor

da ratom gauRima.

me vxarobdi am qalaqSi momxdariT. gaerTianeba “ana-

stasia”... igi daTanxmda aseT saxelwodebas, roca mas amis

Sesaxeb hkiTxes. me CavTvale, rom Cemi gulisTvis gaakeTa.

me vifiqre, rom igi iwyebs Cems gagebas da Seyvarebas.

igi marTlac bevr rames mixvda, magram me ar Semiyvara.

ar Semiyvara imis gamo, rom me bevri Secdoma davuSvi da

Sevcode.

male, me momiwia gacnobiereba... mivxvdi, rom Cemi oc-

neba cxaddeba. da rom, adamianebi gadayvanilni iqnebian

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bnel ZalTa drois monakveTs miRma. da adamianebi iqnebian

bednierni! asruldeba me razec vocnebobdi, garda Cemdami

sapasuxo siyvarulisa. da es aris sazRauri Cems mier

Cadenili SecdomebisTvis, Cemi azr-fiqris arasrulyofi-

leba da zraxvebis arasakmarisad siwminde.

_ ki magram, ra moxda? ris gamo ifiqreT ase?

TumcaRa, yvelasTvis didi xania naTeli, rom igi uxe-

Si da gauTlelia. damerwmuneT anastasia, rogorc asakiT

ufrosi da rogorc ojaxis mama, geubnebiT, rom Tqveni

mSoblebic ar moiwonebdnen msgavs kavSirs.

_ Tu SeiZleba ar gindaT aseTi laparaki masze, vinc

CemTvis ase Zvirfasia. viRacas vladimiri uxeSi eCveneba,

magram me sxva ram vici.

_ mainc aseTi ra ici mis Sesaxeb? yvelasTvis cnobi-

lia, Tu rogori SeiZleba iyos mewarme, igi xom dRevande-

lobis tipiuri mewarmea, es yvelasTvis naTelia. anastasia,

Tqveni damokidebuleba vladimiris mimarT akviatebulia.

_ rogoric ar unda iyos, is Cemia. amasTan, Cemi mSobleb-

is Sexedulebis Sesaxebac Tqven arasworad ivaraudeT.

winapari dedis suli

erT diliT me mivxvdi... _ mSvidad Tqva anastasiam

da misi mzera TiTqos warsulSi Caeflo... _ im diliT,

vladimiri, saxlSi ar aRmoCnda, patara binaSi, romel-

sac igi droebiT qiraobda. me ki Cemi sxiviT misi Zebna

ver SevZeli. iwyeboda dRe, roca mravali saukunis winaT,

dolmenSi Cemi winapari deda kvdeboda. am dRes me yov-

elTvis vigoneb mas. vcdilob gavesaubro mas da isic

mesaubreba me. aseve, Tqvenc dadixarT sasaflaoze Tqvens

naTesavebTan xsovnis dRes, raTa ifiqroT maTze, gaesau-

broT. me amas mindvridan wausvlelad vakeTeb. Cemi sxivi

mexmareba Sor manZilze gavesaubro da davinaxo isini.

isinic grZnoben Cems sxivs. im dRes me, Cems winapar dedas

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vixsenebdi, rogorc yovelTvis, vcdilobdi, masTan gamo-

laparakebas, magram mis pasuxebs ver vgrZnobdi. sruliad

ver vgrZnobdi. igi ar reagirebda Cemze. aseTi ram, adre

arasodes momxdara. maSin, me sxiviT daviwye misi dol-

menis Zieba. vipovne. mTeli ZaliT davasxive mas. winapari

deda ar reagirebda. raRac moxda, CemTvis gamoucnobi. Cemi

winapari dedis suli dolmenSi ar imyofeboda.

_ anastasia, amixseniT, Tu SeiZleba, ra aris adamianis

suli, risgan Sesdgeba igi?

_ yvelaferi uxilavisgan, rac adamianSia, im midrekile-

bebis, SegrZnebebis CaTvliT, rac SeZenili aqvs xorcieli

arsebobis Jams.

_ suli flobs analogiurs, romelime cnobili ener-

giebidan?

_ diax. es energetikuli kompleqsia, Semdgari mravali

energiisgan. calkeuli adamianuri individumis xorcieli

arsebobis Sewyvetis Semdeg, zogierTi am kompleqsTa-

gani eqvemdebareba calkeul energiebad daSlas, SemdgomSi

gamoyenebads mcenareul, cxovelur SeerTebebSi, aucilebel

bunebriv gamovlinebebSi.

_ rogoria Zala? energetikuli potenciali kompleq-

sisa ganuyofeli energiebis?

_ yovel maTgans igi sxvadasxva aqvs, yvelaze susts

gravitaciuli energiis gadalaxvac ki ar SeuZlia. igi

SemdegSi, sul erTia, mainc daiSleba.

_ gravitaciulis? yvelaze susti... Tundac raimeSi

misi gamovlineba SesaZlebelia dainaxo? Seexo? igrZno?

_ rasakvirvelia. qarborbala, magaliTad.

_ qarborbala? qarborbala, xeebis fesvebianad

amomTxreli, gadambrunebeli... aba maSin, yvelaze Zlieri,

rogori energis mflobelia?

_ yvelaze Zlieris. es xom igia. me ar ZalmiZs bo-

lomde gavacnobiero misi energiis Zala.

_ maSin, vTqvaT, romelime saSualo?

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_ mraval saSualo sulis energiebis kompleqsSi arse-

bobs, ukve Tan axlavs, gaTavisuflebuli saazrovno energia.

_ rogoria energetikuli Zala, aseTi kompleqsis sa-

Sualo potenciali?

_ me xom gipasuxeT Tqven. masSivea, Tan axlavs, gan-

Tavisuflebuli azr-fiqris energia.

_ ras niSnavs es? ras SeiZleba SevadaroT? rogoria

misi gansazRvreba?

_ rasTan? gansazRvreba? Tqvens gons, Tqvens azr-

fiqrs, cnobierebas yvelaze mZlavri rogori energia Seu-

Zlia rom warmoidginos?

_ atomuri afeTqebis energia. ara, mzeze mimdinare

procesebi.

_ yvelaferi, rac Tqven daasaxeleT, utoldeba gaTa-

visuflebuli azris energiis mxolod patara nawilaks.

rac Seexeba gansazRvrebas, amas Tqven Tavadve igonebT da

iyenebT erTmaneTTan sityvieri urTierTobebis dros. aq

ki Tqvens mier mogonili ar Seesatyviseba. SegiZliaT

ixelmZRvaneloT imiTi, rac iciT, gamravlebuli usasru-

lobis xarisxze.

_ Seni winapari dedis sulis energiis Zala rogoria?

_ masSi imyofeba gaTavisuflebuli saazrovno energiaa.

_ saidan SeityveT Tqveni winapari dedis Sesaxeb?

rogor da sad gardaicvala igi? Tuki es aTi aTasi wlis

winaT moxda!

_ Cemi winapari mSoblebis Taobebi, erTmaneTs gadas-

cemdnen informacias masze _ Cems winapar dedaze, dolmen-

Si gardasacvlelad Sesulze.

_ Tqven, masze Tqvenma dedam giamboT?

_ roca dedaCemi daiRupa, me patara viyavi, ar SemeZlo

aseTi informaciis gacnobiereba. babuam da didma babuam

miambes yvelaferi Cems winapar dedebze.

_ sulis danaxva SesaZlebelia Cveulebrivi adamian-

uri mxedvelobiT?

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_ nawilobriv ki. Tuki SevcvliT speqtralobis aRq-

mas, mxedvelobis ferTa aRqmas, SecvliT Sinagan ritms.

_ gana es SesaZlebelia?

_ TqvenTvis cnobili daltonizmis movlena, swored

amas gvkarnaxobs, rom es SesaZlebelia. Tqven migaCniaT,

rom es mxolod, adamianis nebis gverdis avliT xdeba, rom

es avadmyofobaa, magram es ase ar aris.

_ Tqven TqviT, Tqveni winapari mSobeli, Tqveni deda,

Rirsia, raTa mis Sesaxeb informacia, gadascemoda aTaswl-

eulebis ganmavlobaSi, Taobidan Taobas. raSia misi infor-

maciebis Rirseba, faseuloba?

_ winapari deda ukanasknli iyo pirvelsawyisTagan,

romelic flobda unars da icoda, rogor da raze unda

ifiqros qalma, roca meZuZur bavSvs kvebavs. aTi aTasi

wlis winaT mcxovrebi adamianebis codna, romelic ci-

vilizaciaSi iwyebda dakargvas. es codna TiTqmis mT-

lianad dakargulia dRes. Cemi winapari deda jer kidev

mTlad moxuci ar iyo, magram wavida dolmenSi gardacva-

lebisTvis, raTa pirvelwyaroTa mTeli es codna Seen-

axa da roca adamianebTan daiwyebda dabrunebas cnobie-

reba... maTSi aRiZvreboda moTxovna... gadaeca es codna

meZuZuri dedebisaTvis. isini ki SemdgomSi erTmaneTs

daexmarebodnen yvelafris SecnobaSi. dolmenSi gar-

dacvalebis meSveobiT Cemma winaparma dedam kidev ufro

didi WeSmaritebebi Seicno, qalebisTvis aucilebeli.

_ saxeldobr dolmenSi ratom wavida igi? dolmeni

riT gansxvavdeba Cveulebrivi qvis akldamisgan? ratom

ar daeloda siberes, da gadawyvita dolmenSi gardacva-

leba? mas miznis gacnobiereba amoZravebda Tu crurwmena?

_ ukve maSin, ufro naklebi mniSvnelobis miniWeba dai-

wyes dedis mier Cvilis ZuZuTi gamokvebaze, xolo qalebs,

maTi survilisamebr dolmenebi ar eZleodaT. uxucesi be-

ladi pativs scemda Cems winapar dedas da icoda, Tu mis

Txovnas ar Seasrulebda, axali beladi arc ki moindomeb-

da Cemi winapari dedis mosmenas, mis ganzraxvas mxolod

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axirebad CaTvlida. magram, uxucesma beladma ver SesZlo

mamakacebis iZuleba, raTa Cemi winapari dedisTvis dolme-

ni aeSenebinaT. da maSin, uxucesma beladma, Tavisi dolmeni

dauTmo Cems winapar dedas. mamakacebma ar moiwones bela-

dis gadawyvetileba da uari Tqves, dolmenisTvis saxu-

ravi aexadaT, raTa Cems winapar dedas SesZleboda masSi

Sesvla. Sekrebili qalebi, mTeli Rame cdilobdnen Tavad

aewiaT qvis mZime fila. magram mravaltoniani fila ar

emorCileboda maT. gamTeniisas ki, uxucesi beladi mivida,

igi ukve aRar dadioda, TumcaRa kverTxze dayrdnobiT

mainc mivida. uxucesma beladma gauRima qalebs, gamamxneve-

beli sityvebi uTxra da qalebma mZime fila aswies. Cemi

winapari deda dolmenSi Sevida...

_ riTi gansxvavdeba dolmeni, Cveulebrivi qvis akl-

damisgan? ...

_ garegnulad, Tu cota ramiT. magram dolmenSi, ro-

gorc, Tqven mas qvis akldamas uwodebT, Sediodnen cocxa-

li adamianebi gardacvalebisTvis. dolmeni ubralod qvis

sakulto nageboba ar aris, rogorc dRes fiqroben. es

Zeglia momavali TaobebisTvis sibrZnisa da sulis udi-

desi TviTSesawiri. Tavisi funqciuri daniSnulebiT is

dResac mniSvnelovania. da aseT dolmenSi gardacvaleba

sulac ar iyo Cveulebrivi. sityva “sikvdili”, kacma rom

sTqvas arc ki Seefereva.

_ warmomidgenia. cocxali adamiani qvis sakanSi amo-

qolili... es marTlac da Tavisi damtanjvelobiT uCveu-

lo sikvdilia.

_ dolmenSi Sesuli adamianebi srulebiTac ar itanje-

bodnen. maTi gardacvalebis uCveuloba imaSi mdgomareobda,

rom isini meditirebdnen. meditirebdnen maradiulobaSi,

sulSi samudamod darCenilebi inarCunebdnen ra dedami-

waze zogierT miwier grZnobebs. magram dolmenSi gar-

dacvalebisTvis samudamod Sesuli suli moklebulia Se-

saZleblobebs, materialurSi ganxorcieldes dedamiwaze.

_ rogor meditirebdnen?

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_ axla TqvenTvis cnobilia, ra aris meditacia. gansa-

kuTrebiT ZvelaRmosavluri religiebis mixedviT. axlac

aris moZRvrebebi, romlebic gvexmareba SevicnoT medita-

ciis movlenis mcire nawili, magram samwuxarod, ara misi

daniSnuleba. da axlac arian adamianebi, romelTac medi-

tireba SeuZliaT: gamoacalkeon garkveuli droiT saku-

Tari sxeulisgan sulis nawili, Semdeg daabrunon igi.

meditaciis meSveobiT dolmenSi, jer kidev cocxali sx-

eulis dros, suli mTlianad Sordeboda da brundeboda

mravalgzis, sanam cocxali iyo sxeuli, Semdgom samudamod

rCeboda dolmenSi suli. martod, igi maradJams daucdis

momsvlelebs, raTa pirvelwyaroTa sibrZne gadasces maT.

sxeuli, Tuki SesZlebda kidec ecocxla ramdenime xans,

mainc gamomwyvdeuli iyo. magram sanam igi cocxlobda,

suls hqonda SesaZlebloba sxvadasxva ganzomilebaSi yo-

filiyo da dabrunebuliyo, es iZleoda SesaZleblobas

Cveni warmosaxviT yvelaze warmoudgeneli siswrafiT

gaeanalizebina, TiTqosda dagvezustebina arsebuli WeSma-

riteba. dolmenis meSveobiT gardacvalilma an maradiul

meditaciaSi Caflulma icoda _ misi samSvinveli, suli,

ukve veRarasodes SesZlebdnen materializebas. verasdros

SesZleben veranair miwier sxeulSi, materiaSi Casaxlebas.

veRarasodes SesZlebdnen didi xniT da bevrad moSor-

des dolmens, magram flobdnen iqneba unars iurTierTon

dolmenTan mosuli xorcieli adamianis sulis nawilTan.

da Tu visaubrebT sikvdilis tanjvebze, saerTod tan-

jvebze, maSin, mocemul SemTxvevaSi isini imaSi mdgoma-

reoben, rom aTaswleulebis ganmavlobaSi SenTan aravin

modis, raTa aiRos es codna. moTxovnilebis arqonaSia

maTi didi tragedia. moTxovnilebis, ris gulisTvisac...

_ anastasia, Tqven Zalzed mniSvnelovnad miiCnevT deda

qalisTvis, romelic Cvils awovebs ZuZus, flobdes am

codnas, unars?

_ Zalzed mniSvnelovania.

_ magram ratom, dedis rZe xom Cvilis sxeuls kvebavs?

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_ ara marto sxeuls. mas SeuZlia Tan mohqondes

uzarmazari informacia da mgrZnobeloba. Tqven, xom unda

icodeT, rom TiToeul nivTierebaSi aris sakuTari infor-

macia, gamosxiveba, vibracia...

_ diax, aris. magram rogor SeuZlia dedis rZes mgrZ-

nobelobis gadacema?

_ SeuZlia, rZe Zalze mgrZnobiarea. igi ganuyofladaa

dakavSirebuli dedis grZnobebTan. rZis gemoc ki icvleba

amis da mixedviT. stresma, Tuki igi Tavs daatydeba dedas,

SesaZloa rZe daakargvinos, gaubrunos.

_ diax, namdvilad SeuZlia... SeuZlia... Tqvens wina-

par mSobelTan, gamodis, aravin midis? gamodis, ar midis

mravali aTaswleulia?

_ Tavidan midiodnen. ZiriTadad naTesavTa Taobebi da

iq mcxovrebi adamianebi. Semdeg dedamiwaze kataklizmebi

daiwyo. gadasaxlebebi. dolmeni darCa. magram, bolo aTas-

wleulebi Cemi winapari dedis dolmenTan aravin midis,

raTa gaigon... saerTod, dolmenebs dRes anadgureben... imi-

tom, rom adamianebma ar ician ...

roca me taigaSi, vladimirs dolmenebze, Cems winapar

dedaze vuambobdi, man miTxra rom SesaZloa mivides mis

dolmenTan, maSin, me mas ganvumarte, rom igi ver SesZlebs

SeigrZnos winapari dedis suli, samSvinveli da miiRos

misi informacia. mamakacisTvis ucnobia grZnobebi meZu-

Zuri qali-dedis, SegrZnebebi. mamakacebs ki ara, aramed

qalebs elis Cemi winapari deda aTaswleulobiT. magram

ar midian qalebi dolmenTan. mxolod, marto me, weli-

wadSi erTxel vurTierTob masTan, Cems winapar dedasTan.

im dResac, msurda meurTierTa, meTqva misTvis raime kargi.

magram ver SevZeli.

winapari dedis suli dolmenis gverdiT ar iyo. da,

me Tavadac ar mesmoda ratom, daviwye dolmenis irgvliv

swrafad sxivis mimotareba, sul ufro vzrdidi da vzr-

didi wreebis diametrs. da uceb... davinaxe! davinaxe! pat-

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ara xevSi, qvebze... qvebze ugonod wevs vladimiri. da Cemi

winapari deda, misi suli uCinar energiaTa kona, vladi-

mirze iyo daxrili. me mivxvdi. me jer kidev adrec

vicodi, rogor eZebda vladimiri gamcileblebs, raTa mis-

uliyo mTebSi, gzisgan moSorebul dolmenebTan. magram

gamcilebeli ver monaxa. ufasod masTan wasvlaze aravin

Tanxmdeboda. da maSin, vladimiri, marto wavida mTebSi.

igi bilikidan xevSi Cavarda. mas ubralo fexsacmeli

ecva. mTebSi sasiarulod gamousadegari. mas mTisTvis

saerTod araviTari aRWurviloba ar hqonda. mas undoda

dolmenebis arsebobaSi darwmunebuliyo, Sexeboda maT da

mTebSi amitomac wavida marto. xsovnis dRes igi midioda

gzisgan daSorebuli dolmenebisken. winaparma dedam ar

icoda, Tu ratom midis mTebSi, mTis bilikebze siaruls

savsebiT Seuguebeli adamiani. igi ucqerda mas. da roca

igi waforTxilda, fexi daucda, mowyda da qveviT dagorda,

igi uceb... misi suli,... Sededebuli, mkvrivi haeris saxiT

qveviT gaeswrafa.

winaparma dedam ixsna vladimiri. mas Tavi qvaze ar

daurtyams, magram goneba dakarga mravali daJeJilobisgan,

roca qveviT migoravda.

winapar dedas misi Tavi eWira mkvrivad Sededebuli

haeriT, TiTqos xelisgulebiT da eloda, rodis daubrun-

deboda goneba. amitomac ar damelaparaka me, winapari deda.

roca vladimirs goni daubrunda, winapari deda ar

gadaadgilda Tavisi dolmenisken. igi darCa qveviT, xevSi.

saidanac ucqerda Tu vladimiri, rogor mibobRavda zeviT,

bilikisken.

Semdeg me mivxvdi, rom Cemi winapari deda bilikze im-

yofeboda, radgan kenWebma bilikidan dagoreba daiwyes. es,

igi, yrida mTis bilikidan kenWebs, mkvriv niavad Sekruli,

mas surda, vladimirs, mTidan qveviT bilikze daSvebaSi

daxmareboda. es mec Zalian mindoda. da daviwye Cqar-Cqara

Cemi sxivis bilikze mimotareba, rom biliki ar yofiliyo

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Zalzed sveli da molipuli, raTa vladimirs SesZle-

boda Tavis binamde misvla da Wrilobebis moSuSeba. xe-

vidan zeviT asuli vladimiri ki bilikze Camojda, naxazs

dasCereboda, romelic mas novosibirskis muzeumis arqe-

ologma dauxaza. Semdeg adga da koWlobiT gaemarTa, magram

ara qveviT _ mSral da ukve kenWebisgan gasufTavebul bi-

likze, aramed mopirdapire mxares, zeviT. me ena Camivarda

moulodnelobisgan da winapari dedac uceb, ver mixvda

vladimiris ganzraxvas. da, iq ki, man saerTod gadauxvia

bilikidan da ekliani buCqebisken daiwyo aZroma... me mivx-

vdi: igi winapari dedis dolmenisken midioda. man miaRwia

iqamde. Camojda dolmenis portalze, qvis filis kideze.

daiwyo Tavisi qurTukis Sexsna. mas xelebi stkioda. igi

didxans ixsnida qurTuks. roca gaxsna, me davinaxe... qur-

Tukis qveS yvavilebi hqonda. sami vardi. ors Reroebi mo-

texoda. vardebi damtvreuliyo, roca igi xevSi dagorda

da qvebze daeca. zogierT ekals sisxli miscxeboda. man

gatexili vardebi dolmenis portalze dado. gaabola da

sTqva: “dasanania, rom yvavilebi dazianda, es Sen, mSveniero,

yvavilebi. albaT, namdvilad Senc mSvenieri iyavi, rogorc

anastasia. Wkviani iyavi, keTili. gsurda Cveni qalebisTvis

mogeTxro Cvili bavSvebis ZuZus wovebis Sesaxeb. magram

maT ar uwyian Seni arsebobis Sesaxeb. Seni dolmenic, gzi-

dan moSorebiT dgas. uWirT qalebs masTan mosvla.”

Semdeg, vladimirma amoiRo, patara, brtyeli, koniakis

maTara da ori patara liTonis Wiqa, jibidan amoaZro

erTi muWa gaWyletili kanfeti. vladimirma Wiqebi ko-

niakiT Seavso. erTi Wiqidan koniaki dalia, xolo meore

dolmenis portalze dadga, masze kanfeti dado da sTqva:

“es Sen, lamazo.”

vladimirma yvelaferi ise gaakeTa, rogorc Tanamedrove

adamianebi akeTeben sasaflaoze, roca Tavis axlobel na-

TesavebTan an megobrebTan midian. winapari deda ki... misi

suli, Sesqelebuli, uxilavi energiebis saxiT, vladimiris

irgvliv qroda. igi daibna, ar icoda, rogor moqceuliyo

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da vladimiris sityvebze, rogorRac cdilobda epasuxa.

sakuTari sxeulis formad amkvrivebda haers, magram misi

silueti gamWvirvale da Zlivs SesamCnevi iyo. vladimiri

mas ver xedavda. igi ki, vladimirisTvis, romelic verc

xedavda da arc esmoda misi, raRacas cdilobda aexsna

misTvis, amis gamo Relavda da aqeT iqiT awydeboda. da

Sededebuli haeri odnav wamoedo Wiqas. Wiqa gadabrunda.

vladimirma ifiqra, rom niavma SemTxveviT aayirava ko-

niakiT savse Wiqa da xumrobiT warmosTqva:

_ es ra hqeni Se sulelo, aseTi Zvirfasi koniaki rom

daRvare?

da winapari dedis suli, uceb gaitruna dolmenis

kuTxeSi. vladimirma isev daasxa koniaki mis WiqaSi, Tav-

ze patara qva dado, zed isev kanfeti daado. da, TiTqos

Tavi s Tvis, Cailaparaka: “saWiroa, normaluri gza mainc ga-

keTdes, Sens dolmenamde. Sen cota xans moicade. iqneba

gza Sens dolmenamde. im gziT SenTan qalebi movlen. Sen,

maT mouyvebi, Tu raze unda ifiqron, im dros, roca isini

patara bavSvs dedis rZiT gamokvebaven. Sen ki, albaT, la-

mazi mkerdi gqonda...”

Semdeg, vladimiri mTidan daeSva. gvian RamiT mivida

Tavis binaSi. igi marto ijda Tavis patara divanze. civ

binaSi, ixvevda Wrilobebs da videofirs uyurebda. mas

saCveneblad misces is videofiri, romelis gadawerasac

axdendnen da erTmaneTs gadascemdnen adamianebi sxvadasxva

qalaqebSi.

televizoris ekranze, didi auditoria usmenda gamoms-

vlels, ZiriTadad qalebi. igi, RmerTze saubrobda, morw-

mune adamianis sulis siZliereze. Semdeg man Cemze daiwyo

saubari. imaze, rom me qalis ideali var, riskenac saWiroa

viswrafodeT. Cemi gonebisa da sulis Zala didia, rom me

naTelis Zalebi mexmarebian da axla, roca me, Cveulebrivi,

yofieri samyaros adamianTa cxovrebas, ufro metad ga-

vacnobiereb SevZleb maT daxmarebas.

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Zalze bevri ram kargi iTqva Cems Sesaxeb. da moulod-

nelad isic iTqva, rom me, jer kidev ar Semxvda namdvili

mamakaci. xolo igi, romelTanac me urTierToba mqonda, ar

aris namdvili mamakaci... da kidev, sxvebisaganac iTqva adre,

rom avstraliaSia axalgazrda adamiani, Cemi Rirsi, rom me,

Sevxvdebi mas, Sevxvdebi mas, namdvil mamakacs...

igi ki, vladimiri, igi... gesmiT... igi ijda marto. is-

menda am sityvebs... da guldasmiT cdilobda cali xeliT

Seexvia Wrilobebi fexze, radgan meore xeli mas daJe-

Jilobebisgan Zalian stkioda. me sxiviT gaveqane vladi-

mirisken. msurda misi Wrilobebi gameTbo, misi tkivili

dameamebina. da meTqva... rogorRac meTqva... mas arasodes

ar esmis, roca Sor manZilze velaparakebi, magram amjerad

unda gamomsvloda... marTlac gamovida, radgan me Zalze

Zlier msurda, rom mas gaegona. gaegona, rogor miyvars me

igi! mxolod igi. da mxolod igi aris Cemi siyvaruli, igi

_ namdvili mamakacia.

magram, me, raRacam damTuTqa da balaxze momisrola.

raRaca ar uSvebda vladimirTan Cems sxivs. me isev xelax-

la, swrafad mivmarTe sxivi oTaxisken, sadac igi tele-

vizoris win ijda da davinaxe: vladimiris win uxilavi,

Sesqelebuli energiis saxiT, daCoqili idga Cemi winapari

dedis suli. vladimirs ar SeeZlo misi danaxva da mos-

mena. igi, videofirs uyurebda da usmenda. Cemi winapari

deda ki, Tavisi sunTqviT, Wrilobebs aTbobda vladimiris

fexze, romelic Wrilobebze am saSinlad amwvel odeko-

lons apkurebda. winapari deda raRacis Tqmas cdilobda

misTvis, vladimirisTvis, romelsac misi ar esmoda.

winapari deda Tavisi suliT iseTi Zlieria, rom arafer

uxilavs ar SeuZlia masSi SeRweva. fsiqotropuli ia-

raRis danadgarebic ki daimsxvreva, Tu maT misken mimar-

TavT. igi maT yuradRebasac ki ar miaqcevs. mis mier ki

mainc yvelaferi iqneba moSorebuli. da me, ukve, arafriT

ar SemeZlo Cavreulviyavi. mxolod SemeZlo cqera... me

vucqerdi da swraf-swrafad vfiqrobdi. ra moxda? ratom

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warmoiqmna aseTi situacia? ase ratom saubrobda mosau-

bre? mas Cemi damxmareba surda? aexsna raRac? ra? Cemi

sxivi vladimirisken, ase ratom eswrafoda? ra sakvirve-

lia, me SevSindi, vladimirs rom guli etkina am sityvebis

gamo: “ar aris namdvili mamakaci”, _ da rom igi ieWvianebs

Cemze, sxvis gamo. da ai, aq uceb... o, rogori gulsatkeni

iyo es... guldasawyveti... vladimirma yvelaferi moismina,

amoioxra da sTqva: “warmogidgenia... namdvili mamakaci.

avstraliaSia igi, Turme. isini Sexvdebian. iqneb maSin, Cemi

vaJic ki damibrunos”.

Cemi sxivi aTrTolda. rogorRac, TiTqos sruliad

Camobindda. gesmiT... vladimiri ar eWvianobda. es, ra Tqma

unda, cudi grZnobaa _ eWvianoba, magram me mindoda, rom

Tundac sul cotaTi, cotaTi mainc eeWviana. magram vladi-

mirma, TiTqos gulgrilad gadauloca Cemi Tavi sxvas. me

ukve veRar SevZeli Tavis Sekaveba da Sevyvire. davuwye

Txovna, xvewna winapar dedas, aexsna, Tu, ra ar gavakeTe,

ise rogorc saWiroa. raSi Sevcdi? Sevcode? igi ar

mpasuxobda, sanam vladimirma bolo Wriloba ar Seixvia.

Semdeg winaparma dedam naRvlianad Tqva: “saWiro iyo gy-

vareboda ubralod, Cemo gogona, gefiqra kargze, sayvareli

adamianisTvis da amasTan ar gangedidebina Tavi”.

me vcdilobdi ganmemarta, rom mxolod kargi msurda.

magram man isev mSvidad mipasuxa: “SenTvis Sen, Cemo gogona,

isurve naxatebi, musika, leqsebi da simRerebi. yvelaferi

axdeba. Seni ocneba Zlieria, me vici, yvela adamianisTvisaa

da Sens mier SeyvarebulisTvis, magram SenTvis, miwieri

siyvarulis miReba axla ufro da ufro mZime iqneba.

Sen Cemo gogona, varskvlavi xdebi. varskvlaviT SeiZleba

ixiblebode da giyvardes varskvlavi, rogorc varskvlavi,

magram ara rogorc qali”.

winapar dedas meti araferi uTqvams. me sakuTar Tavze

kontrols vkargavdi, Sevyvire, vcdilobdi amexsna an damemt-

kicebina, rom ar msurs varskvlavi viyo, rom me minda

ubralod qali da satrfo viyo. magram me aravin mismenda.

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damexmareT Tu SeiZleba! me axla bevri ram gavige.

Cemi Tavis gamo ar meSinia, Cems Tavs movuvli. vladimirs,

xangrZlivi dro sWirdeba gasagebad, mas aseTi informacia,

WeSmaritebisgan acilebs!

dae, am firis gavrceleba Sewydes. igi adamianebsa da

vladimirs STaagonebs, rom me ideali var, varskvlavi, rom

igi ki ara, aramed sxva unda iyos Cems gverdiT.

me ara var varskvlavi. me qali var. msurs miyvardes

igi, vinc Tavad msurs, rom miyvardes.

Cemi gza, mxolod Cems mier ar aris gansazRvruli.

Sevcdi. viocnebe, rom ase moxdeba, rom Cemze ilapar-

akeben, leqsebsa da simRerebs momiZRvnian, mxatvrebi damx-

ataven... yvelaferi asec moxda.

roca me vocnebob yovelTvis yvelaferi sruldeba.

da asec moxda. gmadlobT leqsebisa da simRerebisTvis.

madloba poetebs. magram me Sevcdi. viocnebe ase. leqsebi

saWiroa! magram me ar unda viyo varskvlavi.

es yovelive me mindoda, raTa vladimirs amisTvis ec-

qira da esmina. raTa gavxsenebodi. rom vxsomebodi. ma-

gram me ar vicodi, roca vocnebobdi. me axla mivxvdi. me

varskvlavi vxdebi. varskvlavebiT yvela ixibleba. magram

siyvaruliT ubralod qali uyvarT.

_ anastasia, aba ras ambobT! kasetis gavrcelebis Se-

Cereba, miT ufro, roca mas adamianebi erTmaneTisgan Tavad

iweren, SeuZlebelia. es procesi umarTavia. aravis ar

ZaluZs amis gakeTeba.

_ ai, xom xedavT. Tqven ar SegiZliaT. magram vladi-

mirma... igi mewarmea. dae Tundac, procesi umarTavi yo-

filiyo, igi mainc raRac zomebs mainc miiRebda. magram mas

ar surs raime iRonos, radganSeurigda im azrs, rom me

misi Sesaferi ara var.

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naTeli Zalebi

WaRara mecnieri, TiTqos yvelaferi daaviwydao ise,

anastasias kiTxvebs ayrida:

_ ra aris naTeli Zalebi, anastasia?

_ es naTeli azrebia, odesRac warmoqmnilni adamiane-

bis mier. maT mieraa Sevsebuli mTeli sivrce.

_ Tqven, maTTan urTierToba, maTi danaxva Tavisuflad

SegiZliaT?

_ diax SemiZlia.

_ Tqven SegiZliaT pasuxi gasceT mecnierebis winaSe

mdgar nebismier kiTxvas?

_ SesaZloa, mraval maTgans gavce. magram TiToeul

mecniers, TiToeul adamians aseve SeuZlia miiRos pasux-

ebi. yvelaferi damokidebulia Canafiqris siwmindeze, Sem-

kiTxvelis mizanze.

_ Tqven SegeZloT mecnierebisTvis agexsnaT zogierTi

movlena?

_ Tu TqvenSi ar warmoiqmneba pasuxi, es imas niSnavs,

rom arasakmaod sufTaa Tqveni ganzraxvebi. aseTia Semoq-

medis kanoni, me ar davarRvev mas, Tu uaryofas vigrZnob.

_ aris raime naTel azrebze maRla, adamianis mier

warmoSobilze?

_ diax aris. magram isini mniSvnelovnebiT Tanabaria.

_ ra aris es, ra SegiZliaT Tqven mas daarqvaT?

_ is, rogori unaric gaqvT aRiqvaT.

_ Tqven SegiZliaT masTan saubari?

_ diax xandaxan. me vfiqrob, rom vsaubrob piradad

masTan._ arsebobs samyaroSi, romelic raime energia dedami-

waze ucnobia?

_ samyaros yvelaze didi energia _ dedamiwazea. oRond,

misi gagebaa saWiro.

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_ Tqven, anastasia, SegiZliaT Tundac daaxloebiT mainc

daaxasiaToT es energia? is birTvul reaqcias hgavs? va-

kuumur movlenebs?

_ samyaroSi yvelaze Zlieri energia _ es wminda si-

yvarulis energiaa.

_ me vlaparakob xiluli, gaazrebuli energiis Sesaxeb,

romelasc SeuZlia gavlena iqonios teqnikur progresze,

gagaTbos, gaginaTos. ai aafeTqos gnebavT.

_ mec imaveze vsaubrob. yvelaferi, erTad aRebuli,

arsebuli xelTqmnili danadgarebi ver SesZleben didxans

gaanaTon dedamiwa. siyvarulis energias SeuZlia.

_ rogorRac, Tqven, mainc qaragmulad saubrobT. sul

sxva, raRac arapirdapiri mniSvnelobiT.

_ me vambob pirdapiri, “Tqveni” mniSvnelobiT.

_ magram siyvaruli _ es grZnobaa. uxilavi. misi ga-

moyeneba ar SeiZleba, danaxva.

_ es energiaa. igi aisaxeba, SeiZleba misi danaxva.

_ sad aisaxeba? rodis SeiZleba danaxva?

_ mze, varskvlavebi, yvela xiluli planeta, mxolod am

energiis anareklebs warmoadgens. mzis sinaTle, romelic

yovel miwiers, sicocxles aniWebs, adamianuri siyvaruliT

warmoiqmneba. mTels samyaroSi, mxolod adamianis sulSi

warmoiqmneba siyvarulis energia, iWreba maRla sivrceSi,

ifiltreba, irekleba samyaros planetebze da dedamiwaze

keTilismyofel sinaTled iRvreba.

_ gana mzeze damoukideblad ar xdeba wvis reaqciebi,

qimiuri reaqciebi?

_ sul odnavi dafiqrebaa sakmarisi, raTa mixvde, gaacno-

biero amgvari daskvnis umarTebuloba, Tqveneburad es xom

rogorc “orjer oria”...

_ adamians am energiis marTva SeuZlia?

_ mniSvnelovanwilad jer-jerobiT ara.

_ Tqven ki iciT, es rogor keTdeba?

_ me ar vici. rom mcodnoda, CemTvis sayvarel adamians

ukve veyvarebodi.

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_ Tqven SegiZliaT iurTierToT masTan, masTan, vinc

naTel ZalTa maRlaa? igi, yovelTvis gpasuxobT Tqven?

xalisiT?

_ yovelTvis. igi, yovelTvis, Zalzed alersianad mpa-

suxobs. imitom, rom sxvagvarad ar ZaluZs.

_ Tqven SegiZliaT SeekiTxoT mas, Tu rogor unda

vmarToT siyvarulis energia?

_ me SevekiTxe.

_ mere da rao?

_ raTa zogierT mis pasuxs mixvde, saWiroa gqondes

gansazRvruli done Semecnebis siwmindis. yovelive CemSi

es arasakmarisia. me yvela pasuxebs ver vigeb.

_ magram Tqven, rogorRac, mainc SeecdebiT moqmedebas,

sapasuxo siyvarulis miRwevas.

_ rasakvirvelia, vimoqmedeb.

_ rogor?

_ vifiqreb. damexmareT me. saWiroa yvela qals vkiTxoT,

visac uyvarda, gaxdnen an ver gaxdnen Seyvarebulni. isini

dafiqrdebian, gaanalizeben da warmoqmnian azr-fiqrebs,

romlebic naTel azr-fiqrTa ganzomilebaSi gaCndebian. me

davinaxav maT. gavigeb da Semdeg yvelas davexmarebi. na-

Teli ganzomilebis azr-fiqrebi yovelTvis gasagebia.

_ anastasia, SeuZlebelia SekiTxva dausva yvela qals

erTad. aravis ar SeuZlia amis gakeTeba.

_ maSin vladimirs sTxoveT. igi moifiqrebs, rogor

gakeTdes es, raRac zomebs miiRebs. mxolod, marto CemTvis,

fiqrs ar daiwyebs. Tqven SesZlebT auxsnaT mas, rom es

Zalzed minSvnelovania yvela adamianisTvis, misTvis. Tuki

igi, mis mniSvnelovnebas igrZnobs, maSin raRacas aucile-

blad iRonebs. monaxavs saSualebas, Tu rogor SeekiTxos

yvela qals.

_ Tqven ase Zlier gjeraT misi. maS raRatom ver

SesZlo man Tqveni Seyvareba?

_ igi amaSi damnaSave ar aris. me var damnaSave. me

bevri Secdoma davuSvi. SesaZloa viCqare da me mas ara-

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realurad veCvene Cemi SesaZleblobebiT. iqneb da, jer

kidev ar SeuZlia gaacnobieros, misi vaJiSvili ratom

unda aRizardos, rogorc mas eCveneba, adamianisTvis uCveu-

lo pirobebSi _ tyeSi. SesaZloa, me ase calsaxad xeli

ar unda SemeSala misTvis Cveuli CvevebisaTvis, ar unda

Cavreuliyavi mis gacnobierebaSi. axla me vici: es Zalian

ar moswonT mamakacebs. isini scemen kidec qalebs amis

gamo. albaT saWiro iyo damecada, igi Tavadac mixvdeboda

yvelafers. saWiro iyo mas, raRacaSi mainc Tavi Cemze

Zlierad rom egrZno. magram me droze ver mivxvdi. vuTx-

ari, rom Svilis naxva ar SeuZlia, sanam ar ganiwmindeba.

im momentSi me mxolod Svilze vfiqrobdi, imaze, Tu ra

iqneba misTvis ukeTesi da Cemdauneburad vuTxari: “cudia,

Tu Svili Tavis mamas naxvisas, rogorc briyvs ise Sexe-

davs”, da ise gamovida, rom me mTlad Wkviani var, xolo

Cemi sayvareli adamiani ki _ briyvi. amis Semdeg romel

sapasuxo siyvarulze SeiZleba rom iocnebo?

_ aba, maSin riRasTvis gWirdebaT maSin sxva qalebs

kiTxoT, Tuki Tqven Tavad gaqvT aseTi gaanalizebis unari?

_ CemTvis aucilebelia garkveva, aris Tu ara yve-

lafris gamosworebis SesaZlebloba. Tavad ar SemiZlia

gaverkve, Zalzed vRelav, roca masze vfiqrob. gaanali-

zeba saWiroa mSvidad, gaxsenebiT, SepirispirebiT. magram me

araferi maqvs gasaxsenebeli mis garda.

_ magram Tqven xom SegiZliaT masTan saubari?

_ vfiqrob Cveulebrivi sityvebs azri ara aqvs. namd-

vili siyvaruli sityveebisgan ar warmoiqmneba. raRac qme-

debebia saWiro. magram rogori? iqneb romelimes, qalTa

Soris, aqvs gamocdileba da pasuxi?

_ da sakuTari sxiviTac aranairi gavlenis moxdena

ar SegiZliaT?

_ axla, sxiviTac ki ar SemiZlia masTan Sexeba. Cemi

winapari dedis suli, xSirad imyofeba mis gverdiT. da

igia, rom ar maZlevs saSualebas. me mivxvdi ratomac...

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Sepyroba

banaks uaxlovdeboda Sveulmfreni. Cven yvelani mdu-

mared SevcqerodiT, Tu rogor eSveboda igi. Sveulmfreni-

dan gadmosuli mfrinavebi Cvens jgufs mouaxlovdnen.

mfrinavebmac cqera dauwyes anastasias. janmrTeli, Seiara-

Rebuli mamakacebis jgufi mdumared uyurebda maT winaSe

mdgar, gaxunebul kofTaSi gamowyobil martoxela qals,

da ukve yvelasTvis gasagebi iyo _ es qali maT mier

unda Sepyrobiliyo. sakiTxi mxolod imaSi mdgomareobda,

es Sepyroba SedarebiT wesierad Tu rogor CaetarebinaT.

xangrZlivi pauzis Semdeg, boris moiseeviCma, daawyo ra

saubari, yvelaferi sworxazovnad Camoayaliba:

_ anastasia, Tqven mecnierebisTvis garkveul Rirebule-

bas warmoadgenT. ukve miRebulia gadawyvetileba Tqveni

gadasaxlebis Sesaxeb. es aucilebelia, maT Soris Tqveni

keTildReobisTvisac. Tuki Tqven, Tqvens mier situaciis

miuxvedrelobis gamo, uars ityviT amis nebayoflobiT

gakeTebaze, Cven iZulebulni viqnebiT ZaliT wagiyvanoT.

Tqven, rasakvirvelia, moindomebT, rom Tqveni bavSvi axal

adgilzec TqvenTan erTad iyos. gvaCveneT ruqaze Tqveni

mindori, da Sveulmfreni moiyvans Tqvens bavSvs. SemdgomSi

Cven SegviZlia daviWiroT zogierTi mxecic raTa isinic

Tqvens axal sacxovrebel adgilze gadmovasaxloT. me vi-

meoreb: yvelaferi es saWiroa Tqveni, Tqveni vaJiSvilisa

da sxva adamianebis sasargeblod. Tqven xom gindaT, sarge-

bloba moutanoT adamianebs?

_ diax, _ mSvidad upasuxa anastasiam da iqve daumata:

yvelaferi rac vici, mzad var yvela adamians gavuziaro,

magram, Tu es saintereso iqneba, yvela adamianisTvis. mec-

niereba ar warmoadgens erTbaSad yvelas sakuTrebas. Tav-

dapirvelad misi miRwevebis gamoyeneba xdeba lokaluri

jgufebis mier da xSirad angarebiani piradi miznebi-

saTvis. umravlesobisTvis misawvdomia mxolod is, risi

gamoqveynebac lokaluri jgufebisTvisaa sargebliani.

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ai, Tqven vis warmoadgenT? gana calke lokalur jgufs

ara? me ar SemiZlia TqvenTan erTad wamosvla. me unda

aRvzardo adamiani, sakuTari vaJi. srulyofilad amis

gakeTeba SesaZlebelia iq, sadac Seqmnilia siyvarulis

sivrce. es sivrce iqmneboda da srulyofildeboda Cemi

Soreuli da axlobeli mSoblebis mier, igi jerjerobiT

pataraa, magram uSualod misi meSveobiT me dakavSirebuli

var samyaros yvela arsTan. yovelma adamianma unda Seqm-

nas Tavis irgvliv sakuTari siyvarulis sivrce, aCuqos

igi Tavis bavSvs. ar SeiZleba, danaSaulia, bavSvebis Soba,

Tuki ar moumzadeb maT siyvarulis sivrces, TiToeulma

adamianma Tavis garSemo unda Seqmnas patara siyvarulis

sivrce. da Tu TiToeuli amas mixvdeba da gaakeTebs, maSin

mTeli dedamiwa siyvarulis manaTobeli wertili gaxdeba

samyaroSi. ase surda mas, da amaSia adamianis daniSnuleba.

rameTu mxolod adamians SeuZlia aseTi ramis Seqmna.

dacvidan, orma Zlierma mamakacma, anastasias zurgi-

dan Semouara. ucnobia, visi brZanebiT moqmedebdnen isini.

dacvis ufrosis? iqneb yvelaferi winaswar iyo dageg-

mili? maT erTmaneTs gadaxedes da erTdroulad ecnen

anastasias xelebSi. maT es sakmaod profesionalurad

gaakeTes, magram amavdroulad raRacnairi SiSiT. maT mt-

kiced eWirad misi xelebi, rogorc daWerili frinveli

gafSekili frTebiT. Zvalmsxvili, mokledSeWrilTmiani

dacvis ufrosi win gamovida da boris moiseeviCis gver-

diT dadga. anastasias saxeze SeSinebuli gamometyveleba

ar hqonia, magram igi Cven ukve aRar gvicqerda. man odnav

daxara Tavi miwisken, mas wamwamebi daxrili hqonda, mz-

eras malavda. da alaparakda igi, Zveleburad Tvali ar

auxelia, ise, magram uwindeburad mSvidad da xmaSi keTili

JReradobiT:

_ nu mimarTavT Tu SeiZleba Zaladobas, es saxifaToa.

_ visTvis? _ xrinwiani xmiT hkiTxa dacvis ufrosma.

_ TqvenTvis. da mec ar mesiamovneba.

boris moiseeviCma, cdilobda ra SiSisa Tu mRelva-

rebis Sekavebas, SeekiTxa:

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_ Tqven SegiZliaT fizikuri tkivili mogvayenoT Cven

adamianisaTvis aradamaxasiaTebeli unaris gamoyenebiT?

_ me adamiani var. adamiani, rogorc yvela sxva adami-

ani. magram me vRelav. mRelvarebas ki SeuZlia arasasur-

veli ram gamakeTebinos.

_ ra magaliTad?

_ materia... ujredebi... atomebi... atomis birTvi... qao-

turad moZravi birTvis nawilakebi... iciT Tqven maT Sesaxeb?

Tuki maT naTlad da zustad warmovidgenT, davinaxavT, Se-

viswavliT, warmosaxviT gamoviRebT birTvidan, Tundac erT

qaoturad moZrav nawilaks, materias emarTeba, emarTeba...

anastasiam gverdze miabruna Tavi, odnav aswia wam-

wamebi da miwaze dadebul qvas dauwyo cqera. qvam daiwyo

calkeul nawilebad daSla da male qviSis grovad iqca.

Semdeg man dacvis ufross miapyro mzera, TvalmoWutuli,

koncentrirebuli mzera. dacvis ufrosis marcxena yuris

bibilodan orTqli gamovida. yuris bibilom nel-nela,

milimetrobiT qroba daiwyo da uceb, gverdiT mdgom-

ma dacvis axalgazrda TanamSromelma, SiSisgan saxe rom

gafiTreboda, pistoleti daaZro. man swrafad miuSvira

anastasias pistoleti da miuSva masze mTeli mWidi.

albaT, im wamebSi, TiToeuli Cvenganis azrebi Zalzed

swrafad hqroda. da moxda movlena ukve cnobili,

jariskacebs omis dros rom SemTxveviaT. rodesac eqs-

tremalur pirobebSi isini xedavdnen moZrav yumbaras an

tyvias. da TumcaRa isini Cveuli siCqariT mifrinaven,

magram azr-fiqris aCqarebis gamo Canan Senelebulebad.

me vxedavdi, erTmaneTis miyolebiT rogor mifrinavda

anastasiasken gafiTrebuli dacvis TanamSromlis pisto-

letidan tyviebi. anastasiasTvis TavSi nasrolma pirvel-

ma tyviam mis safeTqels gahkra. danarCenebma ki miznamdec

ver miaRwies, ise iqcnen mtvrad frenisas, rogorc is qva,

romelsac cota xnis win anastasia ucqerda...

Cven yvelani gaqvavebulebi videqiT. videqiTYda

vuyurebdiT, Tavsafris qvemodan anastasias loyaze, nel-

nela sisxli rogor moJonavda Rarad.

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im dacvis TanamSromlebma, romlebsac anastasia xe-

lebiT eWiraT, gasrolis dros odnav ukan daixies, magram

xeli ar gauSves. magrad Cafrenilebi, isini sxvadasxva

mxares eweodnen mas. da uceb, Cvens irgvliv miwaze moc-

isfro naTebam daiwyo ganfena. is saidanRac zevidan gamo-

dioda, ufro da ufro matulobda. igi netarad gvnusx-

avda Cven, ise rom ar gvaZlevda moZraobisa da laparakis

saSualebas. araCveulebrivad Camomdgar srul siCumeSi

gaiJRera anastasias sityvebma:

_ gaanTavisufleT Tu SeiZleba Cemi xelebi. SesaZloa

me ver movaswro. Tu SeiZleba gamiSviT.

magram dacvis TanamSromlebi, gaxevebulebi, mainc Ca-

frenilebi iyvnen masze. axla me mesmis, ratom swevda igi

Tavisi damaxasiaTebeli JestikulaciiT xels maRla, Sen-

Tan urTierTobisas. amiT igi maRla aCvenebda viRacas, rom

masTan yvelaferi wesrigSia da daxmarebas ar saWiroebda.

magram, amjerad, anastasias, ar misces xelis maRla awevis

saSualeba...

mocisfro naTeba ufro da ufro Zlierdeboda, Sem-

dgom TiTqos raRacam gaibrwyina da Cven davinaxeT igi.

Cven davinaxeT Cvens Tavze dakiduli, cisferi sinaTliT

mfeTqavi cecxlovani sfero. igi did sferosebr elvas

hgavda. da mis SigniT elavdnen, erTmaneTSi ixlarTebodnen

uamravi elva-muxtebi. zogjer isini, gamoityorcnebodnen

ra cisferi garsis gareT, exebodnen Cvengan Sors mdgari

xeebis wveroebs, Cvens fexebTan myof yvavilebs, magram maT

araviTar zians ar ayenebdnen. erT-erTi wvrili elva-

sxivi wamiT Seexo xergils, romelic nakadulSi qvebisa

da waqceuli xisgan iyo Seqmnili. xergili im wamsve

Rrublad iqca da aorTqlda.

rogorc Cans, cecxlovani sferos cisferi garsidan

gamoWrili sxivebi CvenTvis ucnob, uzarmazari Zalis en-

ergias flobdnen. igi, imarTeboda romeliRac goniT.

iqmneboda iseTi STabeWdileba, TiTqos Cven gverdiT

imyofeboda warmoudgeneli Zalis mflobeli gonieri ar-

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seba. magram, mocemul situaciaSi, yvelaze warmoudgeneli

da arabunebrivi iyo, misi CvenTan yofnisas Cveni Seg-

rZnebebi. CvenSi ar Casaxula arc SiSi, arc daZabulobaki,

piriqiT...

Sen warmoidgine, aseT situaciaSi Cven SevigrZeniT

simSvide da netareba, TiTqos gverdiT raRac Zalze ax-

lobeli da mSobliuri gamoCeniliyos.

cisferi mfeTqavi sfero Cvens Tavze livlivebda da

TiTqos swavlobda, afasebda situacias. uceb, moxaza ra

haerSi wre, anastasias fexebTan daeSva. gaZlierda cisferi

naTeba. igi, rogorc saamo surneli gvTenTavda Cven ise, rom

aRar gvindoda ganZrevac, raimes mosmenac ki da laparaki.

sferos cisferma garsma erTdroulad ramdenime cecx-

lovani elva gamouSva, isini gaeswrafnen anastasiasken, ise

Seexen, TiTqos misi SiSveli fexis TiTebs eferebiano.

anastasiam xelebi gainTavisufla dacvis moTenTili

TanamSromlebisgan da gauwvdina sferos. igi im wamsve

gadaadgilda misi saxis doneze da cecxlovani elvebi,

romlebmac nakadulSi xergilis qvebi aqcia mtvrad Cvens

Tvalwin, Seexnen mis xelebs, ise rom ziani ar miuyenebiaT.

anastasia daelaparaka sferos. misi sityvebi Cvenamde

ar modioda, magram Tu misi JestikulaciiT, saxis gamome-

tyvelebiT vimsjelebT, igi cdilobda misTvis raRac aex-

sna, an daemtkicebina, daerwmunebina igi Tavis naTqvamSi _

da ver SesZlo darwmuneba. sfero arafriT ar pasuxobda

mas, magram, Tumca, mainc gasagebi iyo, rom igi ar eTanxme-

boda mas. es naTeli iyo iqidan gamomdinare, rom anastasia

kvlav didi mRelvarebiT ganagrZobda mis darwmunebas.

albaT mRelvarebisgan, ise rom laparaki ar Seuwyvetia,

loyebi SeuwiTlda, Tavsafari moixsna. oqrosfer-xorb-

lisferma Tmis kululebma anastasias mxrebi daufares,

dafares mis saxeze mimxmari sisxlis Rari. Cven davinaxeT,

Tu ra mSvenieri da srulyofilia misi saxis nakvTebi.

cecxlovanma sferom kometasaviT ramodenimejer Semou-

frina irgliv anastasias, isev gairinda mis saxesTan, aTa-

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sobiT wvrili elva gaeswrafa misi oqrosferi Tmebisken,

isini faqizad exebodnen TiToeul Tmis Rers cal-calke,

swevdnen mas maRla ise, TiTqos eferebiano maT. erTma

sxivma, erTbaSad Tmis mTeli kululi aswia maRla da

anastasias safeTqelze tyviiT miyenebuli Wriloba gamo-

aCina. meore sxivi nel-nela acocda mimxmari sisxlis

kvalze. ara sityvebiT, aramed Tavisi cecxlovani sxivebis

moqmedebiT sfero TiTqos axsenebda mas momxdars da ar

eTanxmeboda mis mosazrebebs. man ukanve Seikrifa Tavisi

sxivebi, anastasiam Tavi daxara da gaCumda. sferom kidev

erTxel Semoufrina anastasias irgvliv da zeviT aiWra.

mocisfro naTeba fermkrTaldeboda, Cven gvibrundeboda

winandeli mdgomareoba, magram roca yvelaferi adrin-

del mdgomareobas daubrunda, cisferi naTeba agrZelebda

gafermkrTalebas, adgils uTmobda ra dedamiwidan asul

moyavisfro kvamls. es kvamli, mTels sivrces avsebda

Cvens irgvliv, mxolod anastasia rCeboda patara cisfer

wreSi. da roca moyavisfro kvamli mTlianad Semogvexvia,

Cven SevicaniT, ra aris jojoxeTi.

ra aris jojoxeTi

bibliuri gamocemebis suraTebi tafebze codvilTa

mxecuri wamebis gamosaxulebiT, saSinelebaTa videofilme-

bis yvelaze Semzaravi siuJetebic ki gulubryvilo, sa-

bavSvo zRaprebad mogeCvenebaT imasTan SedarebiT, risi

gadatanac Cven mogvixda.

kacobriobas, mTeli Tavisi arsebobis manZilze, ar See-

Zlo msgavsi ram warmoedgina an efantaziora.

yvela bibliur siuJetebSi, saSinelebaTa filmebSi ada-

mianis warmosaxva imaze Sors ar wasula, vidre uCvenos

yovelgvari saSualebiT adamianis xorcis wameba, magram es

araferia namdvil jojoxeTTan SedarebiT.

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_ magram, ra SeiZleba iyos xorcis sastik wamebaze

ufro saSineli? rogorad dainaxeT Tqven jojoxeTi?

_ roca cisferi naTeba ise gafermkrTalda, rom moy-

avisfro kvamls saSualeba mieca miwidan asuliyo da igi

Tavidan fexebamde Semogvxveoda, Cven or nawilad gay-

ofili aRmovCndiT.

_ ra da ra nawilebad?

_ warmoidgine... me, uceb, ori Semadgeneli nawilisgan

Sedgenili gavxdi. pirveli nawili _ Cemi sxeuli, gamW-

virvale tyaviT iyo gadaWimuli, romlis iqiT SesaZle-

beli iyo dagenaxa yvela Sinagani organo _ guli, kuWi,

nawlavebi, sisxli ZarRvebSi gamdinare da sxvadasxva or-

ganoebi. meore nawili _ uxilavi _ Sesdgeboda grZnobis,

emociebis, gonebis, survilebis, mtkivneuli SegrZnebisgan,

mokled yovelive imisgan, rac saerTod uxilavia adamianSi.

_ ra gansxvavebaa, erTad aris es nawilebi Tu cal-

calke, Tuki es, mainc Sena xar? ra saSineleba moxda Tqvens

Tavs aseTi, Tu tyavis gamWvirvalobas ar CavTvliT?

_ gansxvaveba, warmoudgenlad mniSvnelovani aRmoCnda.

mTeli saqme imaSia, rom Cvenma sxeulebma daiwyes damoukide-

blad moqmedeba _ gonebis, nebisyofis, miswrafebebisa da

survilebisgan damoukideblad. Cven SegveZlo, Tvalyuri

gvedevnebina gverdidan Cveni sxeulebis moqmedebisaTvis,

amasTan, grZnobebi da tkivilis SegrZnebebi CvenSi, uxi-

lavSi rCeboda, magram Cven Cvenive sakuTari sxeulebis mo-

qmedebebze zegavlenis SesaZlebloba warTmeuli gvqonda.

_ rogorc Zlier mTvralebs?

_ mTvralebi Tavis Tavs gverdidan ver xedaven, yo-

vel SemTxvevaSi simTvralis momentSi, Cven ki yvelafers

vxedavdiT da vgrZnobdiT. gonebis sicxade araCveulebrivad

mkafio iyo. me vxedavdi ra mSvenieria balaxi, yvavilebi,

mdinare. mesmoda, rogor galoben Citebi da morakrakeben

nakadulebi, vgrZnobdi irgvliv haeris sisufTaves da mzis

sxivebis siTbos. magram sxeulebi... Cvens jgufSi myofi

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yvela gamWvirvale sxeuli, uceb jgrod gaiqca nakadulis

yurisken.

yure, patara tbas hgavda, masSi wyali sufTa da gam-

Wvirvale iyo. fskerze _ qviSa, lamazi kenWebi, wvrili

Tevzebi dacuravdnen. Cvenma sxeulebma mSvenier, pawawina

tbasTan miirbines da daiwyes masSi Wyumpalaoba. Sigve

`saqmobdnen~, didzec da patarazec `saqmobdnen~.

wyali amRvreuli da WuWyiani gaxda, isini ki mas svamd-

nen. me davinaxe, Cemi sxeulis nawlavebSi, kuWSi rogor

edineba binZuri, ayrolebuli siTxe. gulisrevisa da ziz-

Ris SegrZnebebi dameufla. iqve ki, axlos wyalsacavTan,

xis qveS, ori qalis SiSveli sxeuli gamoCnda. maTi kani

iseTive gamWvirvale iyo, rogorc Cveni sxeulebis kani.

qalebis sxeulebi, xis qveS, balaxze dawvnen, nebivrobd-

nen da izmorebodnen mzis sxivebqveS. dacvis ufrosisa

da Cemma sxeulebma qalebis sxeulebTan miirbines. Cemi

sxeuli efereboda qalisas, misgan iRebda igive alerss,

sqesobriv kavSirs amyarebda qalis sxeulTan. dacvis

ufrosis sxeulma Tanxmoba ver miiRo da qalis gaupa-

tiureba daiwyo. CvenTan moirbina dacvis erT-erTi Ta-

namSromlis sxeulma, Cems sxeuls zurgSi qva Caartya,

Semdeg TavSi. igi urtyamda Cems sxeuls, magram sxeuli

ki ara, me, uCinari ganvicdidi autanel tkivilebs. dacvis

TanamSromelma Cems fexebs Caavlo, gaaTria Cemi sxeuli

qalis sxeulisgan da TviTon dauwyo gaupatiureba. Cveni

sxeulebi swrafad berdebodnen da ixrwnebodnen. dro

TiTqos aCqarebda movlenebs. axlaxan gaupatiurebuli

qali daorsulda, gamWvirvale kans miRma sCanda, mis saS-

vilosnoSi rogor nayofierdeboda da diddeboda nayofi.

boris moiseeviCis sxeuli mivida orsul qalTan, gark-

veuli drois ganmavlobaSi, igi yuradRebiTYakvirdeboda

gamWvirvale kans iqiT mzard nayofs, Seuyo qals xeli sa-

SoSi, dauwyo Canasaxs iqidan gamogleja. am dros stanis-

lavis sxeuli swrafad agrovebda erT grovad qvebs, gaS-

magebuli amtvrevda patara xeebs da yvelafrisgan, rac

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xelSi moxvdeboda, aSenebda raRac saxlis msgavs nagebobas.

Cemma sxeulma daiwyo misi daxmareba. roca saxli TiTqmis

aSenebuli iyo, misma sxeulma saxlidan Cemi sxeulis ga-

moZeveba daiwyo da Cvenma sxeulebma Cxubi daiwyes.

me, uCinari, Zlier tkivils vgrZnobdi, roca igi Cems

sxeuls urtyamda fexebSi, TavSi. Cveni CxubiT sxva sx-

eulebis yuradReba miviqcieT da Tavdapirvelad orive

gamogvyares saxlidan, Semdeg, TviTonve daiwyes misTvis

erTmaneTSi Cxubi. Cemi sxeuli Zalze daCaCanakda da Cems

Tvalwin xrwna daiwyo, mas ukve aRar SeeZlo moZraoba

da buCqebis qveS iwva, gamoyofda gulisamrev suns. masze

gamoCndnen matlebi, me vgrZnobdi, rogor daxoxaven isini,

aRweven Sinagan organoebSi, Wamen maT. me cxadad vgrZnobdi,

rogor RrRnian isini Cems Signeuls da sakuTari sxeu-

lis saboloo gaxrwnas velodi, rogorc xsnas autaneli

wamebisagan.

da uceb, meore gaupatiurebuli qalisgan gamovarda

nayofi, is izrdeboda Cems Tvalwin, patara wamodga fex-

ze, gaakeTa Tavisi pirveli mokrZalebuli nabiji, meore

da Sebarbacebuli daenarcxa pirqve... misi danarcxebisgan

mtkivneuli SegrZnebebi me sakuTar Tavze vigrZeni da

SeZrwunebuli mivxvdi, rom es Cemi axali sxeulia da

mas mouwevs cxovreba... icxovros sazizRar, WkuadanTxeul

sxeulebs Soris, romlebic abinZureben sakuTar Tavs da

yovelive garemomcvels.

mivxvdi, rom me, uCinari, arasdros movkvdebi, viqnebi

maradxiluli da mTeli sicxadiT gamcnobierebeli momx-

daris sisaZaglisa. ganmcdeli fizikuri tkivilebisa da

ufro saSinelisac.

sxva sxeulebTanac igive xdeboda. isini uZlurdebod-

nen, ixrwnebodnen da xelaxla ibadebodnen, da yoveli axa-

li dabadebisas, Cveni sxeulebi mxolod rolebs cvlidnen.

irgvliv TiTqmis aRar darCa mcenareuloba. maT ad-

gilas Cndeboda maxinji nagebobebi, adre kamkama tbori,

gadaiqca myral gubed...

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aleqsandre gaCumda. misma monaTxrobma CemSic zizRi

gamoiwvia, da ara sibraluli, me vTqvi:

_ rasakvirvelia, Tqven sazizRar situaciaSi aRmoCn-

diT, magram Tqven, qvewarmavlebs, asec gekuTvniT. ra saWiro

iyo anastasias awrialeba? cxovrobs taigaSi gandegilad,

aravis ar exeba, ar Txoulobs sabinao farTs, pensias,

aranairi daxmareba ar sWirdeba, ras etenebiT?

aleqsandre, garegnulad ar gabrazebula misi misamar-

TiT Cems naTqvamze. amoioxra da mipasuxa:

_ ai, Sen Tqvi “situaciaSi aRmoCndiT”... saqme is aris...

es warmoudgenelia, magram saqme is aris, rom me misgan

srulad jer ver gamovsulvar... vfiqrob isinic, vinc Cvens

jgufSi iyvnen, aseve, srulad ar gamosulan misgan.

_ ras niSnavs _ “srulad ara”? Sen xom axla mSvidad

zixar, kocons joxiT uCxikineb?

_ ho, ra Tqma unda, vzivar, vuCxikineb, magram gacno-

bierebis sicxade... raRaca saSinlis gacnobiereba darCa.

is CemSia, is me maSinebs. es saSineleba warsulSi araa, is

Cvens Tavs xdeba dRes, axla, xdeba yvela CvenTaganis Tavs.

_ Sens Tavs SesaZloa raRac xdeba kidec, CemTvis da

sxvebisTvis ki, yvelaferi normaluradaa.

_ Sen ra, vladimir, ar geCveneba, rom situacia, romelSic

Cven viyaviT, imis zusti aslia, rasac kacobrioba akeTebs

dRes? CvenTvis naCvenebi daCqarebuli tempiT da miniatu-

rulad, mxolodRa asaxvaa Cveni dRevandeli saqmianobisa.

_ me, ase ar mgonia imitom, rom Cveni kani gamWvirvale

ar aris da Cveni sxeulebi Cven gvemorCileba.

_ SesaZloa, ubralod viRaca gvindobs Cven, ar gvaZ-

levs gacnobierebis saSualebas, davinaxoT mTlianad yve-

laferi, rac Cven ukve CavidineT da ris Cadenasac vagrZe-

lebT. Tuki gavacnobierebT... davinaxavT Cvens cxovrebas

gverdidan... davinaxavT sxvadasxva cru dogmebiT daufara-

vis gareSe, romelic amarTlebs Cvens mier guSin da dRes

Cadenils, xom veRar gavuZlebT, Wkuidan SeviSlebiT.

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garegnulad, Cven vcdilobT, Rirseulad gamoviyure-

bodeT, Cadenili boroteba ki, vcdilobT gavamarTloT

sakuTari TiTqosda gadaulaxavi sisustiT. ver gavuZeli

cdunebas, movwie, davlie, movkali, raRac idealebis dasaca-

vad omi gavaCaRe, bombi avafeTqe.

Cven sustebi varT. aseTebad miviCnevT dRes, Cvens Tavs.

aris umaRlesi Zalebi, es maTaa, rom yvelaferi ZaluZT,

yvelafers wyveten. Cven ki?.. swored Cven, amofarebulebi

amgvar dogmebs, SegviZlia yvelaferi CavidinoT, nebismieri

sisaZagle.

da CavdivarT sisaZagles. swored Cven CavdivarT, Ti-

Toeuli Cvengani, oRond sxvadasxvagvarad vimarTlebT

Tavs sakuTari Tavis winaSe. magram CemTvis axla abso-

luturad naTelia, vidre Cems cnobierebas ar daukargavs

unari marTos Cemi sxeuli, mxolod me, mxolod piradad

me unda vago pasuxi Cems qmedebebze. da marTalia anasta-

sia, roca ambobs: “sanam adamiani xar da xorcSesxmuli”...

_ axla Sen Tu kaci xar nu imowmeb anastasias. gamo-

miCnda raRa esec gamgebi. uflebebi! Tavad ki, kinaRam

daasamareT igi. dasanania, rom man, raRac ufro didi ram

ar gaCvenaT, raTa Tqven yvela Wkuidan gadacdeniliyaviT.

me, am kampaniis mimarT, TandaTan ufro didi sibraze

SemomenTo, magram radgan Cems winaSe mxolod aleqsandre

iyo, boRma masze gadmovanTxie.

_ Sen, sakuTar Tavs Sexede, _ mipasuxa aleqsandrem _

gana Seni wyalobiT ar SevZeliT anastasiasTan dakavSire-

ba? da gana marto Cven? Sen ra, fiqrob, msgavsi cdebi ar

ganmeordeba? Sen risTvis dagWirda, yovelgvari cvlileb-

is gareSe migeTiTebina Tbomavlis saxelwodeba, romliTac

mdinareze moZraobdi, Tanac kapitnis gvaris dasaxeleba?

gamomiCnda ra esec dokumentalisti... Sen xom SegeZlo

mdinaris saxeli mainc Segecvala, magram arc es ar gaa-

keTe, droulad ver moisazre. sxvebisgan ki Txoulob

sazrianobas. me Cemi miviRe, axla, mTeli cxovreba momiwevs

nanaxi koSmaris gaazreba...

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_ rogor damTavrda es Tqveni koSmari? rogor gamoZ-

veriT misgan?

_ Cven TviTon, misgan gaTavisuflebas verasdros SevZ leb-

diT. igi CvenTvis samudamod iyo gankuTvnili. yovel SemTx-

vevaSi zustad aseTi SegrZneba hqonda TiToeul Cvengans.

anastasia gamoCnda Cvens xrwnad da jer kidev moqmed

sxeulebs Soris, misi kani ar iyo gamWvirvale, uwindeburad,

Tavis Zvel kofTasa da grZel qvedatanSi iyo gamowyo-

bili. man raRacis laparaki dauwyo Cvens sxeulebs, magram

isini mas ar emorCilebodnen. rogorc daprogramebulebi

kvdebodnen da xelaxla ibadebodnen ra, isini imeorebdnen,

mxolod cvlidnen rolebs, TavianT qmedebebs.

maSin anastasiam daiwyo swrafad nagvis aReba, Cveni

sxeulebis mier aSenebuli erT-erTi nagebobis axlos.

xelebiT gafantuli qvebi da fiCxi man swrafad moaquCa

grovad, joxiT odnav gaafxviera miwa, Seexo xelebiT, amo-

CeCa gaTelili balaxi da mwvane balaxma daiwyo amosvla,

yvelam ki ara, aramed maT, romelTac jer kidev SeeZloT

amosvla. anastasiam frTxilad gauswora gadatexili

Rero patara, erTYmetramde simaRlis xes, man mozila

xelSi notio miwa, wausva igi gadatexil adgilas da

mouWira xelisgulebiT, ramodenime xans ase eWira, Semdeg

frTxilad gaSala xelis gulebi da xis Rero gaswore-

buli darCa.

anastasia moxerxebulad agrZelebda Tavisi saqmis

keTebas. Cveni sxeulebiT gaTelil, TiTqmis mcenareulo-

bis gareSe darCenil miwaze mis mier Seqmnili patara

oazisi izrdeboda. masTan miirbina boris moiseeviCis sx-

eulma, SeikuntruSa balaxze, gakotrialda masze, wamoxta

da gaiqca, ramdenime xnis Semdeg ki dabrunda dacvis erT-

erTi TanamSromlis sxeulTan erTad. maT orivem erTad

amoTxares patara xe da mwvane balaxze qvebisa da morebis

moTreva daiwyes morigi maxinji nagebobis asaSeneblad.

anastasiam xeli xels Semohkra, Seecada maTTvis raRac

eTqva, magram dainaxa ra, rom mis sityvebs winandeburad

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aravin aqcevs araviTar yuradRebas, gaCumda. is ramoden-

ime xans dabneuli, xelCamoSvebuli idga, Semdeg muxlebze

daeSva, saxeze xelebi aifara, mis mxrebze Tmebi irxeoda.

anastasia tiroda, tiroda rogorc bavSvi.

da TiTqmis maSinve xelaxla gamoCnda odnav SesamCnevi

mocisfro naTeba, man ukan Sereka miwaSi Cveni jojoxeTis

moyavisfro nisli, SeuerTda Cveni sxeuli Cvens uxilav

“me”-s. oRond moZraoba Cven Zveleburad ar SegveZlo, ma-

gram ukve ara saSinelebis gamo, aramed cisferi naTebis

netari surnelis gamo. Cvens Tavze, caSi, wreebs uvlida

ra, isev anaTebda cecxlovani sfero.

anastasiam misken gaiSvira xelebi da sfero, wamSi

gadaadgilda ra, misi saxis win erT metrze aRmoCnda. igi

gamoelaparaka mas da amjerad me ukve gavigone sityvebi.

anastasia eubneboda sferos:

_ madloba Sen. keTili xar. madloba Sen saTnoebi-

sa da siyvarulisTvis. adamianebi mixvdebian, aucileblad

mixvdebian yvelafers, guliT igrZnoben. Sen arasodes

waiRo dedamiwisgan cisferi Suqi, Seni siyvarulis Suqi.

anastasia iRimoda, xolo mis loyaze cremli mogorav-

da. sferos cisferi garsidan gamotyorcnili cecxlovani

elva-sxivebi anastasias saxisken gaeswrafnen, maT marjved

da frTxilad moxsnes mzeze acialebuli misi cremli

da mzrunvelad, TiTqos Zvirfasi nivTiao, moulodnelad

acaxcaxebuli sxivebis wverebiT mihqondaT cremli, mi-

hqondaT rogorc Zvirfasi nivTi. maT Seitanes cremli

sfero SigniT, sfero SekrTa, anastasias irgvliv wre

Semoxaza, daeSva miwaze mis fexebTan, aiWra zeviT da, cis

silurjeSi gauCinarda, datova ra dedamiwaze yvelaferi

ise, rogorc adre iyo. Cvenc, rogorc adre, Cvens adgilas

videqiT. anaTebda mze, miedineboda mdinare, rogorc adre,

Sors tye mosCanda, idga anastasia Cvens win rogorc adre.

Cven Cumad SevcqerodiT yvelafers irgvliv, me vxarobdi,

vxedavdi ra yvelafers, vfiqrob, sxvebic xarobdnen. oRond

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dumdnen, SesaZloa gadatanilis, an moulodnelad irgvliv

danaxuli silamazis gamo...

aleqsandre gaCumda. TiTqos mTlianad TavisTavSi

CaiZira. me Sevecade gamovlaparakebodi:

_ momismine, aleqsandre, SesaZloa iqedan rac Sen miambe,

sinamdvileSi araferi msgavsi ar momxdara. iqneb, anastasia

ubralod raRacnair, Zlieri hipnozis unars flobs? me

wamikiTxavs, rom bevri gandegili flobs hipnozis unars.

iqneb anastasiamac hipnozi gagikeTaT da zmaneba gaCve-

naT?

_ hipnozio ambob... Sen xom Cems TmebSi WaRaras xedav?

_ vxedav.

_ aba, es WaRara xom, imis Semdeg gamiCnda.

_ ho, hipnoziT SeSindi, amitomac gagiCnda WaRara.

_ Tu vivaraudebT, rom es hipnozi iyo, maSin, saWiroa

sxva idumalebac aixsnas.

_ saxeldobr ra?

_ nakadulSi qvebisa da xeebis xergili. xergili

nakadulidan gaqra, is aRar iyo, nakaduli Tavisuflad

mirakrakebda. magram xergili, Cvens zmanebamde iyo. yvela

xedavda xergils nakadulSi. is iyo.

_ diax. asea saqmeebi...

_ Tumca ra mniSvneloba aqvs imas, rac Cven dagvemarTa,

ufro mniSvnelovani sxva ramea. me ar SemiZlia Zveleburi

viyo, ar vici, awi rogor vicxovro, axla ra da sad vis-

wavlo. roca Sin davbrundi, sxvadasxva brZenis, sxvadasxva

qveynis maswavlebelTa wignebi davwvi. me didi biblioTeka

mqonda

_ ai, es ki, Sen sul tyuilad gaakeTe. ukeTesi iyo

gageyida, radgan Tavad ar gWirdeboda.

_ ar SemeZlo me maTi gayidva. TavSi msgavsi azric ki

ar momsvlia. axla brZenkacebTan, maswavleblebTan, me Cemi

angariSebi maqvs.

_ Sen rogor fiqrob, aleqsandr, anastasiasTan urT-

ierToba saSiSi xom ar aris? iqneb is marTlac raRac

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anomaliaa. ai werilebSic zogierTi adamiani wers, rom

igi _ sxva civilizaciis warmomadgenelia, Tu es marTlac

asea, maSin saxifaToa masTan urTierToba, imitom, rom uc-

nobia, Tu ra aqvs WkuaSi am sxva civilizacias.

_ me sruliad sawinaaRmdegoSi var darwmunebuli. igi

ise magrad grZnobs, ise uyvars dedamiwa, yvelaferi masze

mzardi da mcxovrebi, rom uwinamc, Cven gamoviyurebT, anas-

tasias fonze uZReb Camosulebad.

_ aba, maS vin aris igi? SeuZliaT mecnierebs, bolos-

dabolos damajereblad Tqvan raime? ratom flobs igi,

aseTi didi moculobis informacias, mis TavSi rogor

Tavsdeba is? saidanaa aseTi gaugebari unar-niWi, saidanaa

misi sxivi?

_ vfiqrob aq ukve saWiroa davijeroT misi sityvebi.

“me adamiani var, qali”. xolo me vvaraudob, rom infor-

macias Tavis TavSi araviTarsac ar flobs, albaT, ufro

upriania, rom misi zraxvebis siwminde aZlevs mas saSuale-

bas, isargeblos samyaros monacemTa mTeli baziT. da misi

SesaZleblobebi gamomdinareoben, sruli informaciuli

uzrunvelyofisgan.

samyaros igi uyvars, Cven gvifrTxis, amitomac ar ix-

sneba CvenTvis igi srulad. Cveni azr-fiqri, Tanamedrove

adamianis azr-fiqria aRzrdili Cveni sazogadoebis mier

blokirebuli sterotipebiTa da pirobiTobebiT.

mas igi sruliad Tavisufali aqvs. amitomacaa Zneli

savaraudo, rom saidumlos amixsna SesaZloa dafaruli

iyos imaSi, rom igi adamiania... ra Tqma unda, mas SeuZlia

Caidinos warmoudgenlobebi Cveni gagebiT, saswaulebi, me

Tavad davrwmundi amaSi. Cveni vizitis dros moxda kidev

erTi movlena, romelsac Tu ara saswauls, sxvas verafers

daarqmev. igi kidev ufro idumalia, vinem is, rac Cvens

jgufs daemarTa. es gacilebiT grandiozulia!

aleqsandrem bolo sityvebi raRacnairi mRelvarebiT

warmosTqva. igi wamodga da kocons gaecala, Ramis sib-

neleSi gavida. varskvlaviani cis cimcimsa da Camwvari

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koconis mkrTal sinaTleze Canda, Tu rogor scemda bol-

Tas axalgazrda cimbireli. Cemamde aRwevda misi mok-

le, aRelvebuli frazebi. aleqsandre raRac gaugebars

laparakobda mecnierebaze, fsiqologebze, raRac swavle-

bebze. me mombezrda jdoma da misi nawyvet-nawyveti da

amis gamo gaugebari frazebis mosmena. mindoda saswrafod

gamego, rogorc igi Tvlida, ra graniozuli ram Caidina

anastasiam maT Tvalwin.

me Sevecade damemSvidebina igi:

_ aleqsadre, midi ra, dawynadi, Camojeqi. Tqvi ufro

konkretulad, iq, Tqvens Tvalwin ra moxda grandiozuli?

aleqsandre isev Camojda koconTan, cecxls xmeli

fiCxi SeukeTa. magram, Canda bolomde mainc ver dawynarda.

rogorc Cans mRelvarebisgan, man ise Zlier SeuCiCxina

joxiT mimqral nakverCxals, rom feierverkad avardnili

naperwklebi Semogvefrqva masac da mec, ramac gvaiZula

koconisgan ukan gadavmxtariyaviT. roca yvelaferi dawy-

narda, me gavigone misi mRelvare Txroba:

_ sel raRac oc wuTSi, anastasiam, Cvens Tvalwin

Secvala patara sofleli gogonas fizikuri mdgomareoba.

Cvens Tvalwin Secvala. da kidev man, anastasiam, amave

droSi, Secvala am gogonas bedic, da gogonas dedis bedi,

gavlena iqonia mivardnili taigis soflis garegnul ier

saxezec. da es yvelaferi, raRac oci wuTis ganmavlobaSi.

da rac mTavaria, rogor gaakeTa man es! warmoudgenlad

martivad!.. man...

modi da daujere amis Semdeg horoskopebs. me vnaxe...

amitomac davwvi brZnuli monaCmaxiTa da sxvadasxva “su-

lieri moZRvrebebiT” savse wignebi.

_ ai, xedav, TviTonve ambob, rom igi araadamianur mis-

tiur saswaulebs qmnis, Tuki horoskopebsac ki amsxvrevs.

Tavad sCadis mas, xolo normalur adamianad ki unda rom

iwodebodes. rogorRac ecada mainc normaluri adamians

mimsgavseboda, magram ara...

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mec veubnebodi mas: moiqeci ise rogorc yvela, ai maSin

iqneba yvelaferi normalurad, magram mas, rogorc Cans ar

SeuZlia rogorc yvelas. samwuxaroa... ise, igi lamazia,

keTili qali, Wkviani, adamianebis mkurnaloba SeuZlia, ai

me vaJiSvilic gamiCina... magram masTan cxovreba, rogorc

romelime sxvasTan, SeuZlebelia. me warmodgenac ki ar

SemiZlia, gagonilis Semdeg vinmem SesZlos masTan sarece-

lis gaziareba. veravin SesZlebs. yvelas ufro ubralo

qali surs da ara aseTi Wkuagadapentili. Tumca igi

Tavisi mistikiT Tavadaa damnaSave.

_ moica, vladimir, axlave getyvi me Sen raRacas.

oRond Sen yuradRebiTYCaufiqrdi, imas, rasac getyvi. es

daujerebelia, magram Seecade gaigo. es yvelam unda gai-

gos! yvelam! SesaZloa Cven erTad SevZlebT gacnobiere-

bas... SesaZloa...

gesmis, anastasiam warmoudgeneli saswauli Caidina

gogonasTan, magram amasTan, amisTvis araviTari mistika, ja-

doqroba ar gamouyenebia. araviTari Selocvebi, araviTari

Samanuri xerxebi. man, anastasiam, Sen mxolod daukvirdi,

man moaxdina es saswauli, gamoiyena mxolod yvela Cven-

ganisTvis nacnobi, ubralo sityvebi, magram isini gaJRerda

saWiro adgilas da saWiro momentSi.

Tuki fsiqologebi gaanalizeben mis dialogs am so-

flel gogonasTan, isini SesZleben mixvdnen, fsiqologi-

urad ramdenad moqmedia isini. am sityvebis nebismieri

warmomTqmeli, SesZlebda, msgavsi efeqtisTvis mieRwia.

oRond, swored aseTi sityvebi Tuki mouvidoda TavSi

saWiro momentSi. sworedac, rom aucilebelia is gul-

wrfeloba da ganzraxvaTa siwminde, romelTa Sesaxebac

laparakobs anastasia.

_ gana, ra ubralod, am sityvebis swavla ar SeiZleba?

_ Cven yvelam didi xania isini viciT, sakiTxi sxva

rameSia. kiTxva imaSi mdgomareobs, Tu ra imaleba TiToeu-

li Cveni sityvis ukan?

_ Senc rogorRac gaugebrad laparakob. umjobesia

mohyve, kidev ra moxda TqvenTan im dros. rogori sityve-

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biTaa SesaZlebeli adamianis fizikuri mdgomareoba da

bedi Secvalo?

_ diax. rasakvirvelia, saWiroa movyve. mismine.

roca sityvebi beds cvlis

gadatanilis Semdeg, Cveni jgufi gons modioda. ara-

vin aravisTan ar laparakobda. videqiT Cven-Cvens adgilas

da mxolod ramdenime xnis Semdeg mimovixedeT irgvliv,

garemomcvel samyaros raRac sxvagvarad SevxedeT, TiTqos

pirvelad vgrZnobdiT mas. da ai aq, Cven davinaxeT, soflis

saxlebis mxridan iq mcxovrebTa jgufi Cvensken rogor

moemarTeboda. adgilobrivi macxovreblebi cotani iyvnen,

ase, Tormeti kaci Tu iqneboda, taigis eqvssaxliani mi-

yruebuli soflis mTeli mosaxleoba. mxolod moxuce-

bi. maT Soris, iyvnen sruliad uZlurnic. erTi, Zalzed

moxrili dedaberi, joxze dayrdnobili, koWlobda, magram

mainc modioda. maT, visac ujoxod SeeZlo siaruli, xelT

sxvadasxva iaraRi mohqonda _ sari, niCabi. cxadi iyo, isini

anastasias dasacavad modiodnen. moxucebi da uZlurebi

axalgazrda, janmrTeli da SeiaraRebuli mamakacebis wi-

naaRmdeg moemarTebodnen. vinc ar unda yofiliyo maT

winaSe, isini mainc modiodnen uSiSrad da mtkice gadaw-

yvetilebiT anastasia daecvaT.

maTi gambedaoba gvaSinebda. roca isini mogviaxlovdnen,

odnav win momavali rezinisCeqmebiani da xelSi niCbiani

moxuci SeCerda da masTan erTad jgufic Sedga. maT Cven

ise ugulvebelgvyves, rogorc carieli adgili. moxucma

wverze xeli dinjad Camoisva da anastasias misamarTiT

pativiscemiT warmoTqva:

_ keTili gamarjoba Sen, anastasiuSka, yoveli Cvenganisgan.

_ keTili dRe gqonodeT Tqven, keTilo adamianebo _

upasuxa anastasiam, miesalmebis niSnad xeli miikra mk-

erdze da Tayvanisca moxucebs.

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_ wels wyali mdinareSi adre klebulobs, _ gaagr-

Zela moxucma, _ wels zafxuli unaleqoa.

_ unaleqoa,_ daudastura anastasiam, _ magram jer

kidev wamova wvima, mdinare moimatebs, Tavis Zvel Zalas

daibrunebs.

sanam isini ase saubrobdnen, moxucebis jgufidan gamov-

ida gamxdari, gayviTlebul-fermkrTalsaxiani eqvsi wlis

gogona. gogonas Zveli, romeliRac ufro didi tansacm-

lisgan gadakeTebuli qurTuki, gamxdar fexebze dakemsili

kolgoti da Zveli yeliani fexsacmeli ecva.

me Semdeg Sevityve: gogonas, aniuta erqva. avadmyofi,

Tandayolili gulis mankiT Camoiyvana qalaqidan igi nax-

evari wlisa dedam, dautova moxucebs da Semdeg erTx-

elac ki ar gamoCenila. amboben, rom sadRac mSeneblobaze

muSaobs mRebavad. aniuta mivida anastasiasTan, dauwyo

saubari da Tan qvedatanis kalTaze qaCva:

_ daixare, deida anastasia. daixare dabla.

anastasiam Sexeda gogonas da mis win muxlebze Ca-

cucqda. gogonam, Tavidan swrafad moixsna Zveli TeTri

Tavsafari. danerwyva misi bolo da anastasias safeTqelze

Wrilobidan gadmodinebuli gamxmari sisxlis nakadis

frTxilad moSoreba daiwyo. gogona gulmodgined cdi-

lobda gamxmari sisxlis mocilebas da Tan ambobda:

_ sul aRar modixar Sen, deida anastasia, napirze Sens

morze Camosajdomad. babua ambobs, adre xSirad modiodi.

morze ijeqi, mdinares gascqerodi. axla aRar modixar.

babuam miCvena is mori, romelzec, deida anastasia, Sen, adre

ijeqi xolme. babuam miCvena da me masTan, Sens morTan,

Tavad daviwye siaruli. vijeqi marto da gelodi, ro-

dis moxvidodi, deida anastasia. Zalian mindoda SenTvis

Semexeda. me, SenTvis, erTi saidumlo maqvs saTqmeli. Sen

ki, ar modixar Sens morTan, raTa masze Camojde xolme,

mdinares ucqiro. iqneb imitom, rom is savsebiT Zvelia?

me babuas vexvewe, vexvewe da babuam axali mori moaTria.

ai isic, Zvelis gverdiT devs.

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gogonam xeli xelSi Cahkida anastasias da dauwyo mas

morisken qaCva.

_ wavideT, wavideT deida anastasia, CamovjdeT axal

mor ze. babuam masze najaxiT ori adgili amoWra. es, me

vTxo ve mas, rom, roca Sen moxvidodi,. gverdiT dagjdo-

modi.

anastasiam maSinve Seasrula gogonas Txovna, da isini

erTmaneTis gverdiT Camosxdnen morze.

ramodenime xans isini Cumad isxdnen. aravis yura-

dRebas ar aqcevdnen, TiTqos irgvliv aravin yofiliyos.

da isinic Cumad, gaunZrevlad idgnen. Semdeg gogona ala-

parakda:

_ me bebiam Sens Sesaxeb bevri ram miambo, deida anas-

tasia. xolo roca bebia gardaicvala, babuas davuwye Tx-

ovna. isic miyveboda Senze. roca babua miambobs, me SenTvis

Cems saidumloze vfiqrob. babuam miambo, rom, roca me pa-

tara viyavi, guli uvargisi mqonda. araTanabrad feTqavda.

erTxelac, sruliad araTanabrad damewyo guliscema. maSin,

naviT Camoiyvanes deida eqimi. deida eqimma sTqva: “aseT

cud guls verafers uSveli, is aravis ar daemorCileba.

da sul male mokvdeba”.

babua miambobda, Tu Sen deida anastasia, maSinac aseve

Sens Zvel morze rogor ijeqi, mdinares gascqerodi. Sem-

deg, adeqi da Cvens qoxSi Semoxvedi. xelSi amiyvane, ezoSi,

balaxze damawvine, TviTonac gverdiT momiweqi da Seni

xeli Cems mkerdze damade. ai, aq damade, sadac ismis, Tu

guli rogor feTqavs. ai, aq. _ da gogonam Tavisi xeli,

gamxdari mkerdis marcxena mxares miido. babua ambobda,

Turme Senc, deida anastasia, Cems gverdiT iweqi rogorc

usicocxlo, imitom rom Seni gulic iseve nel-nela Zg-

erda, rogorc Cemi Zgerda. Semdeg, Senma gulma Cqara dai-

wyo cema da Cemsasac mouxmo Tan ahyoloda. gaugona Cemma

gulma Sensas da erTad aZgerdnen isini, rogorc saWiro

iyo. me babuam ase miambo. man yvelaferi sworad miambo?

sworad, deida anastasia?

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_ ho aneCka. babuam sworad giambo: Seni guli axla

yovelTvis kargi iqneba.

_ maSasadame, Senma gulma mouxmo da Cemma gaugona?

gaugona, ara?

_ ho, aneCka, gaugona Senma gulma.

_ axla, saidumlos giambob, deida anastasia, Zalian!

Zalian, mniSvnelovan saidumlos.

_ momiyevi me, Seni mniSvnelovani saidumlo, aneCka!

_ aniuta wamodga moridan, dadga anastasias pirispir,

gamxdari xelebi mkerdze miikra. Semdeg is moulodnelad...

patara aniutka, uceb anastasias winaSe muxlebze daeca

da mRelvarebisgan moguduli xmiT, misma bavSvurma xmam

warmoTqva:

_ deida anastasia, sayvarelo deida anastasia, sTxove

Sens guls! sTxove! dae Senma gulma mouxmos dedaCemis

guls. movides Cemi dediko CemTan. Tundac erTi dRiT

Camovides dediko. CemTan Camovides. ai, rogori saidum-

loa... dae Senma gulma... dedaCemis guli... gu...

aniuta mRelvarebisgan aslokinda, gaCumda, TvalmouSo-

reblad Sescqeroda ra anastasias.

anastasias TvalmoWutuli mzera, Sors, muxlebze md-

gar patara gogonas miRma gaeswrafa, Semdeg man xelaxla

gadaxeda gogonas, da mSvidad upasuxa bavSvisTvis SemaZr-

wunebeli faqtis konstataciiT. rogorc mozrdil adami-

ans, ise upasuxa:

_ Cems guls, aneCka, ar SeuZlia dedaSens mouxmos. Seni

deda Sorsaa, qalaqSi. is cdilobda bednierebis povnas da

ver ipova igi. mas ara aqvs Tavisi saxli, ara aqvs fu-

lic, Seni saCuqrebisTvis. saCuqrebis gareSe, mas ar unda

Camosvla. uWirs mas qalaqSi. magram Tu is odesme Camova

TqvenTan, mas kidev ufro gauWirdeba. mware da mtanjveli

wameba iqneba misTvis SenTan Sexvedra. Zneli da saSiSi

iqneba misi cxovreba imis gamo, roca igi Sen avadmyo-

furs, cudad Cacmuls daginaxavs. dainaxavs, rogor ingreva

saxlebi Tqvens sofelSi, rogori siZvele da WuWyia im

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saxlSi sadac Sen cxovrob. kidev ufro Zneli iqneba

dedaSenisTvis imitom, rom mas ar sjera Tavisi SesaZle-

blobebis, rom SenTvis raRac kargis gakeTebas SesZlebs,

ar sjera. Tvlis rom, TiTqos yvelaferi gamoscada da

misTvis winaswaraa aseTi bedi gansazRvruli. is danebda

mis mierve gamogonil usaSvelobas.

patara aniuta ismenda saSinel simarTles, misi gamx-

dari sxeuli caxcaxebda.

TiTqosda saSineli sisastikea aseTi ram bavSvs uTxra.

TiTqos, aq ufro Sesaferi da ufro saWiro, tyuilia.

saWiroa, Tavze xeli gadausva gaubedurebul gogonas, da-

pirde dedamisis male Camosvlas. bednier Sexvedras.

magram anastasia sxvagvarad moqmedebda. man daucvel,

sabralo gogonas sruli mware simarTle uTxra pirSi.

Semdeg, garkveuli drois ganmavlobaSi ucqerda, rogor

caxcaxebda gogonas sxeuli da xelaxla alaparakda:

_ me vici, aniuta, Sen dedaSeni giyvars.

_ mi... miyvars, miyvars ubeduric... Cemi dediko _ upa-

suxa kinaRam aqviTinebulma bavSvuris xmam.

_ maS gaabedniere Seni dediko. mxolod Sen erTs...

martos mTels dedamiwaze SegiZlia bednieri gaxado igi.

es Zalze martivia. gaxdi janmrTeli da Zlieri, iswavle

simRera. Sen momRerali iqnebi. Seni didebuli da wkriala

xma Sens sulTan erTad imRerebs. Seni deda SesaZloa Segx-

vdes oci wlis Semdeg da roca daginaxavs, bednieri gaxdeba.

magram Sens dedikos SenTan, momaval zafxulSic SeuZlia

Camovides. Sen, ukve am droisTvis, unda iyo janmrTeli da

Zlieri. misi CamosvlisTvis. Tavad moumzade Sens dedikos

saCuqrebi. uCvene mas Seni Zala da silamaze. da Sen, Sens

dedikos bedniers gaxdi, bednieri iqneba Tqveni Sexvedrac.

_ magram me verasdros ver viqnebi janmrTeli. ver

viqnebi Zlieri.

_ ratom?

_ deida eqimma. igi TeTr xalaTSia. deida eqimma bebias

uTqra. me gavigone, roca man Tqva: “gogona yovelTvis su-

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sti iqneba. imitom rom gogona „xelovnuria“. me „xelovn-

uri“ var. dedaCems ar SeeZlo rZe Tavisi ZuZudan eWmia.

dedaCems ZuZuSi rZe ar hqonda. bavSvebi ki, roca patarebi

arian, TavianTi dedebis ZuZudan svamen rZes. me davinaxe,

roca sofelSi erTi deida Camovida patara bavSviT. me

davdiodi im saxlSi sadac is Camovida. me Zalian mindoda

menaxa, patara bavSvebi rZes rogor svamen dedis ZuZudan.

me vcdilobdi Cumad, Cumad vmjdariyavi. magram me yovelT-

vis gareT magdebdnen. deida-deda ambobda: „ratom miyurebs

igi ase da Tan Tvals ar axamxamebs?“ me Tvalis daxamxame-

bisa meSinoda, roca vuyurebdi, raTa araferi gamomparvoda.

_ Sen fiqrob, aneCka, deida eqimi ar Secda, roca Tqva,

rom Sen arasodes iqnebi janmrTeli da Zlieri?

_ rogor SeiZleba is Secdes? is TeTr xalaTSia. mas

yvela usmens _ babuebic, bebiebic. man yvelaferi icis. me

rom „xelovnuri“ var, icis.

_ Sen ki, risTvis dadiodi sayureblad, Tu rogor

awovebdnen bavSvs ZuZus?

_ me vfiqrobdi, Sevxedav, bavSvi Tavs kargad ranairad

grZnobs, roca dedis ZuZudan Wams. davinaxav Tu is rogor

kargad grZnobs Tavs da mec ukeTesad gavxdebi.

_ Sen ukeTesad iqnebi aneCka. Sen gaxdebi janmrTeli

da Zlieri, _ mSvidad da darwmunebiT sTqva anastasiam.

Tqva ra es, anastasiam kofTis Rilebis nel-nela Sexsna

daiwyo da mkerdi gaiSiSvla.

rogorc mojadoebuli, moulodnelobisgan damunjebu-

li ucqerda aniuta anastasias gaSiSvlebul mkerds. ker-

tebis boloebze gamoJona rZis patara wveTebma.

_ rZe... dedis rZe! deida anastasia Senc awoveb patara

bavSvs? Sen deda xar?

_ am rZiT me Cems patara biWs vkvebav.

_ rZis wveTebi ufro da ufro didi xdeboda. erTi

wveTi niavze aTrTolda, da niavma mowyvita es wveTi an-

astasias ZuZudan...

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aniutkas gamxdari sxeuli, foladis zambarasaviT

elvis siswrafiT gamoenTo dedis rZis am patara wveTs.

da man... warmogidgenia, gamxdarma da avadmyofma aniutkam

marjved daiWira es wveTi.

miwaze dawveTebisas aniutkam SeuSvira Tavisi xelis-

gulebi da gawvdili xelisgulebiT daiWira mkerdis rZis

patara wveTi.

dawveTebisas man is TiTqmis miwis pirze daiWira.

aniutka dadga muxlebze, muWad Sekruli xelisgulebi

Tavis saxesTan miitana, gaSala isini, daaTvaliera sveli

laqa. Semdeg ki xelebi anastasiasken gaiwoda.

_ ai me daviWire igi. ai is. Tqveni biWis rZe miwaze

ar daewveTa.

_ Sen gadaarCine es wveTi, aneCka, axla is Senia.

_ Cemia?

_ ho, mxolod Senia.

aniutam miitana tuCebTan Tavisi xelisgulebi da Se-

axo svel laqas. TvalebdaxuWul, gamxdar gogonas tuCe-

bze mikruli xelisgulebi didxans eWira. Semdeg dauSva

xelebi, Sexeda anastasias da madlierebiT savse CurCu-

liT warmosTqva:

_ gmadlob!

_ modi CemTan aneCka.

anastasiam masTan misul gogonas mxrebze mohkida

xeli, Tmaze miualersa, Semdeg muxlebze daisva, rogorc

ZuZuTa bavSvi gadmoxara mkerdisken da wynarad amRerda.

aniutkas tuCebi axlo aRmoCnda anastasias ZuZus

kertTan. TiTqos Zil-RviZilSiao, aniutka Tavis tuCebs

nel-nela uaxlovebda anastasias mkerds, tuCebiT Seexo

svel kerts, odnav SekrTa da xarbad dauwyo rZiT savse

anastasias ZuZus wova.

diqtofonis mixedviT Tu vimsjelebT, man aTi wuTis Sem-

deg gaiRviZa, wamoswia Tavi da anastasias muxlebidan Camoxta.

_ me... oi, es ra gavakeTe? Tqveni biWis rZe davlie.

_ nu wuxxar, aneCka, mas eyofa. Sen mxolod erTi Zu-

Zudan mowove, xolo meoreSi kidev darCa. mas eyofa. Cems

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biWunas, Tu moundeba yvavilebis mtvris Wamac SeuZlia.

Sen ki axla, yvelaferi miiRe, rom ar geSinodes, raTa

Zlieri, lamazi da bednieri iyo. axla ki, cxovrebisgan,

misi TiToeuli dRisgan Seni bedniereba aiRe.

_ me Zlieri da janmrTeli viqnebi. vifiqreb dedi-

kos rogor Sevxvde, rom man ki ar inerviulos, roca me

daminaxavs, aramed Zlier gauxardes. mxolod simRera ar

SemiZlia. adre me bebiasTan erTad vmRerodi, bebia garda-

icvala. axla babuas vexvewebi, vTxov, magram is ar mReris.

mxolod maSin mimReris, roca arays dalevs da mec xmas

vuwyob. magram Znelia misTvis xmis Sewyoba, xrinwiani

xma aqvs. radiomimRebTanac movsinje, magram radiomimRebic,

Cveni Zveli radiomimRebi, gaugebar sityvebs xrialebs.

_ aneCka, jerjerobiT SenTviTon scade, rom usityvod

imRero, gaimeore Citebis xma, rogorc ki maT gaigoneb,

wylis xma, roca rakrakebs igi, foTlebis Sriali, niavis

xma, roca igi totebSi Zlierdeba da iSrialebs. balaxsac

uamravi xmebi aqvs, irgvliv bevr sufTa bgeras gaigoneb,

Tu mosmena ginda. scade Seni xmiT maT mibaZo. isini Seni

saukeTeso maswavleblebi iqnebian. me ki waval, aneCka, mS-

vidobiT. Cemi wasvlis droa.

anastasia wamodga moridan. aniutka ki damjdari darCa,

yurs ugdebda ra Tavis garemomcvel samyaros bgerebs. an-

astasia dacvis axalgazrda TanamSromelTan mivida, romel-

mac esrola. igi uwindeburad gafiTrebuli iyo, xelebi

ukankalebda. misi pistoleti, iqve, miwaze egdo. anastasiam

dacvis TanamSromels uTxra:

_ nu daidanaSaulebT Tavs, suls nu daitanjavT. is

ar monawileobda Tqvens qmedebebSi. es instinqtia. Tqven

iswavleT, garemoebis Seufaseblad, daufiqreblad daicvaT

is, rac nabrZanebi gaqvT. da, ai gamomuSavda kidec instin-

qti. cudia, roca adamianSi instiqti yvelaferze maRla

dgeba. roca instinqti mTavaria, maSin, adamiani ar aris

mTavari. maSin is, adamiani arRar gamodis. dafiqrdiT, iqneb

sjobdes daubrundeT sakuTar Tavs _ adamians.

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anastasias xmis mSvidi intonaciisagan, dacvis Tanam-

Sromels Seuwyda xelebis caxcaxi, gauqra saxidan sifer-

mkrTale. xolo roca man daamTavra laparaki, dacvis Tana-

mSromlis saxe yuris bibiloebamde wiTlad pilpilebda.

Semdeg, anastasia daemSvidoba soflis berikacebs da

wavida taigis mxares. Cven mdumared, didxans gavcqerodiT

Cvengan mimaval anastasias kvals. da moulodnelad gav-

igoneT, araCveulebrivad wkriala bavSvuri xma.

morze mjdari aniuta mReroda raRac Zvelebur, albaT

bebiasgan gagonil simReras. mere da rogor mReroda! misi

wkriala xma, warmoudgenlad maRal notebs iRebda, avsebda

ra sivrces ajadoebda suls.

Дождик поливает,Брат сестру качает.Брат сестру качает,Песню напевает.aniutam daasrula simRera da Cvens, jer kidev uZra-

vad mdgar jgufs daJinebiT dauwyo cqera. Semdeg aniuta

adga, miwidan aiRo wvrili wkepla da Tqva: _ cudi biZebi

xarT Tqven. aseTi didebi, magram mainc cudebi. am sityve-

bis Semdeg igi wamovida Cvenze patara wkepliT xelSi.

masTan erTad mdumared daiZra dedabrebisa da berikacebis

jgufi. da ai aq, yvela Cvenganma, uklebliv yvelam, daiwyo

ukan daxeva. Cven ukusvliT mivediT napirTan mdgar Tbo-

mavlamde. mere WyletaSi swrafad avcvivdiT Tbomavlis

trapze. roca ukve vapirebdiT trapis aRebas, moulod-

nelad SeniSna kapitanma, rom Tbomavlis bortze, Sveulm-

frenis ori mfrinavic aRmoCnda.

_ Tqven sadRa amoZveriT? Sveulmfreni vis miugdeT?

uyvira kapitanma megafonidan.

Sveulmfrenis mfrinavebi Caxtnen Tbomavlidan da Tav-

isi teqnikisken gaiqcnen.

Cven gavdiodiT, davtoveT ra napirze sawvaviani kas-

rebi da karvebi. arc aravis ufiqria maTi alageba.

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Seqmeni Seni bedniereba

roca aleqsandrem Sewyvita Tavisi Txroba, me ar Seme-

Zlo ar gamomeTqva misdami Cemi mtruli damokidebuleba:

_ TqvensTavs, yvelaferi garkveulia CemTvis. erTi da-

mixedeT karvebi datoves Turme, kasrebi. is ufro dasan-

ania, rom mxolod WaRariT gadarCiT. RvTisnieria igi, _

anas tasia. Tavidanve naTeli iyo, nebismieri normaluri

adamiani Tqvens danaxvaze pirveli sityvebidanve mixvde-

boda Tu vin iyaviT. mixvdeboda vin iyo mis winaSe da ra

surda. man ki Tqvens winaSe sulisa da gulis gadmoSla

daiwyo.

_ igi yvelafers xvdeboda. ratom movidnen da ra

undo daT misgan. esmoda. magram adamianuri “mes” bnel mxa-

res ki ar esaubreboda, aramed igi ignorirebas ukeTebda

bnel mxares, mxolod im naTel mxares mimarTavda, rac Ti-

Toeulis sulSi iyo. swored amiT Segvcvala Cven yvelani.

me xom mecnieri var. fsiqologiiT viyavi gatacebuli.

_ gamomivida raRa esec mecnieri. riRasTvis aris

saWiro Seni mecniereba, Tuki ukana ricxviT azrovneb?

_ imitomac xdeba ase, rom cxovreba xSirad, ufro

swrafad da zustad awyobs Tavis movlenebs. amasTan anas-

tasia aRmoCnda... ara, me jerjerobiT Tavs Sevikaveb, sanam

mivcem mas gansazRvrebas, iseve rogorc sxva movlenas...

_ romels?

_ ai rogor vTqva?... ai, ici?.. is berikacebi, dedabrebi

taigis mivardnili soflidan, isini axlac Cvenze modian. da

igic, maT win, gamxdari gogonac, wvrili wkepliT xelSi...

_ saidan modian? saidan?

_ Cvenze, yvelaze, vinc iq iyo da isini dainaxa. me

vfiqrobdi, rom mxolod me memarTeba es. rogorc ki Tva-

lebs davxuWav, im wamsve maT vxedav. xandxan ki isini maSi-

nac warmoCndebian, rogorc ki raRac, albaT, maTi azriT,

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usaqcielo moqmedebebs Cavdivar. me vfiqrobdi, rom aseTi

ram, mxolod me memarTeba, magram sxvebsac velaparake... maT,

vinc iq iyo, igive emarTebaT...

_ ki magram, es xom Tqvens azrebSia, warmodgenebSi.

_ ra sxvaobaa? sulerTia mainc mixdeba maT winaSe

ukandaxeva.

_ ra saSiSroeba SeiZleba iyos uZluri da uiaraRo

moxucebisgan? risi SegeSindaT Tqven?

_ jerjerobiT me TviTonac ver gamigia, risi SegveS-

inda. SesaZloa sakuTari... SesaZloa, Cven, raRac zRvari

yovelgvari nebadarTuli gadavlaxeT.

_ kidev ra zRvario? aseTi filosofiiT SeiZleba

Wkuidan SeiSalo. iqneba da droulad aris dafiqreba

saWiroa, roca raime saqmes akeTeb?

_ SesaZloa, droulad saWiro fiqria... CvenTvis

dafiqrebaa saWiro...

_ eg Sen saidan daaskveni, rom gogonasTan anasatasias

saubris Semdeg, misi bedi Seicvala da dedisTvisac. da

kidev soflis mcxovreblebisac?

_ xom geubnebi me Sen, me fsiqologiiT viyavi gata-

cebuli. rogorc mecniers, SemiZlia giTxra: anastasiam

sruliad Secvala aniutkas cxovrebiseuli programa.

moxucebis sazrunavad mitovebuli avadmyofi bavSvi,

patara gogona umweod ijda, WuWyiani qoxis kuTxeSi da

Tavisi dedis dabrunebas eloda. mas arwmunebdnen: “mova

Seni dediko. SenTan iTamaSebs, saCuqrebs mogitans”. arw-

munebdnen, fiqrobdnen, rom sicruiT keTil saqmes akeTebd-

nen. dedamisi ki, am dros qalaqSi loTobda gamouvali

mdgomareobis gamo. cru darwmunebam gogona unayofo lo-

dinisTvis gaswira.

aseve Cvenc, sakuTar cxovrebaSi xSirad veliT zemo-

dan movlinebas. viRac unda movides, da gagvxados bedn-

ieri, Segvicvalos bedi.

amis gamo xom araa, rom vmoqmedebT uxalisod, an saer-

Tod umoqmedoT varT? ar vufiqrdebiT, rom Cven yve-

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laferi, isedac uxvad gvaqvs mocemuli da CvenTan mosuls

TviTonve unda SevxvdeT saCuqrebiT.

anastasiam Secvala bedi, momavali, Tavisi ubraloebiTa

da gulwrfelobiT.

warmogidgenia, yvelaze ubralo adamianuri sityvebiT,

SeiZleba, rom bedi Secvalo.

me bevrjer movismine aniutasTan anastasias dialogis

Canaweri. vfiqrob, sxva vinmesac rom, aseve esaubra gogo-

nasTan, Sedegad igive efeqti iqneboda. Zalze mcire ramaa

saWiro, raTa ilaparako ise, rogorc anastasiam. saWiroa

ar icruo. saWiroa ubralod gulwrfelad gsurdes ada-

mianis daxmareba. daxmareba da ara TanagrZnoba. saWiroa

Tavisufali iyo bedisweris dogmebisgan anu ufro swo-

rad, iyo maTze Zlieri. SeiZleba imsjelo bedisweraze,

gamouval mdgomareobaze, bedisweris. winaswargansazRvru-

lobaze patara avadmyofi gogonasadmi. magram anastasia

am winaswargansazRvrulobaze Zlieri aRmoCnda. man, mas,

ubralod yuradReba ar miaqcia. da sxvac aseve SesZlebda.

yvelaferi xom sityvebiT keTdeboda, Cveulebrivi, Cveni

sityvebiT. mxolod aucilebelia, raTa isini saWiro adgi-

las da saWiro dros gaismas, da amasTan gansazRvruli

TanmimdevrobiT iyos Tqmuli. amis WkuiT gakeTeba Zne-

lia. SesaZloa, ganzraxvaTa is siwminde, razedac anastasia

laparakobs, am sityvebs gansazRvruli TanmimdevrobiT av-

tomaturad awyobs kidec, da amitomacaa, rom isini qmedu-

narianni arian.

_ mTeli eg yvelaferi, Seni Teoriebi varaudebia. jer

kidev saWiroa realur cxovrebaSi davinaxoT, momavalSi,

romeliRac sityvebiT Seicvleba bedi Tu ara. aba ra

SeiZleba rom Seicvalos cxovrebaSi am gogonasTvis? mx-

olodRa Tu raRac saswauli moxdeba.

_ saswauli moxda kidec. aRmoCnda, rom, yvela sas-

wauli CvenSia.

_ ra saswauli moxda?

_ patara aniuta sxva programaze gadaewyo. Tavisi da

garSemomyofTa yvela bediswera daamsxvria.

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_ ras niSnavs daamsxvria? saidan aris eg SenTvis

cnobili?

_ cnobilia CemTvis. garkveuli drois Semdeg me wave-

di im sofelSi. gadavwyvite aniutkasTvis Cemi radiomim-

Rebi wameRo, radgan misi xrialebda da maTTvis saxur-

avze antenac dameyenebina. mivemarTebi aniutkas saxlisken

xis SekeTebuli bogiriT. adre, isini mTlianad dampali

iyo, axla ki, yvela dampali ficari, axlebiT iyo Secv-

lili. “uyure Sen, _ vfiqrob _ neta ras niSnavs aseTi

keTilmowyoba?” aniutkas babua, vxedav parmaRze Camomj-

dari, vedroSi Ceqmebs recxavda. mivesalme, movuyevi Casv-

lis mizezi.

_ kargi, aba, _ ambobs babua, _ Semodi qoxSi, radgan

asea. oRond fexsacmlis gaxda mogiwevs. rogorc xedav,

CvenTan axali wesebia SemoRebuli.

parmaRze fexsacmeli gavixade. babuasTan erTad qoxSi

Sevedi. iq yvelaferi ubralod, soflurad, oRond Zalze

sufTad da myudrod iyo mowyobili.

_ ai, aseTi wesrigi SemoiRo SviliSvilma _ macnoba

babuam. _ igi didxans cdilobda. iataks xexavda, gadarecxa

yvelaferi, kviraze meti. dilidan saRamomde, rogorc daqo-

qili ise muSaobda... daisvenebs da isev alagebas mihyofs

xels. damiTanxma, raTa kedlebi TeTrad SemeReba. axla,

rogorc ki CeqmebiT Seval qoxSi, iatakze kvali Cndeba, im-

ave wamSi Cvars iRebs da nakvalevis gawmendas iwyebs. ase

rom, sjobia kvali ar davamCnio. Custebi Cven ara gvaqvs.

Custebis nacvlad man Zveli kaloSebi gadaakeTa. Caicvi

kaloSebi, Camojeqi.

me Zvel, magram sufTad sufragadafarebul magidasTan

Camovjeqi. erT adgilas sufra gacveTili iyo da im

gacveTil adgilas, ramdenadac SeeZlo bavSvis xels amis

akuratulad gakeTeba, mikerebuli iyo kurdRlis formis

feradi naWeri. magidis SuaSi idga Tlili Wiqa, romli-

danac xelsaxocebis nacvlad, akuratulad amoSveriliyo

rveulis furclebi.

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_ rogorc vxedav, Tqveni soflis keTilmowyobac dai-

wyes, xelisuflebam yuradReba Tqvenc mogaqciaT, radgan

xis biliki SeakeTes, _ vuTxari me babuas.

xolo is, mpasuxobs:

_ ara, xelisufleba ki ar gvamaragebs, CvenTan maT saqme

arca aqvT, es SviliSvili, aniutka gaxda mousvenari.

_ rogor Tu _ aniutka? is xom jer kidev pataraa,

rom biliki SeakeTos. iq xom mZime ficrebia.

_ mZime ficrebi. ho... erTxel sanadirod vemzadebodi.

mezobels vTxove, aniutkasTvis miexeda. me ki SviliSvili

meubneba: “wadi, babua, Sens saqmeze. nu Sewuxdebi, me Tavad

movuvli yvelafers. oRond neba momeci is ficari davx-

erxo, fardulTan rom devs”.

me gamikvirda, vifiqre, dae iTmaSos bavSvma, radgan aseTi

TamaSi moswons. davude ficari morze, miveci birdabiri,

patara xerxi da wavedi sanadirod. mogvianebiT mezobelma

qalma miambo.

aniutkam bogiridan ficris dampali naWrebi gamoa-

Tria. TiToeuli TokiT gazoma da am zomebze Cemi mice-

muli ficris daxerxva daiwyo. naxevari dRe, ambobs mezob-

lis qali, xerxavda aniutka ficars, magram mainc gaarTva

saqmes Tavi. Semdeg ki, miaTria ficari bogirTan, moargo

isini im adgils, sadac dampali iyo.

_ es rogor, aseTma gamxdarma, da sustma SesZlo mZime

ficris gadatana?

_ mas damxmare gamouCnda. jer kidev ori Tvis ukan

igi cimbiris laikas, daoblebul ZaRls daumegobrda. Cve-

ni soflis meore boloSi erTi dedaberi gardaicvala.

janmrTeli ZaRli upatronod darCa. jer kidev, dasa-

flavebisas aniutka sul mas efereboda. Semdeg, masTan

saWmelic mihqonda. Tavidan es laika, Tavisi ezodan arsad

ar gadioda, TumcaRa qoxSi ukve aRaravin iyo, _ dedaberi

marto cxovrobda. aniutka ZaRls ramdenime dRe aWmevda.

isic gamohyva aniutkas, ase rom, axla sul mouSoreblad

dasdevs ukan. exmareba beberi nagazi SviliSvils, yvela

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ucnaurobaSi. amgvarad ficris gadaTrevaSic daexmara. an-

iutkam ficars Toki Semoaxvia, erT boloze Tavad hqonda

xeli Cavlebuli, meoreze ZaRli, janmrTeli kbilebiT Ca-

frenoda da bogirTan aTrevdnen mas. Semdeg aniutkam mezo-

bel qals lursmnebi sTxova, Cemi CaquCi aiRo. da Seecada,

ficari lursmnebiT xidze daeWeda. mas ar gamosdioda.

mezobelma qalma dainaxa, rogor zis aniutka bogirze,

lursmnis CaWedebas cdilobs. CaquCiT xelebi gaifuWa

da sisxli wamouvida. ZaRli gverdiT uzis, uyurebs da

wkmutunebs.

mezoblis qali mivida. gamoarTva CaquCi da ficari

daaWeda lursmnebiT. meore dRes, saRamoTi, mezoblis qal-

ma dainaxa aniutka, Tavis ZaRlTan erTad, isev, rogor miaT-

revda ficars, bogirze axali naxvretebis SesakeTeblad.

„Sen ra aniutka, ase yvela naxvretze ginda axali fi-

crebi daaWedo? sxva, saqme, bavSvuri ar SegiZlia SenTvis

moifiqro?“ _ ekiTxeba mezoblis qali. SviliSvili ki mas

pasuxobs: `Zalian aucilebelia, deida, ise gakeTdes, rom

bogirebi yvela saxlis gaswvriv axali iyos, naxvrete-

bis gareSe, Torem uceb, stumrebi rom movidnen romelime

saxlSi, bogirebs gauyvebian, maTSi ki naxvretebia da gau-

fuWdebaT maT xalisiani ganwyobileba. da Cem dedikosac,

roca Camova, gunebas gaufuWebs uxaliso bogirebi“.

mezoblis qalma meore ficaric daaWeda. Semdeg, man

yvelas Cxubi dauwyo. dadioda ezo-ezo, yvelas uyviro-

da: „SeakeTeT bogirebi sakuTar saxlebTan. ar SemiZlia

vuyuro, Tqveni sizarmacis gamo, bavSvi rogor wvalobs,

xelebi sul dasisxlianebuli aqvs“.

ase rom, TiToeulma Tavis saxlTan SeakeTes bogirebi,

raTa ar esminaT, dedakacis Cxubi.

_ axla, sad aris Seni SviliSvili? _ vkiTxe me

moxucs.

_ saRebavi waaTria ganapira qoxamde. albaT Rames iq,

ganapira qoxSi gaaTevs, moxuc losinebTan. ho... iq, SesaZ-

loa Ramec gaaTios.

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_ ranairi saRebavi, risTvis?

_ Cveulebrivi saRebavi, zeTiani, xasxasa narinjisferi.

igi Tbomavals saRebavSi Tevzs ucvlis. axla SviliSvils

axali axireba dasCemda.

_ ra axireba?

_ man gadawyvita, rom yvela qoxi gamoiyurebodes mxi-

arulad. xalisianad. rogorc ki Tbomavali moaxlovdeba,

ai is Tbomavali, daWeril Tevzs rom agrovebs, aniutka

Tevzs miaTrevs masTan. mTlianad miscems saRebavisTvis.

Semdeg, es qila romelime qoxSi miaqvs. sTxovs, fanjrebis

irgvliv, Tamasebi SeRebon. moxucebic Rebaven. male rigi

Cemamdec mova. kargi! SevRebav! ratom ar unda SevRebo.

SeiZleba ukeTesic aris, Tu SevRebav, da Tu qoxebi gareg-

nulad ufro mxiaruli Sesaxedavi iqneba.

_ Tevzs sad Soulobs?

_ Tevzs TviTonve iWers. yoveldRe diliT, xan sam,

xan or TeTr Tevzs moaTrevs. xdeba xolme, metsac. erT-

xe lac ar yofila rom ar moetana, ekideba mis ankess

Tevzi. me ki, yovel diliT Cemi radikulitiT: adeqi da

morCa: adeqi, babuliko, daamarile Tevzi, rom ar gafuWdes.

yovel diliT asea, _ brazis gareSe buzRunebda babua.

_ rogor axerxebs ankesis gamarTvas? martoka?

_ ki magram, xom geubnebi, damxmare hyavs aniutkas, es

beberi cimbiruli laika. beberia nagazi, magram Wkviania,

esmis misi. yovel axirebaSi xels uwyobs. aniuta iRebs

Cems xuTankesian nemskavs, nemskavze wamoagebs satyuaras

da saRamoTi mdinareze laikasTan erTad midis. iq mas

amoCemebuli aqvs erTi adgili. ankesis erT bolos na-

pirze sariT amagrebs, Semdeg ankesis meore bolos joxze

amagrebs, ZaRli joxs kbilebSi daiWers da micuravs. mic-

uravs sanam, napirze mis kvaldakval aniutka ganuwyvetliv

gasZaxis: “gacurdi megobaro, gacurdi megobaro”. ZaRls

miaqvs ankesi, sanam aniutka napiridan gasZaxis. rogorc

ki adgilamde miaTrevs, aniutka sxvagvarad iwyebs Zaxils:

“Cemsken megobaro, Cemsken megobaro” ZaRli joxs pirs

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uSvebs da ukan, napirisken mocuravs. kargi axla, gveyofa,

modi daviZinoT.

berikaci Rumelze aZvra. me ki xis divanze mivweqi.

gamTeniisas gaviRviZe, gamovedi ezoSi da davinaxe, rom

qveviT mdinaresTan, rgolze xelCakidebuli, moaTrevda an-

iutka ankess. uzarmazari cimbiruli nagazi exmareboda

mas. laikas Caevlo rgolisTvis piri, da jiutad cdi-

lobda ukusvliT mis Trevas. isini erTad moaTrevdnen

Tevzis mozrdil nadavls.

aniutkas aSkarad ecva imaze sami zomiT didi rezinis

Ceqmebi, vinem mas sWirdeboda. Cacmuli hqonda SiSvel fexze.

roca daWerili Tevzi napiramde moaTries, man xeli

daavlo Coganbades da gaiqca Tevzis amosaTrevad. laika

TaTebiT ebjineboda miwas, kbilebiT eWira rgoli. aniutka

wyalSi ufro Rrmad Sevida, vidre Ceqmebi amis saSuale-

bas aZlevda, amitomac wyali Cauvida Ceqmis yelidan.

gamoaTria ra napirze, kauWebidan moxsna sami didi

Tevzi, Caawyo isini tomaraSi. Semdeg man laikasTan erTad

TokiT wamoaTria fanera, romelzec es tomara ido.

aniutkas, wyali uWyapunebda CeqmebSi, ris gamoc xeli

eSleboda siarulSi. aniutka SeCerda, gaiZro erTi Ceqma,

Semdeg meore da SiSveli fexebiT civ miwaze mdgarma, gad-

moRvara Ceqmidan wyali. isev Caicva ra sveli Ceqmebi, man

gaagrZela Tavisi saqme.

roca maT, laikasTan erTad dilis nadavli parmaR-

Tan moaTries, me Sevxede aniutkas saxes da gaocebuli

davrCi.

wiTelad afakluli Rawvebi, gambedaobiT gabrwyinebu-

li TvalebiT da tuCebze idumali bednieri RimiliT, igi

savsebiT ar hgavda im adrindel, moyviTalo-fermkrTal,

avadmyof gogonas. aniutkam babuas dauwyo gaRviZeba da

isic, qoSiniT Camovida Rumelidan, qurTuki moixura, aiRo

dana, marili da wavida Tevzis dasamuSaveblad. roca an-

iutka Cais masmevda, me SevekiTxe, yoveldRe ase dilauT-

enia ratom moaTrevs saxlSi Tevzs?

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_ Tbomavlidan, mdinareze dacuravs, biZiebi modian da

miaqvT Cvengan Tevzi. me fuls maZleven. me kidev maT,

saxlebisTvis saRebavebis motanac vTxove. maT igi Te-

vzis sanacvlod moitanes da kabisTvisac lamazi qsovili

moitanes. amis gamo me maT, mTeli kviris ganmavlobaSi

daWerili Tevzi miveci, _ mipasuxa aniutam da mSvenieri

abreSumis qsovilis didi naWeri miCvena.

_ es Sen, ania, ara marto erTi kabisTvis geyofa. rad

ginda ase bevri? _ SevekiTxe me.

_ es CemTvis ar minda. es, saCuqari movamzade Cemi

dedikosTvis, roca Cemi dediko Camova, me mas, lamaz Tavsa-

fars vaCuqeb kidev da kidev grZel mZivebs vaCuqeb.

_ aniutkam Zveli gacveTili Cemodnidan amoiRo qalis

importuli windebi, margalitis mZivebi, mSvenieri feradi

Tavsafari:

_ oRond nu idardebs dediko, imitom, rom CemTvis

saCuqrebis yidva ar SeuZlia. axla me mas TviTon vuyidi

yvelafers. raTa ar ifiqros dedikom, rom misi cxovreba

ar aewyo.

me vuyurebdi, rogori sixaruliT maCvenebda igi

saCuqrebs Tavisi dedikosaTvis, savsebiT bednieri esiy-

varuleboda maT da mivxvdi: sruliad umweo, sacodavi

da viRacisgan daxmarebis momlodine arsebisgan, patara

aniutka, saqmian, Tavis TavSi darwmunebul adamianad iqca

da imiT aris bednieri, rom mas raRac gamosdis, magram

iqneb kidev raRac sxva rameSia misi bedniereba... axla, me

vfiqrob, bedniereba yvelas SigniT aqvs. is cnobierebis

garkveul SreSia. oRond risi daxmarebiT SeiZleba am do-

neSi SeRweva, ai sakiTxavi es aris. anastasia, patara aniut-

kas daexmara. SesZlebs ki, igi yvela danarCens daexmaros?

iqneb, saWiroa, Cven TviTon rogorRac Tavad viswavloT

amis mofiqreba...

aleqsandre gaCumda, da TiToeuli CvenTagani sakuTar

fiqrebSi CaviZireT.

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jubaCaSi gaxveulma, Tavi morze Camovde. me Crdilo-

eTis naTel varskvlavebs davuwye cqera, meCveneboda, isini

Cvens zemoT, Zalzed dabla iyvnen da koconis alze Tvi-

Tonac Tbebodnen. me Sevecade dameZina.

sami saaTis Zilis Semdeg, aleqsandresTan erTad mive-

di katerTan. magram sanam katers napiridan movaSorebdiT,

aleqsandrem uceb ganmicxada:

_ vfiqrob... darwmunebuli var, ar Rirs taigaSi Seni

wasvla. ver ipovni iq, axla anastasias. veravin ipovnis,

verc Sen.

_ ratom?

_ wavida anastasia. siRrmeSi wavida. ar SeeZlo ar

wasuliyo. Sen Tu waxval, SesaZloa daiRupo. Sen ara xar

Seguebuli taigas. Sen xom, awic unda dawero. Seasrulo,

rac mas dahpirdi.

_ wera rom ganvagrZo, CemTvis aucilebelia movismino

misi pasuxebi mkiTxvelTa mraval SekiTxvaze. bavSvis aRz-

rdis Taobaze, religiebze.

_ mas axla veravin ipovnis.

_ Sen ra daiCeme _ ver ipovni, ver ipovnio. me vici

sadacaa misi mindori, movnaxav.

_ ver naxav, geubnebi. anastasias, ar SeiZleba ar es-

modes, rom masze nadiroba daiwyo.

_ ra nadiroba? adgilobrivi monadireebi vinmem moisy-

ida? rogorc Sen, egoriCTan erTad?

_ me da egoriCi vcdilobT yvela davarwmunoT, rom

mas xeli ar SeuSalon, ar Seawuxon. roca darwmuneba

ar gamogvdis, maSin isini mopirdapire napirze gadagvyavs.

adgilobriv monadireebs ver moisyidi, maT TavianTi kanon-

ebi da faseulobebi aqvT. anastasias Sesaxeb, jer kidev,

Senamde icodnen. uRrmesi pativiscemiT epyrobodnen mas.

erTmaneTSic ki frTxilad saubroben. ar moewonebaT mona-

direebs taigaSi ucxos danaxva, sroliT ki isini, mizanSi

zustad isvrian.

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_ maSin, vinRa SesZlebs masze nadirobas?

_ vfiqrob, es is aris, vinc dRevandel dRemde mogviy-

vana iseTebad, rogorebic varT... da SemdgomSic ganagrZobs

Cvens wayvanas.

_ ufro konkretulad?

_ ufro konkretulad ki saWiroa, yvelam Tavadve

gamoTvalos.

_ Sen, mainc, vin gyavs mxedvelobaSi? iseTebi, rogoric

boris moiseeiCia?

_ aba igi ra, mxolod iaraRia. raRac uxilavi gvaTama-

Sebs Cven. boris moiseeviCmac daiwyo axla amis mixvedra.

aseve, imanac, vinc mis ukan idga, Cans, igic mixvda.

vina varT Cven?

erTi Tvis ukan, boris moiseeviCi isev Camovida am mxa-

reSi, _ miyveboda aleqsandre, _ igi amjerad dacvisa da

TanaSemweebis gareSe iyo. mSvidma da Cafiqrebulma, mom-

Zebna me. mTeli dRe vsaubrobdiT. es saubari ki ara, ufro,

misi aRsareba iyo. CemTan ki ara, aramed sakuTar TavTan

aRsareba. man maCuqa Tavisi angariSis asli anastasiasTan

kontaqtis Sesaxeb. me amonawerebi gavamzade SenTvis iqi-

dan, ginda wagikiTxav?

_ visTvis keTdeboda es angariSi?

_ ar vici da TviTon boris moiseeviCmac ar icis.

Tavis damkveTs igi mozrdil, buxrian darbazSi Sexvda.

damkveTma Tavi saerTaSoriso akademiis warmomadgenlad

gaacno. akademiebi ki amJamad Zalian momravlda, gaarkvie

SedarebiT seriozuli romelia. axla xom seriozulobaze

dafinansebis raodenobiT daiwyes msjeloba.

es damkveTi dafinansebaSi ar Zunwobda, mTliani mog-

zauroba maSinTave naRdi fuliT gadaixada. jgufs dahpir-

da mozrdil premiasac da boris moiseeviCis meTaurobiT,

mTeli ganyofilebis CarTvas, anastasiasTan dakavSirebul

seriozul samecniero programaSi.

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roca boris moiseeviCi, dabrunebis Semdeg, mas Sexvda

da angariSi warudgina, damkveTma igi zerelad gadaaTva-

liera. rogorc Cans, igi ukve informirebuli iyo, angari-

Sis furclebi buxarSi SeuZaxa, xolo boris moiseeviCs

uTxra:

_ Tqvens winaSe idga kontaqtis damamyareli amocana

obieqt “X”-Tan, rogorc Tavad uwodeT anastasias. amo-

canis Sesrulebisas, Tqven gamoiyeneT ara mxolod Tqve-

ni samecniero meTodika, damarwmuneblobis unari, aramed

Zaladobac. Zaladoba _ es Tqveni iniciativaa. Cven gad-

avwyviteT, eqspediciis organizebisTvis gavaormagoT Tqve-

ni honorari, Tumca, amis Semdgom, momavalSi gavwyvitoT

TqvenTan Cveni urTierT-damokidebuleba. miiReT Tqveni

honorari, _ miuTiTa man savarZlis axlos mdgar diplo-

matze, _ da daiviwyeT eqspediciis Sesaxeb.

boris moiseeviCi cdilobda aexsna, rom Zalis gamoy-

eneba SemTxveviT moxda da Tavad misTvisac, mTeli es

istoria, arasasiamovnoa, mas esmis, ramdenad didi ziani

moutana ana s tasiasTan momaval kontaqts misi jgufis

ugergilobam da amis gamo, igi, piradad, saerTod uars

ambobs hono rarze.

ai, maSin, buxarTan mjdomi kaci, savarZlidan wamodga

da ver aitana ra Sepasuxeba, mkacri xmiT warmosTqva:

_ aiReb da waxval. saqmis gamo ki ar iyo Seni ltol-

va, aramed fulisTvis. maS, aiRe is. Sen, Cven metad, aRar

gamogvadgebi.

boris moiseeviCma aiRo fuliT savse diplomati da

gamovida farTo kabinet-darbazidan. is cdilobda fuli

Tanabrad gaenawilebina eqspedicis monawileTa Soris,

Tumca yvelam ar aiRo igi. es fuli, TiTqos xazs usvam-

da eqspediciaSi monawile adamianTa mier Cadenil raRac

arasasiamovnos grandiozulobas.

_ Sen, CemTvis, mxolod amonaridebi ratom gaamzade am

angariSidan? –SevekiTxe aleqsandres.

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_ Seni wignis mixedviT Tu vimsjelebT, Sen, Zalianac

ar giyvars, SenTvis gaugebari terminebiT gadatvirTuli

naSromebis kiTxva. me Sevecade mTavari amomewera, gansa-

kuTrebuli terminologiis gareSe.

_ da, ras amboben isini anastasiaze?

_ aleqsandrem amoiRo jibidan nabeWdi furclebi da

wamikiTxa:

_ `obieqti “X”-i ar SeiZleba gamokvleul iqnas Cveu-

lebrivi, dResdReobiT CvenTvis cnobili mecnieruli xe-

rxebiT.

samecniero wreebSi sayovelTaod miRebuli Sefase-

bebis kriteriumebi, garduvalad Seqmnian gansazRvrul

CarCoebs, datoveben ra mis miRma movlenaTaAadre ucnob

Tvisebebs da SesaZleblobebs, warmoqmnilT da dakavSire-

bulT calkeul situaciebTan, ufro mizanSewonili iqneba

iTqvas, obieqt “X”-is fsiqikuri mdgomareobis cvaleba-

dobasTan erTad.

rogorc sainformacio wyaro, samecniero ZiebaTa sx-

vadasxva sferoSi, “obieqti” SesaZloa iyos miuwvdomeli,

metnaklebad mecnierebaSi cnobili wyaroebisTvis.

Tavad obieqti, albaT, informaciis matarebels ar war-

moadgens. ubralo interesi, informaciis@miRebisa da ana-

lizisTvis, ara aqvs, TumcaRa misTvis mniSvnelovani miznis

warmoqmnisas da, _ rogorc Sedegi _ survilisa, mas-

Tan informacia avtomaturad midis viRacisgan, SerCeuli

saxiT da saWiro raodenobiT da myisve SeuZlia ipovos

obieqtma „X“-ma praqtikuli gamoyeneba.

Cvenma jgufma SesZlo mxolod zogierTi hipoTezis, da

aseve “cdiseuli” gziT daamtkica mTeli rigi gamonaTq-

vamebi obieqt ̀ X~-isa mcenaresTan mimarTebaSi. daafiqsira

sxivis arsebobis faqti. mecnieruli terminebi „torsian-

uli veli“, „radiotalRuri gamosxiveba“ aq, rogorc Cans,

Seuferebelia. da Tuki isini mainc gamoyenebul iqnebian,

mxolod imitom, rom sxva ufro Sesaferisi ar gagvaCnia.

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Cvenis azriT, ivaraudeboda, yvelaze warmoudgenlad

da saeWvod, SesaZlebloba Cadebuliyo, Cafaruliyo wignis

teqstSi SeTanawyobebi da niSnebi obieqt „X“-is termi-

nologiiT „maradiulobis siRrmeebsa da kosmosis usas-

rulobaze“.

Tavad obieqtis mtkicebiT, am niSnebs SeuZliaT keTil-

ismyoflad imoqmedon adamianze.

Cven vvaraudobdiTwignis wakiTxvamde da wakiTxvis

Semdeg adamianSi fiziologiuri cvlilebis Sesajereblad,

medicinaSi miRebuli xelsawyoebis daxmarebiT cdebis se-

ria Cagvetarebina. TumcaRa axla amas didi azri aRar

aqvs.

ukve axlave, Cven iZulebulni varT aRvniSnoT, maTi

arsebobis ueWveloba. misi zemoqmedeba xdeba ara fiz-

iologiuri, materialuri organoebis saSualebebiT, aramed

romeliRac araxelSesaxeb, aramaterialuri sociumis

doneze.

iqmneba STabeWdileba, rom dedamiwaze mcxovreb adami-

anTa sazogadoebis wiaRSi moqmedebas iwyebs reaqcia, rom-

lis gakontrolebac da Sesabamisad SeCerebac Cven ar

ZalgviZs.

misi arsebobis damamtkicebel ZiriTad faqtad rCeba

wignTan Sexebuli adamianebis fsiqikuri reaqcia. mkiTx-

velebis gamokiTxva, testireba, maTi korespondenciebis

analizi mowmobs umravlesobaSi SemoqmedebiTi aRmafernis

warmoCenas, rac gamoixateba poeturi Txzulebebis, nax-

atebis, musikaluri Semoqmedebis Seqmnis formiT. mraval

maTgans uCndeba survili Seexos mcenares, dargos mcenare,

Seicvalos profesia. calkeul SemTxvevebSi, wakiTxvis

Semdeg, iwyeba guneba-ganwyobilebis mniSvnelovani gaum-

jobeseba, qreba daavadebis simptomebi.

Cvens mier Catarebulia eqsperimenti, sxvadasxva seniT

daavadebul ocdaaT adamianze. maT SesTavazes, fsiqoTera-

piis kabinetSi samkurnalo Zilis dros maTTvis waekiTx-

aT wignis teqsti. ocdaSvid maTgans daetyo emociuri

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daZabva, Zili ar ekarebodaT, sisxlSi moimata hemoglobin-

ma. Tuki vivaraudebT, rom mkiTxvelTaA reaqcia, litera-

turul-mxatvruli saxierebebis STabeWdilebebis xarjze

xdeba, maSin SeiZleba mtkiceba _ mocemuli xateba Tavisi

fsiqologiuri zegavleniT aWarbebs ramdenadme ufro yve-

la, adre cnobils, klasikurisa da bibliuris CaTvliT.

am mtkicebulebebis ueWvelobaze miuTiTebs mkiTxvel-

Ta procentuli raodenobis damokidebuleba, romelTac

Tavisi swrafvebi gamoxates poeturi an sxva Semoqmedeb-

iTi formiT.

saSualo statistikurad, es gamoixateba, rogorc

1:19-Tan. amasTan avtoriseuli gadmocemis Tavad stili

primitivizmamde martivia. ar aris daculi mxatvrul-

literaturuli Semoqmedebis dadgenili kanonebi, teqstSi

aris gramatikuli Secdomebi. magram amasTan kompiuter-

uli programis daxmarebiT teqstis testireba advilad

kiTxvadobis mizniT, gviCvenebs, rom advili kiTxvadoba

Seadgens oTxmoc da met procents!

obieqt “X”-Tan uSualo kontaqtisas Cven vamCnevdiT

movlenas, rac adre ar Segvxvedria da ufologebis mier

SeniSnul da aRweril arc erT movlenas ar Seesabameba.

Cven Tvals vadevnebdiT energetikul nisls (lekerts)

did sferosebur elvis burTulis msgavss. misi energe-

tikuli potenciali aRemateba dRevandel mecnierebaSi

arsebul Sexedulebebs bunebrivi energiis Zalis Sesaxeb.

misi unari _ lokalurad cvalos dedamiwis gravit-

aciuli veli, aZlevs mas saSualebas erT wamSi kosmiur

mtvrad aqcios yvelaferi, rac fesvebiT ar dgas miwaSi.

Cveni kontaqtis momentSi dedamiwis gravitacia odnav

iyo Secvlili, magram misi ZalisYgazrdis SemTxvevaSi

Cven da yvela materialuri sagani SesaZloa ubralod

kosmosis ufskrulSi aRmovCeniliyaviT, amasTan obieqt

“X”-is irgvliv gravitaciuli veli ar icvleboda, rac

laparakobs SerCeviTi moqmedebebis SesaZleblobaze.

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dedamiwis mizidulobis cvlilebas, aSkarad win us-

wrebda, dRis sinaTlis lurji speqtris Semcireba.

hipoTezis saxiT SesaZloa vivaraudoT, rom egreT

wodebuli dedamiwis miziduloba damokidebulia ara TviT

dedamiwaze, mis masaze, aramed sxivur wnevaze, romeliRac

kosmiuri obieqtebidan momavalze, energiisgan an viRacis

mier dedamiwis garsis Semqmnelze.

obieqti “X”-i, miuxedavad informaciis didi mocu-

lobis miRebis SesaZleblobisa, ar cdilobs mis analizs

da gadmocemuls iRebs grZnobebis, intuiciis doneze, ris

gamoc iqmneba gulubryvilobis STabeWdileba. obieqt “X”-

is damokidebuileba energetikul lekertTan Cveulebrivi

da ubraloa, igi myardeba grZnobebis doneze, sruli ara-

rsebobiT. yovelgvari pirferobisa da Tayvaniscemis erT-

maneTisadmi urTierTpativiscemis pirobebSi isini inarCu-

neben moqmedebis srul Tavisuflebas.

Cvens mier SeniSnuli ganaTebuli energetikuli nisli

(lekerti) flobs gons da, rac yvelaze warmoudgenelia

_ grZnobebs, aseTi ram ar aRuniSnavT ufologebs arc

erTi amoucnobi mfrinafi obieqtisTvis. mgrZnobelobis

damadasturebeli aris is, rom energetikuli nisli (lek-

erti) sxivuri kontaqtis dros obieqt “X”-s, fexebsa

da Tmebze alersiT exeboda da Tavad igi, qmedebiT rea-

girebda obieqt “X”-is emociur mdgomareobaze.

hipotezis saxiT obieqti “X”-i SesaZloa mivakuT-

vnoT miwier adamians, romelTanac periodulad Sedian

kontaqtSi aramiwieri civilizaciebis warmomadgenlebi, an

masTan urTierTobas amyareben raRac bunebrivi movlenebi,

rac gamosxivebas ar eqvemdebareba.

hipoTezis saxiT SeiZleboda TviTon obieqti “X”-i

erT-erTi aramiwieri civilizaciisTvis migvekuTvnebina,

magram TviT obieqtis gancxadeba: “me adamiani, var, qali”,

xels gviSlis es gavakeToT. msgavsi gancxadeba Cixur

mgomareobaSi gvayenebs, radganac Cndeba kiTxva: “vina varT

maSin Cven”? an sxvagvarad: “kacobrioba progresis gziT

midioda Tu regresis gziT”?

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mutantebi, adamianebi s

mier Seqmnilni

_ kargi, kmara, _ gavawyvetine me aleqsandres, _ CemT-

vis anastasia gandegili qalia. Tundac araCveulebrivi

unarCvevebiT, magram, vfiqrob, igi adamiania. ukeTesia jer-

jerobiT ase vimedovnebdeT. Tu yvelafers CavufiqrdebiT,

SesaZloa Wkua dagvicurdes. daqoqe Seni raxraxa, wavediT.

miyruebul soflamde katerma oTx saaTSi migviyvana.

roca me, ukve nacnob napirze gadmovedi, aleqsandrec gad-

moZvra kateridan da isev Taviseburad wamoiwyo:

_ wavida anastasia, vladimir, Sen ifiqre, iqneb mainc ga-

da do Seni laSqroba taigis mindorSi? ver miaRwev Sen iqamde.

_ waval. _ me, zurgCanTa avwie, raTa mxrebze momergo

da uceb davinaxe, aleqsandre rogor iRebs qarqaSidan did

sanadiro danas.

zurgCanTa davagde da TavdacvisaTvis, miwaze, raRac

Sesaferisis Zebna daviwye. magram aleqsandrem, idayvamde

gaiSiSvla xeli, uceb, sakuTar xelze daisva dana. Wrilo-

bidan gadmoCqefil sisxls, man Tavisi selis Sarfi daa-

fara. Semdeg mTxova kateridan afTiaqis kolofi amometana

da xeli Semexvia. ise gavakeTe yvelaferi es, rom verafers

mivxvdi. man sisxlSi mosvrili Sarfi gamomiwoda:

_ Tavze Semoixvie.

_ ratom?

_ ukidures SemTxvevaSi, monadireebi xels ar gaxle-

ben mainc. isini daWrilebs ar esvrian.

_ isini ra, eg Seni monadireebi sulelebi xom arian?

momiaxlovdebian Tu ara, maSinve dainaxaven butaforias.

_ isini ar uaxlovdebian. ratom unda gariskon? bi-

likebi da sanadiro are yvelas Tavisi aqvs. Tu adamians

taigaSi Sesvla sikeTiT surs, jer monadireebs daelapar-

akeba, Tavis Tavze mouTxrobs, Tavis ganzraxvebze, SeaTanx-

mebs Tavis svlas. Tu sikeTiTaa, isini daexmarebian, ur-

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Ceven da SeuZliaT TviTonve gaacilon. Senze maT araferi

ician. SeuZliaT arc gaarkvion, ise dagaWedon tyvia, magram

daWrils isini ar esvrian.

me aviRe sisxlSi mosvrili Sarfi, Tavze Semovixvie.

_ iqneb madloba unda giTxra, magram raRac ar minda

madlobis Tqma.

_ da arc ginda. me madlobisTvis arc gamikeTebia.

ubralod msurs raRac mainc gavakeTo. Tu dabrundebi, na-

pirze koconi daanTe. dro da dro axlos Cavivli xolme,

kvamls rom davinaxav _ wagiyvan, Tu dabrunebas SeZleb.

taigis misasvlelTan Cemgan as metrSi ori ZaRli

davinaxe. “albaT soflisaa, _ gavifiqre. _ kargi iqneboda

CemTan axlos mosuliyvnen, ZaRlebTan mainc ufro mSvidad

viqnebi”. me Sevecade kidec, Cemsken momexmo isini, magram

ZaRlebi ar momiaxlovdnen. Cemi mimarTulebis paralelu-

rad agrZelebdnen moZraobas, ai ase SevediT Cven taigaSi.

sul tyuilubralod maSinebda aleqsandre. taiga mtru-

li ar meCvena. iqneb im SegrZnebis gamo, rom aq, am xeebsa

da namtvrevebs Soris, cxovrobs anastasia da Tumca igi

ucnauria, magram mainc keTili adamiania. magram mTavaria _

am taigaSi, mis xergilebSi, qalaqis mcxovrebTaTvis uCveu-

lo bgerebSi da haerze cxovrobs Cemi RviZli vaJiSvili.

amis gacnobierebis Semdeg, taiga cota ufro mSobliuri

meCvena.

napiridan mindvramde ocdaxuTi kilometris gavla

gacilebiT Znelia, vidre ubralo gzaze, imitom, rom xan

waqceul xeze gadaxoxeba mixdeboda, xan buCqebis Semov-

la. roca anastasiasTan erTad mivdiodi, saubarSi aseT

dabrkolebebs ver vamCnevdi. mTavaria, rom mimarTuleba

ar SemeSalos maT gamo. me ufro xSirad davuwye kom-

pass yureba. vifiqre: “neta anastasia ukompasod rogor

poulobs mindors? aranairi bilikic ki arsad ar aris”.

gzadagza yovel saaTSi sveneb-svenebiT, SuadRisas, mivaR-

wie patara, oriode metri siganis, mdinares. roca anasta-

siasTan erTad mivdiodi, Cven maSinac gadavkveTeT patara

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mdinare. me gadavwyvite, gadavsulviyavi meore napirze da

gamekeTebina xangrZlivi Sesveneba mdinaris mimdebare min-

dorze. Sevdeqi mdinareSi Cavardnil naxevrad dampal xis

morze. napiramde xes sul mcire sigrZe aklda, amitom me

jer zurgCanTa visrole, Semdeg Tavadac gadavxti. raRac

uxerxulad gamomivida. romeliRac CaZirul xis totebian

kunZs wamovede da fexi gadamibrunda, Tu raRacnairad da-

meWima. Zalian Zlierma tkivilma damiara fexSi da TavSic

damartya. cota xans viweqi, Sevecade avmdgariyavi da mivx-

vdi, rom siaruli ar SemeZlo. ase viweqi da vfiqrobdi, ra

gamekeTebina. me vcdilobdi ga mex senebina, Cveulebriv risi

gakeTebaa saWiro, roca fexi gadagibrundeba an dageWimeba.

magram ver vixsenebdi, albaT, tkivili xels miSlida, gamex-

senebina. Semdeg gadavwyvite: viwvebi, SevWam, iqneb tkivilic

miyuCdes. Tu saWiro iqneba kocons davanTeb, Rames gavaTev.

dilisTvis, fexi iqneb momirCes kidec. adamians xom Tan-

daTan yvelaferi uxorcdeba.

da, uceb me xelaxla SevniSne ZaRlebi. isini ukve oTx-

ni iyvnen, meore, sapirispiro mxares ki, damatebiT ori. da,

isini arsad ar midiodnen. isini, sxvadasxva mxares dawv-

nen, Cemgan aT-aTi metris daSorebiT. ZaRlebi sxvadasxva

jiSisani iyvnen, erTi _ erdelterieri, meore _ boqsio-

ri, danarCenebi raRac najvarebi. maT Soris iyo patara

finia. ZaRlebi aburZgnulbalnianebi da gamxdrebi iyvnen,

elderteriers Tvalebze Cirqi mosdeboda. me gamaxsenda

kapitnis TanaSemwis monaTxrobi, aseT ZaRlebze da si-

tuaciis gacnobierebisgan fexis tkivilis SegrZnebac ki

gamiqa, raRac drois ganmavlobaSi.

saTao Tbomavlis kapitnis TanaSemwe miambobda, Tavian-

Ti oTxfexebis moSorebis msurvel adamianebs, Tu rogor

mihyavT isini sadme Sors da toveben iq, an qalaqis So-

riaxlos agdeben, katebi da ZaRlebi sanarcxe ormoebTan

jgufdebian. roca ZaRlebi miyruebul adgilebSi, qala-

qidan Sors mihyavT, isini jogebad ikribebian da sakvebs

moipoveben cocxal arsebebze TavdasxmiT. adamianebsac,

gansakuTrebiT martoxelebs, esxmian Tavs. es ZaRlebi mg-

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lebze saSiSni arian. isini cdiloben Causafrdnen daWril

an Zaladakargul msxverpls, Tavs erTdroulad esxmian.

xrovad Sekrebili ubinao, gamxecebuli ZaRlebi mgleb-

ze saSiSni arian imitomac, rom maT mglebze ukeT ician

adamianTa Cveulebebi da sZulT isini. isini gamwarebuli

arian adamianebze, mglebiviT mxecebze nadirobis gamocdi-

leba maT ara aqvT, adamianebze ki aqvT.

gansakuTrebiT saSiSia, Tu xrovaSi Tundac erTi iseTi

ZaRli aRmoCndeba, romelsac adamianze TavdasxmaSi avar-

jiSebdnen.

me myavda ZaRli da mec vatarebdi mas ZaRlebis fa-

sian skolaSi. iq sxva varjiSebs Soris yovelgvari brZa-

nebis Sesrulebas da adaminaze Tavdasxmis varjiSebsac

utarebdnen. ZaRlebis skolaSi instruqtoris TanaSemwe

icvams grZel saxeloebian dabambul paltos da ZaRls

aswavlis masze Tavdasmas, gaafTrebiT dakbenas. Tu ZaRli

kargad asrulebs varjiSs, amisTvis mas aqeben, da sasusnavs

aZleven. ai waavarjiSes Wkvianebma.

sainteresoa, aris Tundac erTi arseba mTels qveyanaze,

adamianis garda, romelic aswavlides sxva saxis arsebebs

Tavissave msgavsebze Tavdasxmas..?

Cems irgvliv myofi ZaRlebi wres aviwroebdnen. ga-

vifiqre: “saWiroa maT vaCveno, rom me jer kidev cocxa-

li var, SemiZlia Tavis dacva”. me avwie mokle joxi

da vesrole uaxloes did da gaqucul ZaRls. ZaRlma

joxi aicdina da xelaxla Cawva. axlos, meti joxi aRar

iyo. maSin amoviRe zurgCanTidan ori konservis Tunuqis

qila. sanam amoviRebdi, yvelaze patara ZaRli _ finia _

uknidan momepara, kbilebiT Sarvalze momqaCa da gverdze

gaxta, danarCeni ZaRlebi makvirdebodnen. cxadia danar-

Ceni ZaRlebi akvirdebodnen, Tu rogori reaqcia meqnebo-

da finias Tavdasxmaze. erTi qila, yvelaze axlo mdgom

ZaRls vesrole, meore, finias. meti aRaraferi mqonda, rom

mesrola. gonebaSi, raRac gamouvalobis grZnoba gamiCnda.

me, warmovidgine, Tu ZaRlebi rogor daglejen Cems

sxeuls da mis nakuwebs Sesanslaven, me ki am dros, gark-

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veuli drois ganmavlobaSi gonze myofi, davinaxav yvela-

fers, davigrixebi tkivilebisgan, imitom, rom ZaRlebi ver

SesZleben uceb momklan. da mec, Tan iseTi araferi maqvs,

rom xangrZlivi tanjvis gareSe uceb movkvde.

isic damenana, rom anastasiasTvis mkiTxvelebis saCu-

qrebiani, xolo, Cemi vaJisTvis, rac aucilebelia patara

bavSvisaTvis, sxvadasxva sabavSvo rame-rumeebiani zurgCan-

Ta, ver mivitane.

naxevari zurgCanTa mkiTxvelTa werilebs eWira, Se-

kiTxvebiT, TxovnebiT. bevri werilia. araCveulebrivi

werilebi. isini sulzea, cxovrebazea da bevri leqsicaa.

iqneb araprofesiuli leqsebi, xSirad gauriTmavi, magram

raRaciT kargi. da, ai axla, yvelaferi ikargeba. Calpeba

aq. da uceb rogorRac TavisTavad momafiqrda. gadavwyvi-

te damewera patara baraTi da celofanis parkSi Camedo

werilebTan. baraTi! dae, Tu vinme naxavs zurgCanTas, yve-

laferi aiRos, rac SigniT aris, fulic aiRos TavisTvis.

oRond mkiTxvelebis werilebi Cems qaliSvils, palinas

gadaugzavnos. da Cavwere barTSi, rom man gamosces isini,

roca amisTvis wignis honorari sakmaod dagrovdeba. ar

SeiZleba imis daSveba, rom amdeni gulwrfeli leqsi fu-

Wad daikargos. saerTod bevrma, SesaZloa pirvelad dawera

leqsi, mTeli gulwrfelobiT dawerili gamovida isini da

maTi cxovrebaSi, erTaderTi dawerili leqsi, daikargeba.

es baraTi Znelad iwereboda. xelebi mikankalebda, al-

baT SiSisgan. adamiani ase ratom ebRauWeba sicocxles,

iseT situaciaSic ki, roca absoluturad naTelia, rom

yvelaferi damTavrda? magram me davasrule baraTi, Cavde

is celofanis paketSi werilebTan erTad, Sevkari paketi

ufro mWidrod, sineste rom ar Sesuliyo. da am dros

davinaxe, Cems garSemo myofi, ukve sul axlos mosuli ZaR-

lebi, uceb rogor iwyeben ucnauri manevris Catarebas. isi-

ni erTi meoris miyolebiT Cemgan micocavdnen. zogierTi

wamodga da ara Cemsken, aramed sxva mxares daiwyo yureba,

da isev wvebodnen, rogorc sangarSi. me fexze wamovdeqi,

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rom Semexeda, ram miiqcia ase maTi yuradReba. da davinaxe...

davinaxe rus gaswvriv, swrafad morboda anastasia.

is morboda Tavisi momxiblavi sirbiliT, ris gamoc

misi oqrosferi Tmebi iSleboda.

Tavdapirvelad me, am suraTiT vtkbebodi, magram uceb

goneba gaminaTda: ZaRlebi! maT igrZnes, rom SesaZloa na-

davli waarTvan da emzadebodnen Cemsken swrafad moax-

lovebul anastasiaze Tavdasasxmelad.

naSimSilevi, gamxecebuli ZaRlebi bolomde ibrZole-

ben Tavisi nadavlisTvis. erT anastasias, marto, araferi

SeuZlia, maTTan gaawyos. ZaRlebi mas daglejen. da me

Sevyvire, ramdenadac Zala meyo:

_ SeCerdi! SeCerdi anastasia! ZaRlebi. aq gamxecebuli

qofakebia! nu morbixar aqeT anastasia! SeCerdi!

anastasiam gaigona, Tumca odnavadac ar Seunelebia Ta-

visi swrafi sirbili, Tanac xeli maRla aswia da daaqnia.

“ra gaakeTa _ gavifiqre me. _ axla im uCveulo movlena-

sac ki ar SeuZlia mas daexmaros”.

me, Cqar-Cqara amoviRe zurgCanTidan, patara minis boT-

lebi, sabavSvo kvebis wvenebiT. boTlebis srola davu-

wye ZaRlebs, vcdilobdi maTi yuradReba Cemsken mimepyro.

erT-erTi boTli mizanSi moxvda, magram ZaRlebi Cems mc-

delobebs araviTar yuradRebas aRar aqcevdnen.

etyoba ZaRlebs esmodaT, saidan iyo maTTvis realuri

safrTxe. ZaRlebi, sxvadasxva mxridan, erTdroulad gaqan-

dnen anastasiasaken, rogorc ki igi maT wreSi Sevarda. da

iq... ex es suraTi unda genaxaT. Tavisi sirbilis mTeli

energia anastasiam trialad aqcia. igi uceb, mTeli garbenis

ZaliT, mkveTrad datrialda cibrutiviT, rogorc bale-

ri nebi brunaven scenaze, oRond ufro Cqara. cibrutiviT

dabzrialebul anastasias sxeulze mixeTqebuli ZaRlebi

sxvadasxva mxares gaifantnen, ise, rom misTvis ziani ar

miuyenebiaT, TumcaRa maSinve daiwyes adamianze axali

TavdasxmisaTvis mzadeba, romelmac bzriali Sewyvita.

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me gavxoxdi anastasiasTan Sesaxvedrad. mas ecva Tav-

isi mokle msubuqi kaba. dabambuli juba mainc scmoda,

dabambuli jubis kbena ZaRlebisTvis ufro Znelia.

anastasiam cal muxlze daiCoqa. igi idga gaavebuli,

SimSilisgan naxevrad gacofebuli ZaRlebis wreSi, magram

misi saxe SiSs ar gamoxatavda, igi Cemsken iyureboda da

Cqara laparakobda:

_ gamarjoba, vladimir! oRond Sen nu SeSindebi. Sen

daisvene cota. modundi. Sen nu SeSfoTdebi, isini arafers

ar damiSaveben es mSieri ZaRlebia. nu SeSfoTdebi.

ori Zlieri ZaRli isev sxvadasxva mxridan eca cal

muxlze CaCoqil anastasias. laparakis SeuCereblad man

xelebis elviseburi moZraobiT, orive xeliT erTdrou-

lad, maTi naxtomis dros daiWira orive ZaRli wina

TaTebiT da Seatriala isini haerSi, odnav gadaxara Tavisi

sxeuliT, raTa ZaRlebi erTmaneTs Sejaxebodnen da miwaze

danarcxebuliyvnen.

ZaRlebi isev miyuCdnen, albaT axali Setevis mosafiqre-

blad. isini SetevisTvis emzadebodnen, Tumca Tavs ar es-

xmodnen.

anastasia adga, xeli maRla aiqnia, Semdeg mkveTrad

dauSva, orjer daityapuna Tavis fexze. uaxloesi buCqebis

bardnaridan uceb gamovarda oTxi mamali (Ronieri) mgeli.

maT swraf naxtomebSi iseTi gambedaoba iyo, rom Canda, isi-

ni ar gaarCevdnen, ra raodenobisa da ra Zalis mowinaaRm-

dege iyo maT winaSe. isini Caebmebodnen maTTan brZolaSi.

ZaRlebma kudi amoiZues da mokurcxles. mglebma Cems

gverdiT Caiqroles, cxeli sunTqva Semomafrqvies. savse-

biT axalgazrda mglis lekvi, romelic nagazis lekvs

hgavda, mTeli ZaliT cdilobda ar CamorCenoda da amis

gamo patara xSiri naxtomebiT mglebis kvaldakval gar-

boda. anastasias rom gausworda, man uceb daamuxruWa

oTxive TaTiT, gadatrialda kidec. wamoxta da orjer

galoka axali nakawri anastasias SiSvel fexze.

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anastasiam swrafad staca xeli mglis lekvs tanis

gaswvriv da miwidan aiyvana:

_ eg, Sen saiT? adrea SenTvis. jer patara xar.

mglis lekvi, anastasias xelSi awrialda, awkmutunda,

rogorc lekvi. man moaxerxa dasxltomoda an TviT an-

astasiam gauSva igi. rogorc ki miwaze aRmoCnda, mglis

lekvma erTxel kidev galoka nakawri da gaiqca, raTa

mglebis xrovas dasweoda.

ki, magram ratom? _ davuwye me laparaki anastasias,

romelmac amasobaSi CemTan moirbina. _ Tavidanve mglebs

ratom ar mouxme? ratom?

anastasia iRimeboda, swrafad sinjavda Cem fexebs, xe-

lebs, wkriala, damamSvidebeli xmiT ambobda:

_ nu Relav Tu SeiZleba. ZaRlebs aucilebelia uCve-

no, rom adamiani masze ufro Zlieria yovelTvis. mglebis

maT, isedac eSiniaT. adamianebze ki, daiwyes Tavdasxma. axla

ar daiwyeben adamianebze... Sen nu Relav. da me, roca vi-

grZeni, mivxvdi, rom Sen modixar... Sesaxvedrad gamoviqeci.

ase ratom riskavdi? waxvedi... me ki Tavdapirvelad Sen,

dagkarge, Semdeg mivxvdi...

anastasia gverdze gaiqca, mowyvita romeliRaca bal-

axi, Semdeg sxva adgilas daZebna da isev mowyvita balaxi.

man Tavis xelisgulebSi mosrisa balaxi da frTxilad

damizila mtkivani fexi datenianebuli xelisgulebiT. da

laparakobda SeuCerebliv:

_ gagivlis, Cqara gagivlis. qorwinebamde mogirCeba.

me SevniSne, igi, sxvadasxva andazebs iyenebda da

SevekiTxe:

_ saidan iswavle Sen andazebi?

_ vusmen xandaxan, sxvadasxva adamianebi rogor amboben,

raTa viswavlo didi azris mokle frazaSi gamosaxva. Sen

ra, ar mogwons?

_ zogjer Sen, uadgilod gamogdis xolme.

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_ zogjer ki mainc adgilianad? marjvea roca adg-

ilianadaa?

_ rogor adgilianad?

_ ki, magram, es sityva xom, pirvelma Sen warmosTqvi.

me mxolod gavimeore.

_ miTxari anastasia, kidev Sors aris Sens mind-

vramde?

_ Sen naxevari gza gamoiare. Cven axla erTad, Cqara

mivalT.

_ Cqara albaT ar gamova, jerjerobiT fexi mtkiva.

_ ki, jer cota kidev getkieba. daisvenos fexma, me ki

jerjerobiT mogexmarebi, rom iaro.

anastasiam msubuqad aswia mZime zurgCanTa, Cemsken

zurgiT dadga, cal muxlze daeSva da SemomTavaza;

_ Sen me CameWide, damajeqi zurgze. is ise swrafad

da mtkiced laparakobda, rom me zurgze Sevcocdi, xelebi

yelze movxvie. anastasia swrafad wamodga da xtunva-

xtunviT gaiqca. da sul laparakobda, laparakobda sir-

bilSi.

_ Sen ar giZneldeba? _ SevekiTxe me ramdenime xnis

Semdeg.

_ sakuTari sazidi ar gamZimebs _ mipasuxa anastasiam

da Tan siciliT daumata _ me cxenic var, me xaric var, me

qalic var da mamakacic.

_ SeCerdi! Camoval, TviTon movsinjav siaruls.

_ me ar mimZims. ratom TviTon?

_ aba, Sen ra sTqvi mamakacze? “me qalic var da mama-

kacic”?

_ es xom, ubralod aseTi Tqmulebaa. uadgilod war-

movTqvi igi xom? Sen gewyina?

_ ara aqvs mniSvneloba, ubralod TviTon minda movsinjo

siaruli. Sen oRond zurgCanTa wamoiRe cota xans kidev.

_ Tu Tavad Tvli, maSin saWiroa, Senma fexma, daisvenos

Tundac erTi saaTi mainc. Sen jerjerobiT Camojeqi, me

male moval, axlave moval.

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anastasia gaiqca ramodenime xniT. dabrunda sxvadasxva

balaxebis bRujiT da xelaxla damiwyo fexSi maTi Se-

zelva quslis axlos. Semdeg gverdiT Camojda, rogorRac

eSmakurad da RimiliT Sexeda zurgCanTas da moulod-

nelad mkiTxa:

_ miTxari, Tu SeiZleba, vladimir, ra aris Sens zurg-

CanTaSi?

_ mkiTxvelebis zogierTi werili. maTganve saCuqrebi

SenTvis. da mec viyide raRacraRaceebi bavSvisTvis.

_ Sen SegiZlia axla, sanam Cven visvenebT, saCuqrebi

maCveno me?

_ Sen ki bavSvs, vaJiSvils maCveneb me? ar ityvi, rom

ar unda mnaxos man, sanam ar ganviwmindebi?

_ kargi. me gaCveneb Sen, Cvens vaJiSvils. magram axlave

ara. xval gaCveneb. Tavdapirvelad Sen cotaTi mixvdebi,

rogor iurTierTo masTan. Sen swrafad mixvdebi, rogorc

ki naxav.

_ dae, xval iyos.

me gavxseni zurgCanTa da Tavidan, anastasias saCuqre-

bis amolageba daviwye. igi frTxilad iRebda xelSi Ti-

Toeul nivTs, cnobiswadiliT aTvalierebda mas, ualerseb-

da. valdais zanzalakebis rekva daiwyo, romlebic mas

olga sidorovnam aCuqa. xolo roca me mivawode mas

lamazi, didi, kidev erTi Zalzed keTili qalis, valentina

ivanovnas naCuqari yvavilebiani Tavsafari, maSinve mivxvdi:

qali, mainc qalia, bevria maTSi saerTo.

anastasiam aiRo Tavsafari, gaSala igi. Semdeg man Tav-

safriT uamravi manipulacia Caatara. Tavsafari Tavze ise

Semoixvia, rogorc Sokolad “alionuSkas” suraTzea, da

kidev sxvadasxva manerebiT.

anastasiam, siciliT, welze Semoixvia Tavsafari, rogorc

boSa qalma, moigdo igi mxrebze da Cems win gaiar-gamoiara

romeliRaca xalxuri cekviT. Semdeg akuratulad dakeca

Tavsafari da balaxze dawyobil saCuqrebze dado, miTxra:

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_ Sen, Tu SeiZleba, uTxari, vladimir, yovel adami-

ans. gadaeci Cemgan sityva “madloba” TiToeul qals am

nivTebTan erTad gamogzavnili maTi sulebis siTbosTvis.

gadavcem, visac vnaxav. magram me saCvenebeli meti

araferi maqvs. danarCeni SenTvis ar aris. vaJisTvisaa.

yvelaferi aucilebeli. Sen maTi moxmareba ar SegiZlia.

me Tavad gaCveneb adgilze, rogorc ki mivalT.

_ axla ratom ar ginda? mainc xom vzivarT, visvvenebT.

me Zalian mainteresebs Sevxedo.

me ar mindoda anastasiasTvis meCvenebina is, rac vaJiS-

vilisTvis viyide, imitom, rom maxsovda misi sityvebi, rom-

lebic man sTqva, jer kidev Cveni pirveli Sexvedris dros:

“Sen mogindeba, SvilisTvis SeiZino yovelgvari uazro

JRarunebi, magram isini mas ar sWirdeba, isini Sen gWirdeba.

rogori kargi var, mzrunveli”. magram mainc gadavwyvite

meCvenebina, imitom rom TviTonac mainteresebda, bavSve-

bze zrunvisadmi, Cveni civilizaciis miRwevebze rogor

ganewyoboda igi. me daviwye anastasiasTvis safeni Cvrebis

Cveneba da moyola, Tu rogor efeqturad moqmedeben isini

sinestis Sesawovad, roca bavSvi masSi Caisvelebs, da amis

gamo bavSvis kani ar iSuSxeba. movyevi yvelaferi is, rac

vnaxe satelevizio reklamaSi. bavSvis sakvebi vaCvene.

_ xedav, anastasia, es bavSvis sakvebia, is ubralod

Sedevria, masSi bavSvisTvis aucilebeli yvela nivTierebaa,

vitaminebis danamatebic aris masSi. rac mTavaria, maTi

momzadeba uproblemod SeiZleba. gaxseni Tbil wyalSi da

fafa mzad aris. gaige?

_ gavige.

_ ai, rogorc Cans, Cveni teqnokratuli samyaros qarx-

nebis bolsadeni milebi tyuilubralod ar bolaven. sxvebs

Soris, arian qarxanaTa milebic, romlebic uSveben bavSve-

bisTvis, ai aseT sakvebs, safuTebs. xedav, safuTze, rogo-

ri lamazi, loyawiTeli, gaRimebuli bavSvia gamosaxuli?

_ vxedav.

yvelaze bolos me, anastasias, sabavSvo konstruqtori

vuCvene da Tan komentaric mivayole:

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_ es konstruqtori sabavSvoa, konstruqtori _ uaz-

ro JRaruna ar aris. aq sweria, rom is specialurad da-

muSavebulia bavSvis gansaviTareblad. misgan, SeiZleba man-

qanis gakeTeba, rogorc am suraTSia, SeiZleba orqlmavlis,

TviTmfrinavis, saxlis. ai es, vaJiSvils cota mogvianebiT

gamoadgeba. axla, ra Tqma unda, jer kidev adrea misTvis

imis gacnobiereba, Tu ra rogor moZraobs, frinavs.

_ ratomaa adre? zustad axla acnobierebs igi is

amas _ mipasuxa anastasiam.

_ ai, xedav? konstruqtori mas amaSic daexmareba.

_ Sen ase fiqrob? darwmunebuli xar amaSi?

_ aq, ara mxolod Cemi guldajerebulobaa, anasta-

sia. ase fiqrobs bevri mecnieric, fsiqologic, romlebic

bavSvis fsiqikas swavloben. xedav isini anotaciaSi Tavis

daskvnas sweren.

_ kargi, kargi vladimir. Sen nu inerviuleb. Tavadve

gaakeTeb yvelafers, ise, rogorc saWirod miiCnev. oRond

Sen, Tu SeiZleba, jer Sexede, rogor cxovrobs Cveni vaJi.

ai, maSin, Tavadve gansazRvrav, ra aris misTvis pirvel

rigSi aucilebeli.

_ kargi, rogorc ityvi, _ gamexarda me, roca anastasiam

sakamaTod ar aqcia, Cemgan motanili nivTebis aucile-

bloba, _ TviTonve Sevxedav da ganvsazRvrav.

_ jerjerobiT ki, modi Seni zurgCanTa SevinaxoT. Sem-

deg, rogorc ki gansazRvrav, pirvel rigSi romeli nivTia

saWiro, me gamoviqcevi da mogitan mas, an mTel zurgCanTas

mogitan. axla, mZimea misi tareba. Sen xom fexi gtkiva,

xolo me rom gataro, ar gsurs.

_ kargi, modi jerjerobiT SevinaxoT, _ daveTanxme me

_ mxolod werilebi aviRoT. maTSi Seni misamarTiT bevri

SekiTxvaa. me isini yvela, verc ki davimaxsovre.

_ kargi, werilebi waviRoT, _ daTanxmda anastasia. man

aiRo werilebis paketi. me mis mxrebs daveyrdeni da Cven

anastasias mindvrisken gaveSureT.

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mxolod, gvian saRamos mivediT Cven, anastasias mind-

orze.

rogorc adre, araferi ar iyo masze. araviTari nage-

boba. qoxic ki ar iyo. magram SegrZneba meqmneboda, TiTqos

sakuTar saxlSi movedi. ganwyobilebac ki amimaRlda da

raRac simSvide dameufla. Zili mominda. albaT imitom,

rom mTeli Rame laparakSi gavatare aleqsandresTan. “war-

mogidgenia, _ gavifiqre me, _ absoluturad araferi ar

aris am mindorze, magram iseTi SegrZneba miCndeba, TiTqos

saxlSi movedi.

Cans, saxlis SegrZneba imaSi ar aris, sididis rogori

bina, an Tundac sasaxle gaqvs, aramed raRac sxvaSi”.

anastasiam maSinve tbasTan mimiyvana da banaoba Se-

momTavaze. banaoba, srulebiTac ar mindoda, magram vifiqre,

rom sjobda jerjerobiT yvelaferSi daveTanxmebodi, raTa

Svili, rac SeiZleba male menaxa.

banaobis Semdeg, roca napirze amovedi, ufro Semcivda,

vinem wyalSi. anastasiam xelisgulebiT Camomacala wylis

wveTebi, romeliRac balaxiT damzila da tani TiTqos

gamixurda. Semdeg gamomiwoda Tavisi kaba da siciliT

meubneba:

_ Caicvi, Tu SeiZleba, vladimir, es SenTvis Ramis

perangi iqneba. me Sens tansacmels Cavalbob, gavrecxav.

Zlieri suni asdis mas.

me, Cavicvi anastasias kaba, imitom rom mivxvdi: saWiro

iyo sunis gaqroba.

_ es imisaTvis, rom Svili ar SeSindes?

_ imisTvisac, _ mipasuxa anastasiam.

_ magram, marto kabaSi, Zilis dros me Semcivdeba.

_ nu swuxxar, me ukve, yvelaferi gavakeTe. Sen gam-

oiZineb, Sen ar Segcivdeba. TavqveS werilebis pakets

daideb, is Sen, baliSs Segicvlis. me yvelaferi movifiqre,

Sen gamoiZineb da ar gaiyinebi.

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_ isev Zu daTvTan gavTbebi? ar daviZineb me Zu daTv-

Tan, sjobs, rogorme me TviTon.

_ me yvelaferi ise davafine, rom arc Segcivdeba da

arc dagcxeba.

Cven, im miwurTan mivediT, sadac, adre meZina me. ana-

stasiam gadaswia SesasvlelTan Camokidebuli totebi. me

SevigrZeni xmel balaxTa sasiamovno suni, SevZveri miwur-

Si, Cavefle balaxSi, Zili, sasiamovno surnelad efineboda

irgvliv yovelives.

_ SegiZlia kofTa daifaro, Tumca, amis gareSec ar

Segcivdeba Sen. Semdeg, Tu mogindeba, mec mogiwvebi gver-

diT, gagaTbob, _ Zil-buranSi Camesma anastasias xma da

vupasuxe:

_ ar ginda. ukeTesia Sen, vaJiSvilTan wadi, gaaTbe...

_ nu Relav, vladimir. Cveni vaJi ukve, bevr rames, da-

moukideblad axerxebs.

_ aba, rogor SeuZlia mas damoukideblad, igi xom

pataraa... meti, me arafris Tqma ar SemeZlo, CaviZire ra

Rrma, mSvid netarebaSi.

axali dila rogorc

axali cxovreba

gamomeRviZa diliT. ganwyobileba ki iseTi araCveu-

lebrivad kargi maqvs, rom vwevar da vfqrob, jerjerobiT

ar gavinZrevi, raTa, uceb ar gamiqres es ganwyobileba. da

ra Rame iyo es aseTi? da ratom aRmoCnda diliT ise, rom

TiTqos am RamiT sxeuli da cnobiereba viTomc siyvar-

ulSi curavdnen. dRis sinaTleze, naTeli gaxda CemTvis,

ratom ar iyo RamiT arc sicive, arc sicxe. me viweqi

Cafluli xmel balaxsa da yvavilebSi. isini gamoscemdnen

sasiamovno surnels da maTbobdnen. mkiTxvelebi xSirad

mekiTxebian, zamTarSi, cimbiris saSinel yinvaSi rogor ar

iyineba anastasia, yvelaferi ki rogori martivi aRmoCnda:

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Tivis zvinSi Tu Caiflobi, aranairi yinva ar aris saSiSi.

marTalia, igi kidev raRacnairad Tbeba, dadis naxevrad

SiSveli xuTgradusian siTboSic ki da ar iyineba, is ki

ara da banaobs kidec aseT dabal temperaturaze da arc

ki kankalebs rogorc ki wylidan amodis.

erTic gavifiqre, roca xmel balaxze nebivrad viweqi:

“ai, dila dgeba, an axali dRe movida, STabeWdileba ki

iseTia, TiTqos, axali cxovrebis dasawyisi dgeba, ai, ase

rom iyos yovelTvis, yovel diliT, maSin erTi cxovrebis

manZilze TiTqosda aTasi saukune gecxovros da yoveli

saukune mSvenieria, rogorc es dila. magram rogor gakeT-

des ise, rom yoveli axali dRe mSvenieri iyos, rogorc

es dila?”

is, is iyo adgoma daviwye, roca anastasias mxiaruli

xma gavigone:

_ Tuki adre vinme dgeba, mas ufali bevrs aZlevs.

me gamovZveri mSvenieri Ramis saZineblidan. igi zeviT

idga, iqve SesasvlelTan. oqrosferi Tmebi dawnuli hqon-

da nawnavebad, xolo nawnavi, balaxebiT iyo boloSi Sekru-

li, rogorc bantiT ganaskvuli. axali varcxnilobac mas

aseve Zalian uxdeboda.

_ mivideT tbasTan, daiban, Caicmev _ SemomTavaza anas-

tasiam, da keklucad gadaigdo nawnavi win.

“rac unda iyos, qali, mainc qalia” _ gavifiqre CemTvis

da xmamaRla ki veubnebi:

_ Zalian lamazi nawnavi gaqvs anastasia.

_ lamazi. hoo? Zalian, Zalian lamazi? _ gaicina man

da datrialda.

Cven gaviqeciT tbisken. napirze, buCqis totebze Cemi

xalaTi, Sarvali, maisuri, saerTod yvelaferi ekida, rac

saRamos davtove. me xeliT Sevexe, isini ukve gamSrali-

yvnen.

_ es rogor, moaswres, maT ukve, ase Cqara gaSroba?

_ me davexmare maT, _ mipasuxa anastasiam _ Tavad Cav-

icvi da cota gavirbin-gamovirbine Sens tansaacmelSi, isic,

ufro swrafad gaaSra. axla, ibanaveb Sen da Caicmev mas.

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_ Senc ibanaveb?

_ me ukve yvelaferi gavakeTe, dRis Sesaxvedrad

aucilebeli.

anastasiam, sanam wyalSi Sevidodi, manam, sxeuli dam-

izila romeliRac balaxTa nareviT. da roca me CavyvinTe,

irgvliv wyali aSiSinda, tanmac cotaTi damwiwkna, magram

roca wylidan amovedi, didebulad viyavi. TiTqos sxeulis

yvela fori, intensiurad TavisTavad sunTqavda da Ti-

Toeuli haers Tavad isrutavda. sunTqva saerTod msubuqi

gamixda, Tavisufali.

anastasiam mxiarulad, TamS-TamaSiT, damiwyo xelaxla,

rogorc saRamoTi, xelebiT sxeulidan wylis wveTebis

moSoreba. roca zurgidan wveTebs maSorebda, me moulod-

nelad vigrZeni, Cemi zurgi raRac cxelma Semomsaxura.

erTxelac, meorejerac, me mkveTrad Semovbrunda, igi ki,

Tavis mkerds orive xeliT uWerda, cxeli rZis nakadi

pirdapir saxeSi Semomasxa, Semdeg meore ZuZudan nakadi

pirdapir mkerdze mimiSva. da damiwyo kiskisiT, Cqar-Cqara

Sezelva.

_ Sen aseT rames ratom sCadixar? _ vkiTxe me, rogorc

ki moulodnelobisgan gamoverkvie.

_ imitom! imitom! _ kiskisebs anastasia, Semdeg moma-

woda Sarvali da perangi. maTac imdagvari surneli ar

hqondaT, rogorc adre, me maSinve SevniSne es, roca vic-

mevdi. da mtkiced vuTxari anastasias:

_ me yvelaferi gavakeTe, rogorc Sen gindoda. midi

axla Svili maCvene.

_ kargi. wavideT. oRond Sen, vladimir, Tu SeiZleba

nu Seecdebi uceb miuaxlovde mas. Tavidan Sen daakvirdi

mas, Seecade gaugo mas.

_ kargi davakvirdebi, keTili. gavugeb kidec.

Cven mivuaxlovdiT CemTvis ukve nacnob mindors, buC-

qebTan, mindvris pirze anastasia iZaxis:

_ aq CamovsxdeT Cumad, vucqiroT, is axla gaiRviZebs,

da Senc mas dainaxav.

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_ mindvris ganapiras, xesTan, Zu daTvi iyo wamowo-

lili gverdze, magram araviTari bavSvi me ar daminaxavs.

mRelvareba ufro da ufro mipyrobda da guls ucnauri

bagabugi gaudioda.

_ sad aris igi? _ kidev ufro aRelvebulma SevekiTxe

anastasias.

_ ucqire ufro yuradRebiT _ mipasuxa man _ ai, misi

Tavi da fexebi Zu daTvis TaTebidan moCans. mas daTvze

sZinavs, mis faSvze, iq sirbilea da siTbo, mis Tavze daTvs,

Tavisi TaTi aqvs gadafarebuli, ar Wylitavs, mxolod

odnav ifaravs TaTiT mas.

da me davinaxe. pataras cicqna sxeuli, nebivrobda

daTvis xSir balanSi. uzarmazari mxecis faSvSi, misi od-

nav aweuli wina TaTis qveS. Zu daTvi gverdze iwva, gaun-

Zrevlad, mxolod Tavs abrunebda aqeT-iqiT, aTvalierebda

midamos. pawawina fexebi Seirxa xSir banjgvlebSi da im

wamsve, Zu daTvma, TaTi odnav aswia zemoT. patara iRviZeb-

da. roca pawawa xels zemoT amoZravebda, Zu daTvi, TaTs

zeviT swevda, roca xels qveviT uSvebda, igi mas xelaxla

ifaravda. mxolod TaTs da Tavs amoZravebda, xolo tani

ar iZvroda.

_ igi ra, ase wevs, gaunZrevlad, misTvis xom mouxerx-

ebelia, sul erT pozaSi yofna?

_ mas, ase, didxans SeuZlia wola, gaunZrevlad. da mis-

Tvis es srulebiT ar aris Zneli. Zu daTvi aRfrTovane-

bisgan dneba, roca bavSvi Secocdeba Tavis “sawolSi”. da

saerTod, axla Zu daTvi didad Tavmomwone gaxda, pasux-

ismgebliani. Tavisi megobari xvadic ki axlos ar miikara,

dro roca dadga, Tavis STamomavlobaze fiqris. es ar

aris Zalian kargi. magram roca Cveni vaJiSvili cotaTi

wamoizrdeba, is megobars TavisTan miuSvebs.

me vusmendi anastasias da Tvalmoucileblad vuc-

qerdi, isev, rogor amoZravda patara fexebi, Zu daTvis

uzarmazari TaTis qveS. Semdeg man TaTi zeviT aswia.

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patara amoZravebda xelebs, fexebs, azmorebda, Tavs maR-

la swevda da uceb gaSeSda.

_ man moZraoba ratom Sewyvita, isev daiZinebs? _

SevekiTxe me anastasias.

_ meti yuradRebiT ucqire, igi xom fisis Sveba. Zu

daTvma, isev ver moaswro, droulad CamoeSva balaxze, an,

arc isurva. anebivrebs igi mas. patara Sadrevani iR-

vreboda Zu daTvis balanze. isic, iseve rogorc patara,

gatrunuli iwva, Tavis qnevac da TaTis moZraobac ki SeaC-

era, sanam ar Sewyda es Sadrevani. Semdeg, Zu daTvma gad-

abruneba daiwyo meore mxareze da patara, balaxze daeSva.

kargi, ai xedav, daTvi fiqrobs, rom patara isev gaagr-

Zelebs Tavis did saqmes, Cveni patara kacuna _ mxiarulad

macnoba anastasiam.

pawawina adamianis sxeuli miwaze iwva da iWinTeboda.

mas TavTan, uzarmazari Zu daTvi edga da meCveneboda, rom

igi exmareboda Tavisi buybuyiT, TiTqos TviTonac masTan

erTad iWinTebao. patara mucelze gadabrunda, aamoZrava

xelebi da oTxze gaxoxda balaxze. Wipi cotaTi mosvri-

li hqonda sibinZuriT. Zu daTvma gadaabija mis mxares da

moloka patara adamianis Wipi Tavisi uzarmazari, nadiris

eniT, ise, TiTqos ZiZam mowmindao mosvrili adgili. man

eniT ubiZga pataras, da igi mucliT daeca, magram maSinve

wamoiwia da gaagrZela xoxva, is ki, daTvi, isev wamoewia da

galoka, Tumca isedac ukve sufTa iyo yvelaferi.

Sen, rogor fiqrob, vladimir, SeeZlo ki Zu daTvs

amosafeni Cvrebi an trusebi gaexada, Semdeg ki misTvis

axlebi Caecmia? _ Cumad SemekiTxa anastasia.

_ kargi ra, _ mec agreTve CurCuliT vupasuxe _ ise-

dac yvelaferi gasagebia.

patara gadabrunda zurgze da roca abezarma Zu daT-

vma kidev erTxel galoka igi fexebSua, man moaxerxa da

patara xeli daTvis drunCze balanSi Caago.

xelis, aSkarad umniSvnelo Zalas damorCilebulma

daTvma, uzarmazari Tavi miwaze dado pataras fexebTan, man

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ki xeli Caavlo drunCSi, meore xeliT wamoiwia da mxecis

Tavze, zeviT daiwyo abobReba.

_ eg saiT?

_ Zu daTvis Tvalebisken. daTvs Tvalebi ubrwyinavs,

bavSvs ainteresebs, mas yovelTvis unda maTze xelis Sexeba.

patara mucliT iwva daTvis drunCze da mis Tvalebs

aTvalierebda, Semdeg Seecada TiTiT Sexeboda maT magram

Zu daTvma im wamsve daxuWa Tvalebi. TiTi quTuToSi mox-

vda. kidev cota xans moicada da brwyinavi Tvalebi, rom

metad ver dainaxa, pataram, Zirs daiwyo Camococva daTvis

drunCidan, cota gaxoxda balaxze da gaiyuCa, raRacis

Tvaliereba daiwyo masze. Zu daTvi wamodga da orjer

iRriala.

_ igi, Zu mgels uxmobs. mas TviTonve surs gasufTa-

veba, Wama. axla Sen naxav, Tu isini erTmaneTTan, megobru-

lad rogor isaubreben, _ komenteri gaakeTa anastasiam.

ramdenime xnis Semdeg, mdelos ganapiras, Zu mgeli

gamoCnda, magram Zu daTvi mis gamoCenas misalmebiT ki ara,

aramed, mrisxane RrialiT Sexvda. Zu mgelic sulac ar

moqceula megobrulad, man SeaTvaliera mTeli mindori,

zambariseburi siaruliT cota gaiar-gamoiara mindvris

gaswvriv, gawva, Semdeg, uceb, Zalumi naxtomi gaakeTa, xelax-

la gawva, TiTqosda TavdasxmisTvis emzadebao.

sad aris maTi megobroba? _ SevekiTxe me _ Zu daTvma,

ratom mouxmo, Tuki TviTon uRrens mas? Zu mgelsac ki

mrisxaned uWiravs Tavi.

maT ase isaubres erTmaneTTan. Zu daTvma, RrialiT

SeaCera Zu mgeli, raTa naxos, yvelaferi wesrigSi aqvs

Tu ara. raimeTi xom ar aris avad, saxifaTo xom ar aris,

adamianis pirmSosTan misi miSveba. sakmaod Zlieria Tu

ara, imisTvis, rom dacva SeZlos. Zu mgelma aCvena, rom mas

yvelaferi wesrigSi aqvs. saqmiT aCvena, ara sityviT. Sen

xom dainaxe, gaiara kidec, sakmaod maRla axta kidec.

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Zu daTvi, marTlac daakvirda ra, Zu mgels, mSvidad

waZunZulda mindvridan. Zu mgeli, patarisgan Soriaxlos

dawva balaxze. patara, erT xans kidev, balaxebSi raRacas

aTvalierebda, exeboda, Semdeg, Zu mgeli SeamCnia da misken

gaxoxda. roca miucocda, xelebiT dauwyo Sexeba drunCze,

mglis daRebul xaxaSi, kbilebze TiTs usmevda, xelisguls

utyapunebda enaze. Zu mgeli ki, saxeze lokavda, Semdeg,

patara vladimiri mucelTan mixoxda, xeliT Zu mgelis

ZuZusTavebs Seexo, Tavisi xeli mowuwna da SeiWmuxna.

_ Cveni biWis Wamis dro dgeba, _ isev alaparakda

anastasia, _ magram mas jer kidev ise ar moSiebia, rom Zu

mgelis rZe dalios. me axla cota xniT gverdze gaval,

Sen ki mindvris napirze Camojeqi, Tu man daginaxa da dain-

teresda, SenTan moxoxdeba. oRond Sen TviTon mas xels

nu staceb. igi, adamiania ukve, Tumca, Sesaxedavad pataraa.

uazro aRtkinebas ver mixvdeba. amasTan, Zaladoba Sesdgeba,

Tuki Tanxmobis gareSe mohkideb xelSi xels. ver migixv-

deba igi Sen, Tu survilis gareSe Seipyrob. Tundac, kargi

ganzraxviTac, magram misi nebis gareSe. arasasiamovno STa-

beWdilabas datoveb.

_ kargi. me xels ar movkideb. ubralod Camovjdebi.

Zu mgeli ki, ar Semexeba me?

_ Sen axla iseTi suni gaqvs, rom ar Segexeba.

anastasiam TeZoze xeli orjer dairtya. Zu mgeli wamod-

ga, mis mxares gamoixeda, mere bavSvs Sexeda, romelic isev da

isev raRac buWys eTamaSeboda, da moZunZulda anastasiasTan.

anastasia, CemTan Zalzed mWidrod dadga, Zu mgels

uxmo raTa axlos misuliyo da JestikulaciiT ubrZana

dawoliliyo igi.

_ iqneb, xeli gadavusva me mas, raTa sabolood davume-

gobrde _ wamovayene winadadeba me.

_ ar moewoneba mas Seni mxridan mfarvelobiTi famil-

iaroba. man yvelaferi gaigo da ar Segexeba, magram moCve-

nebiT upiratesobasac ar moiTmens. _ mipasuxa anastasiam.

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Zu mgeli xelaxla mindorze gagzavna da TviTon raRac

Tavis saqmeebze gaiqca, Tan male dabrunebas dampirda.

me gamovedi buCqebidan, saidanac anastasiasTan erTad

malulad vuyurebdiT Tu, ra xdeboda mindorze. gamovedi

da balaxze Camovjeqi aT metrSi, patara vladimirisgan.

ase vijeqi balaxze TxuTmeti wuTi. igi araviTar yura-

dRebas ar maqcevda. me gavifiqre, Tu gavagrZeleb ase

Cumad jdomas, igi me, arasodes ar momaqcevs yuradRebas.

da me, eniT, orjer davawklapune.

pataram Tavi moabruna da me Semomxeda. vaJiSvli! Cemi

vaJi cnobismoyvareobiT TvalmouSoreblad Semomcqeroda

da mec, aRelvebuli vucqerdi mas, sxeulmac ki, mRelvare-

bisgan xurveba damiwyo.

mindoda mimerbina, xelSi ametaca patara sxeuli, gul-

Si Camekra, Cavkonebodi. magram anastasias Txovna, da rac

mTavaria Zu mgelis aq yofna makavebda. da am dros, Cemi

patara vaJiSvili, nelnela gamoxoxda Cemsken. miyurebs

TvalmouSoreblad da moxoxavs. mkerdSi ki, iseTi gulis-

cema damewyo, rom misi xmac ki mesmoda. ratom micemda

ase? SeiZleba pataras SeeSindes, ise scems igi.

igi ki moxoxavda, moxoxavda da isev balaxze raRaciT

dainteresda, raRac buWyisken daiwyo xelis gawvdena, Sem-

deg, Tavis xelze daiwyo, raRac mcocavze dakvirveba. sami

metri, mxolod sami metriRa darCa CemTan moxoxebamde,

Cems patara vaJiSvils.

raRaca buWyis gamo. gana ra samyaroa am balaxebSi,

ra cxovrebaa, misTvis aseTI saintereso. aba uyure, ra

ganawesia, aba uyure, ra tyiuri wesebia aq. bavSvis winaSe

mSobeli mamaa, mas ki buWyi ufro ainteresebs. ar unda

iyos ase. unda gaigos bavSvma rom, _ mama buWyze mniS-

vnelovania.

uceb, pataram, isev aswia Tavi da moabruna Cems mxares,

gaiRima ukbilo, patara piriT da swrafad, Cveulebrivze

ufro mkvircxlad gamoxoxda. me ukve movemzade, raTa

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xeli metaca misTvis, magram davinaxe, rom igi Soriaxlos

gaxoxda, ise, rom yuradRebac ar miuqcevia CemTvis.

me movixede da davinaxe: ukan, Cemgan odnav gverdze,

idga gaRimebuli anastasia. igi Camojda da balaxze dado

xeli, xelisguliT zeviT. gaRimebuli patara mixoxavda

dedis mkerdisken. anastasiam ar aiyvana igi, mxolod, od-

nav daexmara micocebaSi, mxolod, odnav daexmara, raTa mis

mkerdamde misuliyo. patara ukve, mis xelebze iwva, Tavisi

patara TiTebiT dedis gaSiSvlebul mkerds utyapunebda

da anastasias uRimoda. Semdeg, igi Seexo da moefera mis

ZuZusTavebs, miekro tuCebiT da wova dauwyo anastasias

mkvriv mkerds. anastasiam, mxolod erTxel Semomxeda me

da isic TiTi Tavis tuCebTan miitana, riTac mimaniSna, rom

gavCumebuliyavi. mec, mTeli xnis ganmavlobaSi, sanam igi

Svils awovebda Cumad vijeqi.

meCveneboda, anastasiam ZuZus wovebis dros saerTod

daiviwya Cemi iq yofna. da mTel garemomcvel samyarozec

ar fiqrobda. igi, erTTavad, mxolod Svils uyurebda.

da kidev meCveneboda, rom isini rogorRac erTmaneTTan

urTierTobdnen. ase imitom meCveneboda, rom patara wovs,

wovs da uceb SeCerdeba, mowydeba ZuZusTavs da anasta-

sias saxeSi Sescqeris. zogjer gaRimebuli ucqers, xolo

zogjer, seriozulad. Semdeg, igi miyuCda da ramdenime

xans xelebze eZina. roca gaiRviZa, isev gaiRima da anasta-

siam igi Tavis xelisgulze daisva, Tan zurgidan iWerda.

maTi saxeebi gverdi-gverd aRmoCnda, da patara, saxeze

exeboda anastasias, miekra Tavisi loyiT loyaze da ai aq,

man, isev daminaxa me. da isev gayuCda ramdenime xans, Tan

interesiT maTvalierebda.

ucbad, Cems mxares gamoiSvira xeli, gadmoiwia Cemsken

mTeli Tavisi taniT da warmoTqva “e”. mec, Cemdauneburad

misken gaviSvire Cemi xelebi, anastasiam im wamsve gadmomca

igi me.

me, xelebSi, Cemi RviZli, ase sanatreli vaJiSvilis

pawawina sxeuli meWira. yvelaferi damaviwyda qveyanaze

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da Zalzed Zlier mominda, misTvis raRac gamekeTebia. pa-

tara xeliT exeboda Cems saxes, tuCebiT Semexo saxeze

da gverdze gaiwia. SeiWmuxna, Cans gauparsavma saxem daCx-

vlita. Semdeg ki, TviTonac ar vici, rogor momivida, au-

tanlad mominda misTvis, patara, Tbil loyaze mekocna. da

me gadavwyvite meko-cna! magram kocnis magier ratomRac,

orjer swrafad ena avusvi loyaze, rogorc Zu mgelma

gaakeTa. pataram, Cemgan gverdze gaiwia da gakvirvebulma,

Tvalebi aaxamxama. anastasias wkriala, kiskisa sicilma

mindori moicva. pataram, maSinve misken gaiSvira xelebi da

TviTonac gaicina. Cems xelebSi awrialda. me mivxvdi, igi

gaSvebas mTxovs, Cemi vaJiSvili midis Cemgan. davemorCile

ra mis nebas, aq damkvidrebuli urTierTobaTa ganawess, me,

igi frTxilad davsvi balaxze. patara, maSinve gaemarTa

xoxviT anastasiasken. igi siciliT wamoxta, Semomirbina

meore mxridan da Camojda CemTan, Zalzed axlos. patara

imwamsve Semobrunda da RimiliT gamoxoxda Cvensken, Sea-

cocda anastasias xelebze da xeli isev momicacuna sax-

eze. ai, ase viurTierTe pirvelad Cens vaJiSvilTan.

raSia mamis misia

Cemma Zem, Cemma patara vladimirma, daiZina. ZuZus wove-

bis Semdeg ramodenime xani igi balaxSi TamaSobda raRa-

casTan. xels kidebda fiWvidan Camovardnil girCas, mis

galokvas cdilobda. Rrublebs Sescqeroda, caze rom mic-

uravdnen. Citebis galobas usmenda, Semdeg gorakze acocda,

sadac blomad iyo balaxi, mokuntulad dawva, Tvalebi

daxuWa, raRacas uRimoda da daiZina. anastasia, raRac

Tavis saqmeebze gaiqca. me, tyeSi seirnoba da fiqri da-

viwye martom, irgvliv verafers vamCnevdi. erTdroulad,

sixarulisa da wuxilis grZnoba ar mtovebda. kedaris

qveS davjeqi tbis piras da gadavwyvite: ase gaunZrevlad

vijdebi, sanam ar movifiqreb, Tu me risi gakeTeba Semi-

Zlia rogorc mSobels me, sakuTari bavSvis aRzrdisaTvis.

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raRac iseTi unda movifiqro, raTa igrZnos, rom mTavars,

misTvis mama warmoadgens. roca anastasia momiaxlovda, me

Tavdapirvelad ar mindoda masTan saubari. swored misma

sicilmaa Cemgan yuradReba rom gadaatanina Cems Svils.

anastasia, Cumad ijda gverdiT, muxlebze xelebmoxveuli,

Cafiqrebuli Sehyurebda tbis mSvid wyals. pirvelma man

dailaparaka:

_ Sen, Tu SeiZleba, nu ganawyendebi Cemze. ise sasacilod

gamoiyureboda Tqveni urTierToba, me Tavi veRar Sevikave.

_ saqme Cems wyenaSi ar aris.

_ maS, raSia?

_ bevri mkiTxveli, TavianT werilebSi, bavSvis aRzrdis

Sesaxeb mekiTxeba. mTxoven, bavSvis aRzrdis sistemaze Sen,

yvelaferi gamogkiTxo da Semdeg wignSi aRvwero. aba, aq,

ra aRvwero? araviTari sistema ar aris, yvelaferi piriq-

iTaa. Tqven aq, raRac, antisistema gaqvT. ai, magaliTad,

aseT situaciaSi mamebma ra unda akeTon, SeiZleba ikiTxos

mkiTxvelma?

_ Sen Zalzed zustad gansazRvre _ antisistema, swo-

red es aRwere.

_ magram es vis ainteresebs? adamianebi eZeben Wkvian-

ur wignebs, sadac naTqvamia, ra unda gaukeTo bavSvs, roca

igi, erTis, roca igi, ori Tvis aris da ase Semdeg. iwe-

ren saaTebis mixedviT. wignebSi, kvebis reJims sTavazoben.

asakis mixedviT iweren aRzrdis sistemas. aq ki, bavSvis

axirebulobaTa sruli waqezebaa. raRacnairi yovelgvari

nebadarTuloba.

_ miTxari, vladimir, rogorad ginda naxo Cveni Svili,

roca igi gaizrdeba?

_ rogor Tu - rograd? ra Tqma unda bednierad, nor-

malurad, cxovrebaSi warmatebul adamianad.

_ bevria ki, Sens nacnobobaSi bednieri adamiani?

_ bednieri? savsebiT bednieri adamiani, SesaZloa, cota

iyos. TiToeuls, raRac, magram mainc ar gamosdis. xan

fuli ar hyofnis, xan ojaxSi uTanxmoeba aqvs an sxvadasx-

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va avadmyofoba ekidebaT. magram me visurvebdi, raTa Cems

vaJiSvils, yovelgvari usiamovneba ascdenoda.

_ dafiqrdi, rogor SeiZleba igi maT ascdes, Tuki

Sen, winaswarve CaWedav mas sistemaSi, romlis mixedviTac

aRizarda yvela? ifiqre, iqneb arsebobs raRac kanonzomie-

reba imaSi, rom yvela mSobels surs naxos Tavisi Svili

bednieri, isini ki izrdebian da gamodian rogorc yvelani.

arc mTlad bednierebi.

_ kanonzomiereba? raSia igi? Tuki ici, Tavad sTqvi.

_ modi erTad vifiqroT, raSia igi.

_ diax, adamianebi, amaze, didi xania fiqroben. specia-

listebi, sxvadasxva mecnierebi fiqroben. amis gamo qmni-

an aRzrdis sxvadasxva, sistemebs saaTobrivad gawerils,

raTa miagnon optimalur sistemas.

_ Sen, irgvliv, ufro yuradRebiT mimoixede, vladimir.

izrdebian xeebi, balaxebi da yvavilebi. rogor SeiZleba

dReebis, saaTebis mixedviT winaswar Camowero, rodis unda

morwyo isini? xom ar morwyav, Sen, yvavilebs maSin, roca

maT, zecidan wyali hbans, mxolod imis gamo, rom viRacam

`brZnulad~ dauwesa morwyvis dRe da saaTi.

_ o, es metismetia. es, sisulelea raRac, da ara bavS-

vis aRzrdis magaliTi. cxovrebaSi, aseTi ram ar SeiZleba

moxdes.

_ magram, xdeba cxovrebaSi, sul mudam, sistematiurad.

rogoric ar unda iyos sistema. igi sistema iqneba mxo-

lod. igi, yovelTvis mimarTulia iqiTken, raTa guli, suli

CamoaSoros jer kidev patara adamians da daumorCilos

igi sistemas. raTa gaizardos igi iseTive, rogoric yvelaa,

sistemisTvis mosaxerxebeli. da, ase grZeldeba saukunebi,

raTa ar daiSvas adamianis sulSi gonebis ganaTeba. ar da-

iSvas, gaixsnas adamiani, mTeli Tavisi mSvenierebiT, suliT,

RvTisgan boZebuliT. misTvis! mTeli samyaros mbrZanebe-

lisTvis.

_ moica erTi Sen, nu daiqoqebi. mSvidad ilaparake da

normaluri eniT. ra aris saWiro imisTvis, raTa ase iyos?

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ai, raTa izrdebodnen bavSvebi, rogorc Sen ambob, Tavi-

sufalni suliT, samyaros mbrZanebelni, bednierni. rogorc

undoda es RmerTs.

_ saWiroa, maT xeli ar SeuSalo da azrebSi xedavde

maT iseTebad, RmerTs rogorc undoda es. swrafva naT-

lis yvela ZalTa samyaroskenaa mimarTuli, raTa yovel

dabadebuls yvelaferi saukeTeso gadaeces warmoqmnili

samyarosgan. da mSoblebis valia Semoqmedi naTeli ar

dauxSos friad brZnuli mogonili dogmebiT. saukuneebiT

grZeldeba kamaTi dedamiwaze, sistemebidan romeli SeiZ-

leba rom iyos ufro brZnuli. magram Sen TviTon dafi-

qrdi, vladimir. kamaTi SesaZloa iyos iq, sadac dafarulia

WeSmariteba. unayofo davaSi SeiZleba dausruleblad ims-

jelo, Tu ra imyofeba oTaxSi, daxurul kars miRma. magram,

gaaReb Tu ara kars, cxadic xdeba yvelasaTvis, sakamaToc

araferia, radgan, WeSmaritebis danaxvas yvela SesZlebs.

_ ki magram, bolos da bolos, vin gaaRebs am kars?

_ igi Riaa. axla mxolod sulis Tvalebis gaxelaa

saWiro, danaxva, gacnobiereba.

_ ra unda gaacnobiero?

_ Sen me, sistemebze mekiTxebodi. cxovrebis ganrigeb-

ze, reJimebze meubnebodi, rasac wignebSi adamianebisTvis

viRac ayalibebs. magram, Sen TviTon ifiqre, vis SeuZlia

ufro naTlad ilaparakos, vidre Tavad Semoqmeds Tavis

qmnilebaze?

_ Semoqmedi arafers ar laparakobs. igi dRemde dums.

aravis esmis misi sityvebi.

_ adamianis mier mogonil erTi da igive sityvebs be-

vri sxvadasxva mniSvnelobebi aqvT. Semoqmedi TiToeulTan

moTminebiTa da siyvaruliT laparakobs ukvdavi, mSvenie-

ri qmedebebiT. mzis amosvliTa da mTvaris SaravandediT,

fafuki nisliTa da cvriT, mocimcime sxiviT, gajerebuli

ciuri silurjiT Tavis TavSi. aris samyaroSi uamravi

naTeli magaliTi. mimoixede irgvliv _ Senc da TiToeul-

sac gexebaT isini.

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xolo Semdeg, Tu bavSvis aRzrdaze, anastasias naTqvams

CamovayalibebT, gamova, sruliad sawinaaRmdego imisa, rac

xdeba, CvenTan dRes, am saqmeSi.

me ukve vambobdi, rom mTeli maTi uZvelesi modgma da

TviTon anastasia, axalSobils eqcevian ise, rogorc Rv-

Taebas an umanko angelozs. maTTvis, yovlad dauSveblad

miiCneva, bavSvis azrovnebis procesis Sewyveta.

babuas da did babuas SeeZloT didxans dakvirvebiT

ecqiraT, patara anastasia rogori gatacebiT aTvalierebs

buWys an yvavils, an raRacas fiqrobs. isini cdiloben, ar

miipyron misi yuradReba TavianTi iq yofniT. urTierTo-

bas iwyeben, maSin, roca bavSvi Tavad miaqcevs maT yurad-

Rebas da moisurvebs urTierTobas. anastasia amtkicebda,

rom im momentSi, roca me vakvirdebodi, patara vladimiri

rogor aTvalierebda raRacas balaxebSi, is Seimecnebda

ara mxolod buWyebs, aramed mTels warmoqmnil samyaros.

misi sityvebiT, buWyi ufro srulyofili meqanizmia,

vidre nebismieri xeliT Seqmnili da miT umetes primi-

tiuli konstruqtori.

bavSvs, romelsac aqvs SesaZlebloba, iurTierTos am

srulyofil cocxal arsebebTan Tavad xdeba ufro metad

srulyofili, vinem mkvdari, usicocxlo, primitiuli.

amasTan, rogorc igi amtkicebs, TiToeuli balaxi, buWyi

urTierTkavSirSia mTel samyarosTan da exmarebian bavSvs

SemdgomSi gaiazros gaacnobieros samyaros arsi da Tavi-

si Tavi masSi, sakuTari daniSnuleba. xelovnurad Seqmnil

sagnebs, aseTi kavSiri ara aqvT da arasworad ganalageben

prioritetebs, Rirebulebebs, bavSvis tvinSi.

SeniSvnaze, rom pirobebi, romlebSic igi izrdeboda da

axla Cveni vaJiSvili izrdeba, Zlier gansxvavdeba maTgan,

romlebSic uwevT aRzrda Cveni samyaros civilizaciis

bavSvebs, man mipasuxa Semdegi:

_ jer kidev dedis wiaRSi da, miTYumetes, roca qvey-

anas evlineba garegnulad, TiTqosda, umweo Cvili, samyaro-

Si zeimoben naTelis Zalebi. zeimoben mTrTolvare imediT,

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rom axlidan mosuli umwikvlo adamiani, RvTis msgavsi,

gaxdeba maTi keTili mbrZanebeli da siyvarulis naTels

gaaZlierebs dedamiwidan.

Semqmnelma yvelaferi gaiTvaliswina misTvis. samyaro

buWyiT, xiT, balaxiT, garegnulad sastiki mxeciT, mzad

aris misTvis keTili ZiZa iyos. jer kidev garegnulad

pawawina adamianisTvis _ Semqmnelis udidesi qmnilebisa.

naTeliT STagonebuli aRmafrenisas SemoqmediT Seiqmna

adamiani da misTvis iyo Seqmnili samoTxe miwieri.

aravinaa mbrZanebeli da araferi mbrZaneblobs Semoq-

medis umaRles Tanaqmnilebaze. misi siyvarulis aRmafrena

da naTelis STagoneba ukve Cadebulia TiToeulSi myi-

sierad, qveyanaze SobilSi.

usazRvro samyaros yvela arsebidan, mxolod erTs

SeuZlia mis bedze gavlena iqonios, Cadgeba ra RmerTis,

samoTxis, bednier varskvlavsa da adamianis Soris.

_ ase gamodis, aris qveyanaze RmerTze Zlieri arseba?

_ RvTaebriv STagonebaze Zlieri, qveyanaze araferi

ar aris. magram aris, misi msgavsi ZaliT, arseba, romelsac

aqvs unari Cadges RmerTs, _ uzenaes aRmzrdelsa da ange-

lozis msgavs Cvils _ adamians Soris.

_ da vin aris es, ra hqvia mas?

_ es arseba aris adamiani _ mSobeli.

_ ra?.. aba, rogor SeiZleba ase moxdes, rom mSoblebs

surdeT sakuTari bavSvisTvis ubedureba?

_ yvelas surs bedniereba. magram gza daiviwyes misken.

ai, amis gamoa Zaladobas mimarTaven keTili ganzraxviT.

_ Tundac, raRaciT, SegiZlia Seni mtkicebulebebi

daasabuTo?

_ Sen aRzrdis sxvadasxva sistemebze laparakobdi.

dafiqrdi. sxvadasxvagvaria isini. WeSmariteba ki erTia.

Tundac, mxolod es laparakobs imaze, rom uamravni aras-

wori gziT wagviyvanen.

_ riT ganvasxvaoT, sad aris WeSmariti sistema da

sad ara?

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_ gaxsnili suliT Seecade cxovrebas Sexedo. ganw-

minde azr-fiqri unayofo fusfusisagan da maSin dainaxav

samyaros, samyaros Semoqmeds da sakuTar Tavs.

_ sad aris sulis Tvali da ara Cveulebrivi Tvale-

bi? vis SeuZlia amaSi gaerkves? Sen, ukeTesia yvelaferze

ufro konkretulad ilaparako. da metyvelebiTi mimoqce-

vebiTac ufro martivad. Sen amtkicebdi, rom metyveleba

Seni Cemis msgavsi iqneba, laparakob ki saxvanairad. mec

Seni metyvelebisken mibiZgeb. me vgrZnob, Sen sxvagvarad

laparakob.

_ mxolod, odnav sxvagvarad. da Sen SesZleb ZiriTa-

dis damaxsovrebas. da Cemi metyvelebac Sens metyvelebaSi

aireva. da nu Relav, nu mogerideba sakuTari sityve-

bis SeTanawyobis, Seni metyveleba gasagebi iqneba mravali

adamianisaTvis. mravali sulisaTvis is warmoaCens imas,

rac Tavad maTSivea dafluli. dae, masSi samyaros poezia

ganxorcieldes.

_ risTvis aris yovelive es? ar minda, rom viRacam

Cemi ena Secvalos.

_ magram, Sen xom gewyina, roca erTma Jurnalistma

Sens enas kabaluri daarqva. me maTTan erTad, vinc kiTx-ulobs, ise SemiZlia gavakeTo, rom kabaluridan igi, yve-

la aJRerebul enas Soris saukeTeso SeiZleba gamovides.

_ ho, kargi, dae, ase moxdes Semdeg, jerjerobiT umjo-

besia, ubralo ena vismino. isedac rTulia probleba, gau-

gebaria. rogor xdeba? ratom? rom swored mSoblebi ux-

Soben sakuTar Svils bednierebis gzas. da marTlac asea

Tu ara es? ai Tavdapirvelad raSia saWiro darwmuneba.

_ kargi, radgan gsurs darwmunde, bavSvobis suraTebi

gaixsene Seni.

_ magram es Znelia. yvelas ar ZaluZs, gaixsenos Ta-

visi yrmoba.

_ magram ratom? imitom xom ara, rom mexsiereba, Se-

grZnebebis damndobi, unayofos, cariels ikveTavs? Sinaga-

nad gamouvalobis moSorebas cdilobs. waSalos isic, Tu

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Sen, sakuTari dedis wiaRSi rogor ganicdidi, SeigrZnobdi

ra amqveyniur bodvas, sakuTari dedis gancdebis meoxebiT.

kidev gsurs,gaxsenebaSi dagexmaro?

_ midi damexmare. Semdeg ra iyo da mexsierebidan gaqra?

_ Semdeg ki Sen ar ginda gaixseno, Sen, samyaros mbrZa-

nebeli, rogor iweqi martoka sawolSi, umweo. magrad

safenebSi gaxveuli, TiTqos dabmuli da Sens magier, Rimi-

liT wyvetdnen, rodis geWama, rodis dageZina. Sen gindoda

yvelaferi mogefiqrebina, gagecnobierebina. magram Sen, enis

moCleqiT, xSirad gisrodnen WerSi. “magram risTvis?” _

ver aswrebdi Sen gaazrebas. Sen cota wamoizarde, dainaxe

Sens irgvliv mravali mdumare da usulo nivTi, magram ar

SeiZleboda maTi Sexeba. Sen SegeZlo mxolod mas Sexebo-

di, romelsac Sen gawvdidnen. da Sen, Seguebuli, cdilobdi

gagecnobierebina, riT aris srulyofili SenTvis warmod-

genili saTamaSo-JRaruna. magram Sen ar SegeZlo genaxa am

absurdul-primitiulSi is, rac ar iyo da arc SeiZlebo-

da masSi yofiliyo. magram Sen mainc eZebdi, Sen mTlianad

ar nebdebodi da xeliT exebodi, dagemovnebas cdilobdi,

magram amaod. axsna-ganmarteba Sen mainc ver ipove. maSin

iyo, rom pirvelad SekrTi, dabadebuli samyaros mbrZaneb-

lad. daaskveni, rom arafris gadawyveta ar SegiZlia. Sen

gayiduli iyavi Seni dambadeblebisgan da sakuTar Tavsac

uRalate.

_ Sen Cemi cxovrebis movlenebze laparakob. me ra,

raRaciT ganvsxvavdebodi sxva bavSvebisgan?

_ me vlaparakob konkretulad Senze. da Senzec, vinc

me mismens mocemul wamSi.

_ maS, gamodis, bevria mbrZanebeli samyarosi, rameTu

yvela maTgania amad Sobili? magram, ase rogor aris? ra

mbrZanebelia, Tuki erTi da igives uamravi flobs? Tu

samyaroebi unda iyos bevri?

_ samyaro erTia. erTiania. ganuyofelia. magram masSi

sivrce, TiToeuls Tavisi aqvs. mTelic maszea damokide-

buli, TiToeulze.

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_ maS sad aris igi, Cemi sivrce?

_ dakargulia igi. magram Sen ipovni mas.

_ rodisRa movaswari me dakargva?

_ roca nebdebodi.

_ ras niSnavs nebdebodi? me, yvela bavSviviT viyavi.

_ Sen, rogorc yvela bavSvis, gjeroda axloblebis

sikeTe, Seni mSoblebis, sul ufro xSirad ixSobdi saku-

Tar survilebs. da eTanxmebodi imas, rom Sen jer kidev

araraoba xar, arafrismcodne patara.

xolo SegrZnebebi, bavSvobaSi ZaldatanebiT SenSi

warmoSobili, bolomde cdiloben SenTan erTad ganvlon

cxovreba, raTa eswrafon Semdeg Sens STamomavlobaSi

Seisxan xorci. Sen, skolaSi, rogorc yvela, dadiodi. Sen

giambobdnen iq, rogor iyo adamiani ubralod maimuni. ra

primitiulia igi. rogor briyvulad gwamda RmerTis. im-

aze, rom aris mxolod erTi beladi, romelmac icis yve-

laferi. igi xalxma airCia. igia marto, yvelaze Rirseuli

da Wkviani. da Sen, TavdaviwyebiT kiTxulobdi im beladze

leqsebs. Sen adidebdi TavdaviwyebiT mas.

_ ara marto me vkiTxulobdi leqsebs da vadidebdi,

viszec mibrZanebdnen, me Tavad mjeroda maSin.

_ diax, bevri kiTxulobda leqsebs. urTierTSejibrSi

erTvebodnen, vin ufro sxvebze ukeT ganadidebda. Senc

eswrafodi, pirvelobas.

_ maSin, yvela ase cdilobda.

_ ho, mTeli sistema moiTxovda, raTa TiToeuls er-

Tiani hqonoda miswrafebebi. amiT Zaladobda TiToeulze.

eswrafvoda modrekvas, raTa SeenarCunebina Tavi.

magram uceb, icxovre ra, cxovrebis nawili, Sen gaige,

rom uamravia sistemebi da sxvadasxvanairia isini. Sem-

deg gaige, rom adamiani, SesaZloa, arasodes arc yofila

maimuni. xolo ubrZenesi beladi iyo usulelesi tirani.

da Senma Taobam cxovreba arasworad icxovra. axla sxva

sistemaSi unda icxovro.

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da Sen mSobeli xdebi. da, arc dafiqrebulxar, saku-

Tari qaliSvili axal sistemaSi, rogorc sikeTeSi, CarTe.

ukve arc fiqrob, rogorc adre. gaSterebuli Cxarunas ar

aCxaruneb. Zaladobis aRiarebiT, Zaladobas Tavadve sCa-

dixar sakuTar pirmSoze. aTaswleulobiT icvlebian ra,

erTimeoris miyolebiT modian da midian sxvadasxva siste-

mebi, yovel maTgans mizani erTi aqvs: mogklan Sen, baton-

patroni, ubrZnesi Semoqmedi usulgulo monad gadagaq-

cion. mSoblebis meSveobiT sul mudam moqmedebs sistema.

da maTi meSveobiTac, vinc TviTon, Tavis Tavs, ubrZenes

maswavlebels uwodebs. axal moZRvrebebi iqmneba, amiTve

axal sistemas Sobs. xolo sul odnav Tuki daukvirdebi,

naTlad SeiZleba dainaxo, _ Zveli swrafva amoZravebT maT:

gagyon Sen da RmerTi. Cadgnen Tqven Soris da cdiloben

gaiZulon icxovroT, imuSaoT maTze, Senc da RmerTmac.

amaSia nebismieri sistemis arsi. da Sen, vladimir, damiwye

Txovna me Semeqmna morigi. me ver SevZleb aseTi Txovna

Sevasrulo Seni, Sen Tavad mimoixede irgvliv. Seecade

gaacnobiero mxolod sakuTari suliT.

_ miTxari anastasia, Cvens Svils? igi cxovrobs ra,

daburul taigaSi, mxecebs Soris, jer kidev ar Seucnia

araviTari Zaladoba?

_ man ar uwyis Zaladoba da SiSi. masSi sul ufro

didi damajerebloba Semodis, rom adamians emorCileba

yvelaferi da adamiania yvelaferis pasuxismgebeli.

_ gana Zaladoba ar aris, Tundac sul cotaTi mainc,

roca Zu daTvi lokavda mis mosvril dundulebs Zilis

Semdeg. biWi mucelze daeca, roca Zu daTvma igi aloka.

roca isev gaxoxda, man meored moloka. isev daeca. me

SevniSne, aSkarad ar moewona mas aseTi mobanva. mere man,

drunCzec ki Caavlo xeli Zu daTvs, raTa Seewyvita Tav-

isi eniT jikavi.

_ da maSinve Sewyvita Zu daTvma misi lokva. cota

mogvianebiT igi mixvdeba am proceduris mniSvnelobas, ma-

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gram axlac TamaSiT iRebs mas, igi Tavad TamaSobs Zu daT-

vTan da surs, rom is gaekidos mas.

_ Sen ambobdi, adamiani _ uWkvianesia samyaroSi, Cvens

Svils ki, mxecebi zrdian. arc ise normaluria es. tele-

vizorSi vnaxe, erTs, ukve zrdasrul adamians uCvenebdnen.

igi yrmobisas mglebTan moxvda, roca gaizarda da adami-

anebmac daiWires igi, mas didxans ar SeeZlo adamianurad

laparaki da WkuiTac, me mgoni, CamorCa.

_ Cveni vaJisTvis yvela mxeci, rac irgvlivaa, aRmz-

rdelebi ki ar arian, aramed keTili, Wkviani da gulwr-

felad Seyvarebulebi masze da ueWvelad, im wamsve, isini

mzad arian sicocxle miscen Tavisi patara adamianisTvis.

_ da Sen maT, didxans wvrTnidi ase? Sen babuac da

didi babuac gexmarebodnen?

_ yvelaferi ase didi xania gaakeTa Semoqmedma.

_ ki magra, rogor SeeZlo mas ase ewinaswarmetyvelebina

winaswar yvelaferi, raTa yoveli mxecisTvis eswavlebina,

ra gaakeTos da romel momentSi? iq mindorze, roca me

vakvirdebodi Cems Svils, man ciyvebs miaqcia yuradReba,

erTi moewona mas, misken xeli gaiwoda, gauRima “e” sTqva

gagrZelebiT da ciyvi _ gaeswrafa masTan da, swored is

ciyvi, romelic mas moewona. mere patara TamaSobda masTan,

TaTs hkidebda xels da kudze ealerseboda. da rogor

SeeZlo Semoqmeds winaswar ganeWvrita aseTi situacia da

ciyvisTvis eswavlebina?

_ Semoqmedi brZenia. man gaakeTa martivad yvelaferi

da genialurad.

_ rogor?

_ adamianisgan, romelic moklebulia angarebas, SiSs da

bevr mogvianebiT SeZenil bnel grZnobebs, gamosxivdeba siy-

varulis naTeli. uxilavia igi, magram igi mzis sinaTleze

ufro Zlieria. macocxlebelia misi energia. Semoqmedma

ise gaakeTa, rom mxolod adamians aqvs unari flobdes

aseT udides unars. mxolod, mxolod mas erTs aqvs unari

yoveli cocxali gaaTbos. ai, amitomac yoveli cocxali

eltvis mas.

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ciyvebze sakuTari yuradReba miaqcia vladimirma, Cven-

ma patara vaJma, Tavisi mzera mxolod erTze SeaCera, masze

gaakeTa mTeli Tavisi yuradRebis koncentracia da am ci-

yvisken wavida misi siTbo. man siTbos netareba igrZno da

gadmoeSva wyarosken, da kargi iyo misTvis masTan TamaSi.

nebismieri mxecis moxmoba SeuZlia aseve Cvens Svils.

Semoqmedis wyalobiT yvela axalSobilSia aseTi un-

ari. roca siyvarulis sivrceSi imyofebian isini da jer

kidev arafers ar gaunadgurebia mSvenierebis sawyisi.

sakuTari dedis wiaRidan siyvarulis sivrce warmoiS-

veba, Semdegaa mxolod rom farTovdeba igi. micemuli aqvs

gaafuWos an srulyos siyvarulis sivrce mxolod adamians.

ai, babua arwivs avarjiSebda, Sen gsmenia masze, amiTve

man siaxle Semoitana. jer kidev ZvelTaganve cdilobdnen

ase gaekeTebinaT Cems winapar mSoblebs, mamebs da dedebs

Cemsas. xvalac araCveulebrivi dRe iqneba, da Sen dainaxav,

rac moxdeba. momavlisTvis xval iqneba mniSvnelovani dRe!

frinveli sulis Sesacnobad

momdevno dRes, mindorze misvlisas, rogorc adre, Se-

umCnevlad, anastasiasTan erTad vuTvalTvalebdi TamaSiT

gatacebul Cvens patara Svils. mindvris ganapiras iwva

Zu mgeli da isic fxizlad adevnebda Tvalyurs. Zu mge-

lis axlos mglis lekvebi TamaSobdnen. me SevamCnie, rom

drodadro, patara vladimiri, Tavisi xelis TiTebs pirSi

idebs da wovs, rogorc amas, yvela yrma akeTebs ratom-

Rac. me vicodi, mSoblebma sxvadasxva saSualebebiT bavS-

vis yuradReba unda gadaitanon am procedurisgan. xelebi

safenebiT Seukran an sawovara Caudon pirSi. me amaze an-

astasias vuTxari, xolo man mipasuxa:

_ nu Relav, amaSi aris didi sargebeli. Cveni Svili

Tavisi TiTebidan mtvers lokavs.

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_ mtvers? rogor?

_ yvavilis mtvers da balaxebisac. is xeliT exeba

balaxebs, yvavilebs. buWyebi zogjer mis xelebze daco-

caven, maT TaTebze ki asevea mtveri. Sexede, SeiWmuxna. da

TiTic gamoiRo piridan. es niSnavs, romeliRac balaxis

mtveri ar moewona. axla man Tavi daxara da yvavilis

pirSi Cadebas cdilobs, gausinjos gemo da dae, aiRos. dae

gausinjos samyaros gemo.

_ samyaro da patara yvavili! ra kavSiria aq? Tu Sen,

ubralod laparakob? pirobiTad?

_ qveyanaze yovelive cocxals samyaroseuli kavSiri

aqvs.

_ magram rogor? sad? raSi SeiZleba davinaxoT aseTi

kavSiri? romel xelsawyos aqvs unari misi dafiqsirebis?

_ xelsawyo ar aris saWiro. aq saWiroa suli. ma-

Sin gagebas, danaxvas SesZlebs is, rac xilulia dRiT

yoveliT da mravaljer.

_ ra SeiZleba magaliTad suliT dainaxo, Semdeg ki

mixvde?

_ ai, mze. Sors aris igi Cvengan. samyaroseuli plan-

etaa, magram rogorc ki amova igi, yvavils Seexeba sxiviT,

da sixaruliT gaiSleba yvavili. isini ise Sors geCven-

ebodnen erTmaneTisagan _ didebuli, uzarmazari mnaTobi

da sruliad patara yvavili, urTierTTan ki kavSirSi. ar

SeuZliaT uerTmaneTod.

moulodnelad anastasia gaCumda da daiwyo maRla

yureba. mec avixede. davinaxe. mindvris Tavze, dabla daf-

rinavda didi arwivi. me zooparkSi minaxavs daaxloebiT

aseTi. ufro dabla, dabla eSveboda is, trial-trialiT

da uceb Tavisi klanWebiT patarasgan or metrSi miwas

Seexo, amayad gairbina gafrenis inerciiT, SefrTxialda,

amayad dadga mdeloze.

Zu mgeli sruliad gafacicda, balani aeburZgla, magram

ar daesxa Tavs arwivs, romelic mdeloze amayad mimodioda.

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patara aRelda. takunebze dajda da... ai, esec bentera!

igi xelebs iwvdis saSineli frinvelisken.

dinjad abijebda arwivi, Tavisi klanWebiT Zalzed

mWidrod dadga masTan. da Tavisi kauWismagvari niskartiT

daekida pataras Tavze.

xolo man _ pataram, srulebiT ar ugrZvnia ra sa-

frTxe, arwivis bumbuls dauwyo xeliT Sexeba, exeboda

klanWebian fexebs, xels utyapunebda arwivis mkerds da

misi ukbilo piriT iRimeboda.

uzarmazari niskarti patara Tavs Seexo uceb, erTxel,

meored, TiTqos raRacas eZebda masze. Semdeg arwivi, uceb,

patarisgan gverdze gavida, dafarCxa frTebi, daiqnia isini,

isev dadga miwaze. patara iwvdida xelebs uzarmazari,

mrisxane frinvelisken da Tavisi bgerebiT uxmobda: “e”

“eee”.

da moulodnelad arwivi... arwivi zurgs ukan miadga

pataras, moulodnelad garbeniT gaqanda da afrinda. ar-

wivma mindvris Tavze dablaze daartya wre, CamoWra dabla

da Caafrinda mxrebSi Tavisi klanWebiT pataras.

magram klanWebi sxeuls ar iyo CarWobili.

arwivma iRliebis qveS amosdo maTi wamaxuli boloebi

da gaaCera frTebis qneviT, trialebs mindvris gaswvriv,

cdilobs ra miwidan afrindes patarasTan erTad.

patara balaxze aTreul fexebs iqnevda, xandaxan sul

odnav roca ascileboda miwas, Tvals daWyetda, aRgznebi-

sgan cecxliviT moulodnelad anTebulT. da uceb... isini

afrindnen! balaxis Tavs erT metrze ascildnen, rodesac

Seerwynen, rodesac miwaze pataras fexis biZgi daemTxva

arwivis frTebis moqnevas.

arwivi wriulad iRebda simaRles, mihqonda patara,

magram ar yviroda patara, isini frendnen, erTad krefdnen

simaRles lurj sivrceSi.

arwivma ukve aiyvana igi maRal kedarTa wverebis

donemde da ganagrZobda simaRlisken swrafvas.

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damunjebulma moulodnelobisgan, laparakis Zala-

warTmeulma, me xelSi Cavafrindi anastasias. igi ki, Tval-

mouSoreblad icqireba zeviT da wynarad CurCulebs Tav-

isTvis:

_ Sen jer kidev Zlieri xar. yoCaR. dae iyo Sen

Tundac beberi, Sen jer kidev Zlieri xar. Seni, Zlieria

frTebi. afrindi! afrindi ufro maRla.

da arwivs mihqonda ra Tavisi klanWebiT patara sx-

euli pawawina bavSvis, artyavda wreebs, ufro maRla, cis

silurjeSi.

_ ra saWiroa es egzekucia bavSvze? ratom unda

Cavardes igi aseT safrTxeSi? _ Sevyvire me anastasias,

rogorc ki gamoverkvie gaognebisgan.

_ nu Relav, Tu SeiZleba, vladimir. arwivis afrena

arc ise saSiSia, rogorc TviTmfrinavis, romelzec Sen

frendi.

_ Tuki is bavSvs simaRlidan gauSvebs?

_ is arasodes aseT rames arc ki gaiazrebs. Senc modundi,

nu warmoqmni nurc SiSs, nurc eWvebs azr-fiqrebSi. didi

mniSneloba aqvs Cveni vaJiSvilis cnobierebisaTvis arwivis

frenas. bavSvis amyvani arwivisas Cveni dedamiwis Tavze.

_ ra mniSvnelovnebaa aq crurwmenis garda. ai rom

zustadac, ar aris saWiro adamianis Careva diad qmnile-

bebSi. aq me Tanaxma var. gaTvaliswinebuli ar iyo aseTi

ayvana. Tavad Tqven, Senma babuam, aswavla frinvels aseTi

ram. raRac crurwmenis gamo, rogorc Cans. aba, maS, kidev

risTvis? uazroa es riski.

_ roca me patara viyavi, ai, am arwivTan erTad aseve

avfrindi maRla. bevri ramis gageba jer kidev ar SemeZlo

maSin, magram iyo Zalian, Zalian saintereso, uCveulo. mind-

ori patara meCveneboda simaRlidan. da didad warmomidga

Tvaluwvdeneli dedamiwa. iseTi mkafio iyo yvelaferi

da uCveulo damamaxsovrda didxans, samudamod. roca me

wamovizarde, ukve sami wlisa viyavi, didma babuam erTxel

damisva me kiTxva:

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_ miTxari, mipasuxe, anastasia, yvelas moswons mxecu-

nebs, roca efereba, ucacunebs maT Seni xeli?

_ diax, yvelas. isini kudebsac iqneven imis gamo, rom

Zalian moswonT alersi. balaxebsac, yvavilebsac, xeebsac

_ yvelas moswons, magram kudi yvelas ara aqvs, rom aqi-

cinos, rom aCvenos, rogori kargia, roca eferebian xelebi

maT.

_ ase, Cans, sul surs, Sens xelebs Caxutebis Sec-

noba?

_ diax, yvela cocxalis, mzardis, patarasic da

didisac.

_ da did dedamiwasac, surs aseve mofereba? Sen de-

damiwa naxe, misi sidide?

naTeli suraTi arwivTan erTad damamaxsovrda me si-

yrmidanve. dedamiwis sidide me gagoniliT ar vicodi. da

amitomac vupasuxe dauyovnebliv did babuas:

_ dedamiwa didia, kide-gani misi ar Cans. magram Tuki

mofereba yvelas surs, maSin Cans, dedamiwasac surs igi.

magram vin SesZlebs mTeli dedamiwis Caxutebas? igi ise-

Ti didia, rom babua, Seni xelebic ar eyofa, raTa mTels

dedamiwas Semoexvios...

didma babuam ganze gaSala xelebi, Sexeda maT da daa-

dastura, dameTanxma ra me:

_ diax, xelebic ar hyofnis Cemic, raTa mTels dedami-

was movxvio. magram Sen sTqvi, rogorc sxvebs, dedamiwasac

surs mofereba?

_ diax, mas surs. adamianisgan mofereba yvelas surs.

_ ai, Sen anastasia, mTels dedamiwas moexvio unda.

dafiqrdi, rogor moexvio. _ didi babua wavida.

rogor movexvio mTels dedamiwas, me daviwye xSirad

fiqri, da ver vaxerxebdi mofiqrebas. da vicodi, rom CemTan

didi babua ar dailaparakebs, kiTxvas ver movismen misgan,

sanam amocanis amoxsnas ver SevZleb, da me vcdilobdi.

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magram gavida Tveze meti. amocana ar ixsneboda. da

ai, erTxel me Zu mgels Sevxede alersianad, Soridan. igi

idga mindvris meore boloSi.

Zu mgelma uceb kudi aaqicina mzerisgan. Semdeg me

SevamCnie, rom yvela mxeci xarobs, roca maT sixaruliT

da alersiT ucqer. manZils Cvens Soris da maT sidides

aq mniSvneloba ara aqvs. maT sixaruli iseve stumrobs

mzerisgan, an roca ifiqreb maTze siyvaruliT. me mivxvdi,

rom isini amiT iseve kargad grZnoben Tavs, rogorc adre

xelisgan, roca xeliT eferebi. maSinaa rom gavige... “me”

aris sakuTar xelebTan da fexebTan, magram aris kidev

didi “me”, vinem xelebiTaa SesaZlebeli Cveneba. da es didi,

uxilavi aseve me var. ase, gamodis, TiToeuli adamiani mow-

yobilia ise, rogorc me. da es Cemi didi “me” SesZlebs

mTeli dedamiwis moxvevas.

roca didi babua movida, mas veTxari me mTlianad six-

aruliT anTebulma:

_ uyure, babuliko, uyure, mxecunebi xarobs yvela, ara

marto mxolod maSin, roca xeliT vexvevi, aramed maSinac,

roca Soridan vucqeri maT. uxilavi, magram raRac Cemi

maT exveva, mas SeuZlia, dedamiwasac mTlianad moexvios.

me dedamiwas movexvevi Cemi uxilaviT! me anastasia

var. aris patara me da aris didi. rogor vuwodo Cems,

meores, jer ar vici, magram me vifiqreb, sworad rogor da-

varqva da davarqmev, da yvelafers, Sen, babuliko, gipasuxeb.

maSin, Senc CemTan dailaparakeb?

didma babuam maSinve dailaparaka CemTan:

_ uwode, meores, SviliSvilo, Sens Tavs _ suli. sa-

kuTari suli. da gaufrTxildi mas, da imoqmede misiT,

ukideganoTi.

_ miTxari, vladimir. ramdeni wlis iyavi Sen, roca

SesZeli sakuTaris gacnobiereba, SegegrZno Sen suli?

_ ar maxsovs zustad, _ vupasuxe me anastasias da gav-

ifiqre, saerTod Sevicani ki me sakuTari suli da rogor

Seicnoben mas sxvebi, romel asakSi? da rogori xarisxiT?

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iqnebada, ubralod vlaparakobT Cven sulze, ar vgrZnobT

ra sakuTar Tavs erTians sulTan, ar vfiqrobT ra Cvens

meore “me”-ze, uxilavze. Tanac, ramdenad mniSvnelovania,

grZnobde yvelafer amas, risTvis?

maRla moZravma wertilma Cqara daiwyo gadideba. ar-

wivi, xazavda ra wreebs, eSveboda mindvris Tavze. roca

trialebda xeebis varjebs qvemoT, me davinaxe pataras

awiTlebuli saxe, misi aRgznebisgan gabrwyinebuli Tvale-

bi. ganze gaSlili xelebi amoZravebdnen TiTebs uCveulo

frinvelis frTebis qnevis taqtSi. roca patara fexebi

miwas Seexo da fexebi eTreoda balaxze, arwivis klanWebi

gaixsna. patara daeca, gadabrunda balaxze da swrafad

dadga oTxze, dajda, Tavi gaaqan-gamoaqana, man axalSeZenili

megobaris Zebna daiwyo.

arwivi, barbaciT, patarasgan ganze wavida, magram daeca

gverdze. patarasgan aT metrze raRac uxerxulad iwva

arwivi balaxze da gverdze Tavisi erTi frTa gadaegdo.

sunTqavda igi mZimed, xolo niskartiani Tavi balaxisken

daexara.

pataram igi dainaxa, gauRima da arwivisken gaxoxda.

arwivi pataras Sesaxvedrad adgomas Seecada, magram isev

gverdze daeca. avad aRrenili Zu mgeli ori naxtomiT

arwivsa da pataras Soris aRmoCnda. anastasiam aRelve-

bulma daiCurCula:

_ rogori srulyofili da mkacria Seni kanonebi, Sen

adamians Tavidanve mieci yvelaferi, Semoqmedo. Sens kano-

nebs misdevs Zu mgeli, magram mecodeba, Zalian mecodeba

me arwivi.

_ ra xdeba? ratom aris Zu mgeli agresiuli, ratom

brazobs? _ SevekiTxe me anastasias.

_ vladimirTan axla arwivs Zu mgeli ar miuSvebs,

mas avadmyofad miiCnevs, radgan gverdze gadavarda. SeiZ-

leba mas Tavs daesxas, raTa mindvridan gandevnos. ar unda

naxos Tavdasxma vladimirma, jer ver gaigebs. o ra aris?

ra unda viRono?..

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da am dros arwivi uceb SefrTxialda, fexze myarad

dadga, Tavi amayad aswia, orjr aawkapuna mrisxane niskar-

ti. Tavdajerebuli, amayi siaruliTYarwivi wavida pata-

rasken. Zu mgeli TiTqos damSvidda, gaerida, magram Sors

ar wasula, nebismier momentSi naxtomisTvis gamzadebuli,

Tvals ar acilebda, rac xdeboda.

patara Tavidan uzarmazari frinvelis niskarts Seexo,

Semdeg frTebze bumbulis moqaCva, frTebis awewva dauwyo da

raRacis moTxovna Tu Txovna, Tan sul imeorebda: “e...e” “aa...”.

kauWismagvari niskartiT pataras Txems exeboda, nis-

kartiT mowyvita romeliRac patara yvavili da pataras,

romelic sul imeorebda Tavis bgerebs, Ria pirSi Caudo,

rogorc bartys. arwivma daapura patara adamiani, rogorc

Tavisi bartyi, magram xelaxla wabarbacda. Zu mgeli gaave-

buli emzadeboda naxtomisTvis. da uceb arwivi... garbeni...

frTebis qneva... afrena!

is mifrinavda maRla, maRla, Semdeg uceb mkveTri pi-

kirebiT wamovida mindorisken, miwidan metrnaxevris si-

maRleze frena gaaswora da xelaxla maRla micurav-

da. es ramdenjerme gaimeora. patara mas xelebs uqnevda,

misken iwevda, eZaxda, icinoda ukbilo piriT. anastasia

TvalmouSoreblad adevnebda Tvals arwivs, aRelvebuli

CurCulebda:

_ ar unda ase, Sen yvelaferi kargad gaakeTe. da Sen

janmrTeli xar, me vici, Sen ara xar avad. midi, daisvene ra,

daisvene. gmadlob! me mjera, mjera, Sen janmrTelad xar!

Sen ubralod cota beberi xar. daisvene!

arwivma kidev erTxel gaakeTa Tavisi rTuli piru-

eti, Tan ise, rom klanWebiT wamoedo balaxs da mainc ar

dadga is fexze. miwaze biZgis gareSe, frTebis Zlieri

daqneviT SesZlo haerSi afrena, moglija ra klanWebiT

bRuja balaxi, man wre daartya, gadmoayara pataras zevi-

dan balaxebi da daiwyo ufro maRla, maRla caSi afre-

na. anastasia Tvalis mouSoreblad akvirdeboda, maSinac

ki, roca is wertilad iqca, sul uyurebda arwivs. mec,

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ratomRac sul vuyurebdi, wertili rogor Sordeboda

mindors. Tavidan, ubralod zeviT, Semdeg uceb mkveTrad

ganze, mindvrisgan Sors. uceb wertili wamovida miwisken

da male SesamCnevi gaxda, xan erTi, xan meore frTa iSle-

ba qarisagan, da ara frinvelis gaazrebuli ZalisxmeviT.

da ar iqnevda, da arc livlivebda Tavisi frTebiT

arwivi, is ubralod vardeboda. misi frTebi qarisgan fri-

alebda, qarisgan TavisTavad iSleboda.

anastasiam SesZaxa:

_ Sen mokvdi caSi, zeviT! da iq darCi. Sen gaakeTe yve-

laferi, rac SegeZlo adamianisTvis gagekeTebina. gmadlob...

simaRlisTvis gmadlob Sen, Cemo moxuco maswavlebelo.

arwivi ganagrZobda vardnas, xolo mis zemoTYori

axalgazrda arwivi uvlida wres.

_ Seni marTveebi, ukve Zlierebia. Sen aseve yvelaferi

gaakeTe maTi momavlisTvisac, _ eCurCuleboda anastasia

sadRac mindvris iqiT Camovardnil beber arwivs. TiTqos

da mas, mkvdarsac SeeZlo misi mosmena.

ori axlgazrda arwivi ukve dabla, mindvris Tavze

uvlida wreebs. me vicodi, isini misi marTveebi arian, da

maTac uqnevda xels patara...

_ aba, warmogidgenia, ra saWiroa es uazro msxverpli?

ratom hqna es? da yvelaferi adamianisTvis? ase ratom

cdiloben anastasia? risTvis swiraven isini ase Tavs?

_ isini, naTelisTvis, adamianisgan gamomavali, madli-

saTvis, maT misces adamianma rac SeuZlia da imedisTvis

sakuTari marTveebisTvis. axla misi bartyebi dainaxaven,

SeigrZnoben adamianisgan siyvarulis macocxlebel na-

Tels! Sexede, vladimir, Cvenma Svilma arwivis marTveebs

gauRima, isini mofrinaven masTan. SesaZloa, esmoda arwivs,

rom am naTelSi adamianisgan aRmomavalSi, madlian naTel-

Si, misi natamalic iqneba.

_ naTelisaTvis yvela adamianisgan maS, ase mzad arian

Tavis Sesawiravad?

_ yvela adamianisTvis, visac unari aqvs, gadmoafr qvios

madliani naTeli!!!

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sistema

anastasia wavida mosamzadeblad, raTa vaJiSvilisTvis

ZuZu ewovebina. me ki, fiqrSi wasulma isev daviwye tyeSi

seirnoba.

ori faqtori mifuWebda gunebas. arasasiamovno iyo

CemTvis. pirveli _ me, rogorc mama, sruliad ver vpou-

lobdi CemTvis niSas, saidanac SemeZlo monawileoba mimeRo

sakuTari Svilis aRzrdaSi. gasagebi gaxda, rom me ver gam-

ovZebnidi misTvis ufro saintereso saTamaSoebs, vidre mas

ukve hqonda. sakvebis motanasac aq, aseve, azri ar hqonda.

dedis rZe, yvavilebis axali mtveri, Semdeg iqneba

kakali, kenkra... ra Tqma unda bavSvis sakvebi paketebSi

ver Secvlis cocxal produqts da mainc, TavSi Znelad

lagdeboda aseTi situacia.

xom araferi aqvs anastasias, da amave dros araferi ar

sWirdeba da bavSvsac Tavisuflad uzrunvelhyofs.

televizoriT, iseT reklamas ukeTeben bavSvis saTa-

maSoebs, sxvadasxva mowyobilobebs, rom meCveneba, TiTqos,

maT gareSe, bavSvi ver iarsebebs, aq ki isini uazroa, da,

ufro metic, sazianoa. aq sawolic ki ar sWirdeba bavSvs.

rasakvirvelia, iseT sawolze, rogoricaa Zu daTvi, or-

mocgradusian yinvaSic ki ar gaiyinebi. zewrebis, safene-

bis recxva saWiro ar aris. Zu daTvi, warmogidgenia,

verc ifiqreb, iseTi sisufTavis moyvarulia. yovelTvis,

brWalebiani TaTiT Tavis iRliaSi, rogorc savarcxliT,

ise iqeqeba. balaxze garTxmuli ixexeba, Semdeg banaobs.

wylidan amodis da ibertyeba, Sxefebi sxvadasxva mxares

ifanteba, Semdeg zurgze wveba, faSviT zeviT Sreba da, isev

Tavis fenTxs ivarcxnis.

anastasiam mimiyvana masTan, momca saSualeba Sevxebodi

im adgils, sadac sZinavs pataras. rbilia iq, sufTaa da

Tbila.

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magram, me Tu srulebiT ar momeTxoveba materialuri

uzrunvelhyofa, aRzrdaSi mama mainc unda monawileobdes,

es ukve naRdia. magram mainc rogor? iqneb saWiroa gadaw-

yvetilad da mtkiced movTxovo anastasias pasuxi? me xom

Sevasrule misi pirobebi, xeli ar vtace bavSvs, ar daviwye

daZaleba, Camotanili saCuqrebis gamoyenebaze.

meore imedgacrueba iyo imisgan, rom me ver SevZ-

leb axla, Sevasrulo mkiTxvelTa Txovna da Camovayal-

ibo bavSvis aRzrdis konkretulad Camowerili sistema.

SekiTxvebi bavSvebze, werilebSi bevria da mkiTxvelTa

konferenciebzec yovelTvis maZleven maT. me davpirdi,

rom aucileblad gamovikiTxav amis Sesaxeb anastasias,

momdevno wignSi Camovayalibeb sistemas, romlis mixedvi-

Tac, maTi gvari, Taobidan Taobamde zrdida bavSvebs. da ai,

esec Sen! sistemas igi, saerTod uaryofs da ufro metic,

ambobs rom nebismieri sistema mavnea. rasakvirvelia, aseTi

ram ar SeiZleba iyos. unda iyos albaT, Tundac erTi

swori mavneTa Soris. da, ai aq, me, goneba gaminaTda. mkiTx-

velTa werilebSi da konferenciebze ar yofila arc erTi

kiTxva, bavSvis aRzrdis Sesaxeb Cemi misamarTiT. yvela

mTxovda, epasuxa anastasias da Tuki adamianebi mas ufro

metad endobian, vinem normalur specialistebs, Cveni cx-

ovrebidan, da ra Tqma unda, ufro metad, vidre me, maSin, dae,

man upasuxos dasmul SekiTxvebs. swored igia valdebuli

raTa es gaakeTos. Cemi saqme ki, maTi wignSi gadmocemaa.

me wignis gamocemasTan dakavSirebiT,Yisedac uamravi saz-

runavi maqvs.

anastasia ganTavisuflda Tavisi saqmeebisgan, mxiarul-

ma moirbina, saxeze almuri dahkravda:

_ yvelaferi gavakeTe, Cvenma vaJma daiZina. Sen aq moi-

wyine martokam?

_ me fiqrebSi viyavi.

_ rasTan dakavSirebiT?

_ imasTan, rom wignSi meti aRaraferia dasaweri. me

Sen geubnebodi, rom adamianebi elian pasuxebs, konkretu-

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lad dasmul kiTxvebze. adamianebs ainteresebT bavSvis

aRzrda. me ki ras davwer aRzrdis Sesaxeb? davuSvaT

Camovayalibeb, Sen rogor eqcevi bavSvs, rogor cxovrobs

igi. mere ra gamova aqedan? Cveni cxovrebis pirobebSi

aseTi xerxebi miuRebelia. xom ver iyoliebs TiToeuli

maTgani Zu daTvs, Zu mgels, xom ver avarjiSebs arwivs,

da mindoric, sufTa mtveriT yvavilebze, rogoric aq aris,

aravis ara aqvs.

_ magram arsi, xom ar aris Zu daTvSi, vladimir. arc

arwivSi, isini mxolod Sedegia. arsia mTavari. igi, nebis-

mier pirobebSi ipovis gzas.

_ ra aris _ mTavari?

_ bavSvisadmi damokidebuleba. bavSvis irgvliv war-

moqmnili azrebi. damijere. gaige. qristes Sobis unari,

mxolod im dedas aqvs, romelic irwmunebs, rom qriste

SeeZineba mas, da Tuki mSoblebis damokidebuleba, Cvi-

lis mimarT, iqneba, rogorc qristesadmi an muhamedisadmi,

gauyveba am azrovnebas Cvilic da igi gaeswrafeba aseTad

iqces. da mainc bunebaSic arian adamianebi, da isic, vinc

SesZlebs gacnobierebas, SegrZnebas, Semoqmedis qmnilebebi-

sas, maT azrs, daniSnulebas, ai, is SesZlebs Tavisi bavSvi-

saTvis Seqmnas samyaro naTeli da bednieri.

_ magram rogor unda SeigrZnos? aq, rogorRac Tanda-

Tanaa saWiro. meTodikaa saWiro.

_ mxolod guliT SeiZleba igrZno, mxolod guls

aqvs unari gagebis.

_ magram ufro konkretulad?

_ ufro konkretulad Senc ki dawere, roca moagara-

keebze hyvebodi, da TviTonac ver SeamCnie. ratom davxar-

joT sityvebi fuWad? Tuki Ria ar aris guli da suli,

sityvebi, mxolod, Zlivs SesamCnev niavad gardaiqmnebian.

_ ki. davwere. TumcaRa cxovrebaSi araferic ar xdeba.

_ ylortebi Zlivs SesamCnevia, yvelasTvis maSinve ar

aris xiluli ylortebi, sulSi amozrdili _ miT umetes.

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_ Tuki ar sCanan, maS raRatomaa saWiro wera? me vwer,

vcdilob, magram arc ise bevrs swams, esmis, razec Sen la-

parakob. arian iseTebic, Sens arsebobaSic ki daeWvebulni

arian.

_ dafiqrdi vladimir, iqneba da SesZlo, azris danaxva

eWvebSic.

_ ra azri SeiZleba iyos eWvebSi?

_ urTierTsawinaaRmdego qmedebebs eWvebi amuxruWeben,

ai amitomac varsebob maTTvis, visTvisac varsebob. Cven

maTTan erTad varT, gverdiT da erTmaneTis gulebSi. ki-

dev ifiqre, Sen SesZleb gacnobierebas. me varsebob imitom,

rom isini arian. maTi Zalaa SemoqmedebiToba. Seqmna da

ara msxvreva. isini gagigeben Sen, mxarSi dagidgebian, az-

robrivad gverdiT iqnebian.

_ magram, rac ginda Tqvi da, mombezrda Seuracmyoxe-

li gamoTqmebis mosmena. gafante urwmunoebis eWvebi. midi,

gamodi televiziiT, aCvene raime uCveulo sakuTari unare-

bidan, _ vTxovdi me anastasias, igi ki pasuxad:

_ damijere, vladimir, nayofi Cemi da saswaulebi, pu-

blikisaTvis qmnilni, urwmunoebSi rwmenis naTels ver

CaRvris. isini, mxolod, gaRizianebas gazrdis maTSi, visac

ar moswons maTeuli msoflmxedveloba. da Senc sakuTar

energias nu xarjav maTze. yvelafers aqvs Tavisi rigi,

sakuTari gasxivosneba, ganTiadi, radgan gsurs, gamoval me

xalxSi, da gamoval sxeuliT. magram amis win, ise unda

gaakeTo, rom qalma, uneburad rom miuZRvna samzareulos

cxovreba, SesZlos danaxva sxvagvari sixarulebisac. da

rom axalgazrda dedis Tavze pirmSosTan erTad martod

darCenils, siyvarulis Suqi gaubrwyindes. da bavSvebi!

gesmis bavSvebi! maT sulze aucilebelia Sewydes postu-

latebis Zaladoba...

_ ai, xedav, isev aenTe Sen sakuTari ocnebiT. gavida

arc Tu patara dro, rac iocnebe, gakeTda ki arc ise be-

vri. wigni aris, suraTebi da leqsebi, magram sad aris Seni

globaluri aRsrulebebi yvela adamianisTvis? oRond, ar

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aris saWiro laparaki naTeli ylortebis Sesaxeb, rom-

lebic adamianTa sulSi izrdebian. Sen aCvene iseTi ram,

romelis Sexebac iqneba SesaZlebeli, realurd igrZno. ar

SegiZlia aCveno? ar SegiZlia!

_ SemiZlia.

_ maS aCvene!

_ Tuki gaCveneb, Sen gibiZgeb cdunebisken dromde ga-

furCqno odnav amomavali ylortebi, avi setyvisgan vin

daifaravs maT maSin?

_ Sen daifare.

_ asec momiwevs moqceva, gamovasworo ra sakuTari

Secdoma. Sexede!

anastasias wyalobiT me SevZeli Sevxebodi movlenas

kidev ufro araCveulebriv da gansacvifrebels, vinem Cems

mier iqna aRwerili wignebSi adre. erT wamSi Cems win, _

CemSi, Tu gverdiT, _ gaugebaria, Caiqrola uamravma, mSve-

nierma saxeebma, sxvadasxva asakis adamianebisa, sxvadasxva

adgilebidan dedamiwisa.

es ar iyo ubralod gaelveba. adamianebi warmogvidge-

bodnen TavianTi mSvenieri saqmeebiT, rogorc maTi saxeebiT.

Canda maTi garemomcveli mdgomareoba, movlena, romelic

xdeboda maT Tavs, an maTi wyalobiT TavianTi cxovrebis

manZilze. yvela isini iyvnen Cveni dRevaneli sinamdvili-

dan. uamravi weli dasWirdeboda msgavsi raodenobis in-

formaciis kinoSi naxvisasac ki, aq ki _ erTi wami da isev

Cems winaSe anastasiaa, man sakuTari pozis Secvlac ki ver

moaswro. maSinve alaparakda, rogorc ki igi davinaxe:

_ ifiqre Sen, vladimir, rom mxolod raRac hipnozia

Seni xilva. gTxov, Tu SeiZleba, nu ifiqreb amocnobaze,

visi daxmarebiT warmosdgnen Sens winaSe isini. bavSveb-

ze vlaparakobdiT Cven. mTavarze! bavSvebi dainaxe Sen?

miTxari?

_ ki, vnaxe me bavSvebi. gaazrebulinia maTi saxeebi da

keTilni. saxls Tavad aSeneben bavSvebi, Zalian lamazia

saxli, didi. amasTan erTad isini mRerian kidec. kacic

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davinaxe WaRara maT Soris. igi akademikosia, es adamia-

ni. da me igi maSinve Zalzed brZeni meCvena. oRond is

kia, ucnaurad laparakobs. miiCnevs, TiTqos bavSvebi ufro

brZenni SeiZleba iyvnen, imaTzec ki, visac samecniero wode-

bebi aqvT. im WaRara akademikosTan bavSvebi urTierToben

rogorc tolTan da amavdroulad pativiscemiTac. iq, im

xilvaSi, bevri ram iyo bavSvebze. ra ucnaurad swavloben

isini, raze ocneboben, magram es mxolod xilvaa, ra unda

amtkico amis Taonbaze. realur cxovrebaSi sruliad sx-

vanairad aris yvelaferi.

_ Sen naxe realuri cxovreba, vladimir, da amaSi Se-

giZlia male darwmunde.

da, warmogidgenia, marTlac yvelaferi zustad ase

moxda. moxda! vnaxe!

ganaxorcieleT cxovrebaSi

xilva bednierebisa

male, taigidan dabrunebis Semdeg, me isev Cavedi qalaq

gelenjikSi, sadac wignis mkiTxvelTa konferencia unda

Catarebuliyo. krasnodaris mxaris, gelenjikis raionis

meTauris moadgilem, wamiyvana me, mixeil petres Ze SCeti-

ninis satyeo skolaSi.

trasidan viwro RorRian gzas mivyavdiT tyisken, pat-

ara, mTebs Soris Cakargul xeobaSi. gza male mTavrdeboda,

ebjineboda uCveulo, orsarTulian saxl-koSks. aq mSen-

ebloba jer kidev ar iyo dasrulebuli. misi ukar-fan-

jro Riobebidan, iRvreboda sabavSvo xmebiT aJRerebuli

rusuli xalxuri simRera. es saxli, tyis xilvebidan iyo,

Tumca axla igi absoluturad realuri.

aravisTvis araferi miTqvams, me gavZveri sxvadasxva

samSeneblo masalebs Soris, raTa mainc sakuTari xeliT

Sevxebodi am saxls. roca me vuaxlovdebodi mas, davinaxe,

misadgmel, umoajiro kibeze, rogor moxerxebulad daeSva

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aTi wlis gogona, mivida mdinaris kenWebis grovasTan, dai-

wyo arCeva da qvebis Calageba qaSayis Tunuqis qilaSi.

roca igi xelaxla Seudga kibes, mec mivyevi mas niaRvariv-

iT momdinare, momxibvleli simReris Sesaxvedrad. meore

sarTulze iseTive, rogoric gogona iyo, da odnav ufrosi

bavSvebi, yuTidan iRebdnen gluv kenWebs, cementis xsnariT

amagrebdnen kedelze, gamohyavdaT misgan gasaocari sila-

mazis moxatuloba. ori gogona sveli CvrebiTYmaSinve

frTxilad wmendda kedelze damagrebul qvebs. isini xal-

isiT akeTebdnen Tavis saqmes da mRerodnen. ufrosebi maT

Soris ar iyvnen. me, Semdeg gavige, rom am saxlis fundamen-

ti da yoveli aguri dadebulia bavSvis xeliT. proeqtic

Tavad bavSvebma moifiqres da gaformebac, TavianTi saxlis

yoveli kuTxis.

patara qalaq-skolaSi aseTi saxli erTaderTi ar

aris. am gasaocar adgilas bavSvebi Tavad aSeneben TavianT

saxlebs, sakuTar qalaqs, sakuTar momavals da mRerian. aq

aTi wlis gogonas unari aqvs aaSenos saxli, didebulad

xatos, daamzados sakvebi, icodes samejliso cekvebi da

Cvevebi rusuli xelCarTuli brZolis.

satyeo skolis bavSvebma icodnen anastasia. isini Ta-

vad miambobdnen masze. am skolaSi swavlobs samasi bavSvi

ruseTis sxvadasxva qalaqebidan.

am skolaSi, erT weliwadSi iTviseben, aTwliani sko-

lis maTematikis kurss, erTdroulad swavloben sam enas.

ar arCeven aq vunderkindebs da ar zrdian vunderkindebs,

aq, ubralod, saSualebas aZleven bavSvebs, gamoavlinon is,

rac ukve maTSia.

akademikos mixeil petres Ze SCetininis skola, ekuT-

vnis, ruseTis federaciis ganaTlebis saministros, is ufa-

soa. skola reklamas TavisTavs ar ukeTebs, aq ar aris, arc

erTi Tavisufali adgili, magram aris oriaTas xuTasi

gancxadeba _ moulodnelad gamoCenili adgilisTvis.

Znelia moiZebnos sityvebi, unaris mqone gamoxaton

bavSvTa bednierebiT gaciskrovnebuli saxeebi. iqneb, Sem-

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degi faqtiT SevecadoT? me gavemgzavre am skolaSi, ge-

lenjikSi mkiTxvelTa konferenciis CatarebisTanave. gav-

emgzavre, mkiTxvelTa patara jgufTan erTad, romelTac

yuri mohkres momaval mgzavrobas.

mkiTxvelTa Soris iyo saocari adamiani _ natalia

sergis asuli bondarCukic _ msaxiobi, kinoreJisori, re-

rixis sazogadoebis gamgeobis wevri. igi, ezoTerikaSi

SesaniSnavad garkveuli, sityviT gamovida konferenciaze,

laparakobda rerixebze, ezoTerikaze, anastasiaze isaubra

bevrad ufro azrianad, vinem me. natalia sergis asulTan

iyo misi aTi wlis gogona maSenka. konferenciis Semdeg, maT

elodaT mgzavroba qalaq anapaSi kinofestivalze, sadac

ukve iyo Casuli maSenkas sayvareli bebia, cnobili msax-

iobi inna makarova. magram rogorc Weqa quxili, rogorc

gonebis axelis mowodeba, ise, gaisma maSenkas sityvebi:

“dediko, Tu SeiZleba, Tundac mxolod sami dRiT, Tun-

dac sami dRiT! sanam Sen festivalze iqnebi, gaakeTe ise,

rom me SevZlo am skolSi darCena.” da darCa sami dRiT,

ganebivrebuli maSenka, am skolaSi, dedis udidesi gaocebis

miuxedavad, romelmac naRvlianad warmoTqva: “rogorc Cans,

bevr rames vaklebT Cven Cvens bavSvebs, rom, siyvaruliTac

ki, Seugneblad vqurdavT maT”.

natalia sergis asulTan erTad operatoric iyo, man

gadaiRo, SCetininis skolis bavSvebi, rogor hyvebodnen sa-

kuTar urTierTobebze anastasiasTan. cxovrebis sakuTar

gagebaze. me aq moviyvan, saxl-koSkis mSeneblobiT dakave-

buli, bavSvebis saubars. bavSvebs SekiTxvebs, Cven, natalia

sergis asulTan erTad vaZlevdiT.

_ iqmneba STabeWdileba, rom Tqveni saxlis TiToeuli

aguri savsea naTeli energiis didi ZaliT.

_ diax es asea, _ gvpasuxobda Cven ufrosi, wiTurT-

miani gogona _ Zalzed bevri ramaa damokidebuli adami-

anebze, romlebic maT Seexnen. Cven, yvelafer amas, siyvaru-

liT vakeTebdiT, vcdilobdiT Cveni mdgomareobiT mxolod

kargi Segvetana momavalSi, xalisiani.

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_ vin aris am Senobis proeqtis, kolonebis, naxatebis

avtori?

_ es Cveni erToblivi, saerTo nafiqralia.

_ gamodis, yvela, vinc aq muSaobs, mxolod garegnula-

daa dakavebuli cal-calke Tavisi saqmiT, xolo sinamdvi-

leSi ki _ es saerTo azria?

_ diax, Cven yovel saRamos vikribebiT sinaTleze, sa-

dac vfiqrobT, vayalibebT momaval dRes. warmovidgenT

xat-saxeebs, romlebic iqnebian Cvens saxlSi.

amis garda, CvenTan, zogierTi monawileebi asruleben

arqiteqtorTa rolebs, isini akonkreteben, aerTianeben er-

Tobliv samuSaos.

_ rogori niSandoblivi saxe aqvs Senobas, sadac Cven

axla TqvenTan erTad vimyofebiT?

_ SeduRabebis saxeba, cecxlovani ciuri sawyisisa. aq

amis danaxva SeiZleba simboloebiT, qvebis sifaqiziT.

_ Tqven Soris SeiZleba gamoyoT ufrosi, xelmZRva-

neli?

_ Cven gvyavs winamZRoli, TumcaRa, aq muSaobs saerTo

azrovneba-fiqri _ lava, ase vuwodebT Cven.

_ gaimeoreT, azrovneba-fiqri _ lava?

_ diax, mdgomareoba, saxiereba, xatovneba, survili.

_ TqvenTan, yvela siamovnebiT muSaobs, yvela iRimis,

yvelas ubrwyinavs Tvalebi, yvela mxiarulobs?

_ diax, es Cveni cxovrebaa, imitom rom vakeTebT imas,

rac gvsurs, imas, rac SegviZlia, imas, risi gakeTebac gvi-

yvars.

_ Sen ambobdi, rom TiToeul qvas aqvs Tavisi pulsi,

ritmi?

_ diax, da is pulsirebs dReSi _ erTxel.

_ yvela qvas ase aqvs, Tu zogierTs orjer?

_ yvela qvis pulsi erTnairad scems.

_ Tqven ar geCvenebaT, rom Tqveni saxli taZars

hgavs?

145

_ taZari forma ar aris, es mdgomareobaa. magali-

TisTvis gumbaTebi, isini mxolod gexmarebian Sen, Sexvide

gansazRvrul mdgomareobaSi. forma iZerweba grZnobiT. da

SemTxveviT ar mosulan CvenTan. gumbaTebis formebi, karve-

bis _ mimarTuli cisken, dabla Camomavali ciuri madli.

_ am saxls, sadac yoveli qva dadebulia keTili xe-

liT, SeuZlia gankurneba?

_ rasakvirvelia.

_ isedac kurnavs?

_ diax, kurnavs.

me Tvali ver movaSore gogonebs, romlebic awyobdnen

kedelze mdinaris kenWebisgan gamobrZmedil ornaments.

gogonebi, gamowyobilni sruliad sada aramodur tansac-

melSi, lamazebi iyvnen raRacnairi uCveulo silamaziT da

me gavifiqre: “sad vecnobiT Cven Cvens momaval colebs?

sacekvao moednebze, saRamoebze, kurortebze. vxedavT Cvens

momaval colebs SeRebilebs, modurebs, mimzidvelebs Tavi-

anTi Camosxmuli fexebiTa da sxeulis sxva mSvenierebebiT,

vqorwindebiT yvelafer amaze, Semdeg ki, roca saRebavi

Camobanilia, xedav, Sens winaSe zis kikimoraze kikimora,

buzRunebs, yuradRebas iTxovs, sapasuxo siyvaruls. ra

bednierebaa, mTeli cxovreba kikimorasTan icxovro, raze

unda isaubro masTan? igi ki, amasTan, kidev, Sengan ma-

terialur uzrunvelyofasac iTxovs. ex, ar gamimarTla.

magram, iqneb, swored aseTebs vimsaxurebT kidec? rasak-

virvelia, aseTebis Rirsni varT. ar ginda, aseTi sruli

idiotebi viyoT, rom, saRebavze da grZel fexebze daqor-

winde! viRacas albaT, gaumarTlebs, viRacas, Sexvdeba co-

lad, ai eseni, kedelze ornamentis damwyobi gogonebi. maT,

lamazi saxlis aSenebac SeuZliaT, saWmlis momzadebac

siyvaruliT, sxvadasxva ucxo enebi ician, brZenni, Wkvianebi,

lamazebi da kosmetikis gareSec arian, roca gaizrdebian,

ufro lamazebi gaxdebian. rasakvirvelia, bevrs moundeba

aseTis colad moyvana, magram vis colobaze iqnebian isini

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Tanaxma”? aseTi kiTxvac iyo micemuli sada tansacmelSi

gamowyobili lamazmanebisTvis.

_ gviTxariT, vis gahyvebodiT colad, rogori unda

iyos Tqveni qmari? ra Tvisebebs unda flobdes? da arc

ki dafiqrebula, pirvelma gogonam gvipasuxa maSinve:

_ sikeTis mqone, moTminebis da igi unda iyos adamiani,

romelsac uyvars Tavisi samSoblo. adamiani, romelsac

aqvs pativi da Rirseba.

_ aba, pativi ra aris Tqveni gagebiT?

_ CemTvis pativi erT gamoTqmaSia: me maqvs pativi viyo

rusi.

_ aba, ra aris rusi adamiani?

_ es aris adamiani, romelsac uyvars Tavisi samSo-

blo. es upirveles yovlisa, aris is, vinc mis dasacavad

dgas da arasodes uRalatebs. arc erT wuTSi, Tund yve-

laze mZimeSi. igi Tavad iTvleba rusis nawilad.

_ Tqveni bavSvebic icxovreben samSoblosTvis?

_ diax!

_ da, es niSnavs, qmarma unda gaiziaros TqvenTan es?

_ diax!

meore gogonas pasuxi kiTxvaze, rogori unda iyos

Tqveni qmari:

_ igi unda iyos adamiani, unaris mqone gasces siTbo

da naTeli sxva adamianebisTvis. Tuki es iqneba misgan

gamosuli, maSin gareSemomyofebisTvisac kargi iqneba, da

aseve Cveni ojaxisTvisac. adamiani, mdidari suliT, jan-

mrTeli suliT, yovelgvar simdidreze Seudarebelia.

yvelaze patara gogonas videokameris muSaobis dros

arcerTi kiTxva ar misces, me mere mas vkiTxe da pasuxad

movismine:

_ SesaZloa yvela kargi daqorwindes, sanam me gavizr-

debi, magram Cemi qmari, mainc Zalian kargi, iqneba keTili

da bednieri, me mas Tavad vaqcev aseTad, me davexmarebi mas,

rogorc anastasiam.

da me davinaxe, mivxvdi, anastasia anawilens Tavis un-

ar-niWs bavSvebTan. ratom SCetininis skolis bavSvebTan?

147

imitom rom akademikosi mixeil petres Ze SCetinini _ Ta-

vad didi mogvia, Semqmneli da gamgrZelebeli siyvarulis

sivrcis Seqmnis da igi momavalSic gafarTovdeba.

axla, jer kidev patarebi arian qera nawnavini anasta-

siebi. magram isini gaizrdebian! gavlen duniaze, aseTive

oazisebis Sesaqmnelad, sanam ar dafaraven misiT, mTels

dedamiwas.

roca me videqi, araCveulebrivi saxl-koSkis meore

sarTulis oTaxSi, vaTvalierebdi bavSvebis xeliT gake-

Tebul ornamentsa da naxatebs, Tumca did ostatTa Sede-

vrebis msgavsT, gamiCnda SegrZneba, rom vimyofebi yvelaze

diad, naTel da keTil taZarSi dedamiwaze. es, albaT, imis

gamo, rom saxli, romlis yoveli milimetri siyvaruliT

aris naferebi, bavSvis xeliT, ganuzomlad ufro aRvsebu-

li naTeli energiiT, vinem zogierTi taZari.

da maSin gavifiqre. ai, aRvadgenT Cven dangreul taZ-

rebsa da monastrebs Tanamedrove teqnikisa da rkina-

betonis konstruqciebis gamoyenebiT, arc ise Znelia amis

gakeTeba, Semdeg movalT am taZrebSi, Sesrulebuli mova-

leobis SegrZnebiT da daviwyebT Txovnas: “ufalo dagv-

loce”. magram ver miviRebT locva-kurTxevas. imitom, rom

am dros RmerTis yuradReba mipyrobilia bavSvebisken,

araCveulebrivi saxl-taZaris mSeneblebisken. da ganicdi-

des iqneba igi, rom bavSvebs cementi uTavdebaT, rom aguri

da iatakis ficrebi ar yofniT. da siyvaruliT dalo-

cavs RmerTi yvelas, vinc maT daexmareba. da me, Tavi ver

Sevikave cdunebisgan meCvenebina es patara morCebi. ver

Sevikave Tavi, risic eSinoda anastasias. moxda ki, ai ra.

me mivdiodi bilikze quCaSi dawyobili samzareulo magi-

debis gaswvriv, ris garSemoc bavSvebi muSaobdnen, da uceb

vigrZeni Cemsken momarTuli rbili siTbo, TiTqos, viRacam,

siTbos rafleqtori momarTa Cemsken. siTbos SegrZne-

ba msgavsi iyo imisa, rogoric gamosWvivis anastasiasagan,

roca igi giyurebs, koncentrirebas ukeTebs ra, Tavis mze-

ras. magram am SemTxvevaSi igi iyo Zalian susti, magram me

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SevCerdi da iqiT gavixede, saidanac is modioda. TerTmeti

wlis gogona ijda ganapira magidasTan da brinjs arCev-

da, miyurebda me da iRimeboda. me mis magidas mivujeqi.

mzeris siaxlovisagan, romelsac lurji SuqiT anTebuli

Tvalebidan modioda, ufro daTba da SevekiTxe:

_ ra gqvia Sen?

_ gamarjoba. me nastias meZaxian.

_ Sen, Cans, SegiZlia gaaTbo Seni mzeriT, rogorc ana-

stasia akeTebs amas?

_ Tqven igrZeniT?

_ ki.

patara nastenka arasruli saxiT, magram flobda ana-

stasias unars gaeTbo sxeuli Tavisi mzeriT. movida

da magidasTan dajda natalia sergis asuli bondarCuki,

konooperatorma CarTo kamera. yovelgvari uxerxulobis

gareSe da muSaobis Seuwyvetlad, nastenkam daiwyo kiTx-

vebze pasuxis gacema.

_ saidan iZenT Tqven codnas, unar-niWs?

_ varskvlavebisgan.

_ ras mixvdi Sen cimbiris anastasiasTan urTierTobisas?

_ Zalzed mniSvnelovania gesmodes da giyvardes sa-

kuTari samSoblo.

_ ratomaa es aseTi mniSvnelovani?

_ imitom rom samSoblo _ es aris is, romelic Seqm-

nes Cvenma Soreulma da axlo mSoblebma.

_ vin arian Seni mSoblebi? sad muSaobs Seni mama?

_ Cemi mama _ maswavlebelia. skolaSi, sadac igi as-

wavlis, aseve kargia, magram aq ukeTesia.

_ Tqven aq cxovrobT erTian, megobrul, bednier oja-

xad. Tqven iviwyebT Tqvens mSoblebs?

_ piriqiT. Cven ufro da ufro gviyvars Cveni mSoblebi,

vugzavniT maT keTil fiqrebs, raTa isinic iyvnen kargad.

muSaobda kinokamera da me Zalian mominda, raTa na-

stenkas skeptikosebisaTvis eCvenebina, ra aris gamaTbobe-

li mzera. me vTxove mas:

149

_ nastenka, aCvene bevr adamians, rogor SeiZleba mze-

riT gaTboba. ai, kamera, gaixede obieqtivSi, gaaTbe yvela,

vinc Sexedavs.

_ yvelasi erTad Zalian Znelia. me SeiZleba ar gamomivides.

magram me daJinebiT vTxovdi. gavimeore Txovna. da

nastenkas zustad iseve daemarTa, rac anastasias tyeSi,

roca igi Tavisi nebisyofis ZaliT, Sor manZilze, Tavisi

sxivis daxmarebiT, ixsna mamakaci da qali banditebis wame-

bisgan. me aRvwere es scena pirvel wignSi.

Tavidan anastasiam ganmarta:

_ es Cems ZalebSi ar aris, es ukve, TiTqos adrea

daprogramebuli, ara Cems mier, me ar SemiZlia pirdapir

Caverio. isini axla ufro Zlierebia.

da mainc, Txovnis jiutad ganmeorebiT, man Seasrula

igi. Seasrula, amasTan icoda ra, rom SesaZlebeli iyo

daRupuliyo.

da patara nastenkac, Txovnis jiutad ganmeorebis Sem-

deg Seecada mis Sesrulebas. man orjer zedized, amous-

unTqavad CaisunTqa haeri, daxuWa Tvalebi ramdenime xniT,

Semdeg mSvidad daiwyo yureba kameris obieqtivSi. gai-

rinda mojadoebuli operatori. da uceb, natalia sergis

asulma bondarCukma, moiglija Tavsafari, gadaafara igi

nastenkas. man pirvelma SeamCnia, rogor daiwyo misma sx-

eulma vibrireba da gaufermkrTalda saxe. me mivxvdi:

Txovnis gameoreba ar SeiZleboda. ar Rirda energiis

xarjva urwmunoebze. es mxolod gaaZlierebs borot da-

pirispirebas maTSi.

Camosul ufros adamianebs, ar SeeZloT SeekavebinaT

survili, raTa bavSvebs Sexebodnen. isini exebodnen, ex-

veodnen maT, eferebodnen rogorc fisoebs. da, ratom Ca-

moviyvane, Tan es ufrosi adamianebis mTeli jgufi? xom

vicodi, rom am skolaSi Camodis bevri sxvadasxva komi-

sia, sxvadasxva donis delegaciebi, ubralod calkeuli

adamianebi. Camodian raTa naxon, TavianTi cnobismoyvareoba

daikmayofilon, Seexon, mis mkvidrTagan gadmosul madls.

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exebian kidec, iReben kidec amasTan arafers ar sZenen

ukan. da iqneb marTalia anastasia, roca ambobs: “wmin-

da adgilidan madlis miRebis mcdelobisas, dafiqrdi ra

SegiZlia Seni mxridan mas dautovo. Tuki ver iswavle

naTelis gamosxiveba, raRatomaa saWiro aReba da damar-

xva SenSi, TiTqos, rogorc saflavSi?” mec cnobismoyva-

reobis gamo aRmovCndi am skolaSi. anastasias wyalobiT

mimiRo me, akademikosma mixeil petres Ze SCetininma da

kidev, xoragiT gamiwyves sufra bavSvebma da yvelas, CemTan

erTad Camosulsac gaumaspinZldnen. magididan ara mxo-

lod sakvebs viRebdiT Cven, bavSvebis cocxali Tvalebis

cecxlma ganuzomlad meti gvaCuqa, amis sanacvlod Cven

ra? rogorc mfarvelebma gadavusviT Tavze xeli? ase,

sakuTari TaviT ukmayofilo, Camosuli jgufisagan, ganze

gavdeqi, videqi marto da vfiqrobdi. uceb, movidnen da

gverdiT damidgnen ukve CemTvis nacnobi lena da nastenka.

_ Tqven modundiT _ mSvidad miTxra nastenkam _

ufrosebi yovelTvis ase arian. maT Tavze xelis gadasma

surT, Caxuteba. fiqroben, rom mTavari Caxutebaa. Tqven ki,

dilidanve nerviulobT sul. wamodiT CvenTan mindorze.

Cven Tqven anastasiaze giambobT. me vici, romel sivrceSia

igi axla.

roca Cven mivediT mindorSi, CvenTan SemoerTebulma

kinooperatorma mTxova:

_ modi vcadoT, kidev aviRoT interviu gogonebisagan.

mSvenieri kadrebi unda gamovides, Sexede, rogori mSven-

ieri peizaJia da arc aravin gviSlis xels.

_ iqneb ar aris saWiro? albaT, isini ukve davtanjeT

yovelgvari dakiTxvebiT.

_ magram, SenTan isini mainc siamovnebiT ilaparakeben.

momsvlelebs, Jurnalistebs am skolaSi ar uSveben siam-

ovnebiT. Cven ki, aseTi unikaluri SesaZlebloba mogveca.

codvaa misi xelidan gaSveba. gamige me, rogorc profe-

sionals.

me aviRe mikrofoni xelSi da gogonebs veubnebi:

151

_ saWiroa Tqvengan intervius aReba. me axla Tqven

kiTxvebs dagisvamT, Tqven maTze pasuxis gacemis winaaRm-

degi xom ar iqnebiT?

_ Tu TqvenTvis saWiroa, mogveciT SekiTxvebi _ mipa-

suxa lenam, xolo nastenkam daumata: rasakvirvelia, rasak-

virvelia, Cven gipasuxebT.

gogonebi erTmaneTis gverdiT dadgnen, gaiswores Tav-

isi grZeli qera nawnavebi da yuradRebiT damiwyes cqera

TvalebSi SekiTxvebis molodinSi.

ori banaluri kiTxvis Semdeg me gavCumdi, uceb ga-

vacnobiere, rom msgavs banalur, standartul SekiTxvebs

maT, aZleven aq mosuli ufrosebi, yovelgvari komisiebis

wevrebi da Jurnalistebi, maT ki unari aqvT upasuxon

kiTxvebs iseT Temebze, romlebzec yovel cxovrebagamov-

lil, mowiful adamiansac ki ar ufiqria. marTali aRmoC-

nda kazakebis atamani, romelmac sTqva:

_ Cemma vaJma sul sami Tve iswavla am skolaSi, me

ki, ukve vgrZnob, rom me Tavad saswrafod unda Sevicno

raRac raRaceebi, sxvagvarad mis gverdiT sulelad gam-

oviyurebode iqneba.

da saerTod, gana Cven yvelani, ar vamcirebT Cvens

bavSvebs, suleluri SekiTxvebiT, amiT, winaswar vunergavT

Cvens bavSvebs, rom maT ara aqvT metis unari? me videqi

gogonebis winaSe mikrofoniT da vdumdi, da vxedavdi maT

saxeebze, rom isini ganicdian Cems magivrad, rom davibeni

da ar vici, raze visaubro maTTan. ai, maSin ki, gamovutydi

maT patiosnad:

_ ar vici me raze visaubro TqvenTan, rogori kiTxva

mogceT.

da aq, sruliad komikuri situacia Seiqmna. vdgavarT

Cven konooperatorTan erTad, ori mowifuli mamakaci, Cven

winaSe ki ori patara gogonaa, energiulad, erTmaneTis

daxmarebiT, wamiTac rom ar dafiqrebulan, swrafad gvix-

snian Cven, rogor unda aviRoT interviu, rogor unda

velaparakoT meore adamians:

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_ modundiT, saWiroa icodeT moduneba. mTavaria gul-

wrfelad ilaparakoT. saubari saWiroa imaze, rac Tqven

gaRelvebT.

_ Cvenze nu ifiqrebT, sxva adamianzea saWiro fiqri,

roca mas elaparakebiT, magram Tqven, nu fiqrobT Cvenze,

radgan Znelia TqvenTvis. modundiT.

_ Tqveni, sakuTari kiTxvebi guliT mogveciT, Cven Sev-

ZlebT gipasuxoT, nu fiqrobT Cvenze.

_ sanam ar SegiZliaT, modiT mogiyvebiT rames Tavad

Cven:

isini mimodiodnen mindorze, iRimebodnen, exebodnen

balaxebs da laparakobdnen. maTgan samyaros Secnobis siR-

rme, sulidan momavali siwminde, sikeTiT anTebuli Tvale-

bi simSvidisa da simtkicis mdgomareobaSi gvZiravdnen.

kinooperatori Soriaxlodan iRebda, TvalSi ar gveCx-

ireboda xedebis cvliT. SemdgomSi, natalia sergis asu-

lis naCuqari videokaseta, araerTxel vnaxe. vnaxe, rogor

dadian mindorze patara qeranawnaviani TeTri jadoqre-

bi. isini gaizrdebian! isini am skolaSi samasni arian.

me am skolaze imitom ar vwer, rom vinmes raime da-

vumtkico, aramed imisTvis, rom gavaxaro maTi gulebi, vinc

waikiTxa, igrZno da gaugo anastasias.

Tu vinmes aRizianebs, ras da rogor gadmovcem me, maSin

Tqven nu waikiTxavT. kritika, ukve sakmaoze meti miviRe me,

gadmocemis stilzec, gramatikul Secdomebzec, TiTqosda

merkantiluri Canafiqris gamo. magram, sulerTia, mainc

Semdeg wigns vwer axla, umjobesia, ecadoT ar waikiTxoT

igi, movlenebi masSi ufro mkveTria, vinem wina wignebSi, da

gadmocemis stilic bevrad ar gaumjobesebula. SesaZloa

Tqven sruliad anerviuldeT.

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akademikosi SCetinini

vin aris igi? Cven miveCvieT adamianis daxasiaTebas,

misi biografiis, namsaxurobis siis, wodebebis Camoyalibe-

biT. magram mocemul SemTxvevaSi, yvelaferi amis gakeTeba

uazrobaa. bibliaSi naTqvamia: “...maTi nayofiT SeicnobT

maT”. akademikos SCetininis nayofi _ bednierebiT gabr-

wyinebuli saxeebia bavSvebis da bavSvebis mSobelTa, misi

skolis moswavleebi. maS, vin aris igi? natalia sergeis

asuli bondarCuki, ara marto ruseTis damsaxurebuli

artistia, igi rerixebis saerTaSoriso centris (gaeros

arasamTavrobo organizaciis) gamgeobis wevric aris. man

Tqva:

_ me, urTierToba mqonda msoflios sxvadasxva qveynis

mraval cnobil mqadagebelTan da maswavleblebTan, magram

arsad ar vyofilvar imgvarad gaocebuli, rogorc aq. Ses-

aZloa, Cven SevexeT aq diad winamZRols. winamZRols ara

imitom, rom man eZvelesi vedebi icis, misTvis cnobilia is,

rac bevri CvenganisTvis idumalia.

mixeil petres Ze SCetininTan Sexvedrebze, Cemi STabe-

Wdileba, mec mindoda gamomeTqva, magram ganaTlebis sfero-

Si, me ara var specialisti da Cemi Sefasebebi araswori

iqneba, amitomac Sevecdebi daumaxinjeblad gadmovce is,

rasac igi Tavad ambobda.

natalia sergis asuli, misi kinooperatori, mixeil

pet res Ze da me skolis derefans mivuyvebodiT. deref-

nisgan kedliT gautixrav holSi, gareSemo dawyobil

magidebTan isxdnen sxvadasxva asakis bavSvebi. yvela isini,

garTulni iyvnen raRac gaugebari saqmiT, verc Cven, verc

kinooperatoris kamera maT yuradRebas ver fantavda.

magidebTan msxdomi bavSvebisgan, xandaxan zogierTi dge-

boda, sadRac gadioda, isev brundeboda. zogjer, midiodnen

kedelze Camokidebul cifrebian stendTan an ubralod

Cafiqrebulebi bolTas scemdnen oTaxSi. zogierTebi erT-

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maneTs Soris saubrobdnen, raRacas umtkicebdnen, uxsnid-

nen erTmaneTs.

mixeil petres Zev, ra xdeba aq? _ SeekiTxa natalia

bondarCuki.

_ aq Tqven xedavT ZiriTadad Sexvedris mcdelobas.

Tuki Sexvedra Sedgeba, bavSvebi SesZleben aTwliani sko-

lis, maTematikis kursis, araumetes erTi wlis ganmav-

lobaSi SeTvisebas. aseTia amocana. es moxdeba maTTvis,

vinc SesZlebs msgavsi codnis mflobeli, Tan Sexvedras,

mniSvnelovania ramdenad iqneba, maTi urTierToba gaxs-

nili. maTi velis struqturebs, SeuZliaT erTmaneTis

informaciis wakiTxva. cnobili dakvirvebaa xalxuri _

siyvaruli pirvelive danaxviT, roca Seyvarebulebs erT-

maneTis naxevarsityvaSi esmiT. Sen jer kidev ar giTqvams,

is ki ukve mixvda. Tqven xedavT, rom aq yvelaferi keTdeba,

raTa bavSvebi iyvnen, Tavisufalni, damoukidebelni. aq maT

SeuZliaT, mSvidad dasvan nebismieri kiTxva, adgnen, Semov-

idnen. mniSvnelovania urTierTobis SenarCuneba.

Zalzed mniSvnelovaniaa, raTa bavSvi muSaobdes urT-

ierTobebze. da isic, vinc organizebas ukeTebs process, _

aseve. amitomac Cven muxruWebi aSvebuli gvaqvs, rogorc

xedavT, Cven ar vamaxvilebT yuradRebas asakze. aq, TxuTmeti

wlis ivan aleqsandreeviCTan zis aTi wlis maSa. aseve, aq

imyofeba universitetis studenti sergei aleqsandroviCi,

TumcaRa, am wels igi universitets amTavrebs.

_ ramdeni wlisaa studenti, romelic universitets

amTavrebs?

_ sergi aleqsandroviCi wels gaxdeba Tvrameti

wlis.

_ da igi, universitets amTavrebs Cvidmeti wlis?

_ Cvidmeti weli mas am TaobaSi aqvs, Cven, saerTod,

asakis mcneba vcdilobT ar gamoviyenoT. es Zalzed mniSv-

nelovania. miaqcieT yuradReba aq maswavleblebi, ase vT-

qvaT, erwymian moswavleebs. marTalia, es jgufi gansa-

kuTrebulia. imyofebian aq isini, vinc ver SeZlo saxlis

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mSeneblobaSi monawileobis miReba. da maT winaSe dgas

amocana _ SeiTvison aTwliani skolis maTematikis kursi,

rom SemdegSi gadascen TavianTi codna, dRes mSenebloba-

ze momuSaveebs. da es moxdeba. imitom, rom maTSi xdeba

Casaxva urTierTSeTanxnmebiTi elementebis integraciis

sistemisa.

Cveni sagvareulo mexsierebisaTvis cnobilia kosmo-

sis mowyoba da cxovrebis xerxebi kosmiur sivrceSi.

amitomac Zalzed mniSvnelovania ar davuSvaT azr-fiqri,

rom maT, raRaca ar ician. Tuki romelime amxsnelTaga-

ni dauSvebs TavisTavSi aseT azrs, igi moswavleebs arc

ki ecodinebaT. amxsnelisaTvis mTavari aris _ daamyaros

moswavlesTan urTierToba amocanis gadawyvetis mimar-

TebaSi, maSin swavleba wava Tavis Tavad. raTa ar moxdes

yuradRebis koncentrireba swavlebaze, damaxsovrebaze. ar

daiSvas azr-fiqri, rom viRac aswavlis. TanamSromlobiT

isini veRar grZnoben vin aris maTgan moswavle, vin mas-

wavlebeli.

amocanebis gadawyvetis procesSi SeiZineba aucilebe-

li codna, faqtiurad, daviwyebulis gaxseneba. es refle-

qtoruli rkalia, gaxsovT, pavlovTan _ reaqciis stimu-

li. Tuki aris aucilebloba _ me vwyvitav.

Zalzed mniSvnelovania, raTa mas, rasac isini akeTeben,

hqondes uSualo damokidebuleba garemomcvel adamianeb-

Tan. da isini axla swavloben ara Tavis TavisTvis, es

Zalzed mniSvnelovania. isini axla Sefiqrianebulni arian

imiT, rom gadascen aTvisebuli sxvebs. Sefaseba ar aris

maTTvis mniSvnelovani. maT esmiT, rom ramodenime dRis

Semdeg, yvelafers auxsnian sxvebs.

maT daevalaT saswavlo procesis dasawyisi. TiToeuls

gansazRvruli aqvs jgufi. igi akvirdeba, rogor muSaoben

mSeneblobaze isini, visac man Tavisi codna unda gadasces,

da swuxs imis gamo, raTa misi jgufi ar CamorCes sxvebs.

didi mniSvneloba aqvs motivs _ sxvis msaxurebas. da

Tuki isini raimes swavloben, maSin es aris gaugos suls,

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miswrafebebs, sxva adamianis, azrebs. maTematika ki ar aris

aq mTavari, aramed adamiani maTematikaSi. ara maTematika

Tavisi TavisTvis, aramed maTematika WeSmaritebisken moZ-

raobisTvis, svlisTvis. da ramdenadac ufro masStaburia

motivi _ “risi gulisTvis”, _ miT ufro warmatebulia

winsvlis procesi codnis sferoSi.

mniSvnelovania, gulwrfelobis atmosferoSi viyoT, ar

unda iyos wyena, gaRizianebebi. sityva “ase ara” saerTod

ar aris. uZveles rusul enaSi ar aris SeCereba moZraobis,

ar aris cudi sityvebi. uZvelesi adamianebi nebismieri

xalxebis ar aRniSnaven cudi sityviT aranair movlenas.

igi ar arsebobs _ saWiro ar aris masze fiqsireba. cudi

ar arsebobs. Tuki Tqven SexvediT CixSi, maSin sityvebi

Cixidan gamosvlis sababiT aRniSnavs: marjvniv moxveva, mar-

cxniv, maRla asvla. TiTqosda karnaxia, saiT waxvide, da

ara fiqsireba _ “dgaxar arasworad”. dRes mkrexeloben

rusofobebi, roca amboben: “gamovTqvaT rusulad”, _ mis

qveS, gulisxmoben ucenzuro gamonaTqvamebs, _ es ararusu-

lia, kobzevs Zalzed zustad aqvs gamoxatuli es azri:

У наших предков, у славян,меж дел великого значеньявсегда к реченьям и словамбыло особое почтенье.es zustia. amitom maT, vinc maTTan muSaobs, sityvaTa

rigi didi unda hqondes Rrma, gamomricxavi SemTxveviTi

sityvebis azris yuradRebis gadamtani. didi mniSvneloba

aqvs grZnobiT gamTbar sityvebs.

memkvidreoba, WeSmariteba _ es sulieria. aucilebe-

lia bavSvi CarTo bunebriv kosmiur procesSi _ maradiul

TviTwarmoqmnian. imJamad Sen aCuqe bavSvs maradiuloba,

sicocxlis sixaruli, namdvili arseboba. gana formebi

yalbi araa: ai me, Senma Svilma, giyide Sen perangi, Sarva-

li, fexsacmeli... - axla me SemiZlia movkvde. magram ra

mieci Sen sakuTar Zes? Seni saCuqrebi xom, mxolod erTi

sezonisaa. Tuki Sen Svils miscemdi Sens WeSmaritebis

Rirseul saxels, sakuTar Rirsebas, sakuTar saqmes, Sens

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megobrebs, ayvavebul xalxs is. Tuki Sen mas mieci gage-

bis unari WeSmariti da brZnuli cxovrebis, ai, maSin, Sen

SegiZlia sTqva: „Zeo, me Sen mogeci yvelaze mTavari, Sen

iqnebi bednieri. Sen iyidi perangebs da aaSeneb saxlebs,

Sen axla ici, rogor keTdeba es“.

akademikos SCetininis gamonaTqvamTa mosmenisas, bavS-

vebTan mis urTierTobaze dakvirvebisas, me SevniSne, rom

misi gamonaTqvamebi msgavsia imisa, rasac anastasia ambobda

bavSvebze da gaocebuli viyavi: `ra saxiT SeiZleba ase

erTnairad, an TiTqmis erTnairad azrovnebdes martoxela

gandegili cimbiruli taigis da es WaRara akademikosi?

ratom melaparakeba igi me saerTod? ratom mimiRo ase

Tbilad, sufra gamiSala, damapura? skolaSi matarebs, yve-

lafers miCvenebs. ratom? vina var me pedagogikisTvis?

aravin. yofili samosani. aba, rasakvirvelia, isev anastasia

Seecada rogorRac.~

rasakvirvelia, akademikos SCetininis skolaSi me mxo-

lod anastasias wyalobiT movxvdi. magram masze Cven, me da

SCetinins ar gvisaubria. vsaubrobdiT sxvadasxva cxovrebi-

seul Temebze, yovel Cems Camosvlaze mivdiodiT, gvenaxa, Tu

rogor midis win uCveulo saxl-taZris mSenebloba. wignze

man mokled sTqva: „es Zalzed zusti wignia“ _ da morCa.

xolo ramdenime dRis Semdeg, imis Semdeg, rac me aq,

konferenciaze Camosul adamianebis jgufTan erTad, skola-

Si viyavi, vuCvene maT nastenka da vTxovdi, raTa mas Tavisi

mzeriT yvela gaeTbo, moxda Semdegi: Cven mivuyvebodiT

mixeil petroviCTan erTad skolis derefans. me veZebdi

mas TvalebiT. veZebdi, rogorc yvela eZebs intuiciurad

imas, rac afrqvevs naTels.

_ Caqra nastenka, _ warmoTqva uceb SCetininma,_ axla

vcdilob aRvadgino misi Zalebi. gamodis, magram Znelad.

dro iqneba saWiro aRdgenisTvis.

_ rogor Caqra? ratom? igi xom Zlieria. ra moxda?

_ ki, igi Zlieria. magram, emociuri gadmofrqveva misi

mxridan Zalzed Zlieri iyo.

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me videqi SCetininis kabinetSi gabrazebuli da ganawy-

enebuli sakuTar Tavze. aba, risTvis?! vis an ris sasar-

geblod daviwye mtkiceba? mtkiceba, miuxedavad anastasias

sityvebisa: “arc sxeuli Cemi, arc saswaulebi publikis

winaSe qmnili urwmunoebSi rwmenis Suqs ver CaRvris...

isini mxolod gaRizianebas gazrdian maTSi, visac ar mos-

wons ara maTmieri msoflmxedveloba”.

“morCa! kmara! _ vfiqrobdi me _ mets aRar daviwyeb

mtkicebas da aRarc davwer. kmara, bevri vwere”. CemTvis

vfiqrobdi, magram, ucbad SCetininma sTqva:

ar aris saWiro weris Sewyveta, vladimir! _ Semdeg

igi momiaxlovda, mxarze xeli damado, Camacqerda TvalebSi,

uceb daiwyo xmiT melodiis gaJRereba. WaRara akademikosi

iRebda maRal notebs, magram ufro gansacvifrebeli iyo is,

rom aJRerebda melodias, imis msgavss, romelsac anastasia

mReroda taigaSi.

skolis gamosasvlelisken mimavalma, me mainc davinaxe

holSi, sadac bavSvebi ireodnen, skamze Camomjdari nastenka

da mivedi masTan. igi adga, Tavi aswia da odnav daRlili

Tvalebi wamSi sinaTliTa da siTboTi agizgizda. iCuqeb-

noda naTelsa da siTbos me mesmoda axla: igi gascems

Tavis energiasa da siTbos da srulad gascems unaSTod

gascems, raTa daexmaros mas, meores, cimbirel anastasias,

mis ocnebas. axla maT saerTo ocnebad rom qceula. ki

magram, es ra xdeba aseTi? raSia im ocnebis Zala? risT-

visaa isini?.. sruli TavdadebiT... da es bavSvuri mzera...

yofnis ki erTi cxovreba, raTa gaxde, Tundac nawilobriv,

aseTi mzeris Rirsi? xmamaRla mas vuTxari:

_ aba, gamarjoba, nastenka. _ xolo CemTvis: “ar ginda

nastenka, gmadlob. mapatie...”

_ me gagacilebT Tqven. Cven, lenasTan erTad gagac-

ilebT Tqven manqanamde.

sanam manqanam mosaxvevSi ar Seuxvia, me vuyurebdi

patarebs da TandaTan ufro dapataravebul figurebs,

mdgomT gzis dasawyisSi saxl-koSkTan farnis qveS. isini

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ar gviqnevdnen xelebs, damSvidobebisas. TiToeuls aweuli

hqonda erTi xeli maRla, xelisguli _ mimarTuli iyo

TandaTan mimavali manqanis mimarTulebiT. me vicodi, SCe-

tininma jer kidev adre ganmimarta. es Jesti niSnavs: “Cven

mivmarTavT Sensken sikeTis sxivebs, dae isini iyvnen SenTan,

sadac ar unda iyo Sen” da isev yovladmwveli azri: “ra

unda Sevqmna, rogor gavxde iseTi, raTa viyo Tqveni sxive-

bis Rirsi?”

ras daeTanxmo, ra irwmuno?

akademikos mixeil petroviC SCetininTan Sexvedra, mis

saocar skolasTan gacnoba moxda anastasiasTan meore

vizitis Semdeg. am skolis monaxulebis Semdeg, me TiTqmis

aRar damrCa eWvebi, anastasias gamonaTqvamebTan dakavSire-

biT, bavSvebis aRzrdis Sesaxeb, SvilTan urTierTobaze mis

qmedebebTan mimarTebaSi. magram maSin, taigaSi yvelaferi

mis winaaRmdeg boboqrobda CemSi. ar mindoda misi merwmu-

na. ukidures SemTxvevaSi yvelaferi ar mindoda merwmuna.

vwer am striqonebs da warmovidgen, bevri misi wamkiTx-

veli, vin xmamaRla, vin TavisTvis, rogor ityvis: “ramdeni

ram ar SeiZleba, rom daijero? xom mravaljer mouxda

mas darwmunebuliyo anastasias simarTleSi, da mainc mas

rogorc debils, ar SeuZlia aRiqvas axali movlena”.

qaliSvilma polinam, mkiTxvelTa konferenciidan, vid-

eokaseta gamomigzavna, me vnaxe, mecnierma novisibirskidan,

misi gvari speranskia, pirdapir scenidan rogor sTqva:

“imas, rasac ambobs anastasia, megres ar SeuZlia bolomde

gaacnobieros. mas araferi aqvs misi gacnobierebis unari”.

me ara var masze nawyeni, piriqiT, man yvelaferi sain-

teresod ilaparaka, darbazi sulganabuli usmenda da me

misi wyalobiTY SevZeli gamecnobierebina. anastasia _

arsia, TviTkmari substanciaa.

aba aq ra unda iTqvas Cemze, yovelTvis sxva saqmes va-

keTebdi, magram maT ra gaakeTes, vinc gatacebuli iyo mec-

nierebiT dedamiwis, bavSvebis Sesaxeb da dumda an Cumad

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laparakobda, TiTqos wripinebda? bavSvebic ki mweren Ta-

vianT werilebSi, rom ufro yuradRebiT movekido imas,

rasac ambobs da akeTebs anastasia.

magram garwmunebT, pativcemulo mkiTxvelebo, me axla

gacilebiT meti yuradRebiT vepyrobi mas, oRond ar Semi-

Zlia, ar vikamaTo masTan, ar daveWvde. imitom ar SemiZlia,

rom ar msurs sakuTari Tavi da mTeli sazogadoeba, srul

idiotebad miviCnio. ar msurs davijero is, rom Cven miv-

divarT degeneratTa gziT.

amitomac, ai, vcdilob movunaxo Cvens qmedebebs Tun-

dac raRacnairi gamarTleba. an Cveni TanamedroveobisT-

vis misi msoflmxedvelobis miuRebloba. da veswrafode

iqneba amisken, ramdenadac Zala meyofa. Tuki es ar gakeTda,

mogviwevs, unda vaRiaroT ara marto misi simarTle, aramed

SemaZrwunebeli situacia, romelSic Cven, TqvenTan erTad

vimyofebiT dRes. da, Tu, vilaparakebT jojoxeTis arse-

bobaze, maSin Cven TviTon vaSenebT gzas jojoxeTisken.

marTlac, modiT, aviRoT, Tundac bavSvis aRzrdasTan dakav-

Sirebuli mdgomareoba. me Cems Tavze vityvi, aseve yvela

Cems msgavszec da vfiqrob, cotani ar arian isini.

vswavlobdi me, saSualod, mama msjida yoveli orian-

isTvis. msjida ara marto imiT, rom saSualebas marTmevda

bavSvebTan erTad meseirna quCaSi, meyida morigi saTamaSo,

aramed ufro mkacradac. da mqonda SiSi, ufro didi SiSi,

vinem qamriT cema. raRac ufro didis meSinoda me yov-

elTvis. ise mivdiodi dafasTan, rogorc eSafotze. fur-

clebs vxevdi dRiuridan.

Школьные годы чудесные,С книжкой, тетрадкою, песнею,Как они быстро летят,Их не воротишь назад.Разве они пролетят без следа?Нет. Не забудет никто никогдаШкольные годы.

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gaxsovT simReris teqstebi, STamagonnebelni Cvenni,

Tu, rogori mSvenieria saskolo wlebi? STagvagonebd-

nen, STagvagoneben. magram modiT gavixsenoT, gansakuTrebiT

Cven, samosnebma, Cven xom umravlesoba varT, rogori six-

aruliT movisvridiT xolme Sors saZulvel portfels,

roca ardadegebi iwyeboda.

rogor SeiZleba mSvenieri iyos skolis wlebi bavS-

visTvis, romlisTvisac fiziologiurad aucilebelia moZ-

raoba, xolo misgan moiTxoven, mTeli ormocdaxuTi wuTis

ganmavlobaSi, TiTqmis gaunZrevlad ijdes, mkacrad gan-

saz Rvrul pozaSi, daawyos rogorc yvelam, orive xeli

merxze. viRac flegmaturi, neli, amas uZlebs, magram, is ki,

vinc bunebiT moZravia, temperamentiani, impulsuria, miTvis

rogoria? magram yvelas xom erTi sazomiT, rogorc robo-

tebs, ganurCevlad _ ijeqi, Tu ara da...

da zis, cdilobs Tavi Seikaos ormocdxuTi wuTiT pa-

tara adamianma, xolo aTwuTiani Sesvenebis Semdeg,_ axali

ormocdaxuTi, asea Tvis wlisa da aTi wlis manZilze.

gamosavali erTia – moTmineba. xolo mTavaria _ saerTod

Seeguos imas, rom mTeli cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi raRacas

unda Seeguos. icxovros rogorc miRebulia, daqorwindes-

rogorc miRebulia, omSi wavides, Tu mocemulia aseTi

miTiTeba. aucileblad daijeros is, rasac etyvian.

morCilebaze daTanxmebulis marTva iolia. ra kargi

iqnebnoda, Tu isini fizikurad janmrTelebi iqnebodnen,

sxvadasxva samuSaosaTvis. isini ki smas iwyeben, narko-

tikebs mimarTaven. magram imitom xom ar svams adami-

ani da narkomani xdeba, rom Tundac wamierad dausxltes,

oRond dausxltes misi sulisa da gulisaTvis gaugebar,

raRacnair yovlismorCilebis galias. ara, ar mifrinaven

isini swrafad, skolis wlebi, iwelebian isini yoveli

ormoc daxuTwuTiani wamebebiT.

Cveni winaprebi, babuebi da mamebi miiCnevdnen da axla

Cvenc miviCnevT, rom asea saWiro, rom bavSvebs ar esmiT.

da masze, saWiroa Zaladoba, misive sikeTisaTvis. ai, axla,

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dRes, Cveni bavSvebi, vaniebi koliebi, saSebi da maSenkebi

aseve midian skolaSi da Cven dRes, rogorc saukuneebis

win, Cveni winaprebi, aseve Tvlidnen, rom vagzavniT maT

maTive sikeTisaTvis, codnisa da WeSmaritebisTvis midian

isini. ai aq ki sdeq! modiT gavaanalizoT.

Cveni revoluciamdeli periodi. merxebs, Cveni babuis

babuebi usxedan, maSin jer kidev ar gazrdili bavSvebi.

aswavlian saRmrTo sjuls, istorias da aswavlian, vin

rogor unda icxovros. maT, vinc ar daizuTxa da visac ar

surs, rogorc saWiroa, miiRos warmodgenili msoflmxed-

veloba, saxazaviT TavSi da xelebze urtyams mkacri mas-

wavlebeli maTive sasikeTod.

magram ai, aRsrulda revolucia da erTbaSad aRiares

ufrosebma, rom skolebSi bavSvebs abdaubdas unergavdnen.

yvelaferi Zveli klasebidan _ Sors! da axali STagoneba

bavSvebs: saRmrTo kanonebi _ sruli sisulelea. maimuni sgan

viTardeboda adamiani. gaikeTeT wiTeli yelsaxvevi, xaz ze

dadeqiT, ikiTxeT leqsebi, adideT, adideT komunizmi.

da adidebdnen, kiTxulobdnen Tavgadakluli da pionerebi

ufrosebs pativs miagebdnen. “Cveni bednieri bavSvobisT-

vis madloba, samSoblo qveyanav!” da isev maT, vinc Zalian

ar ecada, arTmevdnen, cemdnen, saxalxod asamarTlebdnen.

magram uecrad, da Cvensave saukuneSi, Cvens Tvalwin,

uceb axali dadgenilebebi. gadagdebul iqnas yelsaxvevebi.

wiTeli Wiri dagvatyda Cven. komunizmi ki _ mudmivi

terori da TvalTmaqcobaa. adamiani maimunisaganaa? es xom

sruli bodvaa. Cven, raRac, sxva ramisgan gavCndiT. bazari!

demokratia! ai WeSmariteba!

sad aris WeSmariteba, sad aris cru dogma _ jer kidev

bolomde gaurkvevelia. magram bavSvebi isev gaunZrevlad

usxedan merxebs. dafasTan ki mkacri maswavlebelia.

saukunoobiT grZeldeba sulieri sadizmi bavSvebze.

TiTqos sastiki mxeci, uxilavi da saSineli, cdilobs

yoveli dabadebuli xelaxla Serekos romeliRac uxilav

galiaSi. mxecs erTguli mimdevrebi hyavs, jariskacebi,

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vin arian isini? vin igdebs abuCad bavSvebs sulierad?

TiToeul maTgans, adamianad mosuls am qveyanaze? ra aris

maTi saxeli? ra profesia aqvT? da ra, ase ubralod da-

vijeroT, rom maTi saxelia _ skolis maswavlebeli an

mSobeli? ganaTlebuli mSobeli? ase uceb ar SemiZlia

davijero, Tqven, rogor?

dRes, maswavleblebs ar uxdian droulad xelfass.

maswavleblebi gaficvebs awyoben: “Cven bavSvebs ar vaswav-

liT”. miTxariT, cudia Tu kargi, roca adamians xelfass

ar uxdian? rasakvirvelia cudia. adamianma raRaciT xom

unda icxovros. magram Tu gaficulTa Soris marTlac

sulieri sadistebi arian? miTxariT cudia Tu kargi, rom

fuls ar aZleven mas, vinc Tqvens bavSvs abuCad igdebs?

saerTod, maswavleblebis gaficvebma saintereso

fiqrebi aRmiZra. amJamad, did qalaqebSi, fasiani skolebia,

am skolebis organizatorebi agroveben SedarebiT niWier

maswavleblebs da gvarian xelfass uxdian maT _ daax-

loebiT orjer mets, vidre Cveulebriv skolebSi. aseT

skolebSi bavSvis miyvana yvela mSobels ar SeuZlia, maSi-

nac ki, Tu mas aqvs SesaZlebloba gadaixados swavlisTvis.

imitom rom aseTi skolebi sakmarisi ar aris. ratom ar

aris sakmarisi?

mizezi martivia _ imitom, rom kargi maswavleblebi

ar hyofniT. organizatorebs ar SeuZliaT maTi monaxva.

kidev kiTxva. maswavleblebis monaxva ar SeuZliaT

kargi xelfasis SemTxvevaSic ki. maSin vin awyobs ga-

ficvas? _ ai kiTxva? oRond damijereT, Tu SeiZleba, me

aranairad ar minda mTeli Cveni sazogadoebis Wrilidan,

gamovyo mxolod maswavleblebi. me maTze laparakiT Cemi

Tavic myavs mxedvelobaSi. mec xom maT Soris var? mec

xom mSobeli var da Cems qaliSvils vaiZulebdi eswavla

is, rasac skolaSi aswavlidnen, Semdeg ki “perestroikis”

dasawyisSi vekiTxebodi: “rogor aris istoriaSi, maswav-

lebeli, ras geubnebaT axla Tqven?” pasuxad gavigone: “mas-

wavlebeli laparakobs, magram TiTqos dums”. ra vuTxra

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amaze qaliSvils? da ai, vuTxari: midi Sen, nu brZenob, midi,

Sen, iswavle.

axla, ai, gaficvebia, magram gana marto maswavlebleb-

is? eqimebi awyoben gaficvebs, meSaxteebi, mecnierebi. ga-

ficulebi weren TavianT plakatebze: gadadges mTavroba,

gadadges prezidenti!” yvelaferi logikuria, miiCnevs

vinc gaficulia. radgan ar aris xelfasi, es niSnavs, rom

xelisufleba movaleobebs ver asrulebs.

dRes yvelaferi, msgavs moTxovnebSi logikurad geCve-

neba magram xval ra iqneba? isev kiTxva. iqneb gairkves

xval, rom mTavroba da prezidenti naTel mxareze idgnen,

moZaladeebisgan, vampirebisgan mTels dedamiwas ixsnid-

nen. uneburad, ise, rom TviTonac ar eWvobdnen, arakeTil-

mosurneTa risxvis qveS, Zalauflebis dakargvis riskiT,

fuls mainc ar aZlevdnen sadistebs adamianTa sulis,

xorcis da dedamiwis damangrevelebs. isini ki isteri-

kebiT yvelas winaSe wamebulad iyvnen warmoCenilni.

dRes wamebulni, dRevandeli poziciebidan, postula-

tebidan, magram xval axali postulatebi gaCndeba da vin

rad warmoCindeba jer gaurkvevelia. anastasia ambobs:

_ araswor gzas Tavad irCevs yvela. yovelTvis an-

gariSgeba ara Semdeg, aramed am cxovrebaSi dgeba. magram

yoveli axali dRiT, mzis amosvlasTan erTad TiToeu-

lisTvis micemulia, TiToeulma gaacnobieros WeSmariteba

misi gzis da arCevani boZebuli gaqvs Sen. Sen Tavisufali

xar, amoirCie, saiT waxvide. Sen adamiani xar! gaacnobiere

arsi Seni. Sen, adamiani xar, dabadebuli iyo samoTxeSi.

me vkiTxulob:

_ sad aris is? samoTxe? vin Segviyvana Cven raRacnair

WaobSi? is ki, pasuxad meubneba:

_ Tavad TavisTvis qmnis yvelafers adamiani.

Tqven oRond gaigeT, kidev ras laparakobs igi, igi

xom amtkicebs, rom axla dadga dro raRaca samyaros-

euli procesebis aCqarebis da maTi, visi cxovrebis wesic

ar Seesatyviseba yofierebis bunebriv kanonebs, gamocdebis

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winaSe daadgebian. Tavidan yvelaze Cveulebrivi, gasagebi

da aSkara wesiT da es gamocdebi maTTvis, rogorc keTili

niSani sakuTari saqcielis, sakuTari gzis gacnobiere-

bis. maT, vinc gacnobierebas ver SesZlebs, kidev gaWirveba

eqnebaT, xolo, Semdeg isini cxovrebidan unda wavidnen,

raTa jansaRebad aRorZindnen mxolod cxra aTasi wlis

Semdeg.

da, gamodis, rom, misi sityvebiT dedamiwis ZarRvebis

mglejvelma meSaxteebma, genur inJineriaSi SeWrilma Tana-

medrove eqimebma, momakvdinebel sawarmoebis gamomgonebelma

mecnierebma, ukve miiRes pirveli niSani _ sazogadoebisa-

gan maTi mowyvetisa da materialuri daukmayofileblobis

saxiT. maT Soris isini, visac dRes materialuri sikeTe

aqvs, kidev ufro itanjebian moraluri daukmayofile-

blobisagan, qvecnobierad acnobiereben ra, rom maTi moR-

vaweoba mavnea da aranairi sikeTe ar moaqvs aravisTvis. me

vcdilobdi SevwinaaRmdegebodi, vuxsnidi, rom qvanaxSiri

qarxnebisTvis aris saWiro, is ki:

_ romeli qarxnebisTvis, rom bolaven, adamianis

sunTqvisTvis gankuTvnil haers rom wvaven, da asxamen li-

Tons, rom avtomati da tyviebi daamzadon?

sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, igi amtkicebs, rom Cvens

mier Seqmnili xelovnuri sasicocxlo sistema, imdenad

arasrulyofilia, rom yvela misi miRweva axla katakl-

izmebad Semogvibrundeba.

gadaTxrili dedamiwa, didi qalaqebis qveS, sadac bune-

brivi miwisqveSa nakadulebi da wiaRidan amoCqefili

wminda wyaroebi, milebisa da onkanebis sistemiT Secvales,

romelsacar SeuZlia TviTaRdgena da lpeba, xolo Tav-

is sidample, wyalTan erTad, TiToeulisTvis onkanebiT

moaqvs. aseve anastasia ambobs:

_ dadgeba dro, kacobrioba mixvdeba. yvelaze didi

mecnieri bebiasTan bostanSi miva. moSiebuli, TavisTvis,

pomidors sTxovs igi, gamosakvebad. mecnieri da misi saeW-

vo qmnilebebi, im bebias, dRes ar Wirdeba. man maT Ses-

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axeb araferi icis da arc surs icodes. igi mecnieris

gareSec mSvidad cxovrobs. xolo mecniers ar SeuZlia

bebiis gareSe cxovreba. mecnieri _ iluzorul, unayofo,

arsaiT mimaval samyaroSia. bebia _ bunebriv dedamiwasTan

da mTels samyarosTanaa. is Wirdeba samyaros, mecnieri ar

sWirdeba.

me Sevecade SevkamaTebodi imiT, rom Tu Cven iaraRs

ar vawarmoebT da mxolod dedamiwiT davkavdebiT, maSin

sustni gavxdebiT, Cven iolad dagvipyroben teqnikurad

ganviTarebuli saxelmwifoebi, romlebsac iaraRi aqvT.

_ maT problema daudgebaT, sakuTari iaraRebisgan Tu

rogor daicvan Tavi! da maT mierve warmoqmnili social-

uri kataklizmebisgan.

_ ki magram, miatoveben yvelafers isini da tyviam-

frqveviT gaiqcevian bostnebSi, Cvens bebiebTan, Sens mea-

garakeebTan, xolo tyviamfrqvevebi ar aqvT bebiebs, raTa

moigerion.

_ magram, mirbenas moaswreben? Sen rogor Tvli? erT-

maneTSi ar iCxubeben bebiebisTvis?

da ai, ise gamodis, Tu ar SeekamaTebi anastasias, ndo-

biT moekidebi imas, rasac igi ambobs, maSin sakuTari Tavi

srul idiotad unda aRiaro, nayofis damabinZurebel Wiad.

ar gsurs aseTi ramis aRiareba.

ase, SesaZloa yvelaferi ar mesmodes anastasiasi, me,

vcdilobdi, mainc, raRac gamarTleba momenaxa, rasac Cven

CavdivarT. magram Tu ver miagneb gonivrul gamarTlebas,

uunaro, ususuri gza aRiaro, maSin... ra maSin? modiT, ga-

viazroT. iqneb Rirs, mivceT bavSvebs SesaZlebloba Cveni

postulatebis gareSe gaizardon? da bavSvebs vkiTxoT,

saiT da rogor unda viaroT Cven?

anastasia laparakobs imaze, rom sulierad Cvens mier

dausaxiCrebeli bavSvebi, monaxaven SesaZleblobas gadaar-

Cinon Tavisi Tavic da Cvenc, ufro swored, mocemuli

samoTxe CvenTvis Tavidan moipovon.

yvelaferi martivad da arc ise martivad aris Cvens

samyaroSi, rogorc Cans. mainc ratom, miTxariT ratom ar

unda gavavrceloT akademikos SCetininis skolis gamoc-

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dileba. ratom ar unda gavakeToT, Tundac erTi aseTi

skola, yovel saolqo centrSi? Cans, arc ise iolia. SCe-

tinins me vTxove, novosibirskSi gaekeTebina aseTi skola.

igi damTanxmda. magram vin damexmareba nagebobis gamoyo-

faSi? sakiTxavia. me SCetinins SevekiTxe:

_ Tuki sxva qalaqebSi moiZebnebian adamianebi. gaakeTe-

ben bazas, organizebas, SegiZliaT Tqven sxvadasxva qalaqeb-

Si, Tundac TiTo msgavsi skola moawyoT?

_ ase uceb SeuZlebelia yvelafris gadawyveta vladimir.

_ ratom?

_ Cven, ver movnaxavT amden maswavlebels skolebisTvis.

da isev azri. ra aris es _ „ar arian maswavleblebi!“.

maS vin aris gaficuli?

akademikos SCetininis skola _ oficialuri skolaa,

ara kerZo. es ruseTis federaciis ganaTlebis samini-

stros ufaso skolaa. magram ratom aris is mTebSi, xe-

obaSi? ratom? da ratom esroles akademikos SCetinins.

da ratom mokles misi Zma? da ratom exmarebian kazakebi

mas dacvSi? vis ar moswons es skola? vis uSlis xels?

me saxelmwifo dumaSi mimiwvies, ganaTlebis komitetSi.

waikiTxes iq wigni “anastasia”, “ruseTis mogugune kedari.

da saxelmwifo dumaSi, ganaTlebis komitetSi aRmoCndnen

adamianebi, vinc iziarebda da esmoda anastasias naTqvami.

kargi adamianebi. me maT SCetininze vuambe, isini imasac

kargad icnoben, pativiscemiT ixsenieben.

_ maS, raSia saqme? _ vekiTxebi, _ ratom araferi

icvleba qveynis ganaTlebaSi? uwindeburad zaraldebian

bavSvebi, midian dafasTan rogorc eSafotze da merxebs

umoZraod usxedan? pasuxi iyo CemTvis Zalzed samwu-

xaro. da samwuxarod, maTTvis tragikuli, vinc dRes jer

kidev bavSvia. paradoqsaluria, magram swored maswavleb-

lebi, Tavad maswavleblebi iqcnen gadaulaxav zRuded,

rogorc me mivxvdi, roca movismine is sevdiani pasuxi:

_ gviTxari, sad waviRoT uamravi mecnieruli wode-

bebi, xarisxebi, uricxvi disertaciebi bavSvebis aRzrdis

Temaze? sad waviRoT mecnieruli institutebi? maTgan

xom sistemaa damuSavebuli, amuSavebulia manqana da mis

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mqnevaras ase martivad, erTbaSad ver gaaCereb. yoveli

disertanti, miT ufro profesoris wodebiT, eswrafvis

daicvas Tavisi Sexedulebebi.

me isic Sevityve, rom erTi Cveni dumis deputati

qali, SCetininis skolaSi vizitis Semdeg, aRSfoTebuli

gahyviroda:

_ CemTvis yvelaferi gaugebaria im skolaSi, is raRac

uCveuloa, seqtas hgavs.

me ar vicodi, konkretulad ras niSnavs sityva _

seqta. mxolod Semdeg vnaxe leqsikoni da wavikiTxe. le-

qsikonSi naTqvamia:

“seqta laTin. secta, moZRvreba, mimarTuleba, skola _

1. religiuri sazogadoeba (Temi), jgufi, gabatonebuli

eklesiisgan CamoSorebuli; 2. gancalkevebuli adamianebis

jgufi, Caketili Tavis viwro jgufur interesebSi.”

gaugebaria, am sityvis qveS ra hqonda mxedvelobaSi

deputats, magram vfiqrob rom SCetininis skolasTan da-

kavSirebiT arc pirveli, arc meore mniSvneloba arc ise

gamodgeba. da Tu is gancalkevda, kargisgan Tu cudisgan?

ffiqrob, Tu is gancalkevda kidec, maSin, bavSvebisadmi

sadisturi damokidebulebis gamo. xolo dumis deputate-

bis Sesaxeb, romlebic aseT gancxadebebs akeTeben, araferi

SemiZlia vTqva. dae mkiTxvelebma ifiqron, rogor Seefe-

reba dumis zogierT fraqcias gansazRvreba: “adamianTa

gancalkevebuli jgufi, Tavis viwro jgufur interesebSi

Caketili”. e.i. seqta?

SCetinins esroles. magram igi mamakacia. axla kazake-

bi SeiZleba raRaciT mainc daexmaron. anastasiamac sTqva,

rom gaufrTxildeba axal morCebs. axla me mivxvdi, dae

igi ar gamovides jerjerobiT Tavisi taigidan. yofiliyo

igi ufro agresiuli, sTxliSavda Tavis sxivs diserta-

ciebs, xarisxebs, yovelgvar sidamples, magram ara. saWi-

roao, ufro mSvidado. saWiroa cnobierebis Secvlao.

ai ase, Tavad rasac vfiqrobdi bavSvebis aRzrdaze, Tana-

medrove skolebze, is davwere, gamodis, albaT, sumburulad,

arc ise gulwrfelad. arc ise gulwrfelad, imitom, rom

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saerTodac me mindoda Cvens skolaze rusuli gineba da-

mewera. weris stilic anastasiasaTan urTierTobis Semdeg

raRac axali gaCnda, yvela sityva masSi ar jdeba.

kidev, maswavleblebisaTvis mindoda meTqva, yvela

imaTTvis, vinc SeZlo da sistemis sawinaaRmdegod, Tundac

sul mcire sikeTe misca bavSvs da rogorc SCetinini am-

bobs, “Cawera bunebriv kosmiur procesSi”. madloba Tqven!

da miwamde vxri qeds.

da kidev, me mivxvdi, maT Soris rasac anastasia ambobs,

bavSvebis aRzrdaze, yvelaze pirvel adgilzea gacnobiere-

ba: bavSvi _ pirovnebaa. ufrosebisagan, gansxvavebiT, Cvengan,

patara fizikurad, ra Tqma unda, ufro sustia, magram igi

ganuzomlad Cvenze keTilia, igi ubiwoa, postulatebiT ar

aris wnexSi. da vidre yovelgvar zneobriv moZRvrebebs

TavSi CavutenideT, saWiroa, Tavad Cven TviTon, raRac gavi-

goT samyaroze. TviTon! TviTon vifiqroT! Tundac droe-

biT daviviwyoT sxvisi postulatebi.

Cven ki mewarmeebs, Tavad mogviwevs, rogorRac movZeb-

noT maswavleblebi maTTvis yovel qalaqSi, davexmaroT

saskolo bazis SeqmnaSi da iq vaswavloT Cvens bavSvebsa

da SviliSvilebs.

kontaqtorebis Sesaxeb

dRe dRes misdevs, Cemi yofnis taigaSi, me ki CemTvis

veraviTar saqmes ver vpoulob. anastasia darbis sadRac,

sul zrunavs Tavis saqmeebze. Svili, Tumca jer kidev

Zalze pataraa, magram isic Tavisi veluri ZiZebis dax-

marebiT yvelafrs agvarebs. ucnauri ram xdeba: TiTqos,

kacobriobam yvelaferi, mxolod imisTvis moigona, raTa,

TiTqosda saqmeSi iyo. aq ki, iare tyeSi da mxolod if-

iqre. hoda, davdivar da vfiqrob. tbasTan isev mivedi, Cems

sayvarel adgilas Camovjeqi tbasTan, kedaris qveS. da

mkiTxvelTa werilebiT savse tomaras vuyurebdi, da aqve

gavifiqre: “ar unda daviviwyo, rom yvela kiTxvaze mipa-

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suxos anastasiam”. rogorc ki is momiaxlovda, me maSinve

SevekiTxe:

_ xedav mkiTxvelebis werilebs? me yvelaferi davax-

arisxe kiTxvebis mixedviT. SekiTxvebi, bavSvebis aRzrdaze,

sxvadasxva winadadebebi, religiebze, ruseTis daniSnule-

baze, omebze, leqsebi da survilebi, kontaqtiorebisgan

werilebi, xedav?

_ ki vxedav?

da upirvelesad, me, kontaqtiorebze SevekiTxe anstasias.

_ arian adamianebi, romlebic amboben, ai, isini, weri-

lebSi weren, rom urTierToba aqvT aramiwier civiliza-

ciebTan, warsulis romeliRac pirovnebebTan, sxvadasxva

xmebs esmiT, zogierTi admiani iwers imas, rac esmis, am-

boben, rom isini iweren samyaros umaRlesi gonis mier

gadmocemul sxvadasxva informacias. CvenTan didi ti-

raJebiT gamoicema wignebi kontaqtiorebze, magaliTad

blavackaia _ qali mwerali _ aris aseTi, man dawera

ramdenime sqeli wigni, da rerixebma, bevri adamianisTvis

cnobilma, daweres wignebic da naxatebic, maT kiTxuloben

bevr qveyanaSi, naxatebs gamofenen xolme. sxva adamianebi

frTxebian, eSiniaT, roca xma esmiT. Sexede, ai, aris gogo-

nas werili qalaq klincidan. mas xma eubneba, rom igi

brZeni maswavlebelia da man, gogonam, mas unda dauje-

ros, gogonas eSinia da gTxovs daexmaro. isini, ki viRa-

casTan danam dvilebiT urTierToben da rogor xdeba es?

_ magram ra aris, Seni azriT, aramiwieri civilizacia,

vladimir?

_ albaT, romeliRac sxva planetis mosaxleoba, var-

skvlavis an raRac uxilavi, gverdiT mcxovrebi. Tuki

isini urTierToben pirovnebebTan, romlebic adre cxov-

robdnen, gamodis, es pirovnebebi, romeliRac uxilav sam-

yaroSi cxovroben.

_ yoveli adamiani, vladimir, isea mowyobili, rom mis-

Tvis xelmisawvdomia mTeli samyaro, xilulic, da aseve

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uxilavic. yovel adamians SeuZlia urTierToba, rasTanac

an visTanac moisurvebs.

urTierToba myardeba daxloebiT ise, rogorc Tqveni

radiomimRebiT. uamravi sadgurebi ityobinebian yovelgvar

informacias, magram, yovelive maTganidan radiomimRebis

mflobeli, gadaarCevs, ras unda mousminos..

adamiani, erTdroulad, radiomimRebic aris da misi

patronic. mis Secnobaze, grZnobaze da siwmindezea damok-

idebuli, romeli sadguri, romeli wyaro, Tavis JRera-

dobas SeiZens masSi. rogorc wesi, is informacia midis

konkretul adamianTan, romlis gacnobierebiT, SeuZlia mas

mixvedra, gamoyeneba. xolo yvelaferi unda xdebodes mS-

vidad, gandidebaze abezari aqcentebis gareSe.

roca viRacas sakuTar gandidebaze elaparakebian, cdi-

loben zemoqmedeba moaxdinon TviTmyofadobaze: me dide-

buli var, magram, sxvebs Soris, mxolod Sen agirCie, Sen

iqnebi Cemi mowafe, aseve amaRldebi yvelaze. rogorc wesi

ase laparakoben arasrulfasovani, usulo arsebebi. maT

ar miecaT xorcieli yofna, maSin isini eswrafvian ada-

mianis suli Seaviwrovon da sxvis sxeuls daepatronon.

zemoqmedeben isini gonebaze, TviTmyofadobaze: da adamianis

winaSe arsebul Seucnoblis SiSze.

_ magram, rogor moviSoroT isini, bevri mkiTxveli

gekiTxeba?

_ es, xom, Zalzed iolia, isini Tavad arian mSiSrebi,

primitiulebi. saWiroa gaafrTxilo isini: “wadi, xolo

Tu ar waxval, me Sen sakuTari azr-fiqriT amogwvav.

maT SesaniSnavad ician: adamianis azr-fiqri maTze bevrad

ufro Zlieria.

kidev, SeiZleba qristesisxlas foToli daReWo, Tav-

dapirvelad foToli daido xeligulze da azrobrivad

uTxari mas: damixseni me foTolo, yovelgvari uwmindure-

bisgan”.

_ magram, Tuki bevr adamians, Tavadac moundebaT erT

wyarosTan dalaparakeba? rogor moviqceT? uyure, ai, weri-

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lebSi weren, rom SenTan saubroben, asea es? da Tu asea, Sen

rogor aswreb yvelas upasuxo? isini xom bevrni arian.

isini yvelani amtkiceben, rom uSualod SenTan laparako-

ben da Sen pasuxob maT.

_ TiToeuli warmoSobs azr-fiqrebs. da TiToeuli

maTganis azr-fiqrebi cocxloben, arsaiT ar qrebian.

Cemi da Seni nafiqralic aseve aris sivrceSi, aris

Cemi ocnebac sivrceSi, Cemi azrebi, isini SeuZlia yvelas

moisminos, visac moundeba, erTdroulad esmodeT SeuZliaT,

bevrs, sakiTxi mxolod imaSia, rogor damaxinjebaze Sei-

Zleba wavides mimRebi.

_ ras niSnavs damaxinjebebi? isini razea damokidebuli?

_ maT siwmindeze, vinc iRebs. warmoidgine, vladi-

mir, Cveulebrivi mimRebisgan Sen ismen laparaks. magram

calkeuli sityvebis nacvlad Cndeba SiSini, xolo zogi-

erTi sityva SenTvis ucnobia, cnebebi, maT ukan mdgarni, Sen-

Tvis ar aris naTeli, aseT SemTxvevaSi Sen ras gaakeTeb?

_ Sevecdebi TviTon mivxvde, ra sityvebi Cavsva gauge-

bar adgilebSi.

_ rasakvirvelia. magram Sens mier Casmul sity-

vas SeuZlia gaJRerebuli azri daakninos, Secvalos,

sawinaaRmdego mimarTulebiT mimarTos. mxolod sa-

kuTar siwmindes aqvs unari WeSmariteba esmodes. da

Tu igi ar aris sakmarisi _ Seni TanaSewyoba da si-

wminde _ maSin ar Rirs wyaros dadanaSauleba.

rogorc materialur cxovrebaSi, Tqvens samyaroSi,

yoveli mxridan uamravi mJReri wyaroa, WeSmaritebaze

pretenziis gamocxadebas eswrafvian, Sens gonebasa da ne-

bas rom daeuflon, Seni cxovreba aawyon Tavis sasarge-

blod, magram usmino Tu ar usmino maT, Seni nebaa. Sen

neba gaqvs, Tavad gadawyvito. aravisze ar Rirs dabraleba.

_ davuSvaT, asea, magram Tu gaJRerdeba raime kiTx-

va, magram pasuxad mas azr-fiqrebi mTels samyaroSi ara

aqvs? magaliTad, Sen, kiTxvas gaZleven, magram Seni aseTi

azr-fiqrebi sivrceSi ar aris, raTa upasuxos mocemul

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kiTxvaze, Sen, Sens pasuxebSi ar warmogiqmnia azr-fiqrebi,

ra moxdeba maSin?

_ kiTxva, romlisTvisac pasuxi ar aris samyaroSi, my-

isve da yvelaferSi daaCqarebs winsvlas. rogorc kaSkaSa

afeTqeba, rogorc wkriali, miaRwevs igi yvela kuTxe-

kunWuls, moZraobaSi mova yvelaferi, moxdeba urTierTsa-

pirispiroTa SeerTeba, pasuxi daibadeba da mas gaigoneben.

_ maS, gamodis, Sen, piradad, myisve uSualod gaigoneb

im kiTxvas, dainaxav mas, vinc is dagisva?

_ rogorc yvela, aseve mec, wamSi movismen mas. magram

samwuxarod, aTaswleulobiT erTnair kiTxvebs iZlevian

adamianebi, maTze pasuxebi aris, magram misi momsmeni cotaa.

_ mainc, rogor gaverkveT? rodis moaqvs wyaros WeS-

mariteba, an ufro sworad, Seferxebebis gareSe rodis

aRiqmeba igi? yurebSi xom tkacuni ar aris, roca garedan

Cven, raRac gvesmis, Sen ambob, pasuxi ibadeba, TiTqosda Cven-

ganve warmoSobili sakuTari azr-fiqrebis saxiT. magram,

risi daxmarebiTaa SesaZlebeli garkveva, xma sasikeToa Tu

ara? radgan yvela, visac esmis xmebi, miiCnevs, rom, TiTqos,

umaRlesi gonebis xma esmiT.

_ roca SenSi JRers, ara ubralod sityva. roca uceb

grZnoba ifeTqebs, sulis emociebi da sixarulis cremlebia

TvalebSi. da siTbos SegrZneba, da surnelebebi da bgerebi

iSva SenSi. roca aRmafrenas, Seqmnis moTxovnilebas Sei-

grZnob SenSi da ganwmendis wyurvils, darwmunebuli iyav,

Sen mkafiod gesmis naTlis azr-fiqrebi.

roca, civi modis informacia, miTiTeba an brZaneba, Tun-

dac sikeTeze metyveli, Tundac brZnuli geCvenebodes igi,

Tundc ubrZnesad. da warmogidgeba Zalze umaRlesad da

yovlisSemZled wyaro misi gadmomfrqveveli, Sen icode:

sikeTis ukan imaleba ukeTuroba, aramed gaswavlis mihyve

Tavis sasargeblod arsi, romelsac srulyofaSi ganxor-

cieleba ar uweria.

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yvelani tyeSi wavideT?

_ anastasia, ai kidev erTi problema. zogierT mkiTx-

vels ise unda icxovros, rogorc Sen cxovrob taigaSi.

erTni, SenTan moxvedras eswrafvian da Txouloben gzis

Cvenebas, sxvebs taigaSi dasaxlebebis organizeba undaT.

Tu, rogor gakeTdes es, Tavis winadadebebs, moskovur cen-

trSi weren. saerTod, me wavikiTxe: msoflioSi, ukve aris

aseTi dasaxlebebi, roca qalaqeli adamianebi stoveben Ta-

vianT saxlebs da saxldebian Temebad bunebaSi. indoeTSi

aseTi dasaxlebebi aris. amerikaSi, CvenTan ruseTSic, kras-

noiarskis mxareSi magaliTad. da gekiTxebian adamianebi

Sen, ukeT rogor ganaxorcielon Tavisi Canafiqri.

_ ra saWiroa, sxva adgilas, sacxovreblad wasvla?

_ es, rogor _ ratom? midian adamianebi binZuri

qalaqebidan, sadac cudi haeria, sxvadasxvagvari xmauri,

amaoeba. gadadian sufTa, ekologiurad sufTa adgilebSi,

raTa Tavadac gaxdnen sufTa.

_ iq ki, sadac binZuri gaxda, vin unda gawmindos? sxvebma?

_ ar vici vin. magram gana cudia, rom adamians gauCnda

survili, icxovros sufTa adgilas, bunebaSi.

_ survili kargia, sakiTxavi sxva ram aris. roca

Tavis irgvliv sibinZuris Semqmneli sufTa adgilas midis,

mas sibinZure, Tavisi TaviT Seaqvs. iq, sadac daanagviane,

jer iq daalage, amiTve SesZleb Sen sakuTari codvebis

Camorecxvas.

_ maSasadame, dalagebiT unda daiwyo yvelaferi. da,

Seni azriT, rogor moxdeba yvelaferi?

_ yvelafris sawyiss gacnobiereba emsaxureba, azr-

fiqris swrafva, rogorc nakaduli, optimalur gzas pou-

lobs.

ruseTSi, yvelaferi asec xdeba dRes. Sexede Sen yura-

dRebiT, vladimir. ara fuWad, ara ubralod da ara SemTx-

veviT mxrColavi milebiani qarxnebi dRes saqmeSi ar aR-

moCndnen.

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sul ufro naklebi saSualebebia gamonaxuli qveyanaSi

armiisTvis.

magram mTavaria, Tqven gmirebad pativs ar miagebT maT,

visi vandalebad moxsenieba codva ar aris, vinc dedamiwa

daabinZura Tavisi qmedebebiT.

tyeebSi wasvla ar aris saWiro. mosuls tyis sivrce

undoblad miiRebs da didxans Seiswavlis mis ganzrax-

vebs, Cvevebs, cxovrebis wess. gana iq, sadac Sen cxovrobdi,

sadac amJamad cxovrob, iq xom tye adrec iyo, Semoqme-

dis mier gaSenebuli. samoTxis samyofeli oazisi, keTili,

dRes rad gadaaqcies?

tyeSi wasuls naklebi mniSvneloba aqvs, im moagara-

keebTan SedarebiT, vinc gaudabnoebul, miwaze mouvlelze,

baRebi gaaSenes sakuTari xeliT. maT scnobs, uyvars isini

maTi nakveTis TiToeul balaxs, mocemas cdilobs maT sam-

yaroseuli siTbosi. da WeSmariti grZnobebia maTSi, vinc

Tavad gaaSena samoTxis oazisi, Tavisi sulis sikeTe ganax-

orciela amaoebaTa Soris da kvdomis wyvdiadSi.

_ aba, maS, ra mouvaT qalaqebs? vin daiwyebs maT nor-

malur mdgomareobaSi SenarCunebas? qalaqebSi xom yve-

laferi daingreva, dalpeba, gaixrwneba.

_ dauSvebelia, mkveTri gadasvlac erTidan meorisken,

mSvidi moZraobaa aucilebeli, asecaa rom xdeba axla. igi

mSvenieria, momavalSi ufro mSvenieri iqneba.

_ oh, anastasia, Sen, Sens repertuarSi xar. Zveleburad,

yvela moagarake, SenTvis kerpia. ai, oRond, sulierebaze

isini TiTqmis ar saubroben, rogorc mravali sxvadasxva

gaerTianebebi, sasuliero Temi.

_ risTvisaa saWiroa sityvebi, WeSmaritad wmindaa

maTi saqmeebi.

_ ai, kidev werilebi. erTma ukve mTeli xuTi cali

gamoagzavna. igi amtkicebs, xma esmis da CarCosebri antena

eubneba, rom Sen mas taigaSi eZaxi, da igi Senken eswrafvis.

me werilebSi memuqreba, moskovur centrSi, solncevTan

midis. igi ambobs, rom Cven, Sen yvelasgan gmalavT da

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moiTxovs, raTa SenTan, taigaSi mgzavrobis organizeba ga-

vukeToT. igi marto ar aris aseTi, ras upasuxeb Sen maT?

ici ra, vfiqrob, rom isini Seyvarebulni arian SenSi, mi-

aCniaT, rom maT SenTan erTad unda akeTon keTili saqmeebi

da SenTan erTad icxovron taigaSi.

_ yvelas vupasuxeb, vinc gulwrfelia: gmadlobT siy-

varulisTvis. magram taigaSi me aravisTvis ar damiZaxia.

ras gaakeTebT Tqven aq? ras SemoimatebT? Tu keTilia

Tqveni zraxvebi, dae, ganxorcieldnen isini iq, sadac Tqven

cxovrobT. siyvaruli gaunaTebs gzas Tqvens gverdiT mcx-

ovrebT.

“anastasias” centrebis Sesaxeb

_ ruseTis qalaqebSi ki ara da, sazRvargareTac dai-

wyes ukve adamianebma centrebis organizeba, romlebsac

Sens saxels arqmeven. modi momismine, me Sen marto erT

werils wagikiTxav, rogorebic bevria, rogorebsac Cems

qaliSvils, polinas rom weren. igi zogierTs, rogorRac

pasuxobs, sxvebs me migzavnis, magram me, ar SemiZlia yvela

maTgans vupasuxo, da bolomde arc vici, rogor moveqce

zogierT werils. xom arian iseTi adamianebic, romlebic

am centrebs seqtad miiCneven. modi mousmine, ai, erTi

werili centrisgan, ras ityvi Sen TviTon, amaze?

me anastasias srulad wavukiTxe erTi werili, romel-

ic, polinkam me gadmomogzavna, ai isic:

“gamarjoba, polina!

Tqven gwerT, Cveni saskolo ekologiuri centris

Semoqmedeba “anastasias” TanamebrZoli, valeri aleqsan-

dres Ze karasiovi.

Cveni centri Zalze axalgazrdaa. is Seiqmna 1997

wlis 4 dekembers da amJamad Camoyalibebis procesSia.

xolo mis dabadebas, xeli Seuwyo mamaTqvenis wignma, risT-

visac Cven misi didi madloblebi varT.

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anastasia, sinaTlis sxivis msgavsad bneleTis samefoSi,

amJamad aerTianebs ufrosebisa da bavSvebis SemoqmedebiT

Zalebs, vinc ar dakarga Semoqmedebis, Tavisi pativisa da

Rirsebis dacvis unari, vinc eswrafvis naTel idealebs,

visac swams, rom ruseTis, mSobeli mxaris bedniereba, Cvens

xelTaa da Cvens zraxvebSia.

Cven gvesmis, rogori bneleTis Zalebi daatyda mas

Tavs, da, riTic SegviZlia, vcdilobT davexmaroT.

Cvens centrSi Sromoben maswavleblebi, moswavleebi

da maTi mSoblebi.

amJamad, anastasiasa da mis azrebs vacnobT bavSvebs,

maT mSoblebs, gamosvlebis, saklaso saaTebis daxmarebiT,

viyenebT da vavrcelebT ra mamaTqvenis wignebs, statiebs

Jurnalebidan.

vcdilobT, SevagrovoT samecniero literaturac,

romelic axsnis anastasias SesaZleblobebs.

Cven gvesmis adamianis Semecnebis gaRviZebis, adamianuri

inertulobis gadalaxvis mTeli siZnele, amitom Cvens

moRvaweobas mSvidad da damajereblad warvmarTavT. da

ukve gavakeTeT saintereso aRmoCenebi.

adamianebis nawili, anastasias iRebs, rogorc lamaz

zRapars, meore nawili wignis pirvelive wakiTxvisTanave,

Cvens muSaobaSi erTveba, yvelaze mcire nawili, iwyebs

xmebis gavrcelebas, rom anastasia _ es morigi seqtaa.

ukanasknelTa Sexeduleba Rimils iwvevs.

magram rogorc amboben: miuteve maT, RmerTo, raTa, ara

ician, rasa iqman.

yvelaze mTavaria, Cven moxaruli varT imisa, rom

anastasiam erTad Segvkriba Camkvdar sasoflo-sameurneo

warmoebis mxareSi am soflis ganadgurebul sabWoTa

meurneobaSi, sadac xelmZRvanelobis mier daviwyebulia

adamianebisa da axalgazrdobis saWiroebani. swored im

adgilas, sadac odesRac m.i. kalinini daibada da milion-

eri sabWoTa meurneoba “verxnetroicki” hyvaoda.

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aq, m.i. kalininis saxelobis sasoflo skolis cent-

rSi “anastasia”, daibada Cveni programa “raduga”, rom-

lis daniSnulebaa: “mSobliuri mxaris ganviTarebisTvis,

SemoqmedebiTi mimarTulebis damuSaveba da praqtiku-

li realizacia, mozardi Taobis SromiTi da zneobrivi

aRzr disaTvis, ekologiurad sufTa soflis meurneobis

produqciis warmoebisTvis bazis Sesaqmnelad”.

programa “radugas” mizania _ axalgazrduli kultu-

ru li da sawarmoo ekologiuri gaerTianeba “rus”-is Seq-

mna, romelSic Sevlen: slavuri kulturuli centri “la-

da”, sawarmoo ekologiuri kompleqsi “rod”-i.

ai, rogori programis SeqmnaSi dagvexmara Cven anas-

tasia.

dae, urwmunoebs swamdeT, Tundac Tavisi urwmunoeba,

Cven ki, ganvaxorcielebT Cvens programas, rogori arar-

ealuric ar unda eCvenebodes igi viRacas.

Cveni mizania: axalgazrdobam, Tavisi SemoqmedebiTi

Zala, praqtikulad igrZnos.

“radugas” programis erT-erTi mimarTuleba _ es

mxareT mcodneobaa, mSobliuri mxaris Zveli istoriis, Cveni

winapari _ slavebis cxovrebisa da kulturis Seswavlaa.

verxnetroickis gverdiT, odesRac gaSenebuli iyo

qalaqi medvedi, mis Sesaxeb praqtikulad araferia cno-

bili, is aRgvilia pirisagan miwisa. mdinare medvedicis

napirebze, aris slavebis yorRanebi. aqvs Tu ara rome-

lime maTgans iseTive mniSvnelovneba, rogorc gelenjikis

dolmenebs? sadac moxda qalaq medvedis jaris brZola

urdosTan. Cven gvWirdeba es informacia, Cven ar gvinda

viyoT xsovnadakargulni. is rasac SevZlebT, Cveni dacvis

qveS aviyvanT da aRvadgenT Tundac fragmentebad. aseTia

Cveni Txovna, polina, anastasiasTan.

gazafxulze daviwyebT kedris nergebis gamosayvan san-

erges mSeneblobas, is realobad iqceva Cveni Tanamemamu-

lis, metyeve giorgi SapoSnikovis wyalobiT, romelmac

Cven dagvitova gasaocari saCuqari.

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wign “anastasias” siuJetebis mixedviT, Cveni sabavSvo

Teatri, romelsac saTaveSi cimbieli qali, tatiana iako-

bis asuli zaonevina udgas, dadgams speqtakls, ymawvilebi

anTebulni arian am ideiT.

Cven Zalian gvinda, rom CvenTan kavSiri daamyaron, sxva

centrebmac da gaerTianebebmac, romelTa dabadebasac daex-

mara anastasia. dae, mTels ruseTSi, centrebs Soris, gaibas

misi RvTaebrivi xazis naTeli.

urTierTkavSiri, Tundac mxolod werilobiTi, Zalebs

Segvmatebs da daaCqarebs pasuxis povnas.

Cveni misamarTia:

171622, tveris olqi, kalininis r-ni

das. verxnaia troica, m.i. kalininis saxelobis skola.

Sect ‘anastasia”

xolo momdevno _ Cveni skolisgan _ yvelas vis Tvisac

anastasia arsebobs:

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valeri, ruseTis flotis oficeri

warmateba da yvelaferi saukeTeso Tqven, polina, mo-

xa ruli viqnebiT Tqvengan centrSi miviRoT informacia,

romelic anastasias Seexeba. gadaeciT yvelaze saukeTeso

survilebi Cvengan Tqvens mamasac.

gilocavT damdeg axal wels!”

_ ai, ras ityvi aseT werilze, Sen, anastasia?

_ vityvi, rom mSvenieria adamianTa sulis swrafvani.

amaSi arc Cemi damsaxurebaa, arc Seni. amaSi mxolod, maTi

sulis Zala da mSvenierebaa. saxelwodebaSi ara Cemi,

aramed maTi Rirseuli saxelebi iqneba. me Semoqmedis ak-

vanSi vizrdebodi, xolo maTi suli jojoxeTis tanjvas

laxavda da gaZleba SesZlo.

wlebis ganmavlobaSi maT irgvliv gaWirvebaTa, xelmok-

leobaTa, cdunebaTa da amaoebaTa rigi cdilobda sikeTis

gageba daemaxinjebina. maTma sulebma yvelafris gadal-

axva SesZles, isini ufro Zlierni arian maTze, vinc qvis

kedliT SemoiRoba Tavi samyarosgan. isini qveyanaSia da

qveyanas TavisiT gaalamazeben. maTi saxelebi saxelwode-

baSi unda iyvnen. roca yvela centri CemiT dasaxeldeba,

warmoiqmneba kulti, aseTis daSveba ar SeiZleba. pirovne-

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bis an xatebis kulti yovelTvis aSorebs mTavars, adami-

ans _ Tavis Tavisgan.

_ aba, ra gamova maSin? moskovSi solncevis centria,

larionovisa gelenjikSi, aris ganyofileba “anastasia”,

sulieri ganviTarebis saerTaSoriso akademiasTanac. ada-

mianebi rogor mixvdebian centrebis mimarTulebas?

_ yvela adamians mocemuli aqvs intuicia, da arss, ar

gansazRvravs saxelwodeba, sulma saqmeebi unda igrZnos.

_ ai, saintereso Semobruneba, axla isev dafiqreba

momiwevs. Sen, rogorRac arastandartuli xar, anastasia,

da axla, SenTan urTierTobiT saqme azr-fiqrebSi, meqm-

neba ara marto me kargad dafiqreba sxvebsac mouwevT,

rodisRa davisvenoT? kidev, konkretul kiTxvas gisva-

men Sen, ra yorRanebia iq, maTTan mdinareze, medvedicaze?

_ yorRanebis gaTxra saWiro ar aris, Tavisi daniS-

nuleba Seasrules yorRanebma, da daibadnen iq is adami-

anebi, vinc pirvelebma dasves mTavari kiTxva.

_ romeli kiTxva?

_ Tavad dafiqrdi, vladimir. jerjerobiT ki ge-

tyvi: Sen daexmare maT msgavsebs, Seimecnon erTmane-

Ti. maTi misamaTebi Sen, wignSi uCvene. dae, yvela wer-

ili, romelic naTel sxivs hgavs, daexmaros admi-

anebs gulebis gaTbobaSi. poetma sankt-peterburgi-

dan _ korocinskim _ didixania Sen karnaxi dagiwera”:

От сердца к сердцу луч ЛюбвиСверкнёт Божественною нитью.От праха Душу отнимиИ напои небесной высью._ kargi, gavige. me, TviTonac mindoda gamomeqveynebina

mkiTxvelTa gamogzavnili werilebic da leqsebic. calke

krebulad mindoda maTi gamocema. TviTon vgrZnobdi, ra-

Rac aris maTSi, araubralo maTi misamarTebic moskovis

centris meSveobiT SeiZleboda mimeca, rom adamianebs erT-

maneTis daxmareba SesZlebodaT. polinkasac, Cems qaliS-

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vils, aseve SeuZlia, aseTi samuSaos Sesruleba. is pasux-

ismgeblobiT moekida werilebs.

gana ra, SesaZloa cudad arc gamovides, roca sxva-

dasxva qveynidan erTmaneTs Soris suliT urTierTobas

daamyareben. ipovnian, suliT TavianT Sesaferisebs, daqor-

windebian an damegobrdebian mainc, saerTo saqmes wamoiwye-

ben an Svebulebas mainc gaatareben erTad.

kmara! magaria! me aseT krebuls gamovcem. Senc, xom

ici, CvenTan gacnobis samsaxuric aris, gazeTebSi adamianebi

gancxadebebs beWdaven iseTs, ai, mokled, saqorwinos, aseT

gancxadebebSi, isini Tavis simaRles, Tvalebis fers da

asaksac ityobinebian, TiTqosda meurneobisTvis Zroxebs

irCeveno. aq, ki, albaT, ukeTesad iqneba, roca sulis mixed-

viT Sexvdebian da daxmarebas dauwyeben erTmaneTs.

_ rasakvirvelia, ukeTesia da ufro mtkice kavSiri

sulis mixedviT.

_ xo... oRond ai, problema aris erTi...

_ problema? raSia igi?

kidev SeqmeniT Sambala

novosibirskSi, ratomRac yvelaferi ase xdeba... rom

kritikosebi _ wignisac da Cemic, iqedan yvelaze meti

gamodis. diax, saerTod mxolod iq makritikeben.

ucxoeTis sam qveyanaSi gamoscemen wigns da bevri sxva

qveyanac, kontraqtebs mTavazobs. novosibirskSi ki, yvela

mlanZRavs. iq, polina, warmogidgenia, rogor ganicdis. kre-

bulzec ityvian: “ai, kidev moigona raRac finti, ukeTesi

iyo biznesi gaegrZelebina”. novosibirskSi televiziiT

gadacema gavida pirvel mewarmeebze. masSi mec gamixsenes,

iq, polinasTan interviuc aCvenes, Cems qaliSvils kiTxva

dausves: “axla, mamaSeni saqmeSi aRar aris?..” _ sTqves.

polina, raRacis Tqmas cdilobda sulierebaze, magram mas,

iqve Seawyvetines.

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_ cota xani kidev gava da novosibirskelebis umrav-

lesoba, gagebiT Segxvdebian Senc da wignsac. Zvelebidan _

saukeTeso megobrebic isev dagibrundebian, axalic gagiC-

ndeba megobrebi.

qalaqis erT-erT centrSi, maradiuli cecxlis axlos

Seni Zveli megobrebi kedaris xeivans gaaSeneben.

_ ai, asec unda! warmogidgenia! aseTi ram moifiqro...

kedaris xeivani maradiul cecxlTan... aba, Sena xar, anasta-

sia, meocnebev, Sen, Zvirfaso Cemo.

igi balaxidan wamoxta, muxlebze dadga, sruliad ga-

brwyinebulma, taSi Semohkra, uceb CurCuliT warmosTqva:

_ gmadlob, aseTi sityvebisTvis. Cemo Zvirfaso. es xom,

me var, vladimir, ara? me Zvirfasi gavxdi SenTvis?

_ CvenTan, ase iTqmeba xolme, sityvis masalad, magram,

Seni ocneba, marTlac lamazia.

_ da axdeba, damijere, igi. rogorc viocnebe, asec

moxdeba yvelaferi.

_ Tavis Tavad, araferi ar xdeba qveyanaze. ai, Tu Sen,

raRac saswaulis moxdenas SesZleb novosibirskSi. Tumca

ara, ara ubralod saswauli, ra xeiria saswaulisgan, misgan

arc gciva, arc gcxela. ai, ise rom SegeZlos gakeTeba, didi

qalaqis yoveli mcxovrebi, Tundac cotaTi mainc gaxdes

mdidari da janmrTeli, mokled novosibirskSi, TiToeuli

maTgani ufro bednieri gaxdes, ai maSin, SeiZleba kidec,

adamianebma xeivani gaaSenon. magram aseTi ram, me vfiqrob,

yvela Sens naTel Zalas, erTadaRebulsac ki, ar SeuZliaT

gaakeTon. aseTi ram aravis ar SeuZlia.

_ Sen marTali xar, vladimir, adamianis nebaze veravin

batonobs. ubedurs an bedniers _ TviT qmnis adamiani sa-

kuTar beds. cnobiereba irCevs TiToeulisTvis, gzas.

_ aba, Cveni cnobierebiT, vin TamaSobs? vin ar gvaZlevs

iseTi ramis arCevis saSualebas, raTa ubedurebidan bed-

nierebi gavxdeT?

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_ ra saWiroa eZebo mizezebi sakuTar Tavs miRma,

vladimir, ras Secvli Sen, Tuki daadanaSauleb viRacas?

mSvenieri gagiCnda Sen azri: qalaqis adamianebisTvis, kargi

Seiqmnas, _ me Zalian momwons igi, amasTan dakavSirebiT

saWiroa ocneba...

ase! magaria! mofiqrebul iqna! ai, esec ase! Sevlen

saukuneebSi yvela adamiani qalaq novosibirskis iq Taoba,

bednieri daibadeba. ufro bednieri gaxdeba TiToeuli

axlac.

modi erTad gaviazroT, qalaqis adamianebs, romlebic

Sen ase gaRelvebs, rogor vuTxrad, TiToeulis gulisken,

sulisken... gavikvlevT ra gzas.

_ ra gsurs TiToeul maTgans uTxra?

_ rom, Sambala, yvelam erTadaa SesaZlebeli kvlav

aRadginos.

_ aba, ra Sambala? Sen, ufro naTlad ilaparake.

_ maZieblebi, saukuneebis ganmavlobaSi eZeben wminda

adgils dedamiwaze. miaCniaT, rom Sambala hqvia mas, rom

samyaroseul sibrZnesTan im adgilze moxdeba nebismieris

kavSiri.

magram, Sambalis povna veravin SesZlo, TumcaRa, zRvi-

siqeTa qveynebi arc Tu cota moiares maZieblebma, verc

ipovnian, Tu, ase dauwyeben Zebnas, Sambala xom, TiToeuls

SigniT aqvs da misi garegnuli gamovlineba, adamianebis

mier iqmneba xelaxla.

_ ufro konkretulad. ra unda gakeTdes kavSiris

dasamyareblad brZen samyarosTan, raTa ufro bednierni

gavxdeT da ara marto sakuTari Tavis SigniT. sakuTari

Tavis SigniT rogorRac yvelaferi gaugebaria. sTqvi

garegnulze, ra unda aSendes, daiTesos an daimsxvres?

_ dae, didi qalaqis TiToeulma mcxovrebma, kedaris

fisiani girCidan, amoiRos da sakuTar pirSi Caidos pa-

tara wiwibo (marcvali), Tavis nerwyvSi gaaCeros igi,

Cargos, miwaSi, patara qoTanSi da morwyos miwa yovel-

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dRe. morwyvis win wyalSi xelis TiTebi Cahyos, uboroto

mdgomareoba unda hqondes, da Tavis Tavs, rac mTavaria,

Tavis STamomavlobas, bavSvebs, sikeTe, RvTis gacnobiereba

usurvos. ase yovel dRe.

roca morCi amova, SeiZleba masTan fiqriT Zvirfas, sa-

survelze saubari. zafxulis dReebSi da uyinvo RameebSi

qoTani patara morCebiT, gareT, sxva mcenareebs Soris unda

daidgas. dae, igi varskvlavebTan, mTvaresTan, mzesTan urT-

ierTobaSi Sevides, Seicnos wvima, niavi, da balaxTa suni

gverdiT zrdilTa. da dabrundes Tavis megobrebTan, isev,

sakuTar mSoblebTan. ase gakeTdes SesaZloa mravaljer,

roca survili aris da dro.

saukuneebSi izrdeba morCi, kedari xom naxevar aTas-

wleulze mets cocxlobs, STamomavlobas mogvcems da

axali kedariT, gamzrdelTa sulebze mouyveba maT. roca

igi saxlSi gaizrdeba ocdaaT santimetramde, adreul

gazafxulze miwaSi SeiZleba dairgos morCi. dae, qalaqis

xelisuflebam, yvela maTTvis, visac miwa ara aqvT, Tun-

dac miwis erTi kvadratuli metri, maTi morCebisTvis

gamoyos.

da, qalaqis ganapiras, mdinaris napiras da gzebis gas-

wvriv, saxlebs Soris da xalxmravali moednebis centrSi,

morCebi iqneba darguli. yovelma adamianma Tavis morCs

unda mouaros da dae, erTmaneTsac daexmaron.

dedamiwis yvela kuTxidan, am qalaqSi mudam Camovlen

adamianebi, raTa naxon, siwmindeebs Seexon, mis bednier ad-

aminebs gamoelaparakon, Tundac erTi sityviT.

_ es, viTomda, risTvis Camovlen mTeli dedamiwis

mxridan adamianebi? rom qalaqis Cveulebriv gamwvanebas

Sexe don? ai, novisibirskSi rom, uceb, raRac siwmindeebi

aRmo geCina! dolmenebi, magaliTad, rogorc gelenjikSi. Sen,

gelenjikis dolmenebze mogviyevi, amJamad iq ruseTis da

sxva qveynebis qalaqebidanac moiswrafian adamianebi. me

vnaxe, amJamad, yovel dRe eqskursiebi ewyoba dolmenebTan.

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da, yovel wels, seqtemberSi, sxvadasxva qalaqebidan

mkiTxvelebi ikribebian konferenciaze. mxatvrebi awyoben

suraTebis gamofenas, da iq, filmebsac iReben. aq, ki, ra

didi ambavi, xeebi rom izrdeba qalaqSi. da xeebi ki, ara

mxolod kedaris morCebi.

_ es, ubralo morCebi ar iqneba. mogugune kedrebs

daemsgavsebian isini. gamTbarni, adamianTa gulebis siTboTi,

adamianur sulTan Sexebulni, isini samyaros saukeTeso

sxivebs Tavis TavSi Seifareben da adamianebs miscemen maT.

saukunod. adamianebic da dedamiwac im adgilas gabrwyn-

debian. da axali cnobiereba mova, aRmoCenebi samyaroseuli

masStabis im adamianebisgan, mTels dedamiwas moedeba.

wminda adgili, ici ra aris es? damijere, vladimir, Sen,

Sens mSobliur qalaqSi Seicnob mas.

_ rasakvirvelia, es yvelaferi, momxibvlelia. magram

Sen gaige, anastasia, mxolod Sen, aseTi rame, saeWvoa vinmem

dagijeros. istoriam msgavsi ram ar icis, Tanamedrove

mecniereba ar daadasturebs. ai, Senze wonads, avtoritet-

uls, yvelasTvis cnobils, rom aseTi ram eCvenebina...

_ yuranSi brZnuladaa naTqvami, ras niSnaven xeebi.

budac imecnebda sibrZnes, xangrZlivad martovdeboda ty-

eebSi. miTxari, vladimir, Sen xom wagikiTxavs biblia?

_ wamikiTxavs, da aqedan mere ra?

_ Zvel aRTqmaSi naTqvamia: jer kidev qristes da-

badebamde dedamiwis mmarTvelTagan yvelaze brZenma mefe

solomonma RmerTis sadidebeli taZari da Tavisi saxli

kedarisgan aago. man aTasobiT adamiani daiqirava, raTa moe-

WraT kedrebi da masTan mietanaT Soreuli adgilebidan.

mefe solomoni Zalzed brZeni iyo, ase ambobs biblia da

“qebaTa-qeba”, misgan dawerili, dRevandel dRemde movida.

Zvel aRTqmaSi aseve saubaria, rom sicocxlis miwu-

ruls sxvadasxva qvynidan, sxvadasxva rwmenebidan, misi

haramxanis colebs solomoni rwmenidan gadahyavdaT. man

sxvadasxva rwmena Seimecna, romliT dakmayofilda ici?

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_ romliT?

_ imiT, sadac ara marto Cexaven, aramed rgaven ki-

dec xeebs. da mixvda, momakvdavi, brZeni mefe. saxli misi,

taZari, droSi aRigvebian, STamomavloba ver SeinarCunebs

Zalauflebas, didebas. Caqreba saxelmwifos Zliereba, _

asec moxda yvelaferi.

aqamde, misi suli, Cadenili Secdomis gamo itanjeba.

mixvda brZeni mefe: SeuZlebelia RvTissasurveli aRas-

rulo, amasaTan, Semoqmedis TanaSeqmnili cocxali mokla”.

tanjva misi sulisa da mraval adamianTa sulis, aTas-

wleulebis manZilze grZeldeba, ucqers, erTi Secdoma

aTaswleulobiT aResruleba. misi gamosworeba SesaZlebe-

lia,, da maSin xelaxla amobrwyindeba qveyanaze mSvenieri

ciskari. Sens qalaqze, yvela miwieri da samyaroseuli

arxiT, xma dairxeva.

qveyanierebis yvela saocrebaTagan dRevandel dRemde

moRweuli, jer kidev aravis smenia iseT qalaqze, sadac

yovelma mcxovrebma, uCveulo siyvaruliT, alersiT da

suliT aseTi xeebi gaaxara siyvarulis sivrceSi, WeSmar-

it taZarSi, cocxalSi, samyaroseuli gaqvavebuli qalaqi

gardaqmna. amisaTvis cnobiereba RvTaebrivi unda iyos. maS,

dae, dae yvelas gauCndes igi, daniSnuleba Tavisi samyaro-

seulis gagebaSi daexmareba.

_ SesaZlaoa, Sens sityvebSi aris racionaluri marcva-

li, anastasia, da me amaze, SesaZloa davwero. dae adami-

anebma TviTonve gansazRvron yvelaferi, magram ici, me, Sen,

unda gagafrTxilo: Senc raRacas kargav aq. Sen xeebze

yvelafers laparakob ase... mokled, ase vTqvaT, oficialu-

rad gaTxovebas verasodes SesZleb. xeli rom moawero

mmaCSi, sabuTebi ar gagaCnia, aq, ki, aseTi mniSvnelovnebiT

laparakob xeebze. Sen eklesiis msaxurni amis gareSec

migiCneven warmarTad da rogorc ki ai am Sens sityvebs

davwer, taZaTan axlosac ki ar migiSveben da araviTar

SemTxvevaSi jvars ar dagweren aravisze.

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_ vladimir, dawere Cemi sityvebi, dae adamianebma gaigon

isini. Tavad nu Segrcxveba am sityvebis, daioke Seni sia-

maye. arc maSinve, da verc yvelam SesaZloa, ver gaacno-

bieron mniSvneloba am sityvebis. magram Sens qalaqSi,

bevri swavlulia, isini mecnieruli eniT bevrs bolomde

uTqmels ityvian, radgan Sen miiCnev, rom adamianebs maTi

ukeT esmiT. da Jurnalistebic... kritikisaTvis, Sen maTze

nu gabrazdebi, yvela Jurnalists jer kidev ar uTqvams

Tavisi sityva. xolo Tu me jvirswera momiwevs, merwmune,

vladimir, CemTvis jvarisdamweri moinaxeba.

_ Tu sxva qalaqSi, ara novosibirskSi, adamianebi ase-

Tives Seqmnian?

_ nebismieri qalaqi SeiZleba aRorZindes ase. raTa

aseTi qmedebebi Caidinon, sxvagvari cnobiereba unda Casa-

xldes adamianebSi, xolo, Tuki gaCndeba igi, Secvlian

qalaqis iersaxes. magram, maT Soris iqneba pirveli is,

vinc pirveli madls Seicnobs.

_ netaro anastasia, Sen gulubryvilo xar, yovelTvis

mxolod ukeTesze ocnebob. magram kargi, davwer, rasac

ambobdi Sen, dae, adamianebma aseTic icodnen.

_ gmadlob. gmadlob... ar vici, kidev, rogor gadagix-

ado madloba.

_ es ra saTqmelia... dawera Zneli ar aris. kidev Se-

giZlia daamato, magram cota.

_ gTxovT, Tqven, adamianebo, facifuciT nu kiTxulobT

sityvebs, gaacnobiereT.

_ ai Sen, anastasia, pasuxob SekiTxvebze, romlebsac

mkiTxvelebi iZlevian, adamianze laparakob, rogorc Semo-

qmedze, magram, Sen xom, qali xar. erTi sasuliero kon-

fesiis liderma ici qalebze ra sTqva?

_ da, rao?

_ is sTqva, rom, qalebs Seqmna ar SeuZliaT, maTi

daniSnuleba imaSi mdgomareobs, raTa lamazebi iyvnen isini,

mxolod STagonebani iyvnen mamakacTa sxvadasxva saqmee-

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bisa da Semoqmedebis, xolo, qmnian yvelafers mxolod

mamakacebi.

_ magram Sen, vladimir, eTanxmebi aseT gamonaTqvamebs?

_ albaT, SesaZlebelia maT daeTanxmo. ici, arsebobs

aseTi _ statistika miukerZoebeli mecniereba. ase rom, Tu

statistikis mixedviT Sexedav, Semdegi situacia miiReba.

_ rogori?

_ andrei rubliovi, surikovi, vasnecovi, rembrandti

da, ai, sxva cnobili mxatvrebi, yvelani mamakacebi iyvnen,

xolo maT Soris qalebi saerTod ar arian, ukidures

SemTxvevaSi, me verc ki vixseneb qalebs. TviTmfrinave-

bis, manqanebis, eleqrtoZravebis, Tanamgzavrebis, raketebis

gamomgoneblebic, aseve mamakacebi arian. axla, CvenTan erT-

erT yvelaze popularul xelovnebad, kino miiCneva, filmi

rom dadga, saWiroa kinoreJisori, kinosTvis is erT-erTi

mTavarTagania. da kvlav, yvela saukeTeso kinoreJisori,

mamakacia. arian qalebic, magram iSviaTad. da maT ara aqvT,

gamorCeuli, ai iseTebi, rogorc mamakacebs, saintereso

filmebi. da saukeTeso musikosebic yovelTvis mamakace-

bia. filosofosebi, isinic, romlebic warsulidan Cvenamde

movidnen da Tanamedrovenic, aseve mamakacebia.

_ magram Sen me, yvelafer amas, risTvis meubnebi, vladimir?

_ ai, azri maqvs erTi, me vfiqrob, es Sen dagexmareba.

_ ra azri? Sen, SegiZlia, me is gamiziaro?

_ aseTi azria. Sen, anastasia, gWirdeba meti yuradReba

dauTmo aq keTilmowyobas da bavSvis aRzrdas, samyaroze,

adamianebze fiqriT, Sen Tavs Zalian nu daitvirTav, bo-

los da bolos, mamakacebs yvela saqmis movla SeuZliaT.

mxolod mamakacebisTvisaa, rogorc statistika ambobs _

zusti mecniereba, miukerZoebeli. da istoriis mixedviTac

yvelaferi ase xdeboda, rom mamakacebi akeTebdnen yvela-

fer mTavars, xolo istoriisgan verc Cven gaviqceviT. Sen

mixvdi, rogori udavo azri gamodis?

_ ki, me migixvdi Sen, vladimir.

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_ Sen, oRond, guneba nu gagifuWdeba, ukeTesia, yvel-

aferi adreve gaigo, raTa Seni saqmeebi akeTo, da ara is

saqmeebi, romlebic sxvebs ukeTesad SeuZliaT akeTon. Sen

cdilob qveyana ukeTesobisken Secvalo, es ki mxolod

mamakacebs SeuZliaT. isini igoneben yvelafer ukeTess da

qalebze ukeT qmnian yvelafers. eTanxmebi amas?

_ vladimir, me veTanxmebi imas, rom garegnulad mama-

kaci Semoqmedad gamoiyureba. materialuris poziciidan

Tuki SevxedavT.

_ ras niSnavs garegnulad? da kidev, rogor, romeli

aseTi poziciidan SeiZleba, udavo faqtebs Sexedo? Sen aq,

ukeTesia, ki nu filosofosob, aramed konkretulad miTxa-

ri: Tundac Sen SegiZlia raime Seqmna? SegiZlia, Tundac

moqargo? nemsiT qsovilze SegiZlia lamazi naxati amo-

qargo?

_ naxatis nemsiT amoqargva ar SemiZlia.

_ ratom?

_ me, nemsis xelSi daWeras, ver SevZleb. nemsis, rome-

lic, cocxali bunebis wiaRisgan aris Seqmnili. risTvis

unda Seqmna, Tuki jer daangrev diad, qmnilebas cocxals?

warmoidine vladimir, roca vinme ugunuri suraTs daWris,

diadi mxatvris tilos, rogorc Sen sTqvi, Semoqmedisas,

da daiwyebs baWiebis, figurebis gamoWras tilos naWre-

bisgan, mis qmedebebs SeiZleba Semoqmedeba ewodos, manamde

ki, ugunurebisTvis gaakeTe SeRavaTi? magram Tuki igives

Caidens sxva, gonieri, mixvedrili, Tu, ra aris mis irgvliv,

maSin, misi qmedebebi sxva gansazRvrebas SeiZenen.

_ rogors?

_ modi. erTad vifiqroT. magaliTad, SesaZloa vanda-

lizmi davarqvaT mis qmedebebs.

_ aba, uyure, saiT gautia. maS, ra gamodis, rom, yvela

Semoqmedi, mxatvari vandalia?

_ isini, mxatvrebi, Semoqmedebi arian samyaro Seignes

Tavis doneze. magram Tu isini sxva Segnebis doneze aR-

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moCndebian, qmnilebebi sxvagvari saSualebiT aResrulebi-

an.

_ rogori _ sxvagvariT?

_ imiT, rom Semoqmedma yvelaferi Tavisi aRmafrenis

Jams Seqmna. da srulyofa Tavisi qmnilebisa da axlis

aRsrulebis unari man adamians, mxolod erTaderTs _

adamians misca.

_ magram, Semoqmedi riT qmnida yvelafers? da Semoq-

medebisTvis rogori instrumenti misca man adamians?

_ azr-fiqri _ diadi Semoqmedis mTavari instrumen-

tia da adamiansac micemuli aqvs azr-fiqri. qmnilebebi

WeSmaritia maSin, roca azris aRsrulebebSi, moqmedebs

suli, intuicia, da grZnobebi, xolo mTavari iqneba gacno-

bierebis siwminde.

Sexede, yvavili xarobs Cvens fexebTan, mSvenieria misi

formebi da ferebi, naxevartonebi icvlebian cocxal

qmni lebaSi, srulyavi igi Seni azr-fiqriT. mTeli yura-

dReba miapyari, Seecade isini Secvalo ukeTes xilvad.

_ magaliTad rogorad?

_ Sen, TviTon ifantaziore, vladimir.

_ ki. fantazirebas SevZleb. magaliTisTvis, erTi

furcli dae wiTeli hqondes am gvirilas, meore darCes

rogorc aris, ase iyos rigrigobiT, Cemi azriT ase ukeTesi,

ufro xalisiani iqneba.

da uceb, anastasia gaSeSda, yuradRebiT dauwyo cqera

TeTr gvirilas da gesmiT, man, gvirilam Cumad, nel-nela,

magram pirdapir Tvalwin Tavisi furclebis feri Seic-

vala. maT monacvleoba daiwyes _ wiTeli, TeTri, isev wi-

Teli. Tavidan, wiTeli Zlivs SesamCnevi iyo. Semdeg ufro

gawiTldnen, ufro aSkara wiTeli ferisani gaxdnen da bo-

los isini aenTnen, TiTqos wiTeli feriT daiwyes naTeba.

_ ai, xedav, rogor moxda. moifiqre Sen, me ki yve-

laferi azriT Sevqmeni.

_ da ra, yvela adamians SeuZlia ase gaakeTos?

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_ diax! da akeTeben. magram, amasTan, masalebs iyene-

ben, masalebs mkvdars xdian, mkvdars ki, mxolod gaxrwna

SeuZlia. ase wvalobs kacobrioba saukuneebis ganmavlo-

baSi, raTa Tavisi qmnilebebis lpoba SeaCeros, ase ecemoda

sidamples adamianis azr-fiqri, da ara aqvs adamians imaze

ifiqros, rasac WeSmariti qmnileba hqvia.

yvelafers Tavidan azri uswrebs, Semdeg drois ganmav-

lobaSi axorcieleben materiad an cvlian sazogadoebriv

mowyobas. magram ukeTesad Tu uaresad qmnian _ maSinve

ver xvdebian.

ai, Sen, gvirilas furclebis feris Secvla moindome.

me azriT isini Sevcvale, gvirila daemorCila adamianis

azrs, Sen ufro ukeTesi moifiqre? imaze ufro srulyo-

fili, vinem iyo?

_ Cemi azriT ufro xalisiani gaxda, ufro Wreli.

_ magram, aRfrTovanebis gareSe, ratom laparakob axal

qmnilebaze?

_ ar vici, iqneb raRac kidev ar hyofnis, raRac ferebi,

me jer ar vici.

_ ferebi erTmaneTTan winaaRmdegobaSi Sevidnen, unaze-

si naxevartonebi aWrelebis gamo gafermkrTalda. mSvid

naz grZnobebs ar iwvevs myvirala siWrele.

_ ho. kargi. Seecade yvelaferi ukanve daabruno.

_ me ara, gvirilas SeuZlia Tavadac Seicvalos isev.

wiTeli feri moSordeba. Cven xom igi, cocxali, ar mog-

viklavs. buneba yvelafers TviTonve abrunebs harmoniaSi.

_ es rogor, Seni azriT, anastasia, mamakacebi yvelani

ugunuri vandalebi arian, qalebi ki _ Semoqmedni?

_ yvela mamakaci da qali erTiannia, ori sawyisi Ti-

ToeulSi, irwymeba erTSi. da Tavis SemoqmedebaSic isini

ganuyofelni arian. maTTvis orivesaTvis, miwieri arsebobs

yofiereba.

_ magram, es rogor? savsebiT gaugebaria. ai me, maga-

liTad, me _ mxolod mamakaci var.

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_ magram risgan Sedgebi Sen, vladimir? nayofi qalis

da nayofi mamakacis erTSi Seirwynen, SenSi gaerTiandnen

da suli oris erTian sulad Seirwya.

_ aba, maS, risTvisRa amtkiceben, traqtatebs weren, ra

aris qali, ra aris mamakaci da vin aris maT Soris ufro

Zlieri, vin aris mTavari?

_ Tavad dafiqrdi, vis unda da ra mizniT, Seni cnobie-

reba, Seni Segneba, rac Tavidanve misca yvelas Semoqmedma,

Tavisi dogmatiT Secvalos?

_ iqneb, viRacas Semoqmedma meti misca, da igi, maswav-

lebeli, cdilobs Tavisi sibrZne yvelas gauziaros.

_ yovel morCs dedamiwaze, aryis xes, Tesls kedarisa

da yvavils, aqvs informacia Semoqmedisagan srulad.

ase, rogor, SesZlo mosvla SenTan azr-fiqrma, rom

Tavisi umaRlesi qmnilebisTvis Semoqmeds, SeeZlo ganez-

raxa, ar mieca bolomde raRac? ra SeiZleba iyos, msgavs

sayvedurze ufro sawyeni mamisaTvis?

_ aba, ras ambob, me arasdros vsayvedurob. me, ubralod

Cems Tavze, rogorRac, ase vfiqrob.

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vin xar, Sen, anastasia?

sanam am kiTxavas davusvamdi anastasias, me yuradRebiT

da vakvirdi mas. ai, zis Cems win qali, axalgazrda, lamazi,

garegnulad TiTqmis arafriT gansxvavdeba Cveni civili-

zaciis adamianebisgan, gana rom SesagrZnobi mTels mis

sxeulSi raRacnairi simsubuqe, pozaSi, mixvra-moxvraSi,

gansakuTrebiT, roca fexze dgeba an dadis. yovelive amas

is uCveulo simsubuqiT akeTebs.

xandazmuli adamianis zonzroxa, mZime siaruli gansx-

vavdeba axalgazrdis moZraobisgan, energiuli, sicocxliT

savse adamianisgan. Tumca aseTive sxvaobaa anastasias moZ-

raobasa da siarulSi axalgazrda sportsmenTan SedarebiT.

geCveneba, igi msubuqad, rogorc bumbuli, amavdroulad ki

fizikurad Zlieria. Tavisuflad atara TxuTmeti kilometri

Cemi mZime zurgCanTa da Tan mexmareboda kidec siarulSi.

xanmokle Sesvenebisas ar iwva, qancgawyvetili ar jde-

boda, piriqiT, moZraobda, xan balaxis mosawyvetad garboda,

xan ki Cems fexs zelda. xolo yovelive amas msubuqad,

mxiarulad, RimiliT akeTebda. saidan iyo masSi amdeni

sicocxlis xalisi? SeecadeT odesme miaqcioT yura-

dReba gamvlelTa nakads, quCaSi mosiaruleT, maT saxeebs.

me mimiqcevia yuradReba. TiTqmis yvela isini daZabulni,

Sewuxebulni an moRuSulni arian. gansakuTrebiT, roca

marto erTi adamiani midis. erTis mxriv, TiTqos ara-

viTari simZime, tvirTi ar miaqvs, rigianadacaa Cacmuli,

aSkarad etyoba, ar SimSilobs, imitom, rom ZviradRirebul

sigarets eweva, saxeze ki daZabulobis, mZime fiqris daRi

atyvia, asea yvela umetesoba. anastasia ki sul mudam xar-

obs, Sehxaris mzes, balaxs, wvimas da Rrubels, ai, rogorc

udardeli bavSvi mudam sixaruls asxivebs, maSinac ki,

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roca masTan seriozul saqmeze subrob. igi arasdros ar

aris mowyenili.

ai, axlac... ara, axla arc ise damaxasiaTebelia misi

ieri. anastasia TavCaqindruli ijda da wamwamebi Zirs

daexara, uceb TiTqos Secbunda, Tu odnav moiwyina, TiTqos

igrZno raze mindoda mekiTxa. magram mainc vkiTxe:

_ Sen, anastasia, Tuki yvela werils gadaaTvaliereb,

darwmundebi, Tu rogor sxvadasxvagvarad gaxasiaTeben.

ucxoplanetelsac ki giwodeben. mkvlevar-fsiqologma

lavrovma Tavis wignSi Sen aramiwieri civilizaciis bi-

ologi giwoda. ubralo mkiTxvelebi qalRmerTs giwode-

ben TumcaRa, amavdroulad ucnaurad iqcevian, gweren ise,

rogorc uaxloes megobars, Sen pirveli xar, visac qal-

RmerTs uwodeben, magram Tayvans ar gcemen, saubroben Senze,

rogorc axlo megobarze.

mecnierebi, religiuri konfesiebis xelmZRvanelTa um-

etesoba _ arss giwodeben, umaRles arss, TviTkmar sub-

stancias.

ai me, vurTierTob SenTan, Cvens Sexvedrebze wigni

davwere, mgram ver vxvdebi, vin xar. Tavad Sen, garkveviT,

mkafiod SegiZlia amixsna vin xar?

_ vladimir, Tavad Sen vis xedav CemSi? _ mkiTxa an-

astasiam, ar amouxedavs ise.. _ da ratomaa SenTvis ase

mniSvnelovani ras amboben sxvebi?

_ saqmec magaSia, rom Tavadac ar vici, ras vxedav. Tuki

patiosnad getyvi..

_ Sen Tqvi, vladimir, patiosnad, gulwrfelad, me yve-

lafris gagebas Sevecdebi.

_ kargi, aba, yvelafers getyvi... roca pirvelad dagi-

naxe, anastasia, Sen ubralod qalad aRgiqvi. roca tyeSi

erTad mivdiodiT pirvelad, dasasveneblad CamovjeqiT da

Sen kabamde gaixade, Tavsaburi moixseni, me davinaxe Sen

lamazi xar, mimzidveli, ai, gesmis, CvenTan amisTanebs seq-

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sualurebs eZaxian an seqsisaRmZvrelebs. me maSin SenTan...

ai, Tavad gesmis, rac mominda. gesmis Sen?

_ mesmis.

_ hoda, ai, axla, SesaZloa, ai am yvela gaugebrobebisgan,

me ukve aseTi ram aRar msurs, maSinac ki, roca dediSobi-

las gxedav.

_ Sen Cemdami SiSi gagiCnda ara, vladimir?

_ SiSi ki ara, ufro ai, raRac gaugebroba gamodis.

ai biWi gaCnda, Sen ki ufro da ufro Sorebeli xdebi, is

ki arada, roc axlos xar, ai, rogorc axla zixar, mainc

axlobelad ki ara, Soreblad meCvenebi. aseTi SegrZneba

maqvs. TavSi mudam maqvs, rom Sen raRacnairi xar.

_ dae arsi viyo, magram Senc xom arsi xar?

_ ara. me arsi ar var, me werilebSi aravin miwodebs

ase. TumcaRa mkiTxvelebi mlanZRaven werilebSi, samagi-

erod aravis epareba eWvi, rom me: _ adamiani var.

_ gTxov, gaige, vladimir, me qali var, mec _ adamiani var.

_ ambob, rom Senc adamiani xar, Tumca elementarulis

gageba ki ar ginda. ar gsurs icxovro, rogorc adamianebi

cxovroben, mTels msoflioSi. yvelas surs bina hqondes,

aveji, manqana _ Sen ar ginda.

wignisgan fuli gaCnda, male ufro meti iqneba, modi

viyidi binas, avejs, gavemgzavroT erTad wminda adgilebze,

biWic Tan waviyvanoT. Cveni civilizacia axla taZrebis

aRdgenas awarmoebs, monastrebis, istoriuli Zeglebisas,

sxva qveynebSi bevria wmindanebi. Sen ki aq araferi gaqvs,

aranairi wmindanebi, ras eWidebi aq? ras kargav?

_ vladimir, aq Cemi sivrcea, Semoqmedis Seqmnili

pirvelsawyisis saxiT. Cems winapar dedas da Cems de-

das, Cems mamebs Tavisi siyvaruliT yoveli balaxi aqvT

moalersebuli, yovel didebul kedars maTi xelebisa da

mzeris siTbo axsovT. yvela mcenaris Tesli gazafxulze

iZleva ylorts. yovel marcvalSi, gazafxulze miwas

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SexebulSi, samyaros mTeli informacia devs. informacia

imaze, rom Suqi iqneba maT mier danaxuli keTilismyofeli.

da amoizrdeba marcvali ylortad, mas mzec ecdeba

miexmaros, adamianisken iwevs ylorti, ufro didisken, vinem

mzes aqvs, madliani Suqisken.

ase Seqmna Semoqmedma yovelive. moifiqra, raTa Semdgom

adamianma masTan erTad SesZlos Seqmnas. Cemma mSobleb-

ma Semoqmedis qmnilebebi Semoinaxes, siyvarulis sivrce

aqaaa. igi me mSoblebma maCuqes. Semoqmedis qmnilebebiT,

mSoblebiT, cocxali siyvruliT, Tu ara Sevsebul sivrceze

ufro wminda qveyanaze ra unda iyos!

TiToeulma adamianma, mSobelma, ase unda gaakeTos

- sakuTar pirmSos aCuqos siyvrulis sivrce! mSvenieri,

rogorc dedaSi mucladyofna, mxolod masSi SeuZlia

iyos bednieri maTi momavali pirmSo, maTi momavali.

wmida adgils da siyvrulis sivrces vCuqni me - Cvens vaJs.

_ Sen Seni mxridan Cuqni, aba sad aris Cemi siyvarulis

sivrce? me ra SemiZlia Cems vaJs vaCuqo?

memkvidreobiTobis kavSiri bevrs darRveuli aqvs. ma-

gram Zafi ar gawyvetila. SemoqmedTan damakavSirebeli Zafi

yvelasi erTad, TiToeulis cal-calke, mixvedraa, saWiro.

aucilebelia TiToeulma igrZnos, maSin sinaTlesac, Zala-

sac yoveli SesZlebs moipovos. vladimir, gaafarTove

Sen siyvarulis sivrce im samyaroSi, sadac axla Sen

cxovrob, siyvarulis sivrce Seqmeni. Cveni vaJisTvis, de-

damiwis yvela bavSvisTvis siyvarulis sivrced gardaqmeni

mTeli dedamiwa.

_ ver gavige. ra ginda Sen Cemgan? mTeli dedamiwa me

Sevcvalo?

_ diax, me es msurs!

_ da rom yvelas erTmaneTi uyvardes, omebi, ar iyos,

danaSaulobebi da haeri sufTa iyos? wyalic?

_ dae iyos ase mTels dedamiwaze.

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_ da maSin CaiTvleba, rom me namdvili mama var, rom

Cems vaJs raRac miveci?

_ mxolod maSin gaxdebi Sen mama, Seni biWisTvis pa-

tivsacemi.

_ ra, sxvagvarad me igi pativs ar mcemdes iqneba?

_ risTvis, vladimir? Seni rogori saqmeebisTvis ginda,

rom Seni Svilis pativiscema daimsaxuro?

_ ai imisaTvis, rom mamebs mTels qveynaze yvela bavSvi

pativs scems. mamebi maT sicocxles aZlevs.

_ ranair sicocxles? roca bavSvi qveyanaze modis, sad,

raSi naxulobs igi Tavis sixaruls? mamis mier naboZeb

samyaroSi amdeni ubedurebebi ratom xdeba? am ubedure-

bebSi unda icxovron xolo xelaxla dabadebuli da aq

Sobili Tavis Tavs araferSuaSi Tvlis.. ase vcxovrobT

Cven, gvsurs pativiscemac miviRoT da gvikvirs, roca ar

viRebT.

damijere, vladimir, mamebis mcire raodenobas Tu sce-

men TavianTi Svilebi namdvil pativs. ai, ratom, wamoizr-

debian Tu ara, mSoblebs toveben, iviwyeben, dae intuiti-

urad TavianT mSoblebs isini adanaSauleben da Tavadve

imeoreben maT Secdomebs. vladimir, Tuki Svilisgan pati-

viscema gsurs, mogiwevs Sen bednieri samyaros Seqmna.

_ ai, esec ase?.. axla gasagebia.. _ wamovxti me. saso-

warkveTa da boRma damitrialda TavSi. ameria fiqrebi.

axla mivxvdi da imedi maqvs, yvelasTvisac naTeli

gaxda. anastasia _ fanatikosi gandegilia. me asec vi-

fiq re, jer kidev pirveli Sexvedrisas. Tundac uCveulo,

gaugebari, saidan mqone unarebiT, da, zustadac isini, misi

sxivi, es misi unrebi, ar aZleven gansazRvros Tavisi, mxed-

velobaSi maqvs, ar aZleven mas saSualebas gansazRvros

Tavisi SesaZleblobebi. Tqven gaxsovT, man Tqva: me gadavi-

tan yvela adamians bnel ZalTa drois monakveTs miRmao.

etyoba, mixvda igi, rom amis gakeTebis Zala mas ar Seswevs

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da axla me, mkiTxvelebic cdilobs CagviTrios Tavis unay-

ofo ocnebaSi. me mivxvdi, fanatizmebis aranormalurobis

kvaldakval masSi arsebobs warmougeneli sieSmake da misi

meSveobiT igi yvelafers akeTebs sakuTari ocnebisTvis.

bavSvi gaaCina. miaRwia, raTa ukve wigni damewera. aba,

aseTi ram unda eTqva: ̀ Svilis pativiscema rom daimsaxuro,

msoflio Secvale, mTeli samyaro siyvarulis sivrced

aqcie, biWs aCuqe da mTels bavSvebso ... ~ igi meTodurad

da daxvewilad iTrevs yvelas Tavis ocnebaSi da Cems

winaSe ufro da ufro arTulebs amocanebs. jer wigni

dawereo, axla siyvarulis sivrce mTels msoflioSi ake-

Teo, Semdeg kidev neta rao? gana cotaa CvenTvis cnobili

fanatikosebi, msoflios Secvlas rom cdilobdnen, da sad

arian axla isini? gaifantnen, rogorc kvamli, da ai,

morigi dgas Cems win, Tavdaxrili, da mierekeba... samyaros

Secvlao.

me vicodi, rom aranormalurebTan da fanatikosebTan

kamaTi uSedegoa, rom saWiroa davmSvidde, wavide, magram

Tavis Sekavebac ver SevZeli. da me mas, Tvalebdaxril mj-

doms, yvelaferi mivaxale!

_ me mivxvdi, mivxvdi, vinc xar. Sen _ Sen arsis da

adamianis najvari xar. eSmakic xar. warmoudgenlad eSmaki.

xom unda moifiqro, kacma ase daxvewilad rom xlarTo

intriga! maiZulo wignis dawera da rogorc satyuara

gaaCino bvSvi.

cdilobdi sakuTari logikiT dagefara araadaminuri

fanatizmi, ai mxolod garRveva mogivida. Tanac patara

garRveva gamogivida. sanam wigns vwerdi, bevr adamianTan

momiwia urTierToba. bevri gavige, bevr sasuliero wigns

maZlevdnen wasakiTxad. da me ar vici, ra aris SenTvis maT

Sesaxeb cnobili, magram me erTi ramis Tqma SemiZlia.

araerTi aTaswleulis ukan qveyanaze Cndebodnen br-

Zenni, wmidanebi, sxvadasxva sasuliero mimdinareobebi

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dRevandel dromde arseboben. dedamiwaze sxvadasxva sas-

suliero konfesiebi ori aTasze metia, me movismine, tele-

viziiT, gadacemaSi saubrobdnen amaze. yvelani sikeTeze

laparakoben, rogor icxovro, yvelas aswavlian da yvela

lideri, Cven gvimtkicebs imas, rom WeSmariteba mxolod

masSia. wmindanebi garSemo uamrvia, magram aTaswlovani

lparakiT ra xeiri? an swavlebebisganac?

me mxolod erTs mivxvdi: aTaswleulebi midian, magram

omebi ar wydeba. saomari moqmedebebis swavlebebi erTma-

neTs Soris. vinc imarjvebs, is iTvleba marTlad, TumcaRa

cota xani. gadis dro, axli omi da axali swavleba

imarjvebs. ai, im omSi dacemulebs ki yuradRebas aravin

aqcevs. da Tuki pirdapir getyvi yvelafers... Sen ici, vin

xar, saiTkenac mogviwodeb mec da mkiTxvelebsac.

anastasia adga, mSvidad Semomcqeris TvalebSi da meubneba:

_ ar gaagrZelo, Tu SeiZleb,a vladimir. damijere, me

vici, Semdeg ra SegiZlia rom miTxra. modi Tavad vityvi.

mokle iqneba frazebi, da lanZRvis gareSe.

_ Tavad? aba, modi ecade. Tundac lanZRvis gareSe. ra

mindoda, rom me meTqva?

_ gindoda geTqva, vladimir, Sen imis Sesaxeb, rom uam-

ravi winaswarmetyvelia dedamiwaze, maswavlebeli. bevri

sxvadasxvagvari swavlebebia da giZneldeba Sen gaerkve

maTSi. magram me getyvi, da Sen yvelafris gagebas SesZleb

, Tuki gagebas moisurveb.

kriteriumad yovelives Sesafaseblad wyali gamodge-

ba. dRiTidRe ufro da ufro WuWyiani xdeba wyali. ha-

eriTac Znelia sunTqva.

rigi msoflio mmarTvelebisa rogori taZrebic ar

uSenebiaT, STamomavlebi mxolod imiT gaixseneben, rom maT-

gan mxolod sibinZuris miReba mouwiaT. cxovrebac dRiT-

idRe saSiSia, Cven ki vcxovrobT. Sen CaTvale, vladimir,

rom mec erT-erTi imaTTagani var, vinc cdilobs yvelas

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aswavlos, rogor icxovron. erT-erTi maTgani, vinc morig

religias qmnis, cdilobs Tavis Tavis dayenebas saTaveSi.

magram, garwmuneb, aseT Tavnebobas, romelic yvela gasx-

ivosnebuls Semdeg wvavda, sakuTari TavSi ar davuSveb.

me gamarjvebas SevZleb da vimarjveb! SevaCereb qarxnebis

mxrColav myral kvamls, mixvdebian meSaxteebi, isini aRar

dauwyeben dedamiwis ZarRvis glejas.

gTxovT Tqven, adamianebo, saswrafod Tqveni profesiebi

SeicvaloT, yvela is profesia, rasac ziani moaqvs dedami-

wisTvis _ Semoqmedis udidesi qmnilebisTvis.

gTxovT, Tqven, adamianebo, saswrafod mixvdeT, veravin

SesZlebs bednieri iyos dedamiwaze, Tuki gaagrZelebs de-

damiwisTvis zianis miyenebas.

kidev cota dro gaivlis da adamianTa ubedurebas

mTels dedamiwaze agonia daewyeba, Tavad daiwveba igi

Tavisive cecxlSi

bneli Zalebisgan Semdgar drois monakveTs miRma

xalxis Segneba maT gadaiyvans. vladimir, Sen garSemo mi-

moixede, rac viocnebe me _ ukve sruldeba, atacebulia

Cemi ocneba samyaros mier, igi yvela adamians urigdeba,

mTeli kacobrioba ukve ufskrulis Tavze miqris, mxolod

daeWvebuli gadaiCexeba im ufskrulSi. magram kacobrioba,

damijere, vladimir, kacobrioba gadarCeba.

dainaxaven adamianebi, vin arian bavSvebi, Seicnoben ada-

mianebi cxovrebas samoTxeSi.

movlenebi ruseTSi SemTxeviT ar xdeba. vladimir, Sen

ufro yuradRebiT Sexede movlenebs. me vcvli dedami-

wisTvis nawinaswarmetyveleb jojoxeTs.

_ magram vin xar, Sens Tavs rad miiCnev?

_ oh, raaris, rom Sen verafriT ver igeb? sakuTar

sulis urwmunobam SenSi postulatebi daabuda. jadoqari

var me, ocnebebi da miswrafebebi Cemi unayofoa, ase Tvli

Sen ara? magram eWvebi gtanjaven Sen, Tan gjera sakuTari

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Tavisac da sakuTari Tavisac ar gjera da amaSi Cemi da-

naSaulia, rogorc mouxerxebeli, sul areulad da gauge-

brad vlaparakob. hoda adamianebo, yvelam, vinc kiTxulobT,

me mapatieT, verafriT marcvlis moZebna ver SevZeli, rom

uklebliv yvelasTvis gasagebi yofiliyo. mapatie, vladi-

mir, ver gagimarTle Sen, yvela ver igebs Sens mier daw-

erils, dagcinian.

magram rogor gamovisyido Cemi danaSauli? movifiqre,

gsurs, SenTvis srul fanatists viTamaSeb. an rogoric

var iseTi warmogidgebi, rogorc ginda ise gaige, magram

gulwrfeld daijere, me gulwrfelad sikeTe msurs yvela

adamianisTvis, Sen mxolod es icode,.

Tu SeiZleba, nu iRuSebi, gaiRime, mSvenieria yvelaferi

garSemo. Tavs nu itanjav, dae nuraferSi nu iqneba said-

umlo. da Tuki SenTvis iolia me gulubryvilo jadoqrad

aRmiqva, aRmiqvi aseTad, rogoradac Tavad Tvli.

_ ai, ase ukve ukeTesia. ukve naTelia. ase, gamodis, Sen

yvelaferSi TamaSob?

_ Sen ki Cems TamaSs suliT aRiqvam?

_ TamaSi samxiarulo unda iyos.

_ rasakvirvelia, Sen marTali xar amaSi. yvelaferSi

unda iyos simsubuqe, ubraloeba da mec mxiruli unda viyo.

tbis zedapirs da napirs Rrublebidan mze asx-

ivebda. wvimis wveTebi buCqebis foTlebs, balaxs

efineboda da wyalze wvimis wveTisgan wreebi iwne-

boda. anastasia aqamde mRelvared da dinjad mola-

parake, TvalmouSoreblad micqerda TvalebSi, uceb

garSemo mimoixeda, xelisgulebs Semohkra da akiskisda.

wkriala sicili, gadamdebad, efineboda kedrebis

totebs, napirs da tbis zedapirs. igi bavSvuri aRta-

cebiT trialebda wvimis wveTebis qveS da kiskiseb-

da, rogorc bavSvi, kiskisebda, magram yovel sam wuT-

Si erTxel sakuTar cecxlovan cekvas aCerebda.

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me vxedavdi, mis aalebul saxeze wvimis wveTebi Tu

cremlebi mzis sxivebiT, rogor kiafobdnen. uceb yve-

laferi gairinda garSemo da wkriala Tavganwiruli, da-

jerebuli xmiT anastasias frazebis sivrceSi aivso, mi-

hqroda zemoT. haeric taigis Tavze ufro cisferi xdebo-

da, Citebic irindebodnen. TiTqosda Citebic yurs ugdebd-

nen, anastasias frazebis sivrceSi rogor mihqordnen.

_ ei, Tqven, winaswarmetyvelno! aTaswleulobiT mamt-

kiceblebo miwieri cxovrebis gamouvalobasa da warma-

valobaze, adamianTa damSinebelno jojoxeTiTa da gankiTx-

viT. CaicxreT sakuTari gzneba, Tqven damnaSaveni xarT

imaSi, rom Znelad ugebs adamiani cas.

ei, nostradamuso! ar giwinaswarmetyvelebia Sen, no-

stardamuso, aramed sakuTari fiqriT Seqmeni TariRebi

dedamiwis saSineli kataklizmebisa. aiZule bevri adami-

ani SenTvis daejerebina da amiTive maTi fiqrebi CarTe

saSinelebis ganxorcielebisaTvis. dafarfatebs planetis

Tavze fiqri Seni, winaswarmetyvelebiT da gamouvali

mdgomareiobiT aSinebs adamianebs, magram axla ukve igi

ar ganxorcieleeba. dae fiqri Seni Cemsas SeebrZolos.

rasakvirelia Sen winaswar ici yvelaferi da amitomac

Zalian swrfad gaiqcevi Sen.

ei, Tqven, adamianTa sulebis TviTmarqvia maswavleble-

bo! maswavleblebo, mcdelebo CaunergoT adamians rom su-

liT sustia, araferi icis da rom mxolod TqvenTvis,

rCeulTaTvisaa xelmisawvdomi yvela WeSmaritebani. da

rom Tqvendami TayvaniscemiTaa miRwevadi RvTiuri xma da

diadi Semoqmedis WeSmariteba. CaicxreT gzneba, axla dae

icodes yvelam! Semoqmedi TiToeuls aZlevs yovelives

Tavidanve, mxolod saWiro ar aris dogmaTa sibneliT,

gamonagonTa sibneliT sakuTari qedmaRlobis saameblad

dafaroT Semoqmedis udidesi qmnilebebi. nu dgaxarT ada-

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mianTa da RmerTs Soris. TiToeulTan Tavad surs saubari

mamas. Suamavlebs mama ar scnobs.

Tavidanve aqvs WeSmariteba TiToeuls sulSi. axla,

dRes da ara xval dae iyos yoveli adamiani bednieri!

Semoqmedi bednierebiT avsebda yovel wams da yovel sau-

kunes. da mis fiqrSi ar aris adgili sayvareli pirmSos

tanjvisTvis.

igi TamaSobda! iseTi STagonebiT! ise TavganwirviT

TamaSobda! rasakvirvelia, igi TamaSobs, magram ratomaa,

rom mis Tavze caSi, taigis Tavze raRac uCveulo naTeli

brwyinavs? TiTqosda cis kabadons Cawera SeeZlo yvela

frazis, rasac STagonebiT da TavganwirviT dedamiwidan

taigeli gandegili isroda:

_ ei, saukuneTa winaswarmetyvelno, adamianisTvis sib-

nelis mwinasawarmetyvelno, amiTve Semqmnelno sibnelis

da jojoxeTis. o, rogor mondomebiT kvebavdiT Tqvens

egregors, aSinebdiT adamians mamis saxeliT. modiT, ai, me.

yvelani aq. davwvav sxiviT erT wamSi saukuneTa sibnelis

dogmebs. dedamiwaze mTelma borotma datove sakuTari

saqmeni, Cemsken gamoqandi, SemebrZole, aba, scade.

magram Tqven, mebrZolno yvela rwmenisa, es xom Tqven

qmnidiT yvela omebs. axla aRarc iocneboT omebze. Tqve-

ni merkantiluri interesebis gamo bneleTis mociqulno

adamianebs motyuebiT omSi nu iTrevT. me erTi var Tqvens

winaSe. gaimarjveT. rom gaimarjvoT, yvelani Cemze wa-

modiT. brZola iqneba brZolis gareSe, amaSi dagexmarebaT

yvela rwmenis msaxurni.

Cemo winaparo dedebo, Cemo mamebo, pirvelsawyisTa na-

Teli WeSmariteba CaabudeT maTSi. mieciT yvelaferi,

rasac ase saTuTad inaxavdiT CemTvis. daurigeT yvelas,

visac naTelis miReba ZaluZs.

dae borotebam TavisTavTan ibrZolos da Cems sx-

eulTan, ara sulTan. me suls Cemsas adamians mivcem sru-

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lad. me adamianebSi medgrad davdgebi sakuTari suliT.

moemzade boroto, wadi dedamiwidan, damesxi me! me adamiani

var! me a-d-a-m-i-a-n-i var pir-vel-sa-wyis-Ta. anastasia

var me. da me Senze Zlieri var.

_ daanebe Tavi, Sen TviTon ratom eZaxi yvela uwmidu-

rs? _ CaverTe me, vTvlidi ra, rom TiTqos raRac TamaSi

grZeldeboda.

_ vladimir, Sen nu geSinia maTi, isini mxdalebia. amas-

Tan, Tavad Tqvi, rom me eSmaki var. eSmaki var?

dae viyo eSmaki. me imaT movatyue. isini dagci-

nodnen Sen, me ki gamonagonad mTvlidnen, me ki amavdrou-

lad vqmni di da Zala pirvelsawyisebidan dRemde, rom

moitanes Cemma winaparma dedebma, Cemma mamebma, me uam-

rav adamians davurige! _ man fexi daatyapuna da gai-

cina xmamaRla, isev dabzrialda, rogorc balerina da

me TamaSiT garTulma, moralurad mxari avubi mas.

_ maS modi, anastasia, dawvi! dae mTeli dedamiwis

boroteba wamovides Sensken, Sen ki igi dawvi! Sen mxolod

frTxilad iyav, ar daiRupo am dros.

_ maT, Cemi daRupvisTvis, vladimir, uamravi miwieri

saqmeebis datoveba mouwevT. gaanTavisufleben ra TavianTi

TvalTaxedvidan uamrav adamianTa sulebs.

da Tuki mainc daviRupebi, mainc ukve aRsruldeba is,

razec me viocnebe. samyaroseuli arfis simebi bednierebis

melodiiT JRers adamianTa sulebs esmiT isini, adamianebs

maTi esmiT!

iJRere samyarov! bednieri melodiiT iJRere! maTTvis

mTeli dedamiwis adamianebisTvis. dae yvelam Seicnos su-

lis melodia!

adamianTa sulebi TavianT sxivebs dedamiwisken, ube-

durebebisgan daRlilisken, naxe, vladimir, rogor mimar-

Taven.

am sityvebiT anastasiam miirbina mkiTxevlaTa wer-

ilebiT savse celofnis parkTan, daeSva muxlebze daado

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xelebi parks da gaxarebuli bavSviviT, ambobda: roca asa-

kovan adamins, jariskacs, brZolaSi namyofs, Seni wignis

kiTxvisas uceb moadga cremlebi. roca axalgzrda dedas

sxvagvari urTierToba gauCndeba axalSobilis mimarT da

gogonam, jer kidev Tormeti wlisam, yvelaferi gaigo da

daiwyebs sicocxlis Seyvarebas. roca, Sexede, ai, axalgaz-

rda ymawvili, ityvis, rom narkotiks mets aRar miiRebs da

Tavis dedasTan dabrundeba.

roca cixeebidan adamianebi werilebs gamogzavnian, Sen

xedav, grZnob, maTi sulebi rogor mRerian, sxvagvar Zalas

SeiZenen...

maSin is niSnebi, romelic me vpove da samyaroseul

bgerebs maTi sulebi mixvdebian, axla ukve maTSic JR-

ers isini, isini maT iReben... jer yvelani ar arian, magram

bevrni iqnebian isini! caTa Sinac ician amis Sesaxeb, da

TiToeuls siyvaruliT elian.

Sexede, Sexede, adamianebi TavianT mixvedrilobas

leqsebiT gamoxataven.

igi ise gulwrfelad xarobda da sul werilebze

laparakobda, rom gaverTe mec am sceniT da gavifiqre:

`ra moxda mere gaixaros, dae Tavisi TamaSi iTamaSos

da sjerodes ocnebis ganxorcielebis. me yvelas mivwer,

rom igi TamaSobs. Tavad igonebs yvelafers da xarobs

Tavisive gamonagoniT~. mindoda davwynarebuliyavi da uceb,

cnobierebaSi yvelaferi Tavidan ameria. warmoidgineT, igi

werilebidan yvelafer imas, laparakobda, rac sinamdvileSi

maTSi ewera... da im werilebidanac, romelic taigaSi ar

Camomitania. magram rogor? mas xom ar waukiTxavs isini.

gaxevebuli vucqerdi da vusmendi, leqsebs rogor war-

mosTqvamda, romlebic konvertebSi ewyo, raRaciT xarobda

uceb an Sefiqrianebuli dumda, TiTqosda yvela werili

erT wamSi waikiTxao.

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werilebidan absoluturad zustad iZaxda yvelafers.

yvelafers zustad... zustad! sdeq! maS, gamodis aqamde

naTqvamsac zustad gadmoscemda, ar TamaSobda... ocnebob-

da? rasakvirvelia, ocnebobda! wignzec, leqszec, rac axla

mis winaSea. man xom am yvelaferze adre iocneba. war-

mogidgenia, asrulda misi ocnebebi! asrulda!

ai wignic mis win devs, igi materialuria.

fantazia!

ara, es ararealuria!

mkiTxevlo, nuTu Senc sakuTar xelebSi axla wigni

rom giWiravs, sadac materializebulia patara nawili

Seupovari gandegilis ocnebisa!

da ra axla?

nuTu yovelive sxva SeiZleba ganxorcieldes?

roca gaxevebam gamiara, vkiTxe:

_ anastasia, Sen rogor mixvdi, ras werdnen adami-

anebi werilebSi? TiTqos yvelaferi waikiTxe. isinic ki,

romelic me ar Camomitania?

anastasia Semobrunda, mTlad brwyinavda da:

_ yovelive es, xom Zalzed martivia, Sexede, rogor

SeiZleba gesmodes sulis Txroba...

da uceb anastasia gaCumda. dumiliT momiaxlovda

mSvi dad da Cafiqrebulma miTxra:

kiTxvebze pasuxis gacema rTuli ar aris, magram pa-

suxi xom problemebs ar xsnis, erTi pasuxi meore kiTxvas

badebs. amitom dResac adamis vaSls kacobrioba RrRnis,

ar icis ra, rom misiT danayreba ar SeiZleba. miuxedavad

amisa, pasuxis mosmena nebismiers SeuZlia TavisTavSi.

_ aba, rogor gaigebs TiToeuli Tavad Tu sad namd-

vili da sad arc ise swori pasuxi modis?

_ mxolod Tavneboba aSorebs yovelTvis adamianebs

WeSmaritebisagan vladimir, Seecade momismino.

Cven davsxediT balaxze werilebis parkiT. me vxe-

davdi misi Tvalebi rogor elavdnen, Rawvebi vardisfrad

Seufaklda, roca sTqva:

me mogiyvebi Sen Tanaqmnadobaze, vladimir da maSin

Tavad, TiToeuli yvela Tavis kiTxvebze pasuxebis gace-

mas SesZlebs. Tu SeiZleba,. vladimir, Sen momismine da

aRwere udidesi Semoqmedis Tanaqmnadobaze. momismine da

suliT miRebas Seecade...

da daiwyo anastasias STagonebiTi Txroba Tanaqmnado-

baze... magram vrcelia igi da aq ver Caetia. Tumca mxolod

erTs vityvi: amis Semdeg survili gamiCnda meloca.

Tqvendmi pativicemiT, mkiTxvelebo da Sexvedramde

Semdgom wignSi

vladimir megre

gagrZeleba iqneba...

daibeWda “erovnuli mwerlobis” stambaSi. mxatvris q. #4

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